002 The old love is also lingering

His name is Zhang Minglang.

Speaking of my intersection with him, I have to start talking about it in August 2008.

That year, after graduating from high school, I came to Shenzhen to join my cousin in order to make a living, and it was on that train that I met Zhang Minglang, who was studying at Shenzhen University.

At that time, he took the initiative to talk to me, and when I told him that my name was Chen Sansan, he left my QQ, and I got acquainted with each other.

I don't know if he fell in love with me, I would complain or if he took a fancy to my specialty was that he could eat, and he chased me after it was cooked.

I wasn't chased by other boys for a while, and the first time I was chased, I was chased by a very handsome college student, and it didn't take long for me to fall into the same way that there is only love in the world.

Before I was 20 years old, the focus of my life was under the brainwashing of my aunt Li Xuemei, thinking that I could go out to work one day earlier, so that I could save money for my cousin to buy a house in Zhanjiang City and marry a good wife, so as to repay her family for raising me.

After meeting Zhang Minglang, the focus of my life was not only as a stepping stone for my cousin, but also on love.

Zhang Minglang was very kind to me at that time, and after I got a job at the Mingjiang Coffee Shop in Bao'an, he would come and order a glass of lemonade to accompany me for an afternoon whenever he was free.

All the sorrows in this world have to be laid out with a lot of happiness, and when I went through the things that followed, I believed in this sentence.

At the end of June 2009, after attending Zhang Minglang's graduation ceremony on this day, he and I had dinner at Guimiao, and went to Wenshan Lake to drink and chat endlessly, unconsciously I missed the last bus back to Bao'an, Zhang Minglang drank alcohol and didn't want to drive, the two of them discussed with red faces, and finally went to the Maple Leaf Hotel to book a double room.

In the beginning, we actually slept in our own beds quite properly, and after chatting for two hours at a distance of more than a meter, we somehow lay down together.

What follows seems a bit of a logical thing.

Zhang Minglang also looked quite flustered, in addition to the pain or pain in the whole process, I don't know if I felt that I had completed a transformation from a girl to a woman in a daze, and I felt a little regretful and afraid, anyway, I couldn't stop my tears.

Zhang Minglang was busy comforting me, and said that he would marry me in the future, so that I could rest assured. I don't think he's the kind of love liar he said to me that he would definitely be able to do it, so I believed it.

Believe me, at that moment I really believed in eternity.

But at three o'clock in the morning, I suddenly received a text message from an unknown number.

That night, after following that strange text message, my life changed dramatically.

In fact, Zhang Minglang came to me the next day, sent a bunch of text messages, and blew up my mobile phone, but I sent him a breakup text message a few days later.

I said, "Zhang Minglang, the male classmate I liked in high school suddenly came to me, I'm sorry, I think my favorite person is still him, break up." “

After a long day of silence on his phone, he asked, "Is he nice to you?" “

I replied to him, "It's very good, better than you are to me." ”

Finally, after a few hours of silence, he replied to me with two words, putting a stop to our relationship, and he said, "Okay." ”

That's how that little affair between him and me began.

I haven't seen him since that night.

In the end, I moved out of the house rented by my cousin Chen Xuejiao, and ran several districts, from Bao'an to Luohu, at the junction of Luohu and Longgang, and shared a house with a girl named Liu Tingting in a dilapidated house.

In fact, occasionally I still think about Zhang Minglang, he is so good, why don't I think of him?

I also imagined that one day we would meet again, after all, this world is so small.

I also imagined that on the day of reunion, I would be in a state of grace and beauty, and let him feel that I would work hard without him.

It's just that I never thought that the reunion between me and him, what I presented to him, would be so embarrassing.