Chapter 133: Feelings
Time can indeed heal all wounds, but it cannot erase the scars of the past, return to oblivion, and sublimate in thoughts!
A month has passed, silently but unforgettable. As a result of this month's recuperation and rehabilitation, my injured leg was finally able to touch the ground with intact condition again. The crutch that had been with me for a long time was finally discarded by me, and at first I was really reluctant at the moment of discarding it, after all, there will always be some feelings after a long time. A crutch is like this, let alone a living person.
I haven't seen Britney for a month, and I've been thinking about her almost every day for the past 30 days. Sometimes when I wake up in my sleep, I suddenly feel that something is missing in my arms, and she used to be so lazy in my arms, letting me hold her and coax her to sleep. If you are accustomed to the presence of a person, then she will become a part of your life. In the past, when Britney was reluctant to leave in my house, I was thinking of all kinds of ways to get rid of her almost every day, but now that she is really gone, I can't help but miss her and miss her crazy!
It's been a month, how is she now, is she doing well, is she lonely without me by her side? Did someone hold her to sleep and tell her stories? Did someone make her her her favorite Pingqiao tofu? These days, I have been working hard to numb myself, because once I am free, the voice and smile of the little girl will unconsciously drill into my mind, stirring me to toss and turn, and I will not be at peace. I've tried and experienced this feeling before, and it was when a certain woman left me alone and went abroad. I know that's what it's like to be out of love, it's what it's like to be lovesick. Now this feeling has hit me again, I don't know which one is more intense, anyway, I can't be at peace. People often say that love can warm people, but it also hurts people the most, and I have deeply experienced it.
During this period, my godmother came to visit me many times, and every time she came over, she brought me a lot of supplements and delicious food. I can't put into words how grateful I am to this mother, and I even feel that she is even better than my own mother. I, Yu Xiaoxi, swore that I must honor her old man well in this life and serve her as a mother. Brother Feng also ran to me almost every once in a while, on the one hand, he wanted to come over and rub my wine (in fact, I rubbed his wine, because he brought his own wine every time he came) to have a few drinks with me to contact my feelings, but on the other hand, he was complaining to me. Why, what else can there be, it must be the pursuit of Ms. Chi Tiantian who has been frustrated.
"Brother, I think I'd better give up, Tiantian has treated me like a brother from beginning to end, and she doesn't have that kind of idea about me at all, it's not a problem for me to go on like this!" Brother Feng took a sip of stuffy wine and grabbed a few peanuts and threw them into his mouth. You can't find any other delicacies in my house, but you can grab a handful of appetizers like peanuts and dried tofu. It's cheap and tasty, and it's a must-have for drinking lovers, so every time Brother Feng comes over, I entertain him with these things. Just these things, whether you like to eat them or not, and he doesn't dislike them. However, every time he brought the wine, it was a good wine, and I told him that it was called radish stewed ginseng, which was appreciated by both the elegant and the vulgar, and he also nodded in agreement, and said that you are really particular about your brother.
"Give up, let you be a JB hair! Why don't you have any chance, is it so easy to chase girls? If you fail once or twice, you give up, let alone me, even other girls look down on you. Cowardly, seedless, spineless! I scolded him.
"Oh, but...... But I, Ye Feng, didn't chase girls as hard as I do now, I didn't need to chase them at all, and I was caught with a casual shout. It's so hard like now, I try my best to make her happy, make her laugh, take her to eat delicious food, and have fun, but she just can't be happy, and she doesn't accept my heart! Brother Feng scratched his hair depressedly and smiled bitterly at me. Yes, a rich boy like him, who is handsome and heroic, naturally does not have girls and children around him. This chasing girls should indeed be as easy as a breeze for him, like finding things. However, what he is pursuing now is Chi Tiantian, and he is still in a "special stage" Chi Tiantian.
"Cut, do you think Chi Tiantian is like those messy girls, and will be fascinated by your appearance and family background? It's so easy to chase her, you have to have perseverance and perseverance, and the most important thing is to be thick-skinned, one day you will move her. I said with a wry smile. yes, I'm teaching my best brother to soak my most beloved girl, oh my God, can you understand how painful my feelings must be at the moment? That's simply not something normal humans can afford.
Speaking of perseverance, perseverance, and thick-skinnedness, I think there is no one who can be more professional than Ms. Chi Tiantian in some aspects, and the aspect I am referring to naturally refers to is that she is "seducing" and "chasing" me. I can't help but giggle when I think of the days I used to be with her, this scoundrel came home to make me helpless. And it's this kind of scoundrel that I can't help but like her, and now I can't forget her.
"Just take yesterday as an example, I finally asked her out and took her to the playground to relax. It was fine, but halfway through, he suddenly cried inexplicably holding a rabbit-shaped puppet, and while crying, he hit the puppet, and kept chattering in his mouth......" Brother Feng said complainingly.
My heart moved, rabbit puppet, rabbit? This reminds me of an incident not long ago, when Britney and I won the jackpot and went on a trip together, and I bought her a cute rabbit during the trip, and she named the rabbit after me.
"Did she beat that rabbit puppet while scolding: Dead Creek, Stinky Creek, you bastard, you bastard!" I asked with a chuckle.
"How do you know, brother, I didn't say it!" Brother Feng looked at me in surprise and stopped.
"Hehe, I guess I can guess it. This is a small episode between me and her, but it doesn't matter, it's already over, you have to continue to work hard to chase her, don't give up easily, it's only been a long time, people have been fighting the War of Resistance Against Japanese Aggression for eight years, and it took so long to drive Little Japan out of China, Chi Tiantian is much more difficult to do than Little Japan! I couldn't help but feel sour in my heart, I didn't expect that after so long, Britney was still indulging in the pain of hating me and resenting me, what should I do to make her forget me and start her life again?
"Damn, you mean to let me chase Tiantian for eight years, it's too long, right?" Brother Feng poured down the spicy wine in the cup and said to me with wide eyes.
"No, I'm just a metaphor, which girl can withstand eight years of pursuit, not crazy moved to death and then can't help falling in love with you! Unless you are a toad and want to eat swan meat, let alone eight years, you will not be able to touch it in eight lifetimes. But you Ye Feng looks like a dog, much stronger than a toad, if you chase Tiantian, it won't take eight years! "I also drank all the contents of the cup, grass, this good wine is so comfortable to drink, no matter how you drink it.
"That'...... How long do you think it will take me to get sweet peace of mind? Brother Feng looked at me expectantly and asked.
"This, this...... Seven and a half years at most! ”
"I'm your ancestor!"
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The next day, in the morning, at 8:05 a.m.
"Creek, creek! Brother, brother, she promised me, she promised me! "Early in the morning, Brother Feng was screaming and screaming at my door, like a dead wife and children, and I was upset like a ghost. And slammed my door hard, damn I have to install an alarm on the door when I turn around, and the other end is directly connected to the high-voltage electricity, and you bastard you are electrocuted.
"Ye Feng, why are you dying, aren't you, you are here early in the morning to mourn, dead!" I squinted my eyes and helped him open the door, and almost as soon as he opened the door, the guy pounced on me like a wolfdog, and then took me and gnawed on my face.
"Grass, you're just dead, and you say something unlucky early in the morning. My brother was overjoyed, that's why he came to share it with you! Brother Feng was overjoyed, and at the same time immediately wiped his mouth with his sleeve and said, "Wipe it, you washed your face with toilet water last night, why is it so stinky!" "Dog's day, I'm dressed in red hair and say that others are monsters, I didn't say you have a bad mouth, you didn't brush your teeth when you ate that this morning!
I was disgusted to death by him, and I was bitten by a dead gay early in the morning, this Nima won't have AIDS, how many organic cells will have to die! So I immediately retorted to him and said, "Sir, if you are here to see a doctor, then this veterinarian is absolutely welcome, but please come back a little later, because the shop is not open until half an hour later, and it seems that we do not accept you as an inexplicable creature!" ”
Brother Feng was furious, and as soon as he wanted to have a seizure, I immediately blocked him.
"What's the matter, don't you have any good news to share with me? Say, I'm listening! Is it that Taiwan is about to return to China and the motherland is about to be reunified? Or has the national policy of family planning been changed, and the state has allowed the second and third children to be opened, and you are planning to have a son, and you happen to catch up with you? I squinted my eyes and said, not even looking at him squarely.
"What nonsense are you talking about, what kind of second and third children, you have a relationship with me! I want to tell you that Tiantian promised me and promised to be my girlfriend! Brother Feng said with a grin.
"What?" In an instant, my sleepiness disappeared, my body was smart, and my head was stunned!
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