Allure marriage and love, inseparable in this life 54: In the ashes, the fine water looks at the long stream
Chapter 476: Alluring Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 54: In the ashes, the fine water looks at the long stream
"Huh?" Jin Cunxu raised his eyebrows.
Long Ziqi said: "When you are dizzy, you have to spin, and the sadness that you can't want to live can be cured with the sadness of others." β
He asked, "Who said that?" β
"Shakespeare." Long Ziqi replied seriously.
Jin Cunxu's eyes were dark, and the corners of his mouth smiled faintly: "So? β
"All my sorrows have been healed because of you, and now I want to redeem you!" Long Ziqi's red lips opened slightly, his outline was gentle, and he held his hand tightly.
He endured those tragic pasts, redeemed her with warmth, gave her a home, a warmth that no one could reach, and the humble and miserable past had died in memories.
In the past, if she saw these news, she would involuntarily feel cold, like being in an ice cellar.
Now that she has forgotten those unbearable pasts, she has let go of the mustard in her heart, and the only thing she wants to do is to be by his side for the rest of her life.
He smiled seductively, "You've been redeeming me all along!" β
She got up, pulled her hand from his palm, put her hands on his shoulders instead, and approached him, and the voice sounded in his ears: "I want us to have a complete home, I want to give you a few children, preferably three, after Ah Li gets married, so that the house will be very lively; I also thought, if I don't die, you can't die! β
Warm*, charming, and a very gentle "good" diffused between the lips and teeth.
If a woman can endure the pain of childbirth again and again, and prolong your life in the tear, then what else are you reluctant to respond to her?
If love is Gu, it will never die.
The young master asked for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket******************
Presidential palace.
Fu Xiange knew that she liked to eat fruits, so she specially ordered Aunt Ru to go to the kitchen to prepare a fruit plate and personally serve it to Jin Xishuo and Long Ziqi, who were playing chess.
Jin Cunxu is still working and has not returned.
The chess fell, and Long Ziqi won Jin Xishuo for the first time, even if it was just a chess piece!
Jin Xishuo was not unhappy about losing, on the contrary, his thin lips pursed a smile, "You are also uneasy." β
In the past, every time he played chess, even if he had a chance to win, Long Ziqi would give up without a trace and let him win; Today, she did her best to win his chess piece, it must be for Jin Cunxu!
Long Ziqi's face was calm, and his voice sounded calmly: "I used to hate my father!" Why did he want to treat me and my mother like this, why didn't he protect me, suffered the ruthless plundering of fate, and gradually lost the desire/hope of survival. β
The words paused, his eyes swept away, and he was clear and dignified, "When I grow up, I gradually understand that everyone living in this world has helplessness and involuntariness, and I no longer blame him for his powerlessness, because I know that he has done his best." β
"I believe that you have done your best, but this does not mean that we can all let go easily, there are still many things that need time to slowly become indifferent, and I don't know how long it will take!"
With her current status, she doesn't have the right to express her opinion on the matter between Jin Cunxu and them, but since she is a family and has decided to go on for the rest of her life, some things are better to say.
Fu Xiange listened to Long Ziqi's words, and was not angry, on the contrary, she was very happy. Long Ziqi's original intention was that she loved Jin Cunxu too much!
"Many years ago, fate turned its back on him, his relatives abandoned him, time was cold for him, and the years were windy and frosty for him, it doesn't matter, because from now on with me by his side, I will not give up on him, let alone let anyone try to hurt him again! Even if there are thousands of troops in the way, I will not surrender! β
Those intrigues in the political arena are dark and dirty, how many people are opposing her marriage with Jin Cunxu, and even want to put pressure on Jin Cunxu through Jin Xishuo, trying to make Jin Cunxu give up this marriage.
The long silence was because they were his dearest relatives, and after learning the truth about the past, it was time for her to express her position and let everyone know that she Long Ziqi would never leave Jin Cunxu.
also made Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange know that their abandonment back then was the treasure of her life support.
Fu Xiange pursed his lips and smiled faintly, his eyes were moist, and his voice was gentle: "I'm very happy to hear your words!" Yan'er, thank you! β
Xie Lu, thank you, you are still willing to help us find the original Jin Cunxu.
Jin Xishuo's eyes are also flowing with appreciation and gratification, worthy of being Long Pei's daughter, with this spirit and innate aura alone, even if their chord songs return to old age in the future, I believe they will be able to see the flow of fine water.
Jin Cunxu and Long Ziqi stayed at the presidential palace for dinner, and did not stay long, Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange sent them to the door to get in the car.
Long Ziqi stretched out his hand and hugged Fu Xiange to say goodbye, looked sideways at Jin Cunxu, and said softly: "Cunxu, don't you hug your mother and say goodbye?" β
Under the dim light, Jin Cunxu's expression was stunned for a moment, and he quickly came back to his senses, and looked at Fu Xiange with deep eyes.
When Fu Xiange heard Long Ziqi's words, there was a second of beam fluctuation in his eyes, and he looked at Jin Cunxu's long and sturdy figure. This piece of meat that fell from her body, from his birth to the present, 27 years, she has not hugged him well.
If there was still a little room for choice back then, she would not have left Jin Cunxu in the orphanage, if time could come back, even if she died, she would not leave him a step.
Although Long Ziqi can't understand what they did to Cunxu back then, but now that the past has died in memories, it should not deepen the gap between the two generations, but to narrow the distance between each other.
If you want to solve the problem, you must first find the root of the problem, and if you want Jin Cunxu to heal completely, then the care of Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange in this process is indispensable.
Jin Cunxu finally stood by Fu Xiange's side, his slender arms were slightly stiff, and he hugged Fu Xiange like a machine, "Mom, good night." β
The hug lasted no more than two seconds, but it caused Fu Xiange, who had never cried in front of people, to have wet eyes and a choked voice: "Good night, Cunxu." β
Jin Cunxu's expression was as usual, but when he reached out to hold Long Ziqi's hand, his palm was moist, which made Long Ziqi's eyes look at him with a hint of light, and his thin lips showed a seemingly non-existent arc.
got in the car, drove Qu Yan, and went to the home of the two of them.
Jin Cunxu lowered his eyes and saw that she had a shallow smile under the dim light, felt that her palm was wet, lowered her head, and hooked the corners of her lips as if she was not smiling.
He knew that she was the only salvation in his life!
Fu Xiange stood in place, watching the car disappear into the shadows, his pupils were filled with mist, and his voice was hoarse but mixed with joy, "Shuo, I think in our lifetime, we can wait for his forgiveness!" β
Jin Xishuo stood beside her, his eyes showed a look of relief, his long arms wrapped around her, and he said in a deep voice: "We should thank Long Pei and his wife." β
Fu Xiange raised his eyes to look at him and smiled!
The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket*********************
Time is fleeting, a year in the blink of an eye through the gap between the fingers, if you are a lonely person, I am afraid that you will panic the ruthlessness of time, but if you open your eyes every morning and the first thing you see is the person you love, even if the next second is the end of the world, there is no regret.
This year, Jin Cunxu and Long Ziqi's life is dull and there is no light, day after day, month after month, but every day Long Ziqi wakes up and is still glad that he is still alive and they are still in love!
This year, she dreamed countless times that he was lying next to her, but there was no heartbeat, and occasionally she would wake up crying from nightmares in fear.
He understood her sadness and uneasiness, he couldn't help sighing, hugged her tightly, kissed her very gently, and told her impatiently: "Qiqi, I won't die, don't be afraid ......"
In the past 26 years, Long Ziqi has never been afraid of anything, and now the only thing she is afraid of is that one day Jin Cunxu is gone, so how should she survive the remaining cold and lonely half of her life?
During this period, Jin Cunxu was not unsick, but most of them avoided Long Ziqi, especially he didn't dare to let himself be injured, she was already afraid, worried day and night, how could he bear to add to her burden.
Fortunately, his mood has been very stable in the second half of the year, and there are very few times when he is out of control, and even if he does, he can rely on his own willpower to suppress his irritable and extreme thoughts.
It's like a demon living in your heart, he has been trying to make a deal with you, ruining everything, but you have built an iron cage in your heart, locked the demon inside, swore to death not to let him come out, ruined yourself, ruined everyone.
He wasn't afraid before, but now he's afraid, afraid that he'll hurt her when he's out of control.
If there had ever been a day, he would have preferred to die himself.
This year, the four elders did not let the two of them have a child, after all, Jin Cunxu is 28 years old, which is very suitable for the age of being a father.
Jin Cunxu smiled every time and said, "Don't worry, I'm still too young, and Qiqi is smallβ"
26 is still young?
Long Ziqi smiled speechlessly, in fact, he knew that he didn't want to have children before Ah Li got married, and he didn't want his elders to embarrass him, so he said that she was young.
If this were a 26-year-old woman in Asia, most of them would already be mothers.
At first, she didn't want children because she didn't want to have children before Ah Li got married, and she had to put a little pressure on Ah Li, lest he give up on himself. After knowing about Jin Cunxu, she decided not to have children before the age of 30, because once she has a child, her attention will definitely be distracted, so she will not be able to concentrate on taking care of Jin Cunxu.
Between the child and Cunxu, no matter how she chooses, she will choose Cunxu first.
In addition to Jin Cunxu, there is another person who she can't let go, that is, her twin brother, Long Lifei.
Not to mention that I don't have a girlfriend, I don't even have a date, and I work every day in addition to work.
Once when I returned to China, I thought that if it was impossible for Su to be with Chongjian, maybe I could try it with Ah Li. Before he could say anything, Su had already rolled his eyes and said that he already had a boyfriend, but he refused to say who his boyfriend was.
I had no choice but to give up this idea, and looked at Long Lifei alone, all kinds of amazement.
Lan Mufei still has no news, as if he has disappeared from this world for no reason. Long Li has not given up searching, as if he has also given up his love and happiness; But she can't let go, and she is always a thorn in her heart.
In order to reassure her, Jin Cunxu also sent someone to France to look for her, but it was undoubtedly a needle in a haystack and there was no news.
Perhaps, Long Lifei and Lan Mufei really responded to that sentence-
There is a tomb in the heart, where the surviving are buried
The young master asked for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket******************
In fact, later, Long Ziqi heard Fu Xiange occasionally mention it once in a while, about the reason for the great change in the personality of the gentle dean's mother.
The dean had an illness when he was young and could not have children, and when they had just gotten married, her husband did not mind, but on the contrary, he treated her better.
A few years later, her husband gave birth to a child with a woman outside, and when the dean knew it, the child was about the same age as Cunxu at that time, and it was as beautiful as Cunxu.
Her husband was unwilling to pay for her to support the orphanage, and even wanted to divorce her and marry the mistress
The betrayal of her husband and the blow of divorce made the dean feel resentful, and she was helpless to do nothing about her ex-husband and the mistress's family, and her distorted psychology imposed this hatred on Cunxu's body.
Long Ziqi's expression was calm and unfazed when he listened, but the flower pot in his hand was almost crushed by her, and the green tendons on his hand loomed.
Perhaps this is the ridiculous human being, who does not hesitate to harm an innocent child in order to satisfy his own twisted soul*.
At that time, Cunxu was hurt far more than himself.
Because it was the stranger he didn't know who hurt him, but it was the dean's mother who he trusted and relied on the most at that time......
Injuries from loved ones are always the most deadly.
Thankfully, her Cunxu is still alive.
Thankfully, they can still fall in love.
The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket***************
Qu Yan came to the house to pick up a document, and Jin Cunxu called and said that it was placed in a drawer in the study.
Long Ziqi opened the drawer, took out the documents and wanted to hand them to Qu Yan, inadvertently swept the bamboo skewers under the bottom, put the documents on the table, but picked up the bamboo skewers, and whispered softly: "There are three tribulations of blood-stained relatives, half a life of loneliness and no mercy, life has Ziwei righteousness, how can Nirvana be reborn." β
This is the sign she asked for in the Hidden Spirit Temple, and she always thought that he didn't know the way, but it turned out that he knew everything
Qu Yan waited for a while to see that she didn't go downstairs, went upstairs and knocked on the door, "Madam-" The light of her eyes lingered on the bamboo stick in her hand.
Long Ziqi held the bamboo skewer tightly in his palm, and the strong bamboo skewer burned a red mark on Bai Xi's skin.
"Your Excellency is afraid that you will be cranky, so I told you that funny rumor, and no one in Jin Cheng believed that rumor."
Long Ziqi lowered his eyes and muttered in a low voice: "He has always been so good to me." β
"More than thatβ"
Long Ziqi glanced at him. Qu Yan felt that he had talked too much, and secretly thought for a long time, anyway, now that the marriage is married, it shouldn't be a big deal to tell his wife something.
"It was raining on the day of your graduation defense, and the lunch was a hamburger and Coke with Jiang Chongjian."
"How do you know the truth?"
Qu Yan smiled and rippled: "If I'm not mistaken, there should be something that belongs to Madame in the drawer!" β
Long Ziqi's eyes were puzzled, and he lowered his head and looked for it in the drawer, and really-
Qu Yan saw the things in her hand, smiled slyly, and was blinded by him, and His Excellency really put all the things of the lady together.
Long Ziqi's fingers gently stroked the surface, his thin lips pursed his lips and smiled lightly, and suddenly spoke: "Lu Xiangbei and his girlfriend are okay recently?" β
"Huh?" Lu Xiangbei was stunned, I don't know how she shifted the topic to Lu Xiangbei, and was puzzled: "When does Lu Zhizhi have a girlfriend?" How do I not know the way? No, if he has a girlfriend, I should be the first to know! β
The mobile gossip book of the Presidential Palace is not in vain!
The smile on the corner of Long Ziqi's mouth deepened, this man is really a master of acting!
"Why do you keep calling the north road straight?"
mentioned this Qu Yan even more energetic, and explained endlessly: "This is all due to the crazy infatuation of a girl who was crazy about Lu Zhizhi when she was studying in the UK, and her pursuit of Lu Zhizhi was a sensation in the whole school, so she almost stood on the top of the highest building of the school with a loudspeaker to confess." β
"But you also know that the smiling tiger is straight on the road, where can he get into the eyes of ordinary girls, and he turns a blind eye to the pursuit of girls, and does not hear them; The girl is also funny, courtship failed, I don't know which one of the brains is open, I think Lu Zhizhi doesn't like women, he likes men, and for a while rumors spread throughout the school, and those girls who like Lu Zhizhi are balanced when they hear it. Originally, Lu Zhizhi enjoyed a peaceful life without the nuisance of girls, but the good times didn't last long, and the girls didn't bother him, because the pursuit of all became men! You also know the road in the UK, walks everywhere, inside and outside the school, and knows that the road is straight and likes men, who doesn't want to taste him. β
"Lu Zhizhi really can't bear it, and he says that he wants to find out the rumor-mongers, and he wants her to live rather than die! When the girl heard this, she was frightened and went through the procedures for suspension of school in the afternoon and fled! Over the years, Lu Zhizhi hated others for making jokes about his gender, so we joked that he shouted Lu Zhizhi...... One shout for so many years! β
After listening to the ins and outs, Long Ziqi smiled in his eyes: "That girl, it's very interesting." β
Qu Yan nodded, "Mrs., you think she is interesting, but Lu Zhizhi thinks she is stupid and cowardly, and I hate her in my heart!" β
Lu Xiangbei said that he wanted to find out the rumor-mongers, but it was just to warn those people not to use false rumors anymore, and he didn't plan to deal with a stupid woman who spread rumors if she failed to court, and that stupid guy actually fled in a hurry so frightened.
Isn't that stupid?
"If it weren't for the tightness of liking, there would not be the so-called love into hate." Long Ziqi is a woman in the end, her mind is delicate, and she can understand the girl's mind somewhat.
But what made her feel the most funny was Jin Cunxu, in order to prevent her from having any thoughts about Lu Xiangbei, she even dared to tell a lie that Lu Xiangbei had a girlfriend. But I'm stupid, I really believe him......
In the final analysis, she doesn't take Lu Xiangbei to heart, so if he has a girlfriend or not, where does she care; On the contrary, she took Jin Cunxu to heart, so she believed everything he said!
Qu Yan shrugged his shoulders and smiled innocently.
Lu Xiangbei called him to ask if he had been in a car accident, and the information had not been returned for half an hour.
Lu Xiangbei was angry and screamed, where would anyone curse a friend like this, took the document, nodded goodbye to Long Ziqi, and held the phone and roared to Lu Xiangbei: "Lu Zhizhi, I wish you an old place in this life-"
The word 'male' has not yet come out, and only the sound of a dudu is left in the airwaves......
Long Ziqi was accustomed to the way of speaking between Qu Yan and Lu Xiangbei, no matter how he said it in private, it was harmless, sitting on the chair in the study, his fingers carefully rubbing the surface of the student ID, and when he opened it, he saw the outline that was once slightly immature, and a pair of black eyes were like cold stars.
When she lost her student ID, she can't remember it herself.
The low and warm voice flashed through his mind: "Miss-Miss-"
Perhaps, she already remembered when her student ID card was lost and how it ended up in his hands.
Thin lips and a smile, like flowers.
The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket********************
Rewind time to the last Christmas in the United States.
Jin Cunxu, who had already completed his studies and could return to China, did not return to China directly, but on the contrary, under the urging of Jin Xishuo and Fu Xiange, he delayed again and again, and refused to leave the United States for a long time.
On Christmas night, he just wanted to go to the restaurant for a bite to eat, but he didn't expect them to meet again because they were so fateful.
Through the window, he saw her lonely look, extremely lonely, the loss in her eyes was so vague, and her eyebrows were still stubborn.
He watched her outside the restaurant for as long as she waited inside the restaurant, and even forgot about dinner.
However, she was in the warm room, and he was in the middle of the night in the cold winter.
He thought of many ways to talk to her, but none of them were satisfactory. Until she answered a phone call and ran out of the restaurant with an unusual look, he was subconsciously worried, and stepped forward and deliberately bumped into her body-
Perhaps, this is an opportunity to get to know.
It's a pity -
She said "I'm sorry" eagerly, and hurried away, not glancing at his expectant and uneasy eyes at all.
There was a touch of loss in his eyes, and he didn't succeed in realizing it, but he picked up her student ID.
Who can believe that he has been filming her all year, but he never knows what her name is and how old she is!
The student ID card reads - Long Ziqi.
Three words are like a clear spring pouring out, if others are not familiar with these three words, how can he not be familiar?
The daughter of Long Pei and Gu Mingxi, the president of country C, Long Ziqi!
Dragon, what a noble and special surname.
He never thought of going to find out her information, and he didn't even want to be found out that she was the deepest and deepest secret in his heart, but fate gave him a special luck, knowing her name, knowing that this was a marriage that fate had already predestined, how could it be that he could hide if he wanted to.
Knowing her name, knowing her identity, it is not difficult to know her affairs......
In her graduation defense, every move he silently took care of, including what she went to eat with Jiang Chongjian and what she said.
She, her voice is lonely, and he is like drinking arsenic.
Her expression was sad, and his heart was like ice.
In the restaurant, she was on the left, he was on the right, and there was only one Jiang Chongjian in the middle.
Even if she pays a little attention, even if it is just a glance, she can see that the love that God has given her is always by her side, waiting to be released.
A flower and a world of the world, a leaf and a pursuit,
A song and a sigh, a lifetime for one person.
Qiqi:
I came from the ashesβ
Just for, looking for you.
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Apostrophe: Long Ziqi VS Jin Cunxu is finished, and Ah Li will be serialized tomorrow, and I don't like to be cautious. If the play is not real, the story will always be just a story.
is still the same sentence: If there is fate, the rivers and lakes will see you again.