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When I woke up, I was not like the 'female' pig's feet in the Korean drama, facing a miserable hospital, and I was very suspicious and asked why I was here.

The clothes that I had thrown away had already been cleaned up, and the floor was as bright as a mirror, and I was still cold when I stepped on it without shoes.

Pushing the 'door' and walking out, Zhang Minglang was busy in the kitchen, in the slight smoke and fire, his back was haggard and lonely, I looked at it fixedly, and I didn't know what to do.

After calming down, I was still sorry for him.

Maybe he lied to me, and it didn't feel good.

I guess he thought he had hurt me.

Probably after he found out, he hated himself too.

I thought so much, but I still wanted to forgive him.

And it is estimated that he felt that there were eyes staring at him, Zhang Minglang turned around, his face was haggard, his eyes were full of red bloodshots, he looked at me, looked at him for a long time, and finally his eyes dodged, his voice was cautious, he said: "Chen Sansan, I made you your favorite food, do you want to eat a little?" ”

I looked at him and finally shook my head.

Zhang Minglang dropped the soup scoop in his hand and ran towards me, but when he was about to approach me, he stood still, and hurriedly asked, "Does your head still hurt?" ”

I subconsciously 'touched' my head, but it was okay, it didn't hurt very much.

So I shook my head again.

Zhang Minglang cautiously wanted to reach out and pull me, but I took a step back with the condition of 'shooting'.

I realized that I wanted to forgive him, but my heart was resisting him.

There was silence for a while, and finally I said, "Let's get a divorce." ”

Maybe he had already guessed what I said, Zhang Minglang was fixed there, his eyes were gloomy, his brows were all furrowed together, he lowered his head very low, and after hesitating for a while, he said, "You are pregnant." ”

You're pregnant.

These four words, like a storm, poured down on my head, and my head was not bright for a while, and I always felt that it was fake.

I took two more steps back, and finally said coldly, "Who are you fooling?" ”

Zhang Minglang, who was still stumbling just now, suddenly rushed up, hugged me fiercely, and didn't give me a chance to break free and resist, he said: "Chen Sansan, I didn't lie to you, after you fell last night, I sent you to the hospital, when the blood test was checked, we didn't take measures recently, the two of them are in normal health, and it is very simple to be pregnant." ”

I couldn't struggle, and I resisted, so I had to sneer and say: "It turns out that you are desperately trying to do those things during this time, just to make me pregnant, so that even if I know the truth later, I will survive with you for the sake of the child?" Zhang Minglang, you are really excessive! “

But he still didn't give me a chance to break free, and hurriedly said, "Then can you do it for the sake of the child?" ”

I paused, and finally hardened my heart and said, "Don't look at it, if you have it, then let's beat it." ”

Zhang Minglang suddenly 'pulled' out a hand to gag my mouth, and coaxed me in a low voice: "You can't talk 'nonsense', the fetus that is less than three months old is stingy, and you can't talk 'nonsense'." What's more, I can't let you do such a thing, how much damage to the body is to hit a child, I don't say you know. ”

I struggled hard, but Zhang Minglang was unwilling to let go, and said, "Chen Sansan, don't you decide to leave me like this?" Ever since I knew that you had been through all this because of me, I had been holding myself accountable for every minute and every second, and I had imagined all kinds of ifs, and I blamed myself, but I couldn't reverse those things. On the one hand, I feel guilty that I have to hide it from you, and on the other hand, I am even more afraid that you will leave me if you find out one day. During this time I felt like I was on a roller coaster, I also felt like I was dreaming, I was more like you, insecure, afraid that when I woke up one day, everything would change. ”

He seems to be sincere, I thought I was hard-hearted, but I still have a soft heart.

My hand on his arm finally couldn't take it back, and I let him hold it, my expression numb.

In the silence, my thoughts raced, and I did hate all the quagmire he had given me, but what was unproductive was that I was happy with his presence in my life.

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally spoke slowly, "Let's be apart for a while." ”

Zhang Minglang was still holding me, and we were discussing such a sad thing as breaking up in a very strange posture.

His arms were still warm, but he couldn't stop shaking slightly.

He lowered his head and said unquestionably, "There is no way I can agree to a divorce." ”

I reached out and pressed his arm, and said lightly: "I didn't say that I would divorce immediately, but that we should be separated for a while to figure out whether we still need to be together." ”

Zhang Minglang sighed softly, and said undoubtedly: "No, you are alone, I don't worry, I'm afraid of accidents." ”

I chuckled and said, "Zhang Minglang, then how do you think I survived in the three years I left you." ”

Zhang Minglang stretched out his hand, brushed the hair scattered on my face to the earlobe, and said in a dull voice: "I only know that you have not had a good time in the past three years." ”

I snorted and said, "Let it go, I want to go and clean up my things first." ”

Zhang Minglang hesitated, but finally didn't let go.

I finally couldn't hold back my temper and yelled directly: "Let go." ”

As if he was suddenly stung by an insect, Zhang Minglang quickly let go of his hand, still good-natured, and said: "Chen Sansan, you can't move, we can't move, it's not good for the fetus." ”

I stared at him and said word by word, "I won't beat the kid for the time being, but I have to move out." ”

The two people were in a stalemate, all the stiff atmosphere exploded in the air, Zhang Minglang suddenly turned his head, and after a long time said, "Yes." ”

Then he sat on the couch with the TV on and left me alone in the house to pack up my things.

When I went to the balcony to collect the clothes to dry, I looked at the mangrove park in the night, where it was still full of people, the winter cold did not stop the crowd and the sweet and greasy couples, and the mangrove forests growing in the sea under the bright lights were like grinning monsters.

Matching my own state of mind, I felt that it was sneering, sneering at me for going through so many bad things, and still being so naïve and cowardly.

I'm so sentimental.

When I moved in under the impetus of Zhang Minglang's enthusiasm, I thought that the light of life, like the sun that would rise every day, would be soft-hearted, and would be tolerant and merciful to me for the sake of how much I had suffered and shed tears before, and would reach out to me without scruples and dislike, give me warm and straightforward warmth, and drive away the inferiority complex and sting that I had imprinted in my bones.

Today, however, I am still fighting alone.

The ravines and ravines of love are always tortuous and sinister, and the danger of falling in love with a child from a rich family is even more difficult to estimate.

I was too stupid, I was too naïve, I didn't dare to blame anyone, I just felt that I deserved it.

All the surging emotions were brewing in my heart, all the sourness was surging in my heart, and I finally slowly cleaned up my broken things.

I couldn't take what I wanted to take with me, I didn't want to take all the things in the dusty suitcase, I finally took a brave step, I pulled the suitcase and pressed the code, I was going to escape from this place that I wanted to try to escape, and I would linger deeply after the escape.

In the elevator, Zhang Minglang had a 'gloomy' face, and undoubtedly repeated what he had repeated countless times just now.

He said, "No matter how much you hate me, I can't let you go back alone." Listen to me this time, I'll send you. ”

I thought I'd be able to hold back my tears.

But God knows how desperate I am, how hard my heart is.

I finally relented, chuckled and said, "Thank you." ”

Probably because of my estrangement, Zhang Minglang's brows furrowed and he stopped talking.

When the car arrived at the Henggang Building, he suddenly turned into the parking lot of Sands Moore Plaza and said to me: "You sit in the car and wait, I will come when I go." ”

After getting out of the car, probably afraid that I would run away, he said: "You had better be obedient, otherwise you will really run away, and I will turn over the whole of Shenzhen and turn you out." ”

In the end, Zhang Minglang came over with a large bag of things, threw them in the back of the carriage at random, and then started the car and ran towards Ailian.

When I opened the 'door' of the small single room, there was no one for a while, and a slight musty smell came to my nose.

Zhang Minglang frowned, put those big bags and small bags on the table, and then he said: "I bought you calcium tablets, folic acid, and cow's milk' and other things, you can't be angry with me, just ignore your body, do you know?" ”

I didn't answer him, but stared at the ground and said lightly, "You can go, go slowly." ”

Zhang Minglang frowned again, and reached over to grab my arm, but I moved my body slightly and let go of his hand.

His hand was fixed in mid-air, and finally he withdrew it and said, "You haven't eaten anything until last night, I'll take you to eat something first, okay?" ”

I pointed to the 'door' and said lightly, "You go, I don't like to see you now." ”

He hesitated, but finally compromised, and before going out, he said: "In this case, tomorrow I will ask Lao Lin to settle your salary and bring it to you." ”

I paused, my eyes were red, and finally I said steadily, "Okay, thank you, Mr. Zhang." ”

As his footsteps disappeared into the hallway, I finally stood up, bent down, and tried to open the suitcase and pull out my clothes, but I couldn't open them.

At that moment, I felt that I was alive and it was a kind of sadness.

However, I don't dare to die easily, because there is a new life sprouting and growing in my belly.

He didn't know how to pick the right time, and he came too sadly.

And because of him, I finally got up, 'groped' and rummaged through the kitchen, found two pieces of noodles, added a little salt and oil, and cooked a clear water noodle to eat.

While he was eating, there was a sudden sound on the bed.

Glancing at it, it was a string of landline phone numbers, flickering on the screen.

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