Chapter 9: Confession
Thinking is an important thing, especially for a man who can't stop thinking at any time.
Whatever it is!
At this time, there is an opportunity in front of me, and Ye Xue is an opportunity.
This opportunity is very important to me, very important. First, it can make me the target of envy and hatred of most male friends, second, it will make me say goodbye to the old days of financial constraints, and third, this three...... Hey, you know, I've been around for over twenty years, and I'm kind of a little bit tempted to say goodbye to the days when I was called a C-man.
Now, yes, now! Ye Xue was able to meet all my needs.
However, I hesitated in the face of such a big opportunity. If you want to hear why, I'll tell you.
First of all, I am a very strict and traditional person, and I mean that I am very conservative in that regard. (Don't pretend to ask me what I am, anyone with a little common sense will understand.) I'm still resistant to such a glamorous and irresponsible physiological behavior as "one YE love", and although it's a consensual thing, I always feel disgusted. I don't know if my behavior with Ye Xue can be regarded as a YE love, or love. If it is love, then this kind of love has also developed too quickly. Although scientific research shows that it only takes seven seconds to like someone, there is always a distance between liking and loving. What I need is love rather than simple liking, and it is absolutely impossible for Ye Xue to fall in love with me in such a short period of time, even if I suddenly become a combination of Jacky Cheung and Aaron Kwok. What's more, Ye Xue's feelings for me now may not even be liked, it may just be a good impression.
I took it upon myself to analyze the psychology of this girl, and in the psychology of love we call it the "Romeo-Juliet effect", and as we all know, Shakespeare's lovers got married after a few days of acquaintance, and we may think that this is very romantic. But reality is not the same as fiction, and the romance in fiction will only become a burden in reality, not to mention that Romeo Juliet is just a drama. Ye Xue's feelings towards me may just be a temporary novelty, just like eating too much abalone and bird's nest and occasionally wanting to eat wild vegetables.
In all fairness, she is indeed a good girl, a pure chick without a city. But because of this, I can't hurt her, I'm a responsible man, but her responsibility is too big for me to bear. So I can only choose to avoid her, so that I don't have to bear the stigma of being a "golden beetle fisherman".
These are all things that I thought about on the fly, and I thought about them while lying in bed and calmly. Men need to be calm, and only when you calm your mind will it all belong to you.
In bed? No, shouldn't I be lying on the couch, how did I get to bed? Ah, not good! I must have been too calm and cold, and I was "cold" to the bed of a beautiful woman. At this time, I realized that I had fallen comfortably on Ye Xue's bed at some point, and she was lying next to me at the moment, looking at me with a pair of beautiful big eyes. I was surprised to get up immediately, only to find that one of my arms was being pressed under my head like a pillow.
"I ...... How could I sleep here? "Damn, can anyone tell me what the hell is going on!
"What were you thinking about just now, thinking so intrigued? It was you who fell on my bed without saying a word, no matter how I pushed you, I ignored me, I thought you were dead! β
"That'...... Have I done anything to you? "I swear I really don't know what I've done during this time, even Tarzan doesn't dare to collapse when a man is focused.
"You dare! I'll kill you! Ye Xue stuck out her tongue mischievously and took the opportunity to twist my chin, how can this girl never forget to tease me.
"That's good, that's good! Did I just settle down? All I knew was that I had just been thinking about something very important, and now I finally figured it out. I was relieved, but luckily nothing went wrong.
"Oh? Can you tell me something? β
"Little Yezi, no, Ye Xue! What I want to say to you is me...... You...... You can't like me! God doesn't know how much courage it takes for me to say this.
"Why? It's my own business to like you, why do you care about me? Ye Xue seemed to be angry, and her face suddenly became so ugly.
"You're right, I admit it doesn't matter what I do, but ...... But what's so good about me, what do you like about me? β
"Hee-hee, I just like the feeling of bullying you." This girl, no, this woman has a ruthless heart.
"No, Ye Xue, listen to me......"
"Did you hear it when you called me Xiaoyezi, I like you to call me that!"
"Okay, Xiaoyezi, listen to me, I'll ...... I can't like you! You call it unrequited love, unrequited love is very painful, you know no, so hurry up and get out before you get into the mud and it's too late. β
"Why, why can't you like me, am I not good-looking?"
"No, you're beautiful, it's just ......" Oh my God, what the hell am I going to tell her. Do you tell her that I am not worthy of her, and let her find a wishful husband or something again? Do you find it useful to say this to her in this state? She will only think that you are rejecting her, such a beautiful girl will not be able to think about it if she is rejected, and she will look for a short time.
"Then why don't you want me! Isn't it true that you already have a girlfriend? Xiao Nizi's eyes were filled with jealousy.
"No, no! I've been a bachelor for more than 20 years. "This is the truth, the first love is in the future.
"So, do you ...... Do you like men? "Damn, I'm serving you, how can this girl's thinking be so much like an ice age person!
Please allow me to get angry, I'm really angry with this little girl. No, it's more appropriate to say dead or alive, I really wonder if she just fainted, causing me to have a temporary amnesia. If it weren't for the fact that she wasn't wearing anything now, I would have given her the Fa-rectification on the spot, and then she would have been shown to the public. I need to be calm, I need to be calm again, impulsiveness won't solve the problem. If I do slaughter her, then ...... Then I'll be distressed. To be honest, there has never been a girl who has forced my Jade Creek like her.
"No, Xiaoyezi, I'm a normal man, not a gay patient as you say. How can I tell you, let me use an analogy, if I were the wheel-type person, then I would have you tonight, and I would not feel half guilty about you. But I'm not him, you know, I'm not him! He can change his girlfriends one by one, but I can't. He can be irresponsible and shameless, but neither can I. Although the wheel is my friend, I can't get used to his style. Although he is capable in some ways, that is to say that I admire him in some things, I despise him in life. I'm a simple ordinary man, and a simple man has to be responsible for his own actions, you know! "Oops, oops! It's so refreshing to say this in one breath, but I was wronged and the wheel was shortened. I really hope that this girl can understand my painstaking efforts, and then it will be worthy of the sacrifice of the wheel.
"It's very simple, don't you just have to be responsible for me?" Oh my! Oh, the ground! Simple? It's called simplicity! Did I say that TMD was in vain for a long time? Is this girl really naΓ―ve, or is TMD fake innocent! I can't stand it anymore, I can't control myself anymore, I'm going to kill her! I'm going to kill her! I'm going to show her what color blood is, and those who have never seen blood will never know how to write dead characters!
I couldn't care if she was wearing any clothes, so I reached out and scratched her armpits. I'm punishing her, I don't mean anything else. But this little girl even thought I was flirting with her, and desperately twisted her delicate body to avoid my attack. Yingsheng Yanyu smiled coquettishly, grandma's, this ecstasy "sound of the dead country" immediately made a certain part of my body change. I'm sorry, I can control my will but I can't control my body, which makes you laugh. I quickly gathered my mind and "lay down", hoping that Ye Xue, this girl, did not notice my changes, otherwise what else would I have to see Qu Yuan.
"Right...... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I just wanted to ...... "Oh my God, what am I just trying to do?" The amplitude may have been a bit too big when I punished her just now, so it was inevitable to touch some parts of her body that shouldn't be touched. Now that graceful feeling seems to still stay in my hand, I rubbed my palm against the wall, but I still can't rub off the softness and smoothness. I'm sorry, my dear panties, you're going to be wronged again.
"Alright, I won't tease you! I know what you're thinking, and I know what you're worried about, but I'm telling you that your thoughts are unfounded. To be honest, I do have a very rich dad who can give me more money to spend. But you know what, I'm not happy because he and my mom are divorced, and my mom now lives in the United States. I've known you for less than a day, but I know I like you, and I've liked you from the first time I saw you. Maybe it's a girl's sixth sense, but my love for you doesn't happen on a whim, I'm sure of that. I'm not a sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl anymore, and I can still tell what is a momentary favor and what is like. Or do you think I'm going to do this to you? I'm not a girl, casually naked in front of a man, am I not shy? As for the wheel you're talking about, to be honest, I didn't have the slightest interest in him from start to finish. Including today's blind date, I also ran over to play under all kinds of boredom, do you think the blind date is so simple and self-made? Also, it's okay not to mention the blind date, I get angry when I mention it. Originally, I said yes to Rourou's dead girl, and I asked her to say that I was good as soon as I flirted my bangs, but how did I find out that what she said was all about her own advantages, and my advantages were not touched at all. Yu Xiaoxi, you remembered to me that you are my Ye Xue's, and you can't run away. I don't care if you like me or not, I'm up to you anyway. Ye Xue's words made me confused all of a sudden, I don't know if I was lucky, accompanied a good friend to a blind date and ran away from someone's blind date, I don't call it authentic? It turns out that Ye Xue, this girl, is so pitiful, don't look at her spending money lavishly as if she doesn't have any sorrow, there is still this sadness hidden behind the clinker. Since she was able to tell me this sorrow of her without reservation, it means that she has treated me as an outsider, so why should I continue to talk to her about it.
In a word, I'm on this girl!
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