Shen Chaoxi directly took off the corsage, and a voice as warm as jade sounded, "I'm sorry Xiaoyu, I don't think I can marry you anymore!" ”

Mu Xiaoyu brushed the pear blossoms with rain, and sobbed in a low voice, "Ah Chao, what are you talking about?" Don't you love me? Didn't you propose to me? Didn't you say you wanted to be with me forever? ”

This tone, this tone, completely treat me very differently!

"Wood whispering! Don't you understand? I added fuel to the fire and said, "Dr. Shen doesn't love you now, it's useless for you to cry pitifully!" ”

"Shut up!" Mu Xiaoyu roared: "Pei Sansan, I have no grudge against you, why do you want to do this?" Are you happy to see that I am not happy? ”

This questioned, I whistled a little hooligan: "And let you really say it right, you will kill yourself if you do too much injustice, my revenge is extremely strong, and my revenge has a long hidden period, I remember who owes me, and now I see that you are not happy, I am happy, isn't it, Sunan?" ”

Sunan was stunned, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly: "Yes, as long as you are happy, you can treat others however you want!" I don't think it's revenge! ”

"Sunan, you're sick, aren't you?" Mu Xiaoyu's voice was high-pitched: "Look at her, a madman, what do you like about her!" ”

"Whisper!" Shen Chaoxi said lightly: "I'm fed up, the two of us are not suitable, you don't love me, what you love is only material, what you love is just enjoying my love for you, I'm sorry, I failed you!" ”

A good man is always a good man, rejects others, and takes all the responsibility on himself, in fact, I like Shen Chaoxi to be gentle and elegant, and his smile is very warm, but all this was ruined by Mu Xiaoyu, love can not only destroy a woman, love can also destroy a man, I am so bad-hearted, I hope Shen Chaoxi will not understand too late.

Mu Xiaoyu heard Shen Chaoxi's words, where can he take care of me, and grabbed Shen Chaoxi, "Ah Chao, it's not neither, I love you now, I really love you!" ”

Shen Chaoxi brushed Mu Xiaoyu's hand, "You love me, if you really love me, you won't invite Sunan, Xiaoyu, I know you too well, you invited him to come just to tell him that you are living happily now, let him take Sansan here, it is nothing more than to tell Qin Dongli that Sansan is a person who thinks differently, you are still unwilling, after so many years, you are still unwilling!" Who is your love in your heart, don't let me say it, I don't want to tear my face with you, we are still friends! ”

"Smack!" After Shen Chaoxi finished speaking, he put the corsage on the table, turned around and ran out.

Mu Xiaoyu screamed hysterically behind him, but it didn't call him back!

Since that's the case, then I can go, I reached out and put my hand on Sunan's arm and laughed extremely cruelly: "Excuse me, everyone, you can do it yourself!" ”

Gorgeous came to exit gorgeously, went out, smiled away, Qin Dongli stood not far away, looking at me directly, I wanted to let go of Sunan's arm, Sunan tightened his arm and brought me to Sunan, "Mr. Qin, come to pick up Sansan?" ”

Qin Dongxuan's cold voice said indifferently: "There is labor!" As he spoke, he had a bag in his hand, and he took out a pair of flat shoes from the bag, squatted at my feet, and changed my shoes.

Then he straightened up, took my hand out of Sunan's arm, and looked at me expressionlessly, "Go home!" ”

My heart trembled, and the shoes under my feet reminded me that Qin Dongli was very dissatisfied with me now, and on the basis of this dissatisfaction, he wanted to deliberately please me and suppress himself!

"I still have a job...", the voice was a little quieter, but I still instinctively wanted to resist.

Qin Dongli hugged me in his arms, licked my earlobe and looked like a kiss in my ear, but it was a threat: "Mrs. Qin, my tolerance is limited, don't challenge my tolerance limit anymore, I have reached the extreme line for you, I can tolerate you having male friends, but I can't tolerate you kissing others under my nose, don't forget, you promised me, say that you love me, only love me alone!" ”

I tilted my head, I never realized that he was so terrible, I hesitated: "I made an appointment with the doctor, I want to go to the hospital!" ”

I don't know where I got the courage to do it with him, but, it seems that if I don't do it with him, I can't suppress the heartache, I've been lying to myself, I'm not good at all, I've been lying to myself, since Yang Lingxuan died, I have been seriously injured and broken, and recently I have seen all the people become like me, desperate for life, and still struggling.

I thought, if I had been like this earlier, and had become so unreasonable earlier, would Yang Lingxuan not have to die?

I'm thinking, if I had become extremely strong and had a lot of money, I would have been able to keep Yang Lingxuan?

So all this is caused by me, so all this is caused by my weakness and incompetence, I blame others, in fact, the culprit is myself, my weakness and incompetence make me lose Yang Lingxuan, he obviously even if he doesn't love me, he will be with me, if I realized this earlier, I don't want to love Qin Dongxuan, I will pester him, he will definitely not leave me.

In fact, I am the big fool, obviously I have happiness, let it slip out of my hands, why did Yang Lingxuan die? Five years ago, he didn't die, why did he suddenly hear that He Jinrong was married and he was going to die, because, I was not by his side anymore, he must have thought that I would be with Qin Donglian, and he was the only one in his world, so he jumped down so desperately, because no one cared about him, because I didn't tell him, "Sir, why don't I dance with you, we also have a companion!" ”

Qin Dongli tightened his hand: "I hired a personal doctor, let's go home!" ”

Suddenly, my heart was like ashes, others don't deserve to die, the most damned is me, a voice in my head kept telling me that Yang Lingxuan was very lonely, he was waiting for you, even if you sent everyone to him, what he wanted was just you.

Suddenly, tears flowed down his face, he shook off Qin Donglian's hand, picked up his skirt, and ran to the elevator, pressing the elevator in a hurry, Qin Donglian's call couldn't call me back.

I think Yang Lingxuan, but ...... The more I thought about him, the more I realized that I had lost him, completely lost him, he would never come back, he would not smile at me, he would not be verbose at me, I would never see him again...

I had even forgotten what he looked like, and even his ruffian smile had become blurred, and there was only one voice, and he would wave to me and say, no matter what happened to our family, it was someone else's fault, and she didn't have anything wrong.

Oh, yes! My heart is like a barren, in the boundless desolation, I can't see a trace of green, suddenly, a green towering tree rises from the ground, I see hope, see, redemption, I desperately hold him, hold him and don't let him leave, I am afraid that as soon as he leaves, let me be alone on the desolation, during the period, there are other green, because of my curiosity, because of my hesitation, the towering tree that originally belonged to me, collapsed, all this is my fault, everything is my own fault, it is mine, do not cherish it.

Out of the hotel gate, I ran away in a panic, got into a taxi, reported a place name, and I also went home, only at home has its smell, even if the smell is getting weaker and weaker, there are memories that I share with him.

Back to Huijingyuan's house, this place is the place where I have the most memories with Yang Lingxuan, he always plays a scoundrel, let me change the way to cook something for him to eat, and he picks his mouth when he eats, this is not good, why is it not good at that time, why did I at that time, I don't know that all this is a trap designed by him for me, for me to live a good life alone!

I hesitated, looking around, until the doorbell rang, I held my head, wiped away my tears, what should come is always coming, I opened the door, the person who appeared at the door surprised me a little!

Ling Wenjing saw me and asked, "Isn't it inconvenient for me to go in?" ”

I suddenly woke up and gave up my position: "Please come in!" ”

Ling Wenjing looked at the room because I was beside her, and opened my mouth stiffly, "Ling ......" I don't know what I should call her, I didn't protect her son......

Ling Wenjing seemed to see my restraint and relieved me: "If you don't mind, you can call me aunt, of course, if you mind, when I didn't say anything!" ”

"Aunt Ling, please take a seat!" I quietly wiped the corners of my eyes again: "The house is a little messy, Yang Lingxuan was very clean when he was there, I'm lazy!" ”

Ling Wenjing smiled very kindly: "You don't have to be nervous, I had too many misunderstandings about you before, I just came here today to see you, and there is no malice!" ”

I saw her sit down, leaning on the sofa, and slowly leaning on the edge of the sofa, "I didn't touch the money Yang Lingxuan gave me, you give me your account, I will return the money to you, this house is also Yang Lingxuan's, he has now transferred it to me, I can also return it to you!" ”

I clenched my fists a little nervously, lowered my head and didn't dare to look at Ling Wenjing, and whispered, "I have a small request, I wonder if Aunt Ling can promise me?" ”

"What do you ask you to say!"

Hearing her words, I slowly raised my head and knelt in front of her: "I can do without all this, please give me a chance to see Ling Chen anytime and anywhere!" I know this request, it may be a bit absurd, but ...... I ......"

Ling Chen is exactly the same as Yang Ling Chen, I sometimes think that if Yang Lingxuan hadn't been ruined, his smile would have been so warm, and he would have become a gentle and elegant person.

"I can't promise you!" Ling Wenjing mercilessly refused.

As soon as I fell to the ground, I choked up: "I'm sorry, my request may be a little abrupt, I know, I shouldn't take Ling Chen as Yang Lingxuan, I know ......"

Yang Lingxuan is dead, I have no sustenance to survive, he appeared in the early morning, he is so like Yang Lingxuan, I just want to look at him from afar, I just want to say a few words to him, that's all...

Maybe it's because I have too many extravagant expectations, that's why Ling Wenjing rejected me so resolutely, shouldn't people like me have happiness? Mom is dead, Yang Lingxuan is dead, and his biological father loves Xinjueluo. Mohe: Because I can no longer lift heavy objects on my wrists.

If anyone who is really involved with me will not end well, maybe I don't deserve happiness, and I shouldn't have the same happiness!

With tears in my eyes, I laughed out loud: "I'm sorry, Aunt Ling, it's already the biggest concession for you to ask me to call you Auntie, I shouldn't ask for too much, I don't have much malice...... I really just want to see him openly when I just want to see him...... That's it...... "Yes, I can't see him a few times, it's probably just that, I just want to see him openly, that kid is exactly the same as Yang Lingxuan!"

Ling Wenjing's voice was as usual: "It's really just like this, there won't be any other ideas?" ”

Other ideas?

"No ........." I took a deep breath: "Not much, I won't go to see him anytime and anywhere, at most once or twice, I have never seen Yang Lingxuan's unscrupulous appearance, I have never seen him smile very warmly, I think if ...... Without all the previous things, he will be like the early morning, smiling like the morning sun, which is desirable and warm........."

"You love him so much?" Ling Wenjing asked softly, "You love Yang Lingxuan very much?" If you love him? Why are you with Qin Dongli again? ”

"He doesn't love me!" I think my words seem a little bleak, but it's a fact, I have to say: "He doesn't love me, if he loves me, nothing will happen, he loves He Jinrong, he loves He Jinrong who destroyed him, not me, so ...... When someone loves me, I can't help but sink because I want to be loved too......"

Ling Wenjing sighed deeply and stroked my head: "We are all wrong, Yang Lingxuan doesn't love He Jinrong, if he really loves He Jinrong, I won't object!" ”

"Didn't you fall in love with He Jinrong?" I raised my voice unacceptably: "Impossible, he broke with the family for He Jinrong, because He Jinrong got married, he would jump off Suzhou Creek, everything is He Jinrong!" ”

Ling Wenjing helped me up and pulled me to sit next to her: "But it's really him, I have no reason to object, because it's not him, so I desperately don't want to agree, I don't want to forgive him, and I even don't hesitate to fall out with his father, and then leave the country with the early morning!" ”

Not him? Why is Yang Ling so painful? I'm confused, I'm confused, what the hell is going on with all this?

Ling Wenjing said helplessly: "He Jinrong is just a disguise, he loves someone else, a person I can't accept!" So he is rebellious, stubborn, persistent, tendoned to the end, and can no longer love others! ”

The version is always different, Ling Wenjing tried to wipe away the tears that fell from me: "You must be curious, who is that person, right?" ”

"I'm not curious!" If I've seen that person, it's only An Bailun, why can't I fall in love with An Bailun? Not curious about who that person is, I just want to know why they can't love each other!

Ling Wenjing smiled bitterly: "You are not curious because you have the answer in your heart, but you don't know how cruel the answer is, my son is dead, but the humiliation is still there!" ”

"Why can't An Bailun and Yang Lingxuan fall in love with each other?" I'm not curious, I have to get to the bottom of things.

Ling Wenjing looked at me kindly: "You are a good girl, Yang Lingxuan didn't fall in love with you is his loss, Yang Lingxuan and his father sent him to a mental hospital, in fact, I know, I also know what he suffered in it, even so, but he still can't let go of the love in his heart, it was his persistence that killed him, He Jinrong This is a fuse, he has been suppressed for a long time, I know ......"

"I also know that Ann Bailun likes him...... It was just him from the beginning...... Yang Lingxuan also likes him... But they can't be together...... Society is progressing, homosexuality is not scary, what is scary is ......"

Ling Wenjing seemed to have a lot of courage before he spit out his last words: "What is terrible is blood...... An Bailun and Yang Lingxuan are related by blood, they are brothers, and An Bailun is Yang Lingxuan's elder brother...... Ann Bailun is my sister's child...... So ......"

Cousins, blood!

Bloodline is indeed a gap that cannot be bridged!

I opened my mouth and said, "But no one ever told me that...... I don't know that's the case...... An Bailun, he loves Yang Lingxuan very much......"

"What's the use of love? They tried to leave, two people left! He Jinrong is a cover for them, they are very smart, but when a person escapes from the battle, he becomes unsmart...... You should know who the fleeing person is...... Ann Bailun ......"

"In a foreign country, no one will know, they will be happy, live together, and if things work out, they will live happily together, alas...... No matter how strong the love is, in the desperate love, only one person works hard, and the others are in vain..."

"I don't know which of them became deserters, anyway, if they didn't come together in the end, Yang Lingxuan would go crazy......"

I said incredulously, "Is this the truth of the matter?" Why is this happening? ”

"Yes, this is the so-called truth, the truth of the matter is that Yang Lingxuan has never given up An Bailun, the two of them are torturing each other, the two of them are angry, see who they can support, and in the end Yang Lingxuan lost!"

"Silly boy!" Ling Wenjing touched my head: "No one killed him, it was he who killed himself!" He Jinrong just mentally accelerated his pace of facing death! ”

"So don't blame anyone else, blame himself...... Can you see what I mean? Ling Wenjing said to me gently. I asked you to see you in the early morning, just to let you let go of all this, I have also checked what you have done in the past few days, enough, live a good life, Yang Lingxuan is dead, everything is over, He Jinrong handed it over to me, you live a good life, I don't want anything Yang Lingxuan gave you, he can leave these things to you, it is enough to show your position in his mind, I also thank you for so many years, by his side, as for the early morning, you can see anytime and anywhere, and you will return to Shanghai in the early morning, you can meet at any time, I will not obstruct you! ”

In an instant, all my hard work, all my persistence, turned into a joke.

Yang Lingxuan's death was his own doing, falling in love with someone he shouldn't love, even if the person who killed him had nothing to do with him.

My life seems to have lost its focus...... If so, wouldn't I be able to stop living in this world!

No...... I was the one to blame for his death...... If so, it's me who should go down to accompany him...

I shook my head and refused: "No...... Aunt Ling...... Yang Lingxuan told me that what he likes is He Jinrong, so what he likes is He Jinrong...... I will live a good life, solve everything, I will live a good life, thank you for your generosity, thank you for coming to me in the early hours of the morning! ”

"You have to learn to let go...... Do you understand? You still have a long way to go, don't let hatred blind you! Ling Wenjing persuaded me bitterly and said: "There are still many changes in your life, and there are many surprises, you are Pei Yining's daughter, your life will be gorgeous, don't dwell on the past, go and see the world, you will find that the world will be very beautiful, I have let it go, what else can you not let go?" ”

"Thank you, Aunt Ling! I want to rest! ”

Ling Wenjing let out a long sigh and got up: "Then you have a good rest, I'll go back first, and I'll handle everything from He Jinrong!" ”

I sent Ling Wenjing to the door and said goodbye to her, just as Qin Dongli came panting and took a look at Ling Wenjing, Ling Wenjing told him to take good care of me, his eyes were deep, and he responded: "Thank you, Mr. Ling, I will naturally take care of my wife!" ”

As soon as Qin Dongli entered the house, I stood on my tiptoes, hugged him and kissed him, the kiss burst into tears, Qin Dongli also let me mess around, and finally held me in his arms and asked me in a low voice: "What's going on?" Whoever you off and runs away without a sound, you don't know how worried I am! ”

"Qin Dongli, do you still love me?" I broke free from his arms and asked aloud, "Do you love me?" Even if I have nothing and nothing, will you love me? ”

Qin Dongli smiled dotingly: "I love you, the kind that I love very much, the kind that I love very much, and I love the kind that can't live without you!" ”

"If I'm going to die, will you go with me?" Yang Lingxuan loves someone so much, I don't know who he loves, whether he loves An Bailun or He Jinrong, saying that An Bailun, who died with him, can live well in this world, and He Jinrong, who doesn't love him and uses him, still lives well in this world.

And I can't find anyone in my world who loves me, nothing is wrong with Yang Lingxuan's death, I don't know what I should do in my life at all...... Before this, I still had a belief that I wanted all those involved in Yang Lingxuan's death to be punished, and after Ling Wenjing came to me, I found that I had lost this belief...... When I found out I was the culprit, I didn't have that belief either!

There was only one thought in my head...... It's time for me to go find Yang Lingxuan! It's time for me to go find Yang Lingxuan......

Qin Dongli smiled and comforted me: "What stupid words, our misunderstanding has just been explained, don't you want to live a rich and profligate life?" We're all going to live well! Don't be cranky, obedient ......"

I love you, but I'm not going to die for you!! No matter how beautiful the love words are, I won't die for you, Qin Dongli means here......

Yes...... This is the principle, no one in this world can live without them......

I threw myself into Qin Donglian's arms and kissed him on the face indiscriminately, "You say you love, then you love me......"

"Good ......"

Without a support in my heart, I seemed to have lost interest in everything.

Nesting at home all day, Sunan told me that the company has entered the official track, and Qin Dongli has helped a lot!

I'm at home, waiting for Qin Dongli, I didn't do anything, I didn't do anything...... I don't know why I'm waiting for him, I know as if I'm making it up to him, and in the time I have left, I seem to be making up, making up for what, I don't know......

He and I didn't say a word about what happened at Shen Chaoxi's wedding scene, it was as if it had never happened, and he and I never seemed to have quarreled.

Qin Dongli looked at me sleeping on the bed, and sighed almost imperceptibly: "If you are free today, let's get the marriage certificate again!" What do you think? Mrs. Qin! ”

"Besides, I'm tired, I want to sleep!" Stretched out his hand to pull the quilt and closed his eyes: "If you have time, you can lie down with me for a while, I can't sleep without you now!" "Vulnerability and loss like never before!

"Good!" Qin Dongli immediately lay down and held me in his arms: "That's right! Mr. Ling called me and said, she wants to invite you to dinner, and there is still early morning, will you go? Qin Dongli asked me casually: "It seems that you haven't been out for a long time, and this opportunity is good!" ”

"No need, it's not Yang Lingxuan in the early morning, even if it looks like him, it's not him!"

Qin Dongli didn't speak, in his arms, he closed his eyes, he couldn't sleep!

Just over a century later, he slowly got up and left the room, the door of which was not closed, as if he were talking on the phone outside.

The content of the phone call made me open my eyes at once, and he said: "Dr. Jiang, the so-called psychological intervention treatment, I have been very cooperative with you to lie, why is the effect so insignificant, she is not good at all!" ”

I don't know what I said over there, Qin Dongli was a little excited: "She has now appeared to be not interested in anything, didn't you say that when all the truth is revealed, she will still be the same as her, I created a truth for her, why did she become loveless?" ”

"No matter what you say, her mood has reached its lowest point now, if she has any accidents, you will be ruined and you will get nothing!"

Then Qin Dongli pushed the door into the house, I quickly closed my eyes, pretended that nothing had happened, and continued to sleep!

At night, I told Qin Dongli that I wanted to eat rice dumplings in Jiading North, Qin Dongli also laughed at me like a child, I made trouble and asked him to go out to buy it for me, he had no choice, took the car keys and went out, when I was leaving, I also specially told him that there was some stomach acid, and asked him to bring me some snacks.

Hearing this, his gaze stayed on my stomach, nodded, and left happily.

As soon as he went out, I followed him out and created a truth?

Everything I know is not the truth, Qin Dongli just wants me to let go of all this, he doesn't want me to know the real truth, what is he hiding?

Min Rou, Jiang Han's assistant, she looked at me with a teacup, and I directly handed over a paper bag, "Here is 100,000 yuan, I want to know the truth of the matter, I ...... Isn't it still in a dream? Is it still intervening? ”