I raised my hand and slapped the woman's face, her smiling face suddenly turned cold, and she covered her face angrily and said, "You incomprehensible guy, you actually beat me, you are unreasonable, don't go, I will call someone to clean you up immediately." ”

"Let go of your hands, I don't want to do anything to a woman."

I clenched my fists, the anger in my heart was already burning, if it weren't for the scene of Fan Qingyu still lingering in my head, I would definitely beat this woman hard.

The woman's hand grabbing my clothes let go, I turned around and walked towards another villa, it was raining very hard, so I didn't see it very clearly, and I didn't know if the villa in front of me was Zhang Qianqian's house, I threw the umbrella on the ground, and in the same way as just now, I climbed over the fence and saw the familiar yard, I felt yes.

This should be Zhang Qianqian's home, I rang the doorbell at the door, but the door didn't open, and there seemed to be no one inside.

The glass curtains were all closed, so I couldn't see inside, and I leaned in front of the glass window and heard the sound of the woman crying inside, mixed with Jacky Cheung's love song.

"I am also grateful for the flowers I waited for"

Everyone is talking

This love has no result

I also know that you will never be able to love me

Actually, I'm just hoping

You think about me sometimes

You've gradually stopped saying anything

Will there be someone with me when I can't sleep

Will anyone comfort me when I'm sad?

I wonder if anyone will understand me when I speak

I can't forget you, will you come to hurt me

……

I didn't think much about it, and I punched the window.

In an instant, the glass shattered, the glass slag hit me, my fingers began to bleed, but the numb body could no longer feel the pain, I opened the curtain and saw Zhang Qianqian leaning on the sofa crying.

Her eyes were swollen from crying, and she couldn't cry silently, and she was also enduring pain and torture.

"Qianqian, tell me what happened."

I walked over to Zhang Qianqian, at this time Zhang Qianqian rubbed her eyes and looked at me, shaking her head desperately, and the bitter smile made my heart twitch for a while, I know that she still loves me, she must still love me, because she cares, she will be sad, she will cry heartbreakingly, if you don't care, it doesn't matter.

"Qianqian, tell me why, I didn't do anything, why did you break up with me."

I walked to Zhang Qianqian's side, she smiled bitterly and wiped the blood on my hands with a tissue, raised her head and looked at me and said: "My heart is so sad, I never thought that loving someone would be so heartbroken, when I knew about your kind of thing, I was really entangled, I don't know if I should forgive you, I don't ask for anything else now, I just want to hear you tell the truth, have you ever done something sorry for me?" ”

"Nope."

I didn't even think about it, and I answered the answer to the question.

Zhang Qianqian slapped me in the face and roared: "Liar, if you admit that I have thought about forgiving you, but why don't you even have the courage to admit it, you bastard, why lie to me." ”

"What did I lie to you, I don't even know what you want to say, what did the head teacher say to you?"

Zhang Qianqian's red eyes looked deadly: "Why don't you refuse to tell the truth until now, if you tell the truth, I will consider trying to forgive you, why don't you even have the courage to tell the truth, you coward, coward." ”

"I dare to admit what I have done, but I have not done anything, why don't you believe me, you have to believe that old witch, am I a liar in your heart, is it in your heart, I am a scumbag coward."

I'm angry, I'm really angry, my most beloved woman wronged me, this is what I can tolerate, I smiled bitterly and said: "If in your heart I am a cowardly scumbag, then let's break up, because that kind of person is not worthy of loving you, not worthy of being your boyfriend, and not qualified to say that he loves you." ”

I turned around and rushed to the window, my heart was broken at this moment, maybe I will never love again in my life, maybe Zhang Qianqian has never loved me, because if she loves me, why not believe what I say.

There are many things I don't understand, but I have never doubted Zhang Qianqian, no matter what others say about her, I think she is a good girl, that is, the person I want to take care of and have children with me for the rest of my life, I thought I knew her, it seems that I don't understand at all.

"Qin Xiaofeng, you bastard."

Zhang Qianqian scolded me hysterically, I didn't look back at her, because I was afraid that I would cowardly admit that I was a bastard, if getting love was based on no dignity, I would rather not have that love, love is not cheap, love is not allowed to be blasphemed.

When I came out of Zhang Qianqian's house, when I walked out of the community, the sky and the earth changed color, and lightning seemed to be able to tear the sky apart, and there were no cars in sight on the street because the rain was too heavy.

There was no one on the street along the road, I walked on the empty street, it all felt like the end of the century, my mind recalled every bit of being with Zhang Qianqian, feeding stray cats in the park with her, kissing with her in the square of all eyes, sleeping in the same bed with her and listening to her call me husband.

But it all seemed to be impossible to go back, all this was completely shattered, pieces were scattered, and became eternal memories and pains, I felt that someone had been stabbed in my heart, and the stinging sensation made my whole body numb.

It was as if my heart was no longer hot, and the cold feeling made me feel like I was a corpse now, a soulless person, like a walking corpse.

I don't know how long I walked, I felt that my body had no temperature, as if it was no longer a person at this time, but a corpse, and the cold rain made my heart extremely cold, I didn't want to think about why, I didn't do it anymore.

If I can take out my heart and show it to Zhang Qianqian, I am really willing to take out my heart and show her, I am telling the truth, but she doesn't believe my words, she would rather believe the words of the head teacher.

I walked to the community in despair, bought a pack of cigarettes at the commissary at the entrance of the community, I took a hard puff of cigarettes, and felt that the choking smell of smoke was not only not a torture but a kind of enjoyment, maybe it was from this moment that I learned to smoke.

"Brother Xiaofeng, my mother said, smoking is not good, this is your money, you quickly bring the cigarettes, don't smoke."

The twelve or thirteen-year-old girl in the commissary held up the money in her hand, stretched out her hand to ask me for cigarettes, looking at the girl's innocent appearance, I thought of Zhang Qianqian again, and I had said the same thing to Zhang Qianqian before.

"Xiaofeng, don't smoke, what's the trouble, tell Auntie, Auntie doesn't want to see you, a good boy, learn badly."

"I'm just uncomfortable, I'm ......"

I can't go on, in the eyes of these neighbors, I am an obedient and sensible child, but now I must be very sad for them, I turned my head and ran out of the commissary, I ran like crazy to the corner of the community, no one here is very quiet, the cold wind blows on me, it can make me feel uncomfortable, so I feel very comfortable.

I leaned against the corner of the wall and lit a cigarette with a lighter, and took a few puffs, some people say that smoking hurts the lungs and is not sad, maybe it is right, I finally realized the taste of smoking, I leaned against the wall, looking at the sky and my heart was full of scars.

I really don't understand why Zhang Qianqian is so angry, judging from her tone, she has already decided that I have done something sorry for her, but why is she so stupid and would believe other people's words.

"Could it be Fan Qingyu's ghost?"

I took a hard puff of my cigarette, I couldn't figure anything out of my mind, and I felt that my IQ had become zero.

"Brother, what are you doing here, come home with me."

Qin Xiaoyou stood in front of me with an umbrella, her clothes were soaked, and the umbrella was already deformed.

"Xiaoyou, don't worry about me, you go back first, I want to be alone and quiet."

As soon as I finished speaking, I saw Nangong Siqi pushing her wheelchair over, her clothes were also wet, and the rain slapped her body, making her look a little embarrassed.

"Just now the aunt at the commissary at the door called us and said that it felt strange to see you smoking, Xiaoyou and I were afraid that you wouldn't be able to open it, I just wanted to say that everything will pass, you still have Xiaoyou and me."