138 There are demons in my heart
My brows must have been twisted, but I felt that I was going to start a fire to extinguish this 'woman' who pretended to be innocent, and instead 'revealed' that I couldn't hold my breath, so I chuckled and said lightly: "My friends and Miss Su's thinking is a little different, probably because their previous tutors were good, they all think that calling people three children, little three, is a scolding word, my popularity is not bad to such a point." , the latest chapter access: Π¨Π¨Π¨.79xs.Π‘ΠΎΠ
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After speaking, seeing that Su Xiaomi's mouth opened slightly and was about to speak, I quickly added: "Eh, it's good that you should be a tutor, but maybe your parents didn't tell you the real meaning of this word, so I know you didn't mean to scold me, I don't blame you, really, there is no need to apologize." β
I said these words in a round and flat way, and a trace of displeasure flashed across Su Xiaomi's face, but she quickly disappeared without a trace, probably because she was not good at seizures. Then she turned to Zhang Minglang, who was silent, and said, "Senior brother, tomorrow is a holiday, you shouldn't be in a hurry to go back, why don't you find a place to drink something and have a good chat?" β
I followed her voice and looked at Zhang Minglang, his expression was a little awkward, and then I heard him say, "Next time, we have to go back and rest." β
After speaking, Zhang Minglang took my hand again and was about to leave.
Who knows, Su Xiaomi still smiled faintly and said, "Senior brother, if you are in such a hurry to avoid me, Sansan may feel that there is a ghost in your heart." β
"Of course, even if you send me home at three o'clock in the night, and you are afraid that I will encounter something bad in the elevator and have to send me home, I also know that you may not be interesting to me now."
After a few 'fighting' battles, I found out that Huang Simin, who had 'fought' with me before, was simply the stupid and cute gray wolf in the domestic animation "Xiyangyang Big Big Wolf", and the 'female' person in front of her was really powerful, and every sentence was ambiguous and ambiguous, and when I wanted to dig deeper, I felt that I had to go deeper, so it seemed that I was too stingy.
Seeing how good she is, I think I need to save gas, and it won't be a good lamp. So I smiled faintly and said, "Miss Su, you love to joke like this, even if my husband doesn't have a ghost in his heart, he is so ambiguous that you have a ghost in his heart." β
After speaking, I took the initiative to stick Zhang Minglang closer, and his ten fingers were 'intertwined', I didn't know what I was going to compete with, but I just felt that we hadn't decided to disperse, so someone kicked his nose and shouted at me, saying ambiguously how she and Zhang Minglang are so good, and fools will be used to this.
Probably sensing my initiative to approach, Zhang Minglang, who had not spoken much, said lightly: "Xiaomi, I will leave first with your sister-in-law." β
Su Xiaomi sighed, with a faint emotion, and said abruptly: "Senior brother, a few years in the same school, and a few years in colleagues, is it so difficult to invite you to have a cup of coffee?" I think Sansan is 'very' generous and decent, and I won't mind this little thing. β
I wiped it, and I was half killed in three or two sentences, which means that if I don't want them to drink, that is, I am careful!
When I saw these demons before, I guess I was still like a bun without filling, and I didn't have any confidence at all, but now I think I'm definitely like a fat bun with plenty of fillings.
So I suppressed the urge to extinguish her, and I followed her and said, "That's right." β
Knowing that the man in front of me is married, even his wife is in front of him, and he dares to stick it to the 'woman', I am really interested in knowing what she wants to do.
Zhang Minglang was a little helpless, but he didn't say anything, but continued to hold my hand, walked for a while, and entered a 'very' high-end cafΓ©.
I really don't come to such a place often, but I don't want to look like a 'flower' in front of this 'woman', so as soon as I entered, I comfortably nestled in the soft booth, and then gently held Zhang Minglang's arm and whispered: "You know what I like to eat, you have to help me order it." β
Probably my coquettish tone, Zhang Minglang heard it for the first time in his life, he was frightened a lot, but on the surface he was silent, and it is estimated that considering the baby in my belly, he didn't give me coffee, but ordered a cup of grapefruit juice, and he ordered a cup of Blue Mountain himself.
And Su Xiaomi, sitting opposite in a lazy posture, ordered five cups of Long Island iced tea.
I have to say that the efficiency of this cafΓ© is much faster than the famous craftsman cafΓ© where I worked before, and the things were delivered not long after the order went down.
In such a dim and ambiguous light, the faces of the three people had different expressions, and they were silent and deadlocked.
In the end, Su Xiaomi gracefully stirred up one of the drinks in front of her, and drank it all. Then she put down her glass and drank another.
After four cups of bottoming out, she smiled and said, "Senior brother, do you remember?" At that time in Shanghai, you took me to Century Park to drink lemonade and soda, and in the summer, add ice cubes to the lemonade to cool my heart. At that time, you said that lemon is a good thing, and it is best to pair it with ice cubes, and now lemon slices can also be paired with wine 'essence', hehe, you say, what can't be changed in this world? β
When she said this, she stared at Zhang Minglang with charming eyes, as if I, Chen Sansan, were sitting next to me, like a dead man.
Since she can find Zhang Minglang's sad 'spring' and sad autumn in front of me, then I really treat myself as dead, without saying a word, looking at it expressionlessly, to see what 'waves' she can turn over.
It may be that my silence made Zhang Minglang uneasy, and he vaguely responded to Su Xiaomi's sentence and said: "Mmmm, drink less wine 'essence'." β
Then he clasped my hand again and said spontaneously, "Your hand is a little cold, I'll cover it for you." β
Zhang Minglang's reaction like this, the meaning is already obvious, if it were someone else, it is estimated that he would know that if he stays any longer, it will be boring to be self-deprecating.
But Su Xiaomi's no, her smile was still strong on her face, Shi Shiran said: "I used to know that my senior brother was a good man who loved his wife, I loved to go to the library to help my brother occupy a place at that time, no matter whether it was a cold winter or a hot summer, I loved to go to the library to help my brother occupy a place, at that time my senior brother was a scholar, and he always studied and learned very late, and I also bought pig 'meat' balls for my senior brother in the restaurant on the side of Wenshan Lake." β
"At that time, I liked my senior brother, at first the whole dormitory girl knew, and in the end the whole class knew about it, and then I was honored for two months, and I was able to be with the person I liked, and I was very happy during that time, and I thought that I was about to achieve a positive fruit, but I didn't expect that this fruit was outflanked by others." After speaking, Su Xiaomi's smile all withdrew, and immediately the pear 'flower' brought rain, looked at Zhang Minglang and said: "Minglang, in fact, until now, I don't know what I did wrong, you want to leave me." β
During the whole process, I watched calmly, no matter whether the 'woman' in front of me was crying or laughing, I sat still and didn't make a sound.
In the end, Zhang Minglang finally leaned over slightly and said, "Su Xiaomi? Are you drunk? β
I haven't drunk Long Island Iced Tea, I've heard that it's a 'chicken' tail, but I've never heard of being intoxicating or not.
Even if I haven't heard of this drunkenness, I'm still slightly drunk about all of this now, whether she's drunk or not, her purpose is to make a 'mess'.
A little discouraged, I gently broke free of Zhang Minglang's hand and beckoned to the smiling waiter standing not far away.
After the young waiter came over, I pointed at Zhang Minglang and said, "He pays." β
After buying the bill, Zhang Minglang looked at me, and then at Su Xiaomi, a little in a dilemma, and then I said to him: "Or, you go to pick up the car first?" β
Zhang Minglang thought for a while, nodded and left. He walked on the front foot, and I took out the back foot and called Lin Qicheng, reporting the address, saying that he would come over and do me a small favor. Lin Qicheng estimated that he had only eaten well at this time, and he happened to be still nearby, and soon floated over like a gust of wind.
I pointed to Su Xiaomi, who was lying on the table, and said to Lin Qicheng: "Lao Lin, please send Mr. Zhang's little junior sister back, she shouldn't be so drunk that she forgot where she lives." β
Lin Qicheng didn't say anything, but turned over and patted Su Xiaomi's shoulder and said, "Miss Su? β
Su Xiaomi slowly raised her head at this time, staring at Lin Qicheng for a long time, her eyes were slightly swollen, and she smiled and said, "Minglang, are you going to take me home?" β
That voice, that tone, makes people feel like a 'spring' wind, feeling that the ice is about to melt, all kinds of pity I see, so that I have the illusion, did I do a particularly cruel thing, I broke up the most beloved pair of bitter mandarin ducks in the world.
The illusion only lasted for a few seconds, and I finally withdrew my gaze with an indifferent look, and continued to smile at Lin Qicheng and said, "Then trouble you, Lao Lin." β
When Zhang Minglang came over, Lin Qicheng had already taken Su Xiaomi away, and when he saw me calmly continuing to drink alone, he opened his mouth, probably thinking about the wording of 'quite 'quite' for a long time, and then he said, "What about Xiaomi?" β
It turned out that I wanted to honestly say that I had found Lin Qicheng to relieve him of his predicament, but the caution in his eyes and some flickering that I couldn't understand made me upset.
Eventually, I put the cup on the table and said lightly, "Millet is in the supermarket, or it may be in the rice bowl." β
After speaking, I stood up, stretched out my hand towards him and continued: "Give me two hundred yuan, I will call back, she was taken away by Lin Qicheng, don't worry that you can catch up now." β
Zhang Minglang was there for a few seconds, and then he stepped forward and tried to hug me, but I turned my body slightly sideways and avoided him.
His hand stopped there, and then he said, "Chen Sansan, listen to me, I really have nothing to do with Xiaomi, don't get me wrong." β
I didn't say anything, and walked out slowly.
As soon as I went out of the 'door', the night scene of Shenzhen was still bright and beautiful, but the cold wind in winter was still so cruel.
Feeling cold, I couldn't help but pull on my clothes.
Yes, I hate myself, I hate myself so much for the first time that I know how to observe words and 'colors' so well, and I know how to capture the clues in the eyes of the people in front of me, I can see Zhang Minglang saying Su Xiaomi's name so easily, the kind of different thing in his eyes, that is something he has never had when he mentioned Huang Simin to me.
It even makes me feel worse than letting me know that I had an indirect relationship with him three years ago.
Even the slightest bit is enough to break my heart, like the kind of shattering that is ruthlessly thrown down in the air.
I felt that I could not turn back, I was afraid that if I turned back, all I would leave him with tears like a downpour, and I felt that it was a weakness that I could no longer 'show' to him, so I had to run away as quickly as possible, I was afraid that he would come up and tell me something that I could not accept.
Yes, I'm scared.
However, whatever you are afraid of, it will come after all.
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