What is the result of putting all the experience and stress of a battered adult man on a high school student?

Suffering.

I feel very painful, and I never thought that I would feel entangled and painful because of this kind of thing, two equally beautiful women are in front of me, I have the right to choose, but I don't have the courage to choose, it is because of their excellence, I feel more and more incompetent and powerless!

Su Xia can't understand my feelings, maybe in her opinion, I'm not only a scumbag, but also a coward, right?

The rain fell on us little by little, I was silent for a long time, suddenly raised my head, looked at Su Xia with a bitter face and said, If, I said if, I said that I forgot all those things, and even those things with Liu Manrong, do you believe it?

Su Xia was stunned for a moment and shook his head, do you want to escape all of this because you forgot about it?

I looked depressed, let Yuzhu slide down my hair, and said to Su Xia with a wry smile, what I said is true, you don't believe it, I can't help it, because I forgot, so I don't hate Liu Manrong now, and it is precisely because I forgot that I ignored Xiaoru's feelings so much, maybe...... Maybe I once loved Xiaoru unforgettable, but I really can't remember those things, although I was very moved to listen to it, but I couldn't empathize with it, now I'm really at a loss, you don't understand that feeling.

Su Xia looked at me with wide eyes, stared at me with a little confusion on his face, and muttered: "No, could it be that you really forgot all those things, but how can a normal person say that you can forget so many unforgettable things if you forget it, could it be that you drank the water of forgetfulness?" ”

Speaking of forgetful water, Su Xia couldn't help but roll her eyes.

I couldn't help but laugh, thinking that according to what you say, I'm really not a normal person, but can I tell her that I woke up six years later, and she thinks I'm a psychopath even if she doesn't think of me as a monster, right?

I can only repeat it to Su Xia with very serious eyes, whether you believe me or not, I really forgot about these things, and I don't know how to explain it, but I won't find such a lame reason to excuse myself, I just feel so tired now, I don't know what to do.

Su Xia stared at me stupidly, suddenly shook his head and smiled bitterly: "No wonder I think you are a little abnormal recently, although you show that you are very ruthless to Xiaoru, but you are completely different from the bad gambler I imagined, even, how to say it...... I vaguely feel that you don't look like a degenerate person, but since you have forgotten those things, how can you be with Liu Manrong again? ”

Facing Su Xia's puzzled expression, I smiled bitterly and briefly told her what happened to Liu Manrong after I signed the divorce agreement with Xiaoru, and then asked her helplessly, if you were me, how would you choose?

Su Xia sneered and said, Liu Manrong is close to you with the heart, if I were you, I would start again with my own efforts, after all, you and Xiaoru have biological sons, can you forget those things that happened, but can you give up the blood relationship between Ding Ding and you?

I was silent!

It is true that no matter what reason I have, or what kind of fault has happened to adults, children are innocent, and the blood relationship between Dingding and me cannot be forgotten and changed, which Liu Manrong can deliberately ignore, but there is no way to ignore it!

But because of this, it is even more difficult for Liu Manrong to accept such a me again, what woman in this world would easily fall in love with a man who has been married and has children?

Life is like a question, all kinds of idiots...... The problem I'm facing now is the most difficult question I've ever had in my life besides the choice between life and death, and it seems to be unsolvable.

I thought about it for a while and said to Su Xia, you give me some time, I'm a little messy now, I'm afraid I can't handle the things in front of me, but there is one thing I must tell you in advance, if I make a choice one day that will hurt Xiaoru, please help me take good care of her until she comes out.

Su Xia looked complicated, and snorted coldly: "Xiaoru and I don't need any entrustment from you and will naturally care about each other, but if there is really that day, I will still despise you for a lifetime, you are not a good man in any case, I only hate that Xiaoru chose a wrong love and an illusory story, there may not be absolutely perfect love in this world, and nothing can escape the bloody ............ of reality."

At this moment, Su Xia was a little pessimistic and desperate, I wanted to say something, but I found that I couldn't say anything to her, so I could only silently lower my head and let my thoughts roll and drift in chaos!

Su Xia's mobile phone rang, it was Liang Xiaoru who called to ask, Su Xia hummed a few times, and said to Liang Xiaoru that she would go back soon, and then told me that I had to go back quickly, and Dingding was still waiting at home for dinner.

After getting in the car, Su Xia wiped the rain on her face with a towel in the mirror, then looked back at me, bit the corner of her lip slightly and threw her used towel over me and said: "There is only this towel, in order to go back and not make Xiaoru suspicious, you better wipe the rain on your body, otherwise Ding Ding will also ask......"

I sighed, subconsciously picked up the towel and wiped it, and the car started at this time, I naturally ignored the fragrance of Su Xia on the towel, lowered my head and took out my mobile phone with some hesitation, do you want to send a message to Liu Manrong?

After hesitating for a long time, I still edited a message in the past: I have something to do, you can eat it yourself, don't worry.

A few seconds after the message was sent, a text message prompt came from the mobile phone, I clicked on it and took a look, Liu Manrong replied: Don't let yourself get drenched in the rain, I will go back to Yaoyao at night, and I will leave some food for you, if you haven't eaten by then, just warm it up and eat it yourself.

My heart is slightly hot, I just think that Liu Manrong is really a good woman, if she can marry such a woman as a wife in this life, then what regrets are there?

However, the premise of all this lies in the absence of Liang Xiaoru and Ding Ding.

I suddenly let out a sigh, and a thought flashed in my heart, aren't there some men in this world who can hug left and right, right, if ............ Alas! Thinking of this, I shook my head fiercely, and thought with a self-deprecating wry smile, how could I think so ridiculous? I can't even support myself, what capital do I use to hug left and right?

However, that fleeting thought did not disappear completely because of my self-deprecation and shaking my head, but strangely bred and spread in my heart, making me think of some tycoons in Hong Kong and Macau, don't they live like that?

If...... I think if I can be as rich as they are, is the problem at hand still a problem?

That's right! If I could have the same amount of money as they did, wouldn't it be a problem at hand? Liu Manrong or Liang Xiaoru, although they are very good, if one day I am better than them, strong enough for them to look up to, will they be .................. because of this

My heart was beating violently, and something called the desire to succeed was growing and swelling in my body!

I want to succeed!

Looking out the window at the city and neon lights that were blurred by the rain curtain, I suddenly clenched my fists and had an extremely strong desire to succeed, thinking that since God had given me such a special destiny, why couldn't I fight with all my might?

Princes and generals, would you rather have a kind?

Perhaps, the only difference between a young heart and a mature heart is that you dare to think and rush, right?

At this moment, I suddenly put aside all the pressure and troubles that shrouded me, and the only thing that haunted me was only one thought, that is, the pursuit of success, only when one day I am strong enough and successful enough, these problems are not a problem, right?

Thinking about it, a faint smile unconsciously appeared at the corner of my mouth, and what I didn't know was that Su Xia had been observing me from the mirror, from beginning to end......

Halfway Su Xia got out of the car to buy some vegetables and snacks, and then returned to her place with me, Ding Ding saw me come back and ran over to me very happily, and then took my hand and asked me to accompany him to watch cartoons, while also excitedly explaining to me the innocent and naïve story in the cartoon, because I was afraid of hurting this little guy, I was very patient to accompany him to watch, listen to him............ And Liang Xiaoru accompanied Su Xia into the kitchen to get busy.

Although my eyes are watching TV, and occasionally smiling at Ding Ding, in my heart, I think more about how to find a path to success? Will the bounty industry that Liu Manrong pointed out to me work?

I'm at a loss for this, but I've thought about one thing clearly, that is, when I face Hou Longtao tomorrow, I have a clear choice, for me now, if I want to succeed, then I should seize every opportunity, and this choice that Hou Longtao gave me may be an extremely important choice in my future direction............

In the corner of the kitchen that I couldn't see, Su Xia was washing vegetables, Liang Xiaoru was chopping vegetables, and suddenly Liang Xiaoru's hand was crooked, and the sharp knife edge pulled a scratch on her delicate fingers, and the blood stains came out instantly, Su Xia listened to Liang Xiaoru's oops, and suddenly shouted outside in a panic, Ding Ding, go and get a band-aid for your mother.

Ding Ding sighed, and hurriedly trotted to the bedroom, I frowned and thought about it, and still got up and walked in the direction of the kitchen, but just when I got up and walked over, Liang Xiaoru also happened to walk out of the kitchen, and the two of us happened to face each other, just in a straight line............ Suddenly, I noticed that her eyes were slightly red, as if she had cried.

The woman's pitiful and complaining look was vividly reflected in her body at this moment, I suddenly felt that she was also very pitiful, and the feeling of pity floated in my heart, just at this time Ding Ding ran out of the bedroom with a band-aid, I looked at the blood on Liang Xiaoru's fingers that had been filled with a circle and the water on her other hand, and couldn't help but say, I'll help you paste it.