Chapter 255: The Change of Seasons
Wang Jiaci's voice in MP4 came to an abrupt end when he said this.
Then there was a long silence, and there was no more of her voice, no more of the voice I knew best, no more favorite.
At this time, my hand holding the mp4 was already shaking, and my face was covered with tears. There was a white patch in his eyes, and he couldn't see anything clearly.
I thought I had no tears left. But I didn't expect to cry like this.
I didn't expect that I had a thousand words to say to her, but in the end she didn't say anything, but she said so much to me.
At this time, I finally realized that I still couldn't guess her.
She had already thought about my future with her, and she had always buried it in her heart.
Since she came back, she had expected that sooner or later there would be this day, so after she came back, she would take me to all the places I had been to again, and to do all the things I wanted to do but didn't dare to do.
She cherished the time we spent together in her own way, and in the end, she left me in this way.
At this time, I couldn't find any words to describe my feelings, and it seemed that I couldn't do anything but cry.
Fortunately, I came to this place, I came to this most hidden place for Wang Jiaci.
I just sat in the empty classroom. I've been crying silently.
By this time, the outside world had already begun to approach dusk, and the classroom windows cast a dull yellow light. It reflects my lonely and sad heart.
Later, I can't remember how I got out of that classroom.
Anyway, when I walked out of the classroom door, I couldn't help but turn my head.
Wang Jiaci's figure flashed in front of her, and in the evening sunset, she seemed to be standing in the middle of the classroom, holding a paintbrush and scribbling something seriously.
In the blink of an eye, they were all gone.
I looked at the empty classroom and slowly closed the door.
After returning home, I put away the tattered painting well, I knew that Wang Jiaci would work hard to put it together, I wouldn't tear it so much, if I could have known so many things... Well, that's it.
And yet now... It's useless to say anything. Draw the tear marks like my split heart.
Why is there such a word regret in the world?
Because in our lives, there are always some things that we have to regret and can't change.
The next day. Lin Qiaoman returned to our class, and returned to my position.
She didn't tell me why, but I also knew that it must have something to do with the letter Wang Jiaci gave her.
I didn't ask her about the contents of the letter, and I didn't ask her much about it.
The place next to me was originally hers, and she just returned to her original position.
And.. It's not just her who has returned to the beginning, there are many, many more, as if everything has returned to the original state.
There is no disgusting little white face in the classroom, and because Lin Qiaoman came back, Xiao Yuyao was also a lot happier when she was in class.
The dean of education and the principal never seemed to have troubled Xiao Yuyao again, and that Lin Siyan seemed to have a new goal.
The people in the class were still a little talking about Lin Qiaoman's return at first, but soon they all returned to normal.
The girls will continue to discuss the strange gossip, and the boys will continue to look at Xiao Yuyao's legs in a daze. Ask for the blood of the handsome.
And I, back to the life of a person.
A classroom for one person at noon, a playground for one person in the afternoon.
One person's way out of school, one person's Internet café.
The only thing missing is that there is no more sound.
There is no longer that voice in my life that makes my heart move.
I would occasionally go to the door of that classroom for a while, but I just stayed outside, lying on the railing, thinking back to what I and Wang Jiaci looked like when I was here on that rainy day, and guessing what Wang Jiaci looked like when he first saw me.
I didn't dare to enter that classroom because I was afraid that the depression inside would make me cry again.
But strictly speaking, life is different from what it was back then.
Because of that help cheating, Lin Qiaoman seems to be less excluded in the class, she has a lot of new friends, and even her unchanged face occasionally shows a very happy smile.
It was a heartfelt joy that I had rarely seen her smile like this before.
And I also have Gao Shan and Jiao Yang.
From time to time, they would ask me to skip a few classes together, and we would sit on the playground and talk casually.
Later, at Ling Lingling's suggestion, I also went to teach Gao Shan to play basketball with Jiao Yang.
Jiao Yang used to know a little, so he played well, as for Gao Shan, he played the word drag to the fullest.
However, although Gao Shan suffered a loss, he was also a tiger when he played, comparable to Yang Wei, and he often heard someone on the sidelines say that Gao Shan is not here to play like a straw ball.
But I still like this kind of life, because it's simple and peaceful.
Some people left, but fortunately some people remained.
It's just that there are no more waves.. It's just that I will instinctively stop for a while in those places where we have walked together, and I will only remember what it was like in those places where I whispered.
Although I am not satisfied, it can only be like this.
I don't know how to describe my relationship with Lin Qiaoman, it seems to have returned to the beginning, but it is not like that.
Lin Qiaoman returned to the seat next to me for several days before he said his first words to me.
She said it was simple, just a few words.
"Are you feeling better.."
I didn't speak for a long time in a short sentence, and she cared so much about me in her words that I didn't know what to do.
Since then, I will have a brief chat with Lin Qiaoman from time to time, but... We were never alone again.
The days when we used to go to the cafeteria together, the days when she occasionally blushed and asked me for help, were like hallucinations.
We just walked on our own, on the way we should go.
Sometimes I even think, did Wang Jiaci really appear?
Did she really appear in my life?
If so, why is there no trace of her walking?
No more messages from her, no phone calls, no text messages... There is no way to relate to her.
But there are so many things that have always reminded me that she has appeared so beautifully and briefly in my life.
I don't know if I'll ever see her again, but I know I've been waiting for the day when I can be reunited with her.
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Later, time passed faster and faster, and the seasons began to change.
At the end of the summer, Lin Qiaoman and I were promoted to the second year of high school, Ling Lingling was promoted to the third year of high school, and Jiao Yang and Gao Shan were still in the third year of high school.
The college entrance examination results of the two people seem to be okay, but I don't know why, they both repeated, in Jiao Yang's words, they are waiting for Ling Lingling, by the way, see if they can wait for me..
However, in the end, their words did not come true, and by the time I reached my senior year of high school, they had all graduated.
The three of them went to the same city, but in different schools.
Before we left school, we went out for a big meal, and I was a treat.
After all, the money I got from the surname Jiao hasn't been spent much in more than a year.
We talked a lot that afternoon, drank a lot of wine, and by the end of the day, everyone was a little drunk.
In the end, Jiao Yang took my hand and asked me to tell my cousin, saying that after he graduated, he would marry her when he came back, and let me convey it.
His words made Ling Lingling and Gao Shan on the side smile, and Gao Shan smiled and smiled, and vomited again.
And when I heard Jiao Yang say this, I remembered that I seemed to have said something similar more than a year ago...
It made me laugh with them, and my eyes moistened again.
After that, Takayama patted me on the shoulder when we parted, and he looked at me and said seriously
"Your tablemate is really a good girl, I've been watching it for so long, she is really good to you, you have to cherish it.."
I just nodded when I heard Gao Shan say this, and Ling Lingling didn't say anything more to me, she just looked at me for a long time before saying a simple sentence
"Come to the university to play with me when you have time.."