Chapter 398: You Are the Legend and Destiny of My Life 5

(Lu Banxia slowly woke up from his dream, his eyes opened, and his eyes looked at him little by little)

The gleeful eyes froze into ice little by little, then gradually shattered, and the bright eyes looked around the empty living room behind him, and in an instant they were dim, like a candle flame extinguished by the wind.

Eyelight was aware of the burning passion in his eyes, and realized that he had been holding his hand tightly, and suddenly let go, avoiding his sharp eyes, and his voice was hoarse: "...... I'm sorry! ”

Xingtian's hands stiffened, his eyes looked at her, and he didn't dare to be presumptuous and upright emotionally, "You drank too much." ”

Drink like a fish?

Lu Banxia's body stiffened, looked up at him again, and said in an affirmative tone: "He's been back, right!" He came back to see me and the little bean sprouts, didn't he? ”

The tone is static, so determined!

She is not so drunk with three glasses of vogart that even people will admit their mistakes.

Although her brain was dizzy, she really remembered the feeling of hugging that back, which was very familiar and real. Even after being apart for so long, she will never forget the feeling they felt when they embraced.

Lu Banxia got up quickly, and was about to go to find the "he" in her mouth, stepping on the ground barefoot, just passing by Xingtian's side, he suddenly got up and grabbed her hand.

"Lu Banxia, when will you be able to recognize the facts? He's gone and never came back! ”

Xing Tian looked at her eyes, without a trace of dodging, and his voice was loud, as if there was conclusive evidence that the person she was thinking about was really gone.

The eyelashes that were as thin as cicada wings suddenly trembled, and he looked at him with cold eyes again, losing the gentleness and politeness of the past, "You go!" ”

The hand, forcefully pulled out of his palm.

"You're still waiting for him!" Xing Tian stared at her, with a thick sense of loss in his eyes, "You cut your hair, you want to continue to lie to yourself, and when your hair grows, he will come back to you?" ”

"If he is really alive, how can he be willing to leave you and the child alone?" As he spoke, he reached out to touch her long ear-length hair, but Lu Banxia quickly dodged to avoid his hand.

Except for that person, she doesn't like to have intimate acts with anyone of the opposite sex!

Lu Banxia never knew how much her subtle move hurt Xingtian's heart.

Lu Chuan never knew that his words were poking at Lu Banxia's most painful weakness. After such a long persistence, he did not die, and he will definitely come back. Whenever she loses sleep in the dark room in the dead of night, she asks herself over and over again-

If he was still alive, why didn't he come back to him?

At the beginning, he thought that the little bean sprouts were not his own child, and he could take care of himself, if he was still alive now, why didn't he appear in front of his eyes?

She knows that she is withdrawn and arrogant by nature, her personality is not gentle enough, and she is not gentle enough for other women, she demands perfection too much in her relationship, and she can't tolerate sand in her eyes, she knows that she has given him very little before, she knows that she is wrong, she tries to change herself, don't be so cold and hard and unpleasant, she can also try to be good to him, but all this has to be based on his return!

If it was just her, how could she possibly do it?

Lu Banxia, who had been silent for a long time, spoke slowly, his eyes slowly looked at him, not stained with dust and no emotions, "Regardless of whether he will return to me or not, since the day I decided to separate from him, I never thought that I would have to go with someone else in this life!" You're right, I still love him, even if we mess with each other, I still love him. He is the father of my daughter, and the love of my life! ”

Xing Tian looked at her in a daze, and finally heard her admit that she loved Li Yueqi positively, and heard her admit that the child was Li Yueqi, even if all this was in his eyes from the beginning, and now when he heard her talk about it with his own ears, his heart was still surging with sadness and loss.

Sometimes he wonders, if something really happened to them, isn't it?

But he never regretted the stopping, because they couldn't cross the threshold of their conscience!

It's just that seeing her now, it's distressing, really distressing.

In front of everyone, she is well disguised, eating and sleeping normally, taking care of the little bean sprouts, and she is unprecedentedly calm, but inadvertently her eyes will still unintentionally leak her emotions.

It was a deep longing and attachment to another person, deep in the marrow and bones, obviously on the verge of collapse, but still holding on.

While Lu Banxia was punishing herself, she was not punishing those of them who cared about her.

"Half Summer"

"You go!" Lu Banxia interrupted him, the light of the sunset dimmed, and the wind blowing in from the open window carried a hint of coolness, seeing the stitches drilling into people's hearts, "If you don't want to break off the friendship between us, you can leave!" ”

Xing Tian looked at her in a daze for a long time, the dim light in his eyes was almost desperate, and after the dead room sank into darkness, he left silently.

Hearing the sound of "bang" closing the door, Lu Banxia came back to his senses and hurriedly chased him out.

It's just that she didn't come out to chase the punishment day, but went to the next door.

Standing in front of the unclosed door, his brows furrowed, his fingers held on the cold metal for a long time, and he mustered up the courage to push the door open.

Since Li Yueqi left, she had never entered this house again, even when she gave the key to Xue Qian, she had never come.

It's not that she doesn't want to come, but she doesn't dare, she is afraid to see the house where Li Yueqi lived, the things she used, and the river embankment full of thoughts will eventually burst, and she will have no skills to return to the sky.

The whole world is denying her intuition, everyone says that he is gone, but she doesn't believe it, paranoid believes that he is still okay and that he will come back.

The black and white style house, so simple that it couldn't be simpler, is Li Yueqi's favorite style. White shirts hung on the balcony, washed and blown in the breeze, and a faint scent of laundry detergent was waving.

Lu Banxia stepped barefoot in the cold place, and walked into the living room step by step, his eyes contained a thick mist, his white teeth biting his tender lips, and all his emotions were choked in his throat, uncomfortable!

Xue Qianrang had just taken a bath, and a bath towel was wrapped around his body, and he raised his eyebrows when he saw her: "Are you awake?" ”

The moment he saw Xue Qianrang, Lu Banxia's heart sank to the bottom of the deep and cold lake, his red eyes were moist and flowing, and he stubbornly refused to fall.

Is it really not him?

Is it really just a dream?

I kept asking myself this question in my heart, but I couldn't get a positive answer.

"Xingtian is gone?" Xue Qianrang saw that she looked sick and approached her, "Hey! You're all right, are you? "How do you look like she's going to cry!

No way!

How could Lu Banxia, a woman made of diamonds, cry?!

"It's not that I said you, if you can't drink it, don't force it to drink with that surnamed Lu! If you drink too much, you will go crazy with alcohol, and you will be noisy to shave your head for a while, and then you will hold Xingtian and call Li Yueqi, if I hadn't stopped you, you would not have a hair now! And next time, don't hold a man and call another man's name. You didn't even see Xingtian's green face, thanks to Xingtian's good temper, I ...... it early."

Xue Qian let Lu Banxia wipe his hair with a towel at the same time, and it was a little strange to notice that she had not made a sound, and he was shocked when he looked up.

Lu Banxia stood in place as stiff as a stake, his eyes that had always been cold had already been overflowing with tears, Bai Xi's skin was full of teardrops, and he didn't make a sound at all, but it made people's hearts clenched together, almost shattered.

"What are you crying about?" If Lu Banxia was still so indifferent and indifferent, Xue Qian was okay, as soon as he saw Lu Banxia crying, he was really frightened, and he didn't know what to do.

I haven't known each other for a long time, but Xue Qianrang also understands that it is very difficult to make Lu Jingang cry, especially in front of people.

"You, don't cry......" Xue Qian let hold the towel in his hand, handed it to her, didn't hand it to her, and reached out to wipe away the cool tears on her cheeks, the coolness penetrated his skin and was cold to the bottom of his heart. Don't cry, I won't scold you, can't you? ”

"I hate you! Xue Qianrang, I hate you! The choked voice escaped from her throat with difficulty, and the liquid in her eye sockets continued to overflow, this was the first time she said the truest emotions in her heart without concealment.

From the first time she said it, Xue Qian let the towel in his hand fall to the ground, and his body stood stiffly in place, looking at her with uneasiness and guilt in his eyes.

She hated herself, he knew it, but now that she heard her say it with her own ears, she was so sad.

Xue Qian sadly found that he didn't want Lu Banxia to hate himself at all!

"Yes, yes, I'm sorry......" Xue Qian let the stammering Dao apologize, at a loss in front of her, in addition to being sorry, he really didn't know what else he could do for her.

I don't want your sorry, I want him back! Why do you have to hurt him so badly, why do you have to make it impossible for him to come back to me?

Do you know Lu Dao, in the days without him, I eat and sleep with Xiaodou sprouts like me, and live an ordinary and ordinary life for a lifetime.

But I live like this, and every day has nothing to do with happiness!

Xue Qianrang stood in front of her, his arms were mechanical, unnaturally and gently hugged her, "I'm sorry, sister......"

This is the first time he has hugged Lu Banxia, and it is also the first time he has called her - sister!

……

In fact, Lu Banxia understood in her heart, it was better to hate herself than to complain about Xue Qian, and Li Yueqi chose to stay by her side again and again, she didn't think about the relationship between them properly, embraced her self-esteem and face, and rejected him out of her heart, until she really lost him, and regretted it.

Xue Qianrang didn't know about their relationship at all, let alone that he was his sister, he had his own position in life, and they were all strangers to each other at that time.

If we could have anticipated today's scene, perhaps everyone would have taken a step back and left a beautiful foreshadowing for each other.

The young master asked for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket******************

After getting drunk and sobbing that afternoon, Lu Banxia was still the same Lu Banxia, cold and detached, strong and proud, without any abnormality. Even if the punishment day comes, she can deal with it calmly.

Xue Qianrang said that she was drunk that day, hugged Xingtian and called Li Yueqi's name, and cried on Xingtian's neck.

For such words, Lu Banxia didn't believe it!

Whether it's said that she is stubborn or stubborn, or that she is superstitious, there is a voice in her heart telling herself that Li Yueqi is still there, and he has really come back!

With such a belief, Lu Banxia ushered in the wedding of Lu Zijin and Lu Chuan.

The wedding was a month later, the weather entered the early summer, the sky was crisp, the wind was beautiful, and the wedding venue was set in the green space of the private club, Western food.

Lu Banxia still didn't bring the little bean sprouts that day, and the driver Xue Qianrang continued to follow her, who was also her male companion.

Maybe Lu Banxia cried in front of him that day, Xue Qian made this month very good for her, although he still scolded her vigorously, and complained that she destroyed his home, but in life, he became more and more considerate, took care of people, and treated Xiaodou Sprouts as a 100% qualified uncle.

Lu Zijin got married, Yao Yu was happy to smile no matter how unhappy she was, with the experience of the previous full moon banquet, she did not target Lu Banxia at the wedding, she was polite, most of the time she was greeting guests, and she didn't have time to pay attention to Lu Banxia.

Lu Banxia and Xue Qian asked for a secluded place, she reached out for champagne, and before her fingertips touched the glass, a glass of juice had been stuffed into her hand.

"What kind of wine? Drink juice! Xue Qian raised his eyebrows, a commanding tone.

Lu Banxia thought of the previous drunken gaffe, if you talk too much after drinking, you will lose if you talk too much, and it's okay not to drink. She quietly sipped the juice, saw the bride and groom appear, and thought of a sentence - the most beautiful moment in a woman's life is the day she becomes a bride.

This sentence is indeed true.

Lu Zijin was wearing a holy wedding dress, wearing light makeup, her long hair was pulled up and wearing a diamond crown, and the corners of her mouth were filled with a bride's smile, which was indeed beautiful.

Compared with Lu Zijin's beauty, Lu Chuan was much more cold and silent, not only with a cold face, but also with a frown, which did not make people feel his joy as a groom at all.

Xue Qianrang saw that her eyes had been staring at Lu Zijin, and thought, "What? I regret that I didn't have a wedding with Li Yueqi in the first place? ”

Lu Banxia glanced at him and didn't answer. In fact, she doesn't mind whether there is a wedding or whether she has worn a wedding dress. What she cared about was that the person wasn't by her side, and they never seemed to really make any promises to each other.

For example, the promise of being together for a lifetime!

Lu Chuan knew that Lu Banxia would definitely come back today, she must be standing in a corner watching all this happen. Therefore, he didn't look for Lu Banxia's back, and in his heart he thought that she had been looking at herself and deceiving herself, and she would still feel a little sad for herself at this wedding.

"How long do you plan to stay in the capital?" Lu Banxia thought about it for more than two months since Xue Qian let him go to the national capital, almost three months, and he had nothing to do, so he couldn't go on like this.

"I don't know what to do." Xue Qian replied casually, seeing her eyes shooting, she shrugged her shoulders innocently: "My mother and my father divorced, and now all her thoughts are on the company, she is a person who doesn't like others to go against her will." Before, I was dissatisfied with her arrangement of my marriage, which made her very unhappy, and I guess now I am waiting to see that I am desperate to draw a line with my father, go back to England and beg her, and then obediently listen to her arrange to marry a noble daughter, and then let me take over the company! ”

"Then ......" Lu Banxia hesitated for a moment, paying attention to the wording: "How is Mr. Xue now?" ”

Xue Qian let his lips hook his lips and smiled disapprelicly, "My dad can tolerate my mom for so many years, if you think that he is just a little white face who eats soft rice, you are very wrong!" Over the years, he has been taking my mother's back to invest in a friend's company and find other women! Now that he is divorced from my mother, it is estimated that he is living more freely than before! ”

Although Xue Qianrang's words belittled Xue Zhiwen very badly, forbearance is not a skill!

After all, not everyone can tolerate it for a lifetime.

Lu Banxia's eyes inadvertently swept over Yao Yu who was greeting in the crowd, and a complex emotion came to his heart. So how did Yao Yu grit her teeth and endure it for so many years?

The oath is taken, the ring exchange ceremony is over, the bride is going to the lounge to change clothes, and the groom is greeting the guests.

At this time, a servant came up to her and said that the bride had invited her to the lounge.

"The weasel didn't have a good heart to give the chicken a New Year's greeting, I'll accompany you!" Xue Qian let her see Lu Zijin alone.

"Don't you keep calling me Lu Jingang, and you're afraid that I'll be bullied?" Lu Banxia drank the last half cup of juice and stuffed the empty cup back into his hand.

Xue Qian raised his eyebrows: "I'm afraid that you will lose my face." ”

"My surname is Lu, your surname is Xue, no matter how embarrassed I am, I can't lose your face!" Lu Banxia dropped a sentence as if it were true or false, and walked to the bride's lounge with the maid.

"The dog bites Lu Dongbin, and he doesn't know the hearts of good people!" Xue Qianrang stared at her back and scolded, but his eyebrows were smiling. She is right, Diamond is still afraid of being bullied by someone, but she is too worried!

He turned around and picked up the wine glass on the side and drank it, anyway, Lu Banxia's physical condition has been good recently, and he hasn't seen her faint again, so it shouldn't be a big problem to let her drive when he goes back next time.

The young master asks for the dividing line of the recommendation ticket********************

When Lu Banxia arrived at the bridal lounge, Lu Zijin had just changed into a red dress, and the makeup artist wanted to help her touch up her makeup and change her style.

"Sit down and talk to me for a while." Lu Zijin walked to the table and poured two glasses of water, one for Lu Banxia and one for himself.

Lu Banxia didn't refuse, sat down on the sofa, and as for the glass of water she poured, she didn't drink it at a glance.

Lu Zijin sat down opposite her, and seeing that she didn't drink water, she showed a bright and moving smile: "Afraid that I will poison you?" ”

"If you have anything to say, just say it." Lu Banxia changed the subject.

Lu Zijin pursed her lips and smiled and didn't speak immediately, she drank a few sips of water to moisten her throat, she hadn't eaten anything since this morning, and now she is so hungry that she can't eat, she can only drink water.

"Actually, there is nothing very important, I just want to talk to you, after all, we will leave the national capital soon, away from your world." The voice was light and light, neither good nor bad, "Congratulations to you Lu Banxia, you have successfully expelled us from your world. ”

Lu Banxia didn't speak, today she was wearing a dress, her knees were together, she was leaning, her arms were casually wrapped around her chest, and she looked at Lu Zijin with inquiring eyes, and she always felt that she was a little different recently!

Lu Zijin knew what she was strange about, and she had no intention of explaining, because they said they were sisters, but they weren't even friends.

"Before last night, I actually thought about running away from the marriage, don't want today's wedding, because he married me for you, which is a great humiliation for me!" Lu Zijin opened his mouth slowly, but the cup in his hand was not put down, "But in the morning I changed my mind." Even if he doesn't like me anymore and hates me anymore, I have to keep him by my side for the sake of my children, even if I pretend to be a good father and husband! And, over time, in the absence of you, he will make a difference to me, and I am willing to change for him and for my children to have a complete home! ”

"What does this have to do with me?" After Lu Banxia listened, he spoke indifferently.

Lu Zijin chuckled: "It has nothing to do with you, but I still thank you a little!" He wouldn't have married me without you! I'm bent on fighting with you and grabbing you, but you have never put me in your eyes for so many years, no matter what it is, as long as I have touched it, you can easily abandon it, which really makes me very angry, and I have always resented you. ”

You want to compare with the other party, compete with each other, win or lose, but the other party never takes you seriously, what a hurtful thing!

If Lu Banxia had taken her in his eyes and really had a win or loss with her, maybe she wouldn't have been persistent for so many years!

"I don't fight with anyone, and I don't care if I fight with anyone!" It's not just Lu Zijin, it's anyone. In Lu Banxia's cognition, you don't need to fight for what belongs to you, and what really belongs to you can't be fought for by others, and you can't take it away.

"I know it." Lu Zijin took a sip of water, paused for a few seconds and said, "You have always been arrogant, and you value pride and self-esteem more than life, otherwise, you will not lose Li Yueqi now!" ”

A person who regards self-esteem as more important than life, how should he choose between love and life?

When Lu Banxia heard the second half of her words, his eyes couldn't help but be cold, his expression was unnatural, he picked up the glass of water on the table and sipped it lightly.

looked as usual, but this subtle movement already showed that Lu Zijin's words touched her weakness that she didn't want to be known.

"Finished?" Lu Banxia gathered his mind, put down the water glass, and said in a deep voice: "After speaking, can I go!" ”

Before she got up, she heard Lu Zijin speak impatiently: "Lu Banxia, I really don't want to fight with you anymore, I also want to have a new start!" I want you to do the math when you talk, and that's what my kids should have. ”

Lu Banxia's share of the Lu family's shares is not small, she is not from the Lu family, she is not worthy of owning this share, Lu Zijin wants to leave more things for her children!

In fact, at this point, Lu Banxia can understand Lu Zijin's mood, and what Lu Zijin values is actually nothing in his eyes, and his thin lips are lightly hooked: "I will let the lawyer deal with this matter as soon as possible!" ”

The sound fell, and he got up and was about to leave

Lu Zijin got up and looked at her back, and asked abruptly, "You don't want to know what happened between me and Li Yueqi?" ”

Her words successfully made Lu Banxia stop and look back at her, her cold eyes were well understood.

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Young Master: I deliberately wrote an extra 164 words to think about the high (tide) of the card, no thanks! Please call me the Red Scarf!

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