Chapter 186: Disbanding Girls' Generation
"I'm sorry sisters, I've already decided, I'm going to quit girlhood" Taeyeon's words shocked all the girls. Just now, Taeyeon told everyone something Taeyeon had never said to them before. Taeyeon has always been the kind of person who has a lot of worries, and her personality makes all the worries and pressures she has in her heart, and she has never been so open and honest with the girls.
Because the girls know that this is Taeyeon's character, they have never blamed Taeyeon, even if Taeyeon, as the captain, should be the one who talks the most. But Taeyeon's unconventional remark just now immediately made the girls feel as if Taeyeon was going to leave her, because Taeyeon's words were more like a parting gift. This can't help but remind the girls of the last time because of Sunny's words, Li Tianyu committed suicide Mingzhi. Taeyeon also followed the matter of suicide and martyrdom.
Could it be that Tianyu oppa has already ...... Just when they all had such thoughts, Taeyeon told herself, "Don't worry, Tianwoo OPPA is fine" Since this is the case, why did Taeyeon say such a thing, and even said that she was not in Girlhood, what, what, but Taeyeon finally gave them such an answer, she was going to quit Girlhood.
Taeyeon's feelings for girls' generation are obvious to all girls, when Girls' Generation was just established, in order to promote Girls' Generation, Taeyeon is the hardest working one, in 08 Girls' Generation is the most difficult time, Taeyeon was selected as the most likely successful artist in solo, but, Taeyeon still gave up the idea of solo, and hosted the radio station while running the itinerary, so that the psychological pressure Dalian was hosting in his dreams, even if his voice was hoarse, he was still hosting.
The girls will never be able to forget the scene they once saw, and in '08 Taeyeon was hosting the radio. But at that time, the call message of the radio station was completely swiped by Girls' Generation Anti and some fans of the boy group with some swear words, and the girls still remember Taeyeon hosting the radio station with a light voice while shedding tears. Taeyeon's performance won the applause of all the staff.
This is how Taeyeon, who has been guarding the radio station wholeheartedly, when she finally got through all the hardships and ushered in success in her girlhood, she wants to quit girlhood, which is completely unacceptable to girls.
"Why, why Taeyeon. Debut, becoming a singer, isn't that your biggest dream all along? Have you forgotten what you came here from all over the state alone, and what you have been practicing for so long? Now you're going to give up all that you've worked so hard for, Taeyeon, what the hell are you talking about," Sika said loudly.
"Even if it's not for this stage, not for your dreams, then what about us, Taeyeon, are you going to leave us like this?" Sunny also shouted loudly, "Our sisters have been through so much along the way, we have survived the brutal competition of the trainee period, and we have survived the ordeal of the rookie period together." Facing the Black Sea together, creating our own glory together, the emotions that we have built up after going through so many things together, and the fact that we are now a family, do you have to leave such feelings so easily? ”
Sunny's words made all the girls nod unconsciously, the nine of them came together after a lot of cruel competition among so many trainees, and then went through so many rights and wrongs to sharpen their far more human feelings. Now it's because Lee Cheon-woo has linked them all their lives, and they really can't think of any reason to make Taeyeon have the urge to leave them.
At this time, so-young suddenly walked up to Taeyeon and said, "Is Taeyeon because of me?" Actually, you don't have to. It's me who should quit.,Don't worry, I'll apply to the company to quit Girls' Generation tomorrow" Xiuying's words made the girls all bow their heads, and they all thought that it might be because of Xiuying, but if you really want Xiuying to quit Girls' Generation, the girls are also reluctant, just like Sunny just said. How can the feelings honed over so many years be so easy to leave behind.
But this incident did start because of so-young, and if they had to choose between Taeyeon and so-young, then there was no doubt that the girls would choose Taeyeon. Although they are reluctant to show off, this is a last resort.
However, Taeyeon shook her head when she heard so-young's words and said, "No, so-young is not what you think, although I like the stage very much, and I also have my own dreams, but today I realized that these are not what I want the most, so I decided to quit girlhood and pursue the life I want." And just because I'm out of girlhood doesn't mean I've abandoned you. ”
"Even if I become a housewife, I can take Ling'er to visit your class every day, and I will learn to cook for you to eat, although this is not the kind of life I want, but I have no choice, and now neither I nor Tianyu OPPA can do without you, and we are destined to never be separated in this life from the beginning." Taeyeon finally said.
Listening to Taeyeon's words, the girls were silent, and there were many of Taeyeon's words that they didn't understand today, but Pani understood a little, "Taeyeon, did you force you to do this because Tianwoo oppa forced you?" How can he be like this, even if it's because of Xiuying's affairs, he can't treat you like this, doesn't he know to think about it for you? How could he make such a selfish decision".
However, Pani's words made Taeyeon, who has always been unusually gentle, angry for the first time, and she shouted at Pani, "Pani, how can you say oppa, if it is someone else, you can say that, but you especially you, you who can talk to oppa the most, how can you say oppa, don't you feel that oppa has done so much for you?" Is it true that in your hearts oppa is a selfish person? ”
Taeyeon's sudden outburst startled the girls, they really couldn't imagine why Taeyeon had such a big reaction, yes, how could the girls who didn't know what Li Tianyu had been suffering all the time know how hurtful Pani's selfishness was.
After shouting, Taeyeon looked at the frightened appearance of the sisters, calmed down and said slowly, "Do you know, when I met OPPA today, he drank up a bottle of soju, you all know that OPPA gets drunk when he gets drunk, and I have never seen him take the initiative to drink, but today he drank so much wine, do you know what OPPA said?" He said to me, "
"I don't really know what I should do to make them happy, I know they like the stage and I'll help you get rid of all the obstacles, I know they're stressed, and I read books every day to find a lot of interesting things for them to play. I don't really comfort people, and every time they call me, I'm really scared because I'm afraid that if I don't comfort them, they're going to be even more unhappy. Even though I was scared, I still had to answer the phone with a smile and try my best to think of comforting words."
"I know Sika doesn't like cucumbers, I know Yuna doesn't like chicken feet, I know Pani likes steaks with red wine, I know all their preferences, and I do what I do for them every day today, tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow to make them have enough energy, but I've really done my best, I don't know what else I can do. I really can't fall in love, I don't understand romance, I can't make surprises, I can't say sweet words, I swear, I learned, soft you believe me, I really learned seriously, but I really can't learn, it's obviously there, it's in books, on the Internet, but I just can't learn, soft, I'm really stupid"
"Did you hear that? This is what OPPA has always hidden in his heart, he will find all kinds of interesting topics for us every day, he knows that he will not comfort people, but every time he sees your phone call, despite worry, fear, he still tries his best to comfort us, he goes to read books for us, to learn to fall in love from the Internet, he has done so much for us, and now you actually say that OPPA is selfish"
"Sika, you also know the previous oppa, the one who would blush even when talking to girls, has changed so much for us, do you really think that a person's personality and habits are so easy to change? He's been forcing himself to fit in. So, anyone can say that he is selfish, only us, only we can't" Taeyeon said again, remembering Li Tianyu's pitiful appearance just now, tears have flowed out of my eyes I don't know how many times.
And at this time, the most shocked are the other girls, although they have always known that Li Tianyu has done a lot for them, but they have always been passively accepting, although they have repeatedly reminded themselves not to take Li Tianyu's kindness to them for granted, but gradually they still take all this as a habit.
If you have difficulties, as long as you have a phone call, Tianyu oppa can help you solve it, as long as you have troubles, as long as you make a phone call, Tianyu oppa can give yourself the best comfort, as long as you want to eat, as long as you have a phone call, Tianyu oppa will send it to you. But even so, they often say in front of Li Tianyu that they envy other couples. How's that, how about longing for one's love.
Now I think about how much torment it will be for Li Tianyu to come to my phone calls, and how much harm my words of envy will be to Li Tianyu, they owe Li Tianyu too much.
"Taeyeon, let's meet Cheonwoo oppa, shall we?" Sika suddenly said, "You're gone, is girlhood still girlhood?" We can do without Girls' Generation, but we can't do without Tianyu Oppa, let's see Tianyu Oppa, and every day we will make Girls' Generation disappear."
Sika's words were so shocking to the outside world, but the girls nodded in unison.
Others ask for subscriptions, ask for monthly passes, I ask for rewards, I hope you will reward the nerds more, and the nerds thank you. (To be continued......)