I looked at Nangong Siqi and Qin Xiaoyou and suddenly felt a trace of temperature in my numb body, and the feeling of wanting to die was gradually suppressed, maybe I am not lonely, without love, I still have family and friendship.

"Brother, Xiaoyou can't live without you, you must not do stupid things."

Qin Xiaoyou said a few words, she couldn't cry anymore, she ran to my side and hugged me tightly, making my already frozen heart warm, the cigarette in my hand fell to the ground, and my hands involuntarily hugged Qin Xiaoyou.

"Xiaoyou, don't cry."

My voice has choked up, maybe my world is not lonely, and at this time maybe it is Qianqian who is sad and sad, when I am sad, there is Xiaoyou to accompany me, when I am sad, Xiaoyou can also comfort me, but Zhang Qianqian is just lonely, her parents are not around, even the dearest brother Zhang Yilong does not know if he can come back.

She was sad and crying alone, no one to comfort her, no one to accompany her, and I smashed the window glass of her house, she must be very cold now.

"Brother, let's go home."

Qin Xiaoyou rubbed his eyes and looked at me with a serious expression.

"I want to go and see Qianqian, she will definitely be sad to be alone now."

Qin Xiaoyou shook his head and said, "Don't go to her, my brother is so miserable, she would rather believe what others say than believe you, I hate Sister Qianqian, I hate her." ”

It seems that Qin Xiaoyou is on my side, but as my mood stabilizes, I gradually feel that things are very dangerous, just now I had the idea of suicide in my heart, if it weren't for Qin Xiaoyou and Nangong Siqi coming over, I'm afraid I would have committed suicide if I didn't say it well.

Thinking about it, I thought of the previous hurtful scene, in fact, we can still redeem it, but I was angry and said that I broke up with Zhang Qianqian.

"No, I'm going to find Qianqian, she may be in danger, Xiaoyou, you are obedient and stay at home and don't run around, I'm okay now, I'll find a way to find the root of the problem, someone must be making a ghost."

I patted Qin Xiaoyou's little head with my hand, she shook her head and said, "I won't let you go, your emotions are not stable at all now, and you will have problems like this." ”

At this time, Qin Xiaoyou's mobile phone rang, she took out her mobile phone from her pocket, covered the rain with a twisted umbrella, and looked at the caller ID on it, which was Li Rui's mobile phone number.

Answering the phone, Qin Xiaoyou held down the speakerphone, and I heard the man's wife crying like a beast.

"Sister Xiao Youqianqian is dead, there is a lot of blood on the ground, I want to kill your brother, I want to kill your brother, she killed Sister Qianqian, she killed her."

The man's voice was wild, and my heart broke all at once.

"What Sister Qianqian, she ...... She's dead. ”

Qin Xiaoyou's voice trembled, and Nangong Siqi on the side said, "Let's go over immediately, maybe there is help, let her stop the bleeding and calm down first." ”

Nangong Siqi made a call with Qin Xiaoyou's mobile phone, and soon an elongated business car drove over from the entrance of the community, the three of us sat in the car, and the car began to rush towards Zhang Qianqian's community.

When I came to the living room, I saw Zhang Qianqian lying on the sofa, her wrists were wrapped around gauze, but it had also been infiltrated by a lot of blood, and there was blood on the ground, and her face was pale and the whole person seemed to be no longer breathing.

When the man's wife saw me coming, she punched me in the head, and she pressed me to the ground and hit me in the body like crazy.

I didn't resist because I felt like I was dead too, and the last thing I said to Qianqian was also the one that hurt her the most, I was too cruel, I was too bastard.

"Sister Qianqian, shouldn't you like you bastard, you killed Sister Qianqian, you bastard, I'm going to kill you to avenge Sister Qianqian, I'm going to kill you bastard."

Li Rui grabbed my neck like a madman, and I didn't feel any pain at all, because my heart was so painful that I couldn't breathe.

The surrounding gangsters grabbed Li Rui and looked at me with cold eyes one by one, they hated me to show that they loved Zhang Qianqian very much, in the hearts of these gangsters, Zhang Qianqian is the eldest sister who is responsible and responsible, and is their spiritual pillar, with Zhang Qianqian, they are not afraid of anything, even if they are fighting in a group with a machete and a man.

"After all, she is the only man Sister Qianqian loved the most in her life, no matter what, Sister Qianqian loves him, even if it is for Sister Qianqian, we can't kill him."

"I don't care, I want him to die, I want him to die today, let him go down to accompany Sister Qianqian."

Li Rui went crazy while roaring, and she suddenly gasped and fainted because of excessive emotions.

At this time, a female gangster put a letter in my hand and said, "This is written by Sister Qianqian, we haven't read it, it should be left for you." ”

I took it in my hand, slowly opened the paper, I saw dense and crooked words, although the writing is ugly, but I know that this is Qianqian's own handwriting, I laughed at her ugly handwriting a few days ago to make her angry, thinking of this I want to hit my head to death.

I could see that these were the words she had written while crying, and some of the words had been diluted by tears.

"Brother, I'm going to die, I'm sorry, forgive me for saying goodbye, because I don't have the courage to live, without Qin Xiaofeng, I feel that I am bored to live, I don't know if he can see this letter, will he laugh at my ugly handwriting when he sees this letter, from the time he broke up with me, I actually don't want to live anymore, when I am helpless and need someone to accompany me, when I am sad and lonely, he is also with me, when I feel warm and happy, He erased all this, if he really likes someone else, I will wish him happiness, but why do I still feel that he loves me, but why did he break up with me, I am a girl, he did that kind of thing with other women, how can I say forgiveness and forgive...... Brother, don't blame Qin Xiaofeng, because even if the love is wrong, I have no regrets at least he made me happy, he really loved me, I hope he is happy and happy, and occasionally I will think about a girl named Zhang Qianqian who really loved him, Zhang Qianqian wrote it herself. ”

After reading this letter, I don't want to live anymore, I really regret that I said to break up in the first place, if I could not be dignified, if I could be calm, everything would not have become like this.

I walked up to Zhang Qianqian, picked up the switchblade in her hand, and used my hand to find the position of my heart, at this time Qin Xiaoyou and Nangong Siqi came in from outside, and Qin Xiaoyou hugged me tightly.

"Brother, Xiaoyou can't live without you."

Nangong Siqi came to the sofa, put her hand on Zhang Qianqian's wrist and said, "Okay, calm me down, she can still be saved." ”

Hearing this, my whole person suddenly had a mental head, I threw the knife on the ground, pushed away Qin Xiaoyou and squatted on the ground and grabbed Nangong Siqi's hand: "What you said is true, Qianqian can still be saved?" ”

"All I can say is do my best, put her on the bed quickly, I'll give her luck to stop the bleeding first, she has a lot of blood, her body is extremely weak, and she has a lot of undigested sleeping pills in her stomach, what a poor child."

Nangong Siqi yelled at me after speaking: "Don't lift her up and put her on the bed, do you want her to die?" ”

I hurriedly hugged Zhang Qianqian, at this time I found a bunch of white medicines under the sofa, that should be sleeping pills, I didn't think much about it, I hugged Zhang Qianqian to the bedroom, and put her on the bed.

Qin Xiaoyou pushed Nangong Siqi from the living room to the bedroom, and at this time, several female gangsters came in.

"Xiao Feng and Xiao You stay, everyone else goes out, and they are not allowed to come in."

After Nangong Siqi finished speaking, the gangster left, she came to the bedside and said: "Xiao Feng brought the medicine box in my living room, Xiao You turned Qianqian's body around, I want to hold down her acupuncture points and help her stop the bleeding." ”

I opened the bedroom door and ran to the living room, and came to the bedroom with the medicine box, Nangong Siqi was just helped to the bed by Qin Xiaoyou from the wheelchair, she saw me come in and said with a cold face: "What are you still doing in a daze, put the medicine box on the bed and open it." ”