Reuniting with an ex who still can't be separated in my heart, such a sad and joyful thing, at the age of 23, I was fortunate to experience it once.

During that time, I just lost a decent job.

Most of the people who have lived in Shenzhen know that they have heard that Shenzhen is full of gold before they came, and only after coming here did they know that even in the most prosperous places, there are people who worry about their livelihoods.

I only have a high school degree and have worked a few jobs, but the rest of the money has been sent home, I have no savings, and I am not so afraid to lose my job easily. It's just that the new middle-aged male boss has nothing to do all day long and calls me to work overtime, and when there is no one around, he directly covers the back of my hand, and I swallowed my anger for more than two months for work, who knows that he has intensified, and I had to hand in a letter of resignation after I had no way to complain.

After I lost my job, I didn't continue to submit my resume to look for a job, but I was picked and picked for three months, and no more reliable company was willing to ask me.

When I couldn't pay the rent, I was in a hurry, so I had to go out and go to a bar owned by a friend of a friend to sell alcohol.

The bar was in Luohu, just across Chunfeng Road, and I worked from 8 p.m. to 2 a.m.

The work of selling alcohol is not much improper, and most of the customers are fairly polite, but it is difficult to keep drunk customers who insist on forcing me to drink.

Among the men who often come here to consume, there is a man named Brother Liu, who told me that I look similar to his first love ten years ago, and he takes care of me and often asks me to consume thousands of drinks.

It happened to be his birthday, and he brought a group of friends into the box and after settling down, he beckoned me to come over, and whispered in my ear that as long as I went to stay in his box, he would buy me 30,000 yuan of wine.

I was crazy and poor at the time, and I couldn't resist the temptation at all, and I thought that Brother Liu usually looked like my friend, so nothing should happen. After calculating the account with some luck, he went to the box with the mentality of going to the battlefield.

Brother Liu didn't know if he was in a particularly good mood or a very bad mood, as soon as I sat down, he stuck it on me, kept pouring me wine, and said that if I drank a glass, he would buy an extra thousand yuan of wine.

Seeing that the money was open, I had to let him pour me cup after cup.

After the bottles in front of me bottomed out, I was a little confused.

At this time, Brother Liu suddenly reached over my work clothes, grabbed my bra and stuffed money into my clothes, and said that I had a good performance and gave me a tip.

Even if I was drunk in a trance, my head exploded, a little panicked, and after a spirit, I stumbled up and said thank you to Brother Liu, and after saying that, I stumbled out of the box.

After stopping, I clutched my chest in the drunken crowd, feeling an indescribable sense of humiliation.

The way the man named Brother Liu gave me a tip just now is the same as the way the man on TV gave those prostitutes. The way women tip is pretty much the same.

A feeling of shame came over me, my face turned redder than before, and I wanted to go to the bathroom in a daze to wash my face and take out the money that was in my corset, but I didn't expect a hand to suddenly reach out behind me, dragging me past the drunken crowd and walking straight out the door.

Blown by the autumn breeze, the alcohol swallowed in my stomach suddenly couldn't be suppressed, and I was so uncomfortable that I held on to a tree on the side of the road and bent down to vomit until the sky was dark, and finally handed over a bottle of water to the side.

I took it and rinsed it and woke up a lot, and I didn't have time to smile and say thank you when I raised my head unkempt, and suddenly I wanted to find a crack in the ground to drill down.

Or even if there is no crack in the ground, I will dig a hole and drill down.

The man in front of me was my ex, and three years ago, we seemed to be in love to death.