[660] What to say
I ate the blue sparkle butterfly.
I won't relay the specific details to you, so as not to make everyone sick to their stomachs.
In fact, it's not that bad, in a word, it's "crunchy, chicken-flavored". As for whether the calories are ten times that of beef, I don't know.
In other words, if I fill my stomach with something worth $500,000, will I also be in high society?
Practicing Bei Ye's survival behavior in the wild made my heart flutter, no matter whether the blue flash butterfly that fell into the stomach bag was transformed into energy or not, I felt that I could try again and get out of the trap with this long-trained body.
But after three seconds, my idea completely collapsed.
Because I felt a strong pain in the inside of my chest.
Heart...... It's beating violently at a frequency that exceeds the limit, and it's almost jumping out of the chest.
All the blood is concentrated there, as if to emphasize that it is the most important organ in the body.
Now, this organ is about to burst.
At least that's how I feel.
O Nima! Super cheat! There's nothing wrong with my heart! weishenme became like this after eating the blue flash butterfly?
Could it be that the blue flash butterfly is poisonous? I haven't heard that Brazil's national butterfly is poisonous! Could it be that the blue flash butterfly subspecies is highly poisonous?
I'll give you a lung! I was bitten by a poisonous snake, and then I ate a poisonous butterfly, and I didn't die fast enough! Could it be that I have been blessed too much lately and have been jealous of God!
With my back against the inner wall of the trap, I gritted my teeth and tried to stabilize my beating heart, "Nam no Amitabha...... No dirt, no clean, no increase, no decrease...... My fate is up to me...... Cabbage tofu rice ......"
I chanted the mantra in the hope of having some calming effect.
The feeling of being able to feel the blood flowing into the heart and then being violently expelled is terrifying.
It was like a crazy drummer banging my heart with a drumstick.
It was the closest I had come to death, and I even thought that my whole body was dead except for my beating heart.
As a result, I survived, at least temporarily.
The heart gradually returned to its normal frequency, and in return, I burned more calories and knew that I would not eat the blue flash butterfly.
$500,000 in poison! I almost didn't die! Luckily I didn't have a heart attack, or I would have died!
The bite pain on my left ankle is still the same, and I am thankful that it has not worsened.
No, this time it's complete, and there's no liliang left to stand up at all.
The hot sweat slid down my chest and took away the heat from my body, and I shivered with cold in such a summer.
Fingers stiffly picked up the phone and looked at it, the phone clock showed: Counting the time of coma, I have been trapped in this trap for more than 12 hours, and it is now the next morning.
Still half-bar signal is also not available.
I didn't give up on the phones in the phone book, dialing them one by one, but none of them were connected.
ZuihouI finally felt that I was afraid that there was no hope for me.
The feeling of exhaustion inside the body can deceive others, but it can't deceive yourself.
My fate could be starvation.
Or, the wound in my leg worsened and died, and it must have been a poisonous snake that bit me, and although the poison was not violent, it was enough to drag me to death in this desperate situation.
What's more, the rapid heart rate caused by eating the blue flash butterfly did not occur only once, but then two or three times, although each time was smaller than the other, but it may be because I was exhausted and could not provide much energy.
Even if I find out that I am missing and I can't get through my mobile phone, the class leader may mobilize my classmates to form a team to search for me on Cuisong Mountain...... But I wasn't on the Pine Mountain, I got into the dangerous nameless mountain beside me, known only to the hooligans who were chasing me.
Ironically, my main hope for salvation was in the hooligans.
But this place is dark and dangerous, there are many poisonous insects and beasts, and it is easy to get lost, even if they desperately look for me for the blue flash butterfly, can they really find me?
Until then, will I die from the blue flash butterfly and the next time I have a rapid heart rate?
With this in mind, I lit up the phone screen once, and when I was rummaging back and forth in the phone book, I once again caught a glimpse of the names of Xiaoqin, the squad leader, Amy, and Dad.
People who are so familiar with each other can't even say a word to them at this time.
Suddenly realized, when the squad leader heard that I was going to catch the blue flash butterfly today, he said that I was "not a good person", what did he mean.
I thought it was referring to my insult to her last night, but in the context of the squad leader in the past two days, what she wanted to say more was that relatives and friends should spend more time with each other, rather than patronizing to make money, or even doing dangerous things in order to make money.
"So, I'm not a good person......" I smiled bitterly as I clutched my stomach as the $500,000 had turned into calories and sweat out of my body.
I saw a factory-installed notepad app on my phone's desktop, which I rarely use, but at this time, I suddenly wanted to use it once.
Maybe I remembered the habit of keeping a diary for the class leader.
In addition to the warmth of my heart, and the ends of my limbs were unusually cold, I began to keep a diary for today with trembling fingers.
A diary with the nature of a suicide note.
First of all, I thank my father for his 14 years of nurturing, although I hope that my father can return to the university forum, but even if I am a Taobao shopkeeper who sells adult products, and a senior commentator of the HHH club, I still regard him as my idol.
"Dad, you deserve a more haode life, let go of the past."
"Take care of the child in Aunt Ren's womb, don't be too sad because of the loss of me, if it's a boy, it's okay to give him the same name as me, and transfer the love for me to him."
It's really "a man is dying, and his words are good", I didn't know that I could still say such sensual things to my father.
I didn't tell my dad to let him marry Aunt Ren and become Xiaoqin's stepfather, and after becoming Xiaoqin's stepfather, he would be better to Xiaoqin, I don't think the kind dad needs such a reminder.
Even Ai Shuqiao's daughter Amy, who eloped with someone, did not show any hostility from her father, let alone Xiaoqin, who watched her grow up since childhood?
Next, I devoted a lot of space to Amy's sincere daoqian in my diary.
As the brother who promised to take care of her for the rest of her life, he died so quickly, leaving Amy's old injuries and new ones, I can't be sure whether my presence in her life is a good thing or a bad thing.
Wrote a lot of words, and her mother-in-law told Amy a lot of details, including eating less potato chips and cola, so as not to suffer from mouth ulcers again, and other miscellaneous things.
I didn't tell Amy to "live strong and courageous" in my diary, because I felt that even if I said that, with Amy's character, she would go her own way and follow the path she chose.
Amy has experienced the death of the person she likes before, so most of the time she will not die of grief, but choose to anesthetize herself with alcohol and choose a depraved life, as she said, right?
Although I don't want to see her indulgent and depressed, but I'm not on this shijie, so there's nothing I can do.
I use this sentence to end Amy's section:
"I'm sorry, my brother doesn't talk much, I can't eat roasted marshmallows with you."
It's a shame that tears slipped through the corners of my eyes.
As the person who inspired me to write this diary, the class leader naturally left a message for her.
The message is quite formal, not like Dad and Amy's space, mixed with too many personal emotions, maybe it has something to do with the squad leader himself is a more serious person, right?
"Squad leader, I hope you can become a criminal policeman as you wish, and be careful when fighting criminals, they are much more murderous than me."
"Well, even though I'm gone, I've at least fulfilled my promise to you and haven't become a criminal, right?"
The squad leader is a very strong and independent woman, even if she encounters great twists and turns in life, I believe that she can face them bravely and unswervingly move towards the set goals.
What am I in her life? A black sheep who wants to be saved? A bastard who has protected her and caused her a lot of trouble? Or is it a person who will accidentally think of it at the end of a busy work day in the dead of night, and feel sad?
Maybe I'm self-inflicted.,A lot of things I really want to say.,Zuihou still hasn't written it down.。 My communication with the squad leader is always unspoken, more than spoken, and even in the Zuihou moment, I can't get rid of this bad habit.
At the end of the class leader's article, I warned Shu Zhe:
"Treat your sister well, or I won't let you go!"
I also lied to him and said, your unsightly things (referring to the nude photos taken by me after Shu Zhe was stripped naked by the Five Tigers of the Criminal Department), I have handed it over to Gonggong Cao for custody, and if I find out that you have any more behavior of betraying your sister, I will make you famous on the Internet.
The squad leader will naturally see this text, I am obviously warning Shu Zhe, and at the same time asking the squad leader to be more careful with his younger brother.
I think I have to say a few words about Pooh, who is interested in being Amy's bodyguard in the future.
"It's very happy and relaxing to play with you, you are a good friend with a lot of righteousness, and I hope you can always be Amy's good friend. Now I can tell you: Amy is my own sister, so, for the sake of our brother (best friend), take good care of her for me, and if there is anything you don't understand, you can ask Penthos for advice. ”
"Also, don't be too sad, I wish you to play LOL Super God, I can't play with you, it's just because I'm waiting for the resurrection."
You are paralyzed, I am about to become a literary youth!
After that, I also mentioned some other people, including Aunt Ren, Brother Gang, Captain Guo Songtao, School Grass Shen Shaoyi, and even Director Cao's father and son, so I won't go into detail one by one.
Zuihou is Xiaoqin's turn, the reason why it is so late is that I am not sure, what I am going to say to Xiaoqin.
I strongly feel that without me, Xiaoqin probably wouldn't be living alone in this shijie.
What is the right thing to say to such a girl?
The heart hurts, is it the toxic effect of the blue flash butterfly? Or something else?
How long will I live, and what should I write to Qin?
I don't even know who Xiaoqin is and who I am.
"Xiaoqin, do you really believe that there is a fairy tale shijie?"
I started with a question as my farewell to Koren Zuihou.