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When I heard these words coming from the headphones, my brain buzzed, and I just felt that all the blood in my body was coagulated. b8%f3

I bit my lower lip hard and squeezed the mp4 in my hand with my palm.

Soon there was silence in the mp4 for a while, and after a while. Wang Jiaci's shallow laughter resounded inside.

"Hmph. Lie to you.. Xiao Xiaoming, you just must.. Worried, right? It's a shame that... I can't see Xiao Xiaoming, you are worried about me... I never thought that one day, I wouldn't even be able to see you again."

"But... I don't regret it, because... This is the choice you made with me, Xiao Xiaoming.. Actually, I already knew... What did my dad say to Xiao Xiaoming? Uh-huh, surprised, right? Xiao Xiaoming can't hide anything from me."

"My dad usually looks a little more serious, but he... Still a good father, I know he's going to say things like that to you for my own good, and I know he's always been. They all want to be better to me, after all, I'm his only relative, so... I'm going to say sorry to you for him, little Ming... You're not going to be angry, are you? I know, Xiao Xiaoming, you won't be angry with me. ”

"Actually, oh, the last time I left you. I'm real, I never want to be in front of you again.. During that time, I thought a lot, thought a lot about you, thought a lot about you and me... Maybe it was too boring in the hospital during that time... I always think about it, when I walk in the hospital, when I'm lying in bed... But.. I'm still sad, because all I think about is the past of you and me, and I don't dare to think about your future with me, and I don't even have the courage to fantasize, because I know... I probably won't have a future. ”

"I'm sorry I left you last time I did that. During that time, my body suddenly became very bad and bad, and I showed a painful look in front of Xiao Xiaoming several times, I don't want to be like that... Because I grew up knowing what happens to my parents whenever I'm in pain, I know their pain and worry, so I... I don't want Xiao Xiaoming, you also become like that because of me.. But I didn't expect it. Xiao Xiaoming, you finally know..." Throw knots to row.

"Perhaps, this is also providence... I can hide things from you for the rest of my life, but in the end I know about it, Xiao Xiaoming, you are a nasty ghost.. Why, you will know it~ And why, you didn't pretend not to know.. I didn't want to let my pain become that of you and me, but in the end, it turned out to be like that."

"I did a lot of check-ups when I first left you... During that time, my eyes were only white, a white patch, the white walls of the hospital, the white sheets, the strange thing is that I was not afraid, maybe I have been mentally prepared since I was a child.. Counting the time you have left, it's really a thing that makes people unhappy... Maybe that's how it was, when the doctor secretly told my dad about my condition, I looked at his sad face and had a feeling of relief at last.."

"Xiao Xiaoming, do you know? Death is not terrible for me, what is terrible is that the thought that my death will make people who care about me so sad, I feel from the bottom of my heart... Particularly special self-reproach.."

"Just when I was going to wait quietly for the deadline by myself, one day... A little girl in a hospital bed next to me came to me and asked me to help her fold a paper airplane. At that time, I suddenly remembered Xiao Xiaoming, you came, I remembered the plane you helped me fold, and I remembered the candles you placed for me on the top of that building..."

So, I made a decision, and that is... Come back and see you... At first, I didn't plan to meet you, I wanted to sneak a look at you, but when I came back, I saw you alone in the playground, and I still couldn't help it... Do you remember? I told you before that the first time I saw you, you were in the playground."

"When I think about it now, it seems like a long time ago... I often wonder, why did I see you among so many people? Later, I realized that Xiao Xiaoming, you are the person I was destined to meet, it was not that I saw you, it was fate, and I had already chosen you... Hehe, it seems a little weird to say that, but I really feel this way all the time... It is the happiest thing for me to meet Xiao Xiaoming. ”

"I couldn't help but appear in front of you, but... I still didn't plan to stay with you for long, and at that time, I still wanted to find an opportunity to leave you... Because I know that the longer I stay with you, the closer you will be when you know the truth... However, I didn't expect Xiao Xiaoming to tear up the painting I gave you in the end, to be honest, I was really frightened when I saw you like that... But right away.. I was touched by you again. At that time. My determination to leave began to waver a little, and a voice seemed to pop up in my heart, and the voice whispered to me, "Let's stay a little longer.". If I stay with you for a while, it won't be anything.."

"So at that time, I asked Xiao Xiaoming to help me pick up all the pieces, I plan, after I leave, I will return the painted painting to you, in this way, it can be regarded as flat, but you tore it too much, I fought for a long time with those paintings, but now, Xiao Xiaoming, if you can hear my words, you must have received that painting... It's a bit miserable, but you have to keep it~ After all, that's what I gave you..."

"Just when I was going to stay with you for a while and then leave, I didn't expect Xiao Xiaoming to know about my body, I really wanted to continue to hide it that day, so I said something like that to you, and I thought in my heart, if Xiao Xiaoming didn't turn your head that night, I would have kept it hidden, and then left secretly, and never let you know."

"But I didn't expect that. You've turned back... And I, anyway, admit it... I was really sad that day, and even now when I think about it, I can feel that suffocating feeling... Everything is because of my selfishness to become like that, if I could have insisted on not agreeing to you a long time ago, then later, there wouldn't be so much sadness... But.. I'm also a human being, I'm also a simple girl, I want to be with Xiao Xiaoming, I want Xiao Xiaoming to hold my hand, I want to be Xiao Xiaoming's girlfriend... So, I'm sorry, Xiao Xiaoming still won't blame me, right... I know, I know."

"After admitting it to you, I have a very relaxed feeling, because Xiao Xiaoming, you didn't dislike me, but treated me better... However, at that time, I never stopped thinking about leaving you... Xiao Xiaoming, do you remember? When you accompanied me to the hospital, you went upstairs, and when you came down, you found a patient being carried out of the specialist's clinic. You don't know it, but I was not far behind you... I saw your expression, you saw the look on your face that was panicked, worried and scared... That's the last thing I want to see, and that's the saddest thing I am... So from that moment on, I started preparing to leave you... And I also know that if I leave, I don't know when I will see each other again... So I have a lot of plans, and I want to leave you a lot of memories... In the end, although it was a lot worse than planned, it was still a good time with Xiao Xiaoming. So, Xiao Xiaoming, don't feel guilty of yourself~ My departure was not caused by Xiao Xiaoming alone, it was destined from the beginning."

"Oops, unconsciously.. That's all I could say... Xiao Xiaoming, you must think I'm very wordy, right? You didn't expect me to let you buy mp4 and give it to me, and it ended up being used like this.. It's okay, I just like Xiao Xiaoming, you look silly sometimes.. In fact, I have wanted to tell you all these words for a long time, and I still have countless words I want to say to Xiao Xiaoming... But.. No matter how much you say, there will come a time when you have to finish it... So.. It's better to say less.. The reason why I recorded these words is just because Xiao Xiaoming, didn't you ever say it... You like my voice, then I'm like that.. I'll leave it to you.."

"As long as you can like it, little Ming... Thank you for liking me... Thank you for coming so long and always liking me.."

"I guess at this time, Xiao Xiaoming, you're already crying, right? It's okay to do it.. You've behaved so well at the airport, so.. While I can't see it, you can cry well... No one will laugh at you.. At least I.. Definitely not.."

"That's right... Me... I decided to go for surgery... The chances of success are slim to none, but... I don't want to wait until the end... And.. I don't know if I can make it to that time, but anyway.. I'll try my best... So.. I'm going to tell you a secret... That is..."

"I... What's the best sound I've ever heard in my life? Actually, it's. That night, Xiao Ming, what you said to me..."

"I love you.."

"Really.. Sounds good.. Nice to listen to.. I'll never forget it."

"Finally, Xiao Xiaoming, don't be sad... I'm sorry to say that I would never see you again at the airport.. Actually, I think... We... One day, we'll see you again.."

"Will definitely see you again.. In this life or in the next.."