00163 When it comes: I can't live
Min Rou was stunned, her eyes flickered, and she didn't dare to look directly at me: "Miss Pei, I don't know what you're talking about, you are not my patient, you are Dr. Jiang's patient!" What can I find him! ”
Don't dare to look directly? Then it means that there is more problem, get the money back: "Min Rou, from the countryside, you really want to be based in Shanghai, but you don't have money, 100,000 yuan may be less, not as good as 1 million, how about it?" ”
Min Rou and light gathered, money can make ghosts grind, not to mention that she is really a poor person, I also came from the poor, and I know the benefits of money.
Seeing her like this, there is a play, step by step: "It's very simple, I just want to know if I'm intervening in the treatment now, or rather, from beginning to end, it's all a conspiracy!" ”
Min Rou's hand clenched tightly, I knew she was struggling, she was struggling with herself,
1 million, struggle for a lifetime, with this 1 million, she can go out for further study, and when she comes back from further study, she is not a small helper.
"It's very simple, I just want to know an answer, an answer that is very simple for you, 1 million, as long as you tell me, I can transfer it to you immediately!" I continued to tempt: "With 1 million, you don't need to look at Dr. Jiang's face, you can go abroad for further study, you can have your book published, you can have your own studio, it's just an answer, it's very simple!" ”
Min Rou let go of her hand and looked into my eyes: "Actually...... You have been hinted at a lot, they have found the top psychiatrist and given you psychological hints, many things you don't know which is true and which is false, even I don't know, I am only responsible for your data, I don't know anything else! ”
"Doctor Jiang is not the only one who treats you, there are others, the world's top hypnosis masters, when you are treated, they are all alone, I can't insert it, in fact, you are not three times the psychological defense line fails, five times, every time you will reach the edge of collapse, every time you will be pulled back to re-enter the psychological suggestion, only this time, you are the most stable, whether it is true or not, in fact, I don't know! Because they add my presence to your psychological suggestion! ”
Is this the truth? The world's top hypnotist? Qin Dongli can really make money.
Min Rou continued: "Your life is like a vicious circle, just like Inception, people keep going to your dreams, you keep being reborn in your dreams, and live different endings!" The real truth will be modified by people, and they will continue to instill new things in you, so that you can find the meaning of life in new things, it sounds very mysterious, but this is the truth, the human brain, countless possibilities! ”
All of a sudden, he had no strength in his whole body, and reached out and patted my head: "Everything you do is mine, fantasy?" I'm still living in their dreams? No, I'm still living in my own dreams, everything can't be true, it's all full of lies? ”
"Not a fantasy!" Min Rou stared at my eyes, and her voice was indifferent: "It's conjecture!" It's all imaginary...... To put it bluntly, everything is conjecture now, stemming from your paranoia, what you are afraid of, you magnify your fear infinitely, the more you are afraid of it happening, the more it will continue to decompose different endings in your subconscious, because you are afraid, and you imagine that it may happen all the endings, that is, now maybe you are just in your imagination! ”
Now everything is my imagination! My paranoia?
"How can I crack my paranoia?" I feel like I'm at the bottom of an icy lake, surrounded by piranhas that are deliberately ready to go.
"There's no way to crack it, it's up to you!" Min Rou became more and more indifferent: "It's also possible, it's not your imagination, because you can't tell whether I'm true or false now, and you can't judge where you are now, in imagination, but also in reality, people with this disease can only rely on themselves, because you have been hypnotized by the world's top hypnotists, your psychological defense line is gone, your heart is equivalent to reconstruction, and it is also possible that all your things are imposed on you by others!" ”
"Psychology is amazing, it can make a person become another person, it can destroy a person, it can save a person, that's all it can say, it's your business to know what you want to do, I only know so much!"
Min Rou said and took out her bank card to me, I picked up my mobile phone to transfer money to her, and asked, "This is also my imagination?" Will it be transferred to you? ”
"You are in charge of your dreams, all the paranoia is imagined with the imagination of the master, if you are in a dream now, you want to know the answer, you will know the answer, you think I will accept your money, and then tell you the answer, your dream will develop according to your imagination, understand?"
I nodded in a daze, "I understand, I'll transfer the money to you!" "Enter her card number and transfer 1 million to her!
Min Rou took the card back, and before leaving, whispered in my ear: "Actually, you are very good in your dream, why do you wake up, why do you want to dwell on the past, someone loves you, someone makes you forget the past, isn't it good?" Don't wake up again, sometimes when you wake up, you will find that the truth will be difficult for you to accept, continue to sleep, go as you imagined, it will be very complete......"
I don't know when Min Rou left, I only know that I was quiet for a long time, until the phone rang, Qin Dongliang's anxious voice came from there, and I said to him: "I'm hungry, so I ran out secretly, you are too slow!" ”
"It's dark outside! Where are you I'll pick you up? Qin Dongli asked cautiously: "Don't be willful, I'll be afraid of ......"
My tears fell all of a sudden, and when Qin Dongli said this, my heart hurt all of a sudden, "Qin Dongliang, are you real?" Where the hell am I? Why am I here? Do you really exist? ”
Qin Dongli panicked on the other end of the phone: "Sansan, where are you, I'll pick you up!" His voice was choking, his voice was trembling, he was afraid......
"Don't come to pick me up...... I don't know who I am, I don't know where I am, I don't know what dreams I have, or if I'm doing psychotherapy again, Qin Donglian, you have found the top psychotherapy hypnosis master, what are you hiding from me? ”
"No, no...... Nothing! Qin Dongli almost roared, "Pei Sansan, where are you telling me, I'll take you home, you are Pei Sansan, you have a home, you have me!" ”
I hung up the phone, went out, took a taxi, and came to the roof of the Wenjing Venture Capital Building, where the cold wind was blowing, blowing the corners of my clothes!
"Bang..."There was a loud bang, the sound of the bottle falling to the ground.
"Pei Sansan? Are you here to see my jokes, or are you here to give me a ride? He Jinrong had a playful smile on the corner of his mouth, with coldness, "We are really fated, I quietly want to see you when I end my life here, or will you die with me?" ”
I shook my head woodenly: "Yang Lingxuan, he doesn't love you, you don't have to accompany him to die, he loves An Bailun!" ”
"Congratulations, you've finally found out!" He Jinrong's voice was high-pitched, his eyes were round, and his hand pointed to the sky: "Tell you, from beginning to end, I'm just a stand-in, from beginning to end, I'm just the two of them, the bridge of transition, from beginning to end, the two of them are just torturing and using each other, why?" ”
"Because you love him!" I answered in a low voice.
"I love him?" He Jinrong laughed, "Pei Sansan? I don't love anyone, I only love myself, why are they the pride of the sky, enjoy the love of their parents, the first heir to the family property, and I, I am an illegitimate child, I can't see anyone, everything in the family is without me, I thought that after making two friends with them, this would be different, but I became a cover for the two of them, I became a pawn for the two of them, I became a substitute for them to torture each other, do you say I should hate, do you say I should let them live as well as die? ”
I was silent and didn't speak, He Jinrong laughed: "What if they love each other!" They love each other and have to love, they can only love each other in their hearts, torture each other, and never be together, this is their fate, blood is sometimes a really good thing, it can bind you, love can cut off all ethics and morality in your heart, but blood can prevent you from crossing that gap! ”
"So you did it on purpose all along!" I asked calmly, "I wanted to know who betrayed whom, and who wouldn't leave?" ”
"People are dead, why are you still asking this?" He Jinrong sneered: "No matter who betrays whom, as long as you know, even if the two of them fall in love with each other, so what, the two of them are destined not to be together, they are destined to look at each other, hide their love for each other, and dare not tell anyone that they are in love, and I can tell them openly, I am not the one you want to use and use if you want to lose it!" ”
You can't say that you love each other, you can't love each other, and I don't know if I'm living in a dream or in reality!
"It's useless to say so much, congratulations on having nothing!" On the high building, the cold wind was blowing, but I had never been sober.
"What are you going to do?" He Jinrong asked behind me, "You have all taken revenge?" Why are you standing in this place? ”
I turned my head and smiled at him: "Yes, I took revenge, that's why I stood in this place, the place below is very beautiful, Yang Lingxuan is waving to me!" ”
"You're crazy!"
I innocently asked, "Didn't you say that I would die with you?" Now, I fulfill your wish and die with you... What are you afraid of! ”
He Jinrong unconsciously retreated, "You madman, you dug a trap for me to jump, now what tricks are you going to play again?" ”
"Are you scared? Didn't you want me to die with you just now, what are you afraid of? "I took another step forward, if all this is a dream, if all this is a fantasy, then I will jump and it will be over!
"Pei Sansan...... Stop! ”
I was shocked and smiled: "Mr. Qin, you are here, are you here to give me a ride?" ”
Qin Dongxuan's eyes were red, and he slowly walked towards me: "I'll take you home, that place is very dangerous, I'll take you home, okay?" ”
"Don't come here!" I said sweetly: "I don't know if it's in a dream or in reality, no matter what, so be it, I'm going to find Yang Lingxuan, I can't live without him!" ”
"You're dead, what should I do?" Qin Dongli said to me angrily: "Pei Sansan, can you not be so cruel? You can't live without Yang Lingxuan, can I live without you? ”
"But you killed him......," I muttered, "why did you make mental hints to me... I know it all...... Why are you doing this? Why just love me? Why do you just want to be with me? Qin Dongli, you have this aggressive love, I can't afford it! ”
Slowly retreating, Qin Dongli was immediately frightened: "Don't go, don't move!" ”
I shook my head, "Qin Dongli, if you love me, you won't die for me, I love you and I'm too tired, so I use my method to end my life, it's really good, it's good for you and me, we don't need to be too tired, we don't need to force each other tightly, every day with you, I think, Yang Lingxuan is dead, you are one of the culprits, you can obviously save him, you chose to give up, I can obviously go with him, but I don't, now I'm better than go with him at the beginning, there will be nothing!" ”
"Pei Sansan!" Qin Dong's eyes lit up, "What the hell am I talking about before you can believe it?" Why don't you believe me once? Well? I'm not good enough for you, I don't love you enough? Or did you lie to me what you said about loving me, you said you wanted to live happily with me, we have children, and you can't bear to leave me with your belly? ”
Child? I touched my stomach, "That's good, he doesn't have to be like me, I don't know if he is living in a dream or reality, Qin Donglian, that's it, don't keep it anymore, don't tell it anymore, we can only be like this!" ”
"Do you want to die?" Qin Dongli stood not far away with his feet raised, hanging from the edge of the top floor, "As long as you jump down, I will jump with you, Pei Sansan, you have to be so cruel?" ”
I looked at him stunned: "What is the truth?" Why is Jiang Han treating me? What is the truth? ”
"There is no truth!" Qin Dongli said with a firm heart: "There is no truth from beginning to end, the so-called truth is that you don't want to believe it, Yang Lingxuan is no longer in this world, you collapse, you are hysterical, you just don't want to believe that he is dead!" ”
I jumped off the edge of the building, walked in front of Qin Dongli and slowly stretched out my hand to him, he stretched out his hand suspiciously, I raised my head, he lowered his head, I took him away from the edge of the top floor, turned around and changed positions with him......
His hand was around my waist, and I held his hand with ten fingers, "He is dead, and I believe it, no one can live the same ......" said and kissed the corner of his mouth gently, tossing and turning, and pushed him away when he was caught off guard.
opened his arms and smiled at Qin Donglian, "But, I can't live without him, Mr. Qin, goodbye, I love you......"
The body leaned back and fell......
Qin Dongli threw himself to the edge of the roof, and I saw him stretch out his hand to me, and I smiled at him...... Close your eyes...... Whether it's a dream, or a psychotherapy, it's all over......