On this day, it was still a rainstorm. шщш. (vii) (ix) x.S. сом

The update is so fast.

Even on weekends, my biological clock woke me up early in the morning, and I was about to suffocate to death in the hotel alone, so I fiddled in my face for a while, and I thought about going out for a walk in the rain.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I walked to the hotel lobby, the beautiful 'girl' at the front desk who recognized me smiled and said to me: "Miss Chen, there is a Mr. Zhang looking for you, I originally wanted to call you, so you came down." ”

I thought that the Mr. Zhang she was talking about was Zhang Minglang, but with a sharp eye, I saw Zhang Bailing sitting upright on the orange and yellow 'colored' sofa, and the expression on his face showed that he had the patience to wait for me.

The thought that he might come to me and say how much money he was going to give me and stop harming his son, I thought the old man was ridiculous.

Out of politeness, and out of gratitude to him for really helping me serve Zhou Zhengming, I walked over and said to him with a smile: "Hello Mr. Zhang, are you looking for me?" ”

After Zhang Bailing glanced at me, he stood up and said lightly, "Accompany me to drink morning tea." ”

His tone was still so unmistakable, I didn't bother to excuse myself, so I just went.

To my surprise, when I finished washing the dishes and chopsticks and put them in front of him, and filled him with tea, the first thing he said was: "I admit defeat, you win, you better go back to Minglang." ”

I was suspicious, thinking that his head had been squeezed by the 'door', and I looked at him in disbelief.

What is rare is that Zhang Bailing, who used to have a very cold face, sighed slightly, his eyes were scattered, and he said: "Or I have always been wrong, if you covet his money, you will already take all his money and fly away, you will not move that money at all." And I have probably done the most wrong thing in my life, that is, I wanted to desperately make up for the debt I owed to him after he grew up to be a 'becoming' person, I thought that all kinds of interference in his life, and drawing a blueprint for his future life was for his good, my mistake was that I could not give him a father's love when he was in need, and when he could make his own judgment, he felt that he could not lack my advice. ”

After these words, I actually heard a slight taste of regret.

Looking at Zhang Bailing's face from a sideways angle, his tone suddenly became low, and he said, "My mother and I are not qualified parents. We can't give him a normal family, but we can't deny that he is my most satisfying son, he has inherited all my talents in business, but in terms of feelings, he will do better than me. Chen Sansan, I am here to say sorry to you for those things in the past, can I implore you to become my Zhang Bailing's daughter-in-law again? ”

There was something in Zhang Bailing's tone that was difficult for me to figure out, but when I tried to follow it, I found nothing.

However, he quickly gloomy and said slowly: "Staying up late, staying up late for money for a long time, there are problems with many functions of the body, coronary heart disease or something, all come out." When I got sick, I realized that no amount of money could be exchanged for health. Now the bright state is the same as I was before, I don't want my son to follow my path, he could have lived a happier life. ”

I froze in place, and suddenly felt that in fact, taking off all the other coats, Zhang Bailing was just an ordinary old man, he was just a father, and all his previous ruthlessness to me was just out of protection for Zhang Minglang, and he didn't know that he was wrong to the point of unforgivable.

However, I was in the middle of a fugue when Zhang Bailing suddenly said again: "Actually, I was not the one who 'got' Zhou Zhengming in the first place. There are many small groups in Sidley, and sometimes the people who are in charge are also very restrained. I actually wanted to stay put, but because you took so much information about Zhou Zhengming, my stupid son finally had to take action in advance. A few days after you left Shenzhen, he was splashed with red oil, and he was rear-ended by a double-sided attack when he drove out, and he still wanted to be killed at one time, and in the end he was prepared, otherwise to this day, I would not have had a chance to come to you, and I beg you to forgive my son. Life is too short and full of instability, so don't take it too seriously. ”

Next, the two of them looked at each other without saying a word, I ate a very difficult morning tea in my life, and when I saw Zhang Bailing leave, the heavy rain was still pouring down, and he was lonely with an umbrella walking to the parking lot, and I actually saw the sad taste.

Back in the hotel, I walked around the room, and after struggling for a long time, I finally dialed Zhang Minglang's phone.

I'm still worried about him, he's really going to get sick.

Just like a long time ago, it is estimated that he saw an unfamiliar number, and when Zhang Minglang picked it up, his voice was indifferent, he didn't know what to pretend to be cool, and said hello coldly.

I reported to my home 'door' and said, "Hello, I'm Chen Sansan. ”

As soon as he heard that it was me, he suddenly became energetic, and said a lot of words, in short, it was estimated that it was too 'excited' and a little incoherent.

I didn't talk to him, I asked him if he was at home, and I went to him for something.

Originally, he said that he would come and pick me up, but I thought that my driving skills were also good, so I refused directly.

When I knocked on the 'door', the kitten stuck out its head first, it was a very 'good' dog, probably recognized me, didn't shout at all, and even rubbed my big 'thigh' with its head.

I left my umbrella outside the 'door' and walked in, only to find that it was a mess inside, as if it had been robbed.

Feeling a little inexplicable, I asked him as I walked inside, "Why is it so 'messy'?" ”

The man who was once very powerful in my eyes actually stood there at a loss, and only said in a half-loud voice: "I'll clean up and move out, this place belongs to you, I can't let you stay in a hotel every day." ”

I groaned.

Suddenly I felt that I was not too him.

Thinking about Zhang Bailing's current situation, thinking about how short life is, meeting a lovely and deeply loved person is originally a very low probability thing, I still can't know what our future will be, but now, he does still love me, and he still wants to create the possibility of being together in every possible way.

And he is still alone, but I don't appreciate it at all.

A sad heart, an impulsive one, almost wanted to pounce on him and hug him.

But the years have brought me growth and taught me restraint, I finally stuck in place, the corners of my mouth twitched slightly, and what I said was: "Thank you, but I will still look for a house later, you should continue to live here, I don't want to accept your benefits in vain." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, Zhang Minglang suddenly rushed up with an arrow step, hugged me at a speed that couldn't cover his ears, and lowered his voice when he posted it: "Chen Sansan, no matter how you choose, I respect your decision." You don't want to be nice with me, and I understand, after all, all these years, I can't give you anything but money. A sense of security, a sense of stability, a sense of stability, a simple and ordinary life, all the things, I can't even give you. I even promised to protect you, but this became an empty word, and in front of you, I found that all my assurances were worthless, that I could not do anything, and that all I gave you was bad things. ”

"The days of pretending to be a cold war with you are probably the hardest days of my life, I dare not come back to see you sooner, I am afraid that I will not be resolute, I will be soft-hearted, I will keep you by my side in such a situation, and I will let you fall into a whirlpool of danger that I cannot predict at all. I didn't dare to come back early every day, so I drove my car outside to 'wander', Shenzhen is so big, I can't go where I want to go, and I can only walk over and over again where I don't want to go. I can't figure out why I just want a stable and peaceful home, why do I always want extravagance. ”

"But I want to open it now, it's not mine, it's really a luxury, I can't keep you by my side according to my own wishes for this luxury and greed. So, if you want a divorce, let's go for a divorce, what I want to give you, even if you don't want it, I will still give it, how you arrange it, whatever you want. ”

I stayed where I was, not moving.

Yes, I don't dare to move, I'm afraid that this atmosphere will be broken, I'm afraid that the ending between me and him will come to the point of separation, I'm actually the one who doesn't want to divorce the most.

Anyway, I was complained about, I was scolded for being cheap, I was scolded for being cheap, and I continued to be scolded if I was scolded, I probably had been too comfortable for more than a year, and I was still greedy for his bondage, even if it was good or bad, I thought, I probably have to admit it.

It is said that love is a smile and drinking poisonous wine, and after I was silent for almost a minute, I finally whispered: "However, I don't want to divorce." ”

Zhang Minglang was stunned, suddenly let go of me, and instead held my shoulder, looked at me a little cautiously and asked, "Chen Sansan, what did you just say?" ”

I had to repeat that sentence a little more.

After listening to this, Zhang Minglang was stunned for a long time, and suddenly an impulse got up, and he picked me up and threw me around, I was shaken so much that my head was about to become a brain shock, not to mention that I had been separated for more than a year, and I was not used to this all of a sudden, so I had to hurriedly yell: "Silly, put me down first!" ”

In response, Zhang Minglang put me down, and suddenly stared at me a little embarrassed for a while, before he smiled and said, "I'm a little 'excited', are you dizzy?" ”

I shook my head.

However, this guy had only stopped for less than a minute, and as soon as he saw me shaking his head, he immediately dragged me into the bedroom, and I admitted that my thoughts were a little obscene, and I thought he wanted to do something, and he was scolded for being obscene or something.

Who knows, the real obscene person is me, after he pulled me in, he quickly opened the 'bed' table, took out a brocade box and opened it, and the ring and necklace I took off before I left that year came into view.

He was a little embarrassed and said, "Do you still want to wear this?" ”

I nodded, and suddenly ran up and hung around his neck.

He suddenly seemed relieved, and he said, "Eh, you're finally coming back, and if you don't come back, I'll be tortured to death by the kitten." ”

It was originally a happy moment, but what he said was really unexpected, and I asked suspiciously, "What's wrong?" ”

Zhang Minglang said a little depressed: "The kitten is too fierce, I have lived with it for more than a year, it doesn't kiss me, it yells at me when it's unhappy all day long, its fierce energy, it's just learned from you." I was terrified by the yelling, I often couldn't sleep well at night, and I often dreamed that it broke through the 'door' and came in and bit me. ”

I'm so scorched on the outside and tender on the inside, do you need to be afraid of dogs like this!

Even if I complained again, I was still touched, I suddenly reached out to cover his face, stared at him and asked, "So afraid of dogs, why don't you send the kitten away?" ”

Zhang Minglang shook his head, looked at me and said, "I don't want to send it away, the kitten is the dog you chose, I think you will be in a better mood when you come back one day to see it." ”

All the emotions surged, my hand hung on his neck even harder, and he said abruptly: "Chen Sansan, I won't hide anything from you in the future, I will tell you everything, I think, we can't toss anymore, we have to live a good life." ”

I snorted.

After the greasy and crooked, in order to meet the next new life, we cleaned up the house together, Zhang Minglang said that when the rain stopped, he would help me check out of the hotel and help me take my luggage.

Finally, he was busy until noon, and finally the division of labor cooperated, he went to buy vegetables and cook, and I went to wash and dry the 'bed' sheets.

When I was drying the sheets, I found that the rain had stopped, and the sky washed by the rain was clear and clear, and the clouds were as white as cotton 'flowers' and sugar, and even if I didn't see the rainbow now, I understood that everything that had been washed by the rain might not be restored to the original.

However, I understand better that probably real love is really not something as simple as a man or woman holding hands and kissing and saying I love you and do you love me. Those who are ignorant and confront each other need to be tempered by time in order to practice a genuine love that can withstand tests and setbacks.

was stunned, Zhang Minglang suddenly shouted in the kitchen: "Chen Sansan, the 'chicken' and 'legs' are too hot to be fried, I'll 'make' it for you to be steamed!" ”

I happily walked over, hugged him from behind, and said lightly, "Yes." ”

I don't know what the story between us will look like in the future, but at least for now, we can still warm up and welcome tomorrow's sun together after the rain stops.

And now at this second, I feel that I have to save the next time to manage my life with my heart and manage this hard-won marriage, and the story between me and him will be told here.

Yes, like all books that turn to the last page, the story ends like this, and the whole play ends.

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