Chapter 397: You Are the Legend and Destiny of My Life 4

(Everyone held their breath and waited for Lu Banxia's answer!) ）

Lu Banxia's face was as indifferent as ever, a pair of cold eyes stared at Yao Yu unfazedly, and the tips of his eyebrows were dyed with coldness, which was uniquely cold and beautiful. Compared to her, those people are more than small and unbearable.

Yao Yu frowned, seeing that Lu Banxia had no intention of answering, and wanted to speak, Lu Heng beside him said in a deep voice: "Shut up, today is the full moon banquet for children, what are you doing with so much nonsense?" The child is tired, you carry him upstairs to rest! ”

Not only the others present, but also Lu Zijin and Yao Yu themselves were stunned. has been with Lu Heng for so many years, however, marrying him again, Lu Heng has never spoken to himself in such a tone.

Now in order to relieve Lu Banxia, he said himself in such a tone, and rushed himself upstairs.

Maintain Lu Banxia's heart, it is clear that you know.

Lu Heng was already unhappy because Yao Yu had pierced Lu Banxia's life experience, and now Yao Yu was embarrassed by Banxia in front of himself and everyone, and wanted to make Banxia lose face, how could he allow it.

Why didn't she want to think about it, if there was no Banxia, how could Lu Chuan nod and agree to get married!

When Yao Yu got up and was about to speak, Lu Zijin reacted, immediately stepped forward to hold the child with one hand, pulled her sleeve with the other, and said softly: "Mom, I'm a little tired, you accompany me upstairs!" ”

Yao Yu looked sideways, his eyes met Lu Zijin, seeing the pleading in his daughter's eyes, no matter how much unwillingness and annoyance he felt at the moment, he could only press it down, reached out to take the child in his daughter's arms, and went upstairs.

Lu Zi's eyes swept from Lu Banxia's body and fell on Lu Chuan's body, the cold and hard outline line did not have joy because of the appearance of the child, drinking glass by cup, it was not so much drinking as pouring himself, maybe only by getting drunk himself, he could persuade himself to continue to stay here, and listen to Lu Hengyi announce their marriage.

The thin red lips silently bloomed with a touch of bitterness, and the light at the bottom of the eyes dimmed a lot, and finally lowered his eyes, lifted the skirt and went upstairs!

Xue Qian let his thin lips smile, leaned into Lu Banxia's ear and said, "Count the acquaintance surnamed Lu!" ”

If Old Man Lu kept pretending to be deaf and dumb and embarrassed Lu Banxia in public, don't blame him for disturbing their Lu family's chickens and dogs!

Lu Banxia, a dead girl, is cold, few words and not gentle, he doesn't like it, but in the end it is his own sister, he scolds a few words, bullying and bullying is just that, other people want to bully her, stupid dreams!

Xue Qianrang didn't realize how much his behavior was.

Lu Banxia glanced at him silently, didn't speak, and took a sip of juice, which was very sweet.

Really, it's sweet.

For the first time, except for Li Yueqi, someone protected himself like this!

Lu Chuan silently captured the small movements between Lu Banxia and Xue Qianrang, although she didn't know what Xue Qianrang said to her, the soft light inadvertently revealed from the corners of her eyes showed that she had accepted the existence of Xue Qianrang's brother in her heart.

Xue Qianrang is her half-brother, and he is only her nominal brother for so many years, her first love, and the first man to lose her.

poured himself cup by cup, because he was not drunk, he was afraid that he would regret his uncontrollable remorse, and he was afraid that he would regret not marrying Lu Zijin!

From a man's point of view, marrying Lu Zijin is beneficial to him and harmless, but when he thinks of Lu Banxia, his heart hurts. Many years ago, he thought that after such heartache for a long time, he would get used to numbness, but it turned out that it was not, this wound was torn and rotten more and more seriously over time, and finally eroded from the soft body to the soul, and there was no whole.

He was obviously the first to meet her than anyone else, and walked into her heart earlier than anyone else, but how could he lose her when he was young and vigorous!

Lu Banxia's purpose today, he understands very well, she is telling herself with her actions that she really let go, it doesn't matter, and she won't have any guilt, and she wants him to marry Lu Zijin with peace of mind.

For yourself, for your children.... She didn't leave him with a single thought.

But how could she understand that she was the most despicable man in this world, unable to control the things in her pants (crotch), and still fantasizing about her beauty in her heart!

Lu Banxia noticed that there was a gaze that had been locked on his body, and he glanced sideways and looked at Lu Chuan across the crowd, calmly, without a trace of embarrassment and awkwardness.

If there was no Yao Yu and Lu Zijin many years ago, maybe they would be a model couple that everyone envies now.

Lu Chuan walked towards Lu Banxia with a wine glass and a bottle of wine, and everyone's eyes fell little by little between him and Lu Banxia with his long and straight back.

"Thank you, thank you for coming to my child's full moon banquet today." His eyes turned red silently, "I want to toast you." ”

Lu Banxia got up, holding juice in his hand, Lu Chuan put down the wine bottle and held her wine glass with one hand, "Brother is happy today, do you want to drink juice?" ”

Xue Qian next to him frowned, wanting to get up, should someone pretend to be crazy like borrowing wine?

Lu Banxia shot a look over and asked him not to move. The clear and warm eyes looked at Lu Chuan, "Okay, I'll drink with you!" ”

The high-alcohol vogart poured into the goblet of drinking red wine, full of two glasses of wine, Lu Chuan looked at her, his black eyes were almost dripping red blood: "I salute you and Aunt Shen for the first glass of wine, without you there would be no Lu Chuan today, you are my closest relatives Lu Chuan in this life, and you are the relatives who will not give up anything!" ”

The sound fell, the head was raised, and it was all gone.

His words undoubtedly evoked Lu Banxia's memories, those memories that were once beautiful and unadulterated, and their eyes were as sweet as dates.

The pain in Lu Chuan's heart, she knew it, but she couldn't empathize, because she had always loved someone who was too sensible, and she couldn't understand the pain of being stuck in memories and unable to extricate herself.

Or maybe it's just that she is deeply trapped, and what she can't extricate herself from is not the memories with Lu Chuan, but the (seductive) experience that another man gave her.

The only thing I can do at this moment is to accompany him, get rid of it, and respect him for a better tomorrow without himself.

Everyone's eyes fell on them, knowing that something was wrong with the Dao, but they couldn't say what was wrong.

Lu Heng frowned, saw that Lu Chuan poured a second glass of wine, what did he want to say, seeing the despair in Lu Chuan's eyes, he didn't say anything after all, and sighed secretly.

Bad fate! Do evil!

"This second glass of wine, toasting the time we lost after all, bidding farewell to the bloody growth, turning our backs to each other, and finally going farther and farther."

Your path is not in my path, I thought that as long as we worked hard, we would never reach a fork in the road in our lives. But since it's already here, so be it.

Say goodbye to the bloody growth, say goodbye to the beautiful past that they can't go back, in the adult world, they will only fight each other indifferently, leaving each other with countless invisible and untouchable scars.

"These three glasses of wine, toast your infinite possible future, toast my life at the end of my life!" When he said the last sentence, his eyes looked at the faint figure upstairs, and there was the despair and wailing of a beast in his eyes, but no one knew.

Three full cups of vogart entered the stomach, burning all the way to the internal organs. She lives more sensibly than anyone else, but it doesn't mean that she is an emotionless and unconscious person.

Drinking quickly and urgently, the alcohol had not yet reached her brain, her face was slightly red, and after Lu Chuan left, she took a seat.

Lu Heng saw that the atmosphere was a little stiff and strange, and his eyes signaled Lu Zijin upstairs to come down, and asked Lu Chuan to walk to the middle of the stairs with him, and there was no doubt that he wanted to announce the marriage in public.

Lu Banxia sat in the crowd, all the people and things became illusory, as if the lights of the whole world had been extinguished, and she was the only one left.

Her fingers touched the wine bottle on the side, she hadn't filled it for herself, her hand was held, she raised her head to Xue Qian's dark and deep eyes, and her thin lips hooked lightly: "Let go!" ”

Xue Qianrang didn't speak, grabbed her wrist, and took the wine bottle with his other hand, "Lu Banxia, let's go home." ”

The eyes of the others were attracted away because Lu Heng was going to announce the marriage of Lu Chuan and Lu Zijin, and no one noticed that Xue Qian let Banxia leave with Lu Banxia in his arms, except for Lu Chuan.

Lu Banxia hung his head, didn't take another look at the eye-catching family, and was stuffed into the car by Xue Qian.

Xue Qian didn't know what was wrong with her, and there was a sudden sadness and melancholy between his eyebrows, but he was sure that this huge sadness had nothing to do with Lu Chuan.

"Xue Qianrang!"

Thinking that she had drunk too much, Xue Qian leaned over to fasten her seat belt, but just after touching the seat belt and not pulling it over, she suddenly turned her head sideways, called his name, and her bright eyes seemed to see through him, "He, is he really dead?" ”

Her fingers stiffened, her breathing became unnatural, and she looked sober, not the slightest drunk.

"If I say he's really dead, would you believe it?"

"I don't believe it!" Lu Banxia's eyes looked at him for a moment, and he answered neatly.

Xue Qian avoided her eyes and fastened her seat belt properly, "Since you don't believe it, why bother asking!" Stick to what you have in your heart, wouldn't it be good! ”

Lu Banxia didn't ask any more questions, lowered his eyes to cover the dim light under his eyes, and leaned his head on the car window.

She didn't believe that he was dead, but she insisted on believing it like this, and she didn't know how long she could hold on. When she gave birth to small bean sprouts, she had a very long and beautiful dream.

In the dream, Li Yueqi has returned to her little bean sprouts, and they have a miracle called "Let Love Be Reborn".

She thought that the first person she saw when she opened her eyes was him, but she never thought that it would be such a cruel and cold reality after waking up from a dream!

He didn't return to himself and the little bean sprouts, and his love didn't meet the spring flowers, resurrection and rebirth!

Is it because of her past paranoia and stubbornness that she is destined to bury her love in this life with her own hands, and there is no chance to start over. In the past, she never understood the so-called "fairness" in Li Yueqi's mouth, but now she understands that this is not fair!

The car was driving smoothly on the road, and Xue Qian let the speed of the car be very steady, probably worried that she would drink too much and be uncomfortable, and if the car drove too fast, she would be even more uncomfortable.

Xue Qianrang has never accommodated a woman like this, even if he has been dating Winnie for many years, he is the dominant line, and Winnie has always cooperated with his joys, sorrows, and sorrows. is so accommodating and caring about a woman, Lu Banxia is the first, and it is actually his half-sister.

I can't even believe it when I think about it!

Not long ago, I was crazy and wanted to kill her! Thankfully, she was unharmed, and fortunately, his sister was still alive.

Lu Banxia's closed eyes suddenly opened, his eyes were dim, without the slightest ripple, and his voice was slightly hoarse: "Don't go home." ”

"Where are you going?" Xue Qianrang glanced at her lightly.

"Barbershop."

Xue Qian was stunned, looking at her sideways, she had closed her eyes, her scattered hair covered half of her face, and inexplicable sadness lingered on her frowning brows.

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Lu Banxia and Xue Qian left the table silently, and after announcing the marriage, Lu Zijin went upstairs and guarded his son who was asleep.

When Yao Yu came in, Lu Zijin was sitting in front of the baby*, staring at his child with starry eyes gently, with indescribable attachment and expectation.

This is the child she conceived and gave birth to in October, it is the child of her and Lu Chuan, even if Lu Chuan doesn't like it anymore, no matter how disgusted she is, she still can't stop being happy in her heart to have a child that belongs to them.

Yao Yu walked to the side and sat down, and before she could speak, she heard her say softly: "Mom, don't be like this in the future." ”

Yao Yu's face was stunned, and he asked rhetorically: "Which one?" ”

Lu Zijin looked at her sideways, full of gratitude: "I know that you are reluctant to let me be wronged, but I have been tired for so many years and don't want to compare with her anymore." ”

"Just because Lu Chuan is willing to marry you?" Yao Yu breathed a sullen breath in his heart, and his voice was questioning.

Lu Zijin's face froze, he withdrew his hand to touch his son, lowered his eyes, and said lightly: "No!" ”

"I used to be young and vigorous, and I always thought of competing with Lu Banxia, comparing everything with her, and I was unwilling to lose to her. Now that I have a child, I have figured out a lot of things, and as long as my child is doing well, I will be satisfied. ”

She had too much resentment and hatred in her heart before, she was unwilling, so she was not happy, and she was not willing to let Lu Banxia feel better, but now she is different, she has children, she is a mother.

No matter what she does, the first thing she thinks about is her children.

Dad is old, he hopes that the family will be harmonious, and although Lu Chuan is willing to marry him, his heart has always been on Lu Banxia, as long as she and the child leave the national capital, Lu Banxia is willing to share the shares in hand with the child, which is a big concession.

If he continues to fight against Lu Banxia, I am afraid that not only will the child not get this, but he may also have nothing.

In the past, she was just alone, but now she wants her children to live a better life and have a seemingly normal family! Even if Lu Chuan is disgusted with herself, she believes that as long as it takes a long time, he will make concessions and changes for the sake of the child.

Maybe it's not bad to live like this for the rest of your life.

"Just for that little share, you compromised with Lu Banxia? Do you really plan to settle abroad with your children after marrying Lu Chuan? Yao Yu's eyes flashed a hint of gloom, and her tone raised, obviously Lu Zijin's thoughts made her very dissatisfied.

Lu Zijin frowned, looking at her with a strange look: "Mom, what's wrong with you?" Didn't you also persuade me before, don't go against Lu Banxia, family and everything is prosperous? ”

Yao Yu was stunned, and her thin lips pulled into a reluctant smile, "That's right, it's just that my mother feels sorry for you!" Why do you want us to leave? If you want to go, she will go! ”

Lu Zijin showed a bitter smile, "Does it make any difference who goes?" Mom, I've been fighting with Lu Banxia for so many years, but she has never put me in her eyes, and I'm just a clown in her eyes! Now I figured it out, as long as my children are good, I can care about everything else! ”

Mother's love is the greatest and most magical existence in this world, it can completely change a person, as if reborn.

Although Lu Zijin still doesn't like Lu Banxia in his heart, at least he won't do those meaningless and boring things anymore.

What's more, Li Yueqi is no longer there, Lu Banxia is alone with the child, and the situation is not much better than himself!

Yao Yu looked at her for a while and said softly, "Okay, I won't embarrass her in the future." We will live our days in peace. ”

Lu Zijin nodded, holding Yao Yu's hand with one hand, and gently stroking the child in the baby* with the other, his eyes overflowing with a trace of satisfaction.

Yao Yu looked at her daughter and grandson, but there was a strange light in her eyes

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In the mirror of the barbershop, a pale and colorless face, with sadness hidden between the eyebrows, thin lips pursed in an emotionless arc, and a huge depression hidden under the calm and waveless eyes.

The ground was covered with long, jet-black hair, shredded and disheveled. Her long black seaweed-like hair was only ear-length, and no matter how short it was, she couldn't even cover her ears.

Xue Qianrang stood aside, his black eyes showing a trace of distress. If he hadn't stopped her, Lu Banxia would probably have asked the barber to cut her into an inch head.

Pay, grabbed her arm, and whispered, "Let's go home." ”

This is the second time he's said it today – let's go home.

After a short time together, he subtly accepted the existence of Lu Banxia's younger sister, subconsciously regarded her as family and regarded her home as his own.

Lu Banxia has been silent, not speaking, he stuffed it into the car and took it home, it may be alcohol on the way, her consciousness is not very clear, and her eyes have become confused and helpless, not as sharp and indifferent as before.

When she got out of the car, if she hadn't been supported by Xue Qian, she would probably have fallen to the ground, like a puddle of mud, and she couldn't stand up.

Xue Qian showed disgust for the drunk Lu Banxia on the one hand, but on the other hand, he hugged Lu Banxia tightly and went upstairs, and when he opened the door, he saw the figure standing at the window, frowning: "Why are you here?" ”

Lu Banxia, who was leaning on his arms, heard the voice, looked up and saw a slightly familiar figure in his blurred vision, pushed him away unexpectedly, and stumbled towards the back of the window.

"Lu Banxia......" Xue Qian frowned, the dead girl is really

Lu Banxia's brain was occupied by alcohol, as if he was in a dream, and he was about to fall to the ground if he was unsteady on his feet.

Fortunately, the other party quickly hugged her into his arms, and before she could speak, she had already taken the initiative to hold his neck, her long arms were like vines, and she hugged him tightly and did not let go.

"You're back, you're really back," she whispered softly to his neck, a slight sob.

The back of his spine stiffened visibly, and the hands hanging beside him hugged her very slowly, gently patting her back to soothe her, but he didn't make a sound.

"You're not going to leave me again, are you?" She clutched his shirt tightly with both hands, not letting go, for fear that he would disappear again as soon as she let go.

The warm palm landed on her waist, tightened silently, rubbed her into her own bones and blood, and the voice overflowed from her throat with difficulty: "I will not leave you again." ”

The temperature of the palm penetrated through the thin fabric, penetrating her skin, and as the blood flowed in every corner of her body, she was cold and silent for many years, and her half-life drifting soul got a place to live and felt warm.

In fact, she is just a woman, she will lose herself in the relationship, and she will go in the wrong direction, why can't she be given a chance to correct and correct her mistakes?

"Pray, don't leave me again, don't leave me and Little Bean Sprouts again, my daughter and I need you!" She muttered vaguely to his neck, the shell that had been strong for so long finally crumbling under the alcohol and a blurry halo on this sunny afternoon.

The shirt was soon soaked with cold tears, clinging to his skin, hot as fire.

In the eyes of everyone, Lu Banxia, who is calm and indifferent, has never been so weak and helpless, even if her soul is torn and shattered, she will stand indifferently in front of the world and smile silently.

At this moment, she was drunk, hugged him, whispered to him "pray", sobbed and begged him not to leave again.

Love to the depths of who is lonely.

In the depths of her love, she has pierced her heart with thousands of arrows, but she still does not give up.

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As the sun sets, the warm sunset is safely scattered on the floor through the clear windows, and some of the dust ripples, like an entangled past, and the movie screen flies through my mind frame by frame, with a faint yellow, like the wind galloping by, leaving infinite amazement.

Lu Banxia was lying on the sofa, covered with a thin blanket, but the collar of his shirt was still wrinkled. The eyelashes are like a faint layer of golden mascara under the light of the setting sun, quietly covering the eyes.

The breath is even, but the brows are tightly locked, as if there is an unhealable wound in the heart, and the haze that cannot be driven away.

Her hand clenched her big palm tightly, and she refused to let go even in her sleep, for fear that he would disappear.

He had been sitting on the couch and watching her, as if he wanted to carve her into his bones, into his soul.

Lu Banxia slowly woke up from his dream, his eyes opened, and his eyes met him little by little

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