"Xiaoqin, you have told me more than once that you want to travel to the fairy tale shijie with me, are you serious?"

Shrouded in the shadow of death, I typed these words on my phone with trembling fingers.

"You said that in the fairy tale shijie, you are a kitten, and I am a big dinosaur, you hope I can carry you on my back and take you around shijie."

The thought of the cat's version of Xiaoqin rolling on my back made me smile wryly at the corner of my mouth in a desperate situation.

"I think you're a saber-toothed tiger, and I'm just an iron-blooded lone wolf with worse combat power than you."

"So, don't come yet, okay?"

"I was sad when you took Big Brother Optimus Prime away from me; I was also very sad when my puppy fell ill and died. My father once said: People are not afraid of death, what people are afraid of is separation. ”

"I beg you to endure the pain of being separated from me for a while, and not to let your parents taste the pain of being separated from you."

Then I wrote to Xiaoqin that her biological father, Huo Zhenbang, was already infected with AIDS.

Although Huo Zhenbang likes to mess with flowers and grass, I can see that he still loves his children very much, and now that he has lost his eldest son and is terminally ill, if even the "second miss" Xiaoqin goes with me, then he will definitely not be able to bear this blow.

Aunt Ren's side, needless to mention, I can't imagine what will happen to Aunt Ren if she loses Xiaoqin.

"Xiaoqin, I know that my request to you may be difficult for a strong man, think about it carefully, all the good, bad, wrong, and stupid things you have done from the beginning to the present are because you hopelessly want to stay by my side."

"I don't think I'm so good, there's anything worth it for you to do this, but in any case, the fact that I don't exist on this shijie might make you miserable, right?"

"Please try to believe that I am just waiting for you in the fairy tale shijie for the time being."

"I want you to live, I have patience, I can wait for you for a long time."

"You have too many reasons to live, for the sake of Aunt Ren, for the sake of your terminally ill father, you should not give up your young life yet."

"Help me take care of Optimus Prime and the other robot brothers, okay? Take care of them as you did before, as you have loved my life. Even though I'm 14 years old, I still love robot toys. ”

"I shouldn't hide it from you now, in fact, Aunt Ren is already pregnant with my father's child, and my father also proposed to her, although it was rejected......"

"However, I think they have a chance to be together, if our parents are united, then you and I are brother and sister in name, this time you know, on the cliff, I want you to call me brother, right?"

"Maybe it's excessive, maybe it's cruel, but I want you to be kind to my dad and your former Uncle Ye, he at least gave you a picture of my Zhengtai era, didn't he?"

I can't help but feel sad at the thought that Xiaoqin would always have that photo on her desk, and that the twenty photos of myself she gave me were all sealed in cardboard boxes and thrown under the bed.

How selfish I am, I still want to let the heartbroken Xiaoqin help comfort my dad.

But I wrote it anyway.

"If our shared brother or sister is born soon, you should take on the responsibility of being an older sister. But don't spoil your younger brothers and sisters like the squad leader arrogantly indulged Shu Zhe. ”

"In addition, if it is a younger brother, then it is possible that the name is also Ye Lin, don't bully him. Because it's important, I repeat: don't bully him. ”

"As for Amy, I know that my own sister doesn't like you, and you may not like her, but I still want to shamelessly ask you that if she goes the wrong way, please remind her as much as possible, and if she has nowhere to stay because she rebels against Ai Shuqiao, please at least give her a place to stay."

"In terms of helping Amy, you can trust the black bodyguard Peng Thos 100 percent, although he is a, but he is the person I have ever met, the person whose heart has recently received God, I believe that if you and Aunt Ren are in trouble, for the sake of me and Amy, Peng Thos will also help."

There is a sentence in "Zhao's Orphan", which says that "it is more difficult for the living to be than for the dead", and now I can feel it firsthand.

actually gave Xiaoqin so many tasks, is there a brother like me and a childhood sweetheart?

But I have to find a lot of things for her to do, or she'll wallow in the grief of losing me and go crazy.

Even after saying so much, I didn't have the confidence to stop Xiaoqin from ending her life as soon as she was sure of my death.

And with another rapid heartbeat, I almost dropped my phone to the ground, and the imminent death gradually made my message to Xiaoqin more irrational.

"Don't look down on fairy tale shijie, you haven't been to fairy tale shijie, maybe fairy tale shijie is also very dangerous!"

"And I'm just a lone wolf, I'm not an invincible dinosaur in fairy tale shijie, and you don't want the two of us to be chased by big dinosaurs after fairy tale shijie, right?"

"So don't come here yet, stay on the other side of the gate, and let me fight monsters and upgrade in the fairy tale shijie first!"

"When I am upgraded to the Arctic Wolf King and have the ability to protect you, it will not be too late for you to come over!"

"Wait a little longer! Give that time to your parents, and our younger siblings! I know it might make you very sad not to find me, but please wait a little longer and don't cross over right away, okay? ”

"I haven't disappeared, I've been waiting for you in the fairy tale shijie, as if my big brother Optimus Prime hasn't disappeared and has been waiting for me at you."

"I'll farm monsters to level up, I won't be bored, we are not separated, as long as there is still each other in my heart, it is not a real separation."

"Although I know that it is difficult to be strong, please spend your life happily, and then come to the fairy tale Shijie to find me!"

"You're going to find me! I'll stand in a very prominent place! The Arctic Wolf King with a level of 999 is me! ”

"No matter if you cross over, whether you are in the form of a kitten or a saber-toothed tiger, I will protect you and take you around Shijie with me!"

"From now on, you can stay with me......"

I can't write anymore.

Not because the scythe of death has been swung, but because I can't control my feelings anymore.

I couldn't believe I couldn't cry at my phone screen.

It turns out that those dead people and animals are not really separated from us?

While scolding my mother at the men's football game on the TV, I was handed my grandfather sweet potatoes to eat, and the only puppy I ever raised, did you give me a part of your soul when you left this shijie?

Dad said: The person you love, even if life and death are separated, will continue to live in you.

Thinking transcends life and death, transcends time, from this point of view, Xiaoqin and I, the childhood sweethearts, have not been separated for three years.

But then, it may be separated for a long time.

I am a materialist through and through, following the frontiers of physics, and heaven and hell have no place in my ideology.

So I shouldn't have believed in any childish "fairy tale shijie".

However, at this moment, I really hope that the super unscientific fairy tale Shijie will exist for me and Xiaoqin.

At least we can have a place to meet again.

I pressed the save button on my phone's notepad, and my eyelids became heavier and heavier, and I gradually wanted to fall asleep.

In a trance, I have turned into a wolf and come to the fairy tale shijie with red flowers and green grass, the cartoon form of the sun father, shining irresponsibly on the top of the sky.

Some bald roosters with big eyes and thin necks roam leisurely around the field, with yellow monster names and levels displayed on the top of their heads: Duffy Chicken-LV1.

A dry wind blew, and I shook the mane on my neck and bared out my sharp canine teeth.

It looks like a very weak monster! Let's start with them!

"Giggles!" Every time I cast a claw strike on them, they let out a high-pitched voice in disapproval, but that didn't change the fate of being killed by me when I killed them in three strokes and five divided by two.

"A 20-point experience point, it takes 10,000 experience points to upgrade from level 1 to level 2, this setting is super cheating! When will I get to level 999? ”

While talking to myself impatiently, I launched a wild charge against the 34th Duffy chicken.

"Wow!" This Duffy chicken suddenly barked in a bang!

I couldn't help but stop my front paws in the air, and then take a closer look at the yellow letters on its head—Duffy Chicken-LV1—and it was no different from anything else! Neither an elite monster nor a quest monster, why do you know a foreign language!

"Wow! Woohoo Woo! ”

After I killed the Duffy chicken, the dog's barking did not stop, but grew louder and louder.

Accompanied by the barking of dogs, there was an unusually eager sound of running, the somewhat familiar footsteps of a petite person in sneakers stepping on the grass.

The man was panting and screaming at the same time: "Ye Lin! Ye Lin! Where are you!! ”

I don't know how long I shouted all the way, but my originally mellow and beautiful voice has become weak and hoarse, which makes people worry that their vocal cords will be broken.

Like a warm tear dripping in my heart, the scene of me fighting monsters and upgrading became blurred.

Huh? Sound familiar? It seems that in the last shijie of my life, I once heard it.

"Wang! Barking! Woohoo Woo! "The dog stopped abruptly and barked right above me.

Huh? The dog's voice is also a little familiar! This accent is the envy of many people who worship foreign people, the standard American accent!

My eyes widened suddenly.

Is it Obama? Could it be that Xiaoqin took Obama and followed my scent all the way!

With the sweat-soaked T-shirt I stuffed Xiaoqin as a pillow?

I couldn't suppress my joy, I looked up, and then I saw Obama's glittering eyes and scarlet tongue sticking out of his mouth above the trap.

I've never been so fond of the husky species.

The suicide note on the phone seems to have been written in vain.