Qu Ruoning never thought that she and Ren Shaochen would come to this point, for so many years, they have always been a loving couple that everyone envies. Even if it was just a superficial illusion, she thought it would be a lifetime.

And this morning, she saw Ren Shaochen and a woman come out of the hotel, and that woman she also knew, was the secretary in Ren Shaochen's company.

It wasn't the first time she'd seen them together, and they had always been paired up at social occasions, and she could convince herself that they were for work.

But what do a man and a woman need in a hotel? Forgive her, she can only think of one thing.

No wonder for more than a month, Ren Shaochen hasn't even touched her fingers, it turns out that this is the real reason.

Before getting married, when she heard that marriage was Aiqing's grave, she laughed it off, thinking it was a threatening word from a loser, but now she can't believe it.

When she first married Ren Shaochen, even if she lived in a small rental house of forty square meters, she felt that it was sweet, but now they have a house and a car, but they are often silent and have nothing to say.

Five years ago, Ren Shaochen had nothing, and he was still facing a turning point in his career, and his future was uncertain. And she married him without hesitation, they were Luo marriages in the real sense, except for a pair of platinum plain rings, there was nothing.

At that time, Ren Shaochen quit his job and used all his savings, plus borrowing from relatives and friends, to open a small company of five or six people. In order to save personnel salary expenses, after graduation, she gave up her career pursuit, took the initiative to go to Ren Shaochen's company to assist him, and became a small accountant in the company.

They carried the most difficult time when they started a business, and then the company expanded, and her little knowledge of primary accounting was no longer enough, Ren Shaochen hired a professional accountant, and she seemed to be an idler in the company.

In the summer of two years ago, due to some reasons, she resigned from the company and became a full-time wife, Ren Shaochen gave enough money to her family every month, she lived a very prosperous life, and in the eyes of others, Mrs. Ren's identity made her beautiful and happy.

It was probably from that time that she felt that she was getting farther and farther away from Ren Shaochen, so far away that sometimes she looked at him, but she didn't feel that he was by her side. Occasionally waking up in the middle of the night and looking sideways at the person next to her, she was already a stranger and couldn't figure it out.

They started in college, knew each other for two years, and married for five years, perhaps because of these nearly seven years, they became numb to each other and had no passion.

But despite this, she never thought that Ren Shaochen would cheat, and she still talked to the grass on the edge of the nest.

Tang Ling was recruited by Ren Shaochen after she left the company. Occasionally, when I go to the company, I will hear rumors about how Secretary Tang seduced Ren Shaochen.

She should have expected that she was too stupid to believe that even if there was a problem between them, there would be no third person.

"No. 81, Qu Ruoning." The nurse walked to the waiting room and called for the number.

Qu Ruoning came back to her senses, got up from the bench, walked in with her bag in one hand and the film in the other.

Dr. Wang from the obstetrics and gynecology department saw her coming again, and looked up and smiled at her. Qu Ruoning is also an old acquaintance here, she has not seen a doctor in the past year, Ren Shaochen will still accompany her at the beginning, since she took over a big case at the beginning of the year, his company has gradually become busy, and she has come alone.

This time, she hadn't had her period for more than two weeks, and she thought to herself that she was going to have it, so she came here for a check-up.

Qu Ruoning handed the photo to Dr. Wang, who looked at it, shook his head and said, "Mrs. Ren, you are not pregnant." ”

When Ruo Ning heard this, a trace of loss flashed in his heart, thinking that he was very sure this time, but he didn't expect such a result.

"So what's going on with my menopause? I've always been punctual. Ruo Ning unconsciously grasped the bag, and the feeling of loss gradually spread in her heart, but she still asked one more sentence without giving up.

"Irregular diet, irregular sleep, and excessive psychological pressure may cause menopause, and I will prescribe a few doses of conditioning Chinese medicine for you." Dr. Wang bowed his head and wrote a list, saying, "If you want to have a child, you must relax and not just treat that thing as a task." ”

"Dr. Wang, I haven't been able to conceive because of the miscarriage of my first child." Qu Ruoning asked a little apprehensively, clasping her hands tightly.

"It's been so long, your body has been recuperating well, it shouldn't matter much, and your physical examination report last month also showed that everything was normal." Doctor Wang saw that Ruo Ning was eager to ask for his son, so he persuaded him a few more words, and said, "You are still young, adjust your mentality, there is always a chance, don't worry." ”

"Dr. Xiexie Wang." Qu Ruo narrowed his eyes, took the list and stood up and walked out the door. She has heard these words of Dr. Wang many times this year. Young, young, maybe two or three years ago she was barely young, but now she's twenty-eight.

As the saying goes, a woman is thirty tofu dregs, and she is not far from tofu dregs.

Queued up at the pharmacy to get the medicine and walked out of the hospital.

The sun outside was very strong, Qu Ruoning raised her hand to cover it, looked up at the endless sky, and sighed lightly. It doesn't matter if she doesn't have children, the relationship between her and Ren Shaochen now is really not suitable for having children.

Qu Ruoning drove back home, buried her head and fell asleep, when she got up, it was already evening, her stomach was rumbling with hunger, she casually pulled her hair and tied it up, and went out wearing flip-flops.

This community is Ren Shaochen bought after the success of his career, the environment is particularly good, all kinds of life functions are also very convenient, the cake shop and ramen shop downstairs are her favorites, Ren Shaochen does not often come back to eat, and she is too lazy to cook, usually in the downstairs fast food solution.

Qu Ruoning finished dinner and walked to the front of the cake shop, thinking about buying some for dessert after cooking. She stood in front of the large mirrored floor-to-ceiling glass window, stunned for a moment, her face looked pale and haggard in the mirror, the white loose T-shirt was empty, as if there was only a skeleton, and the whole person was completely unkempt, looking thin and pitiful.

Qu Ruoning stretched out her hand to the glass mirror, it has only been a few years, she is not her original self at all, she is too lazy to dress up, too lazy to exercise, too lazy to go out, and now she looks like an ordinary woman in the vegetable market.

In fact, her appearance is not too bad, but compared with the little sister on the road now, she is messy, spiritless, and decadent. The beautiful silhouette was faintly visible, but it was buried by her neglect.

At the class reunion last month, the female classmates were still envious that she didn't get fat no matter how she ate, but they didn't know that this was caused by her poor sleep in the past year. She only wants to smile and be enviable, and then keep the crying to herself. It doesn't matter if she's vain, or if she's stubborn, in short, she Qu Ruoning never wants to be the one who is sympathetic.

"Mrs. Ren, there is a tasting event for the new matcha mousse launched today, do you want to try it?" The service staff of the cake shop went out and greeted Ruo Ning familiarly.

Qu Ruoning turned her gaze a little stunned, and looked at herself in the mirror again, suddenly losing all her appetite, Zuihou shook her head and walked towards the community.