Chapter II. Seeking pleasure is not possible
Qu Ruoning returned home, looked at the empty house, and felt that instead of thinking nonsense, it was better to find something to do, so she began to clean up the house.
I washed the clothes that had been piling up for many days, swept the floor, wiped the floor shiny, and then changed the sheets and quilt covers.
After a big cleaning, the whole house was full of fresh air, and after doing all this, she went into the bathroom to take a shower, and came out in a light pink lace sundress, and her curly hair fell down on her full chest line, half-covered and half-covered.
She was lying on the bed, holding a tablet to browse information on the Internet, and there was a big fat boy in the QQ group who was a fellow student and sent a photo to the group album.
Qu Ruoning watched a group of female classmates discussing the difficulties of having children and raising children, the hard work of work, the inconsiderate attitude of her husband, and the discussion of clothes, bags, and cosmetics, and she found that she couldn't say a word at all.
She has rarely bought clothes in the past six months, but there are a lot of skin care products and cosmetics, all of which Ren Shaochen brought by the duty-free shop at the airport when he went abroad, and most of them have not been opened yet.
Thinking of Ren Shaochen, Qu Ruoning's eyes couldn't help sinking, closed the group, opened the Baidu browser, and inquired about the divorce-related information, only to know that the original procedures were so simple, if the two parties had no children and reached a consensus, they could do it as long as they went to the Civil Affairs Bureau for nine yuan, the same as when they got married.
Qu Ruoning turned off the tablet, put it on the bedside table, looked up at the alarm clock on the wall, it was already eleven o'clock, Ren Shaochen hadn't come back yet, he hadn't gone home before twelve o'clock for a long time, at first she would call to ask, and then she was lazy.
It took her more than a year to go from worrying and worrying to being calm now, and now she is used to his late return, and even sometimes when she comes back early, she still feels puzzled.
Her gaze shifted from the alarm clock on the wall to their wedding photo, Ren Shaochen in the photo has sparse eyebrows and restrained temperament, which is not much different from the current appearance, and she is smiling brightly next to her, with light in her eyes, but she already has the feeling that yesterday is not today.
Qu Ruoning looked at the photo and was stunned, Ren Shaochen seemed to have a very little smile with her, she remembered in a trance that she got married at that time, it was somewhat wishful thinking on her part, Ren Shaochen belonged to half pushing, half pushing.
There was a click, and the doorknob turned.
Qu Ruoning turned her face sideways, and Ren Shaochen walked in while loosening her tie, without even looking at her. He went into the bathroom, rinsed down, changed into cotton loungewear, and walked out wiping his hair.
His hair, which had been meticulously combed, hung down softly, giving people a gentle and harmless feeling.
Ren Shaochen's appearance is undoubtedly very good, his contours are very deep, his eyebrows are handsome, the bridge of his nose is high, his lip flaps are thin and moderate, and his lips are natural ingot-shaped, which looks very friendly.
"This pajama is new?" Ren Shaochen dried his hair and finally glanced at her, and when he saw that she hadn't slept, he casually said something.
"Is it pretty?" Ruo Ning lies on her side and brushes her hair away, revealing her chest line.
"Well, it's not bad." Ren Shaochen's face was faint, and he praised perfunctorily, then lay down in the bed, turned off the bedside lamp on his side, and closed his eyes on the pillow.
Again, he talked to her no more than three times a day. And he asked the same question about this pajama last month. A man doesn't care about you, especially in the subtleties.
Qu Ruo lowered his eyes, watching half of the light shine on his face, and the high bridge of his nose cast shadows, for so many years, he was still the same as when she was infatuated, faded from the first time she saw him, and exuded the air of a successful mature man.
She was a little dazed, not to mention whether Ren Shaochen had her in her heart, she thought carefully that she didn't seem to have that passion for Ren Shaochen. It is undeniable that she used to love him very much, but that feeling seems to have faded in the estrangement day by day, and the one-sided enthusiasm will be exhausted one day.
"Shaochen." Qu Ruoning opened her mouth to call him, leaned over half of her body, faced his face, and breathed softly in his ear.
Ren Shaochen had already fallen into a light sleep, did not open his eyes to see Qu Ruoning, turned sideways, and slept with his back to her.
Qu Ruo froze for a moment, took a deep breath, raised his hand on Ren Shaochen's waist, and his delicate and cold hand poked into the hem of his clothes, rubbing against his waist and abdomen like a small snake winding and climbing.
Ren Shaochen frowned, grabbed Ruoning's restless hand, turned around, withdrew her hand, lifted a little eyelid, glanced at her a little sleepily, and said in a low voice: "I'm tired, go to bed early." ”
Qu Ruoning bit her lower lip lightly, looked at him sleepy with deep eyes, and her heart was cold, she was squeezed dry by other women, and she didn't even want her initiative?
"I went to the company this morning, and they said that you didn't work overtime last night, what are you doing so tired, and you can't go home at night?" There was a smile on the corner of Qu Ruoning's mouth, no matter how you looked at it, it looked like a mockery.
"What are you thinking about?" Ren Shaochen opened his eyes, a little irritable, and asked, "You specially went to the company to investigate my whereabouts?" ”
"My husband doesn't come home at night for work, and it's normal for me as a wife to make soup and go over to comfort me, I'm afraid that I know my whereabouts, are you weak-hearted?" Qu Ruoning looked at him with a smile.
"Qu Ruoning, what do you mean by yin and yang?" Ren Shaochen furrowed his eyebrows and looked directly at her.
Qu Ruoning stared at him with dark eyes for a while, didn't say a word, turned around and pressed the bedside lamp on her side, the room fell into darkness in an instant, and she lay down and closed her eyes. He said he was tired, so why wasn't she? With such boundless conjectures and doubts, even she herself is fed up with such a self.
When did she Qu Ruoning become a resentful woman, it's really embarrassing.
Ren Shaochen felt that something was not quite right with her today, turned over and sat up, turned on the bedside lamp, stared at Qu Ruoning's face with locked eyebrows, and lifted her lips slightly: "What do you mean?" ”
This time, it was Qu Ruoning's turn to turn her back to him, and said lightly: "It's not interesting, I'm tired, let's sleep." ”
Ren Shaochen pulled Ruo Ning's shoulder, Ruo Ning pursed her lips a little impatiently, opened her eyes, and looked at each other, one was puzzled, and the other was as cold as a cold pool.
"Qu Ruoning, you make it clear."
"Ren Shaochen, I'll just ask once, do you have anything to hide from me?" Qu Ruoning sighed lightly, her gloomy eyes flickered, and she looked straight at Ren Shaochen.
Ren Shaochen frowned and looked at Qu Ruoning, puzzled by what she meant by asking, but he subconsciously shook his head.
Qu Ruoning retreated in defeat, lowered her eyes, and said very tiredly: "It's okay, go to sleep, I have to get up early to go to work tomorrow." ”
She actually wanted to give Ren Shaochen a chance to confess, but he still planned to hide it from her.