Zhang Minglang seemed to be very tired, and after saying this, he leaned against the small balcony where I usually dried my clothes, staring at me, as if waiting for me to say something. , the latest chapter access: ШШШ.79xs.СоМ

I thought I was going to smile dismissively, but why was it so sad?

The person in front of me used to be very naïve and naïve, when I met him, he was still young and young, it was his best age, he didn't like to weigh the pros and cons, he would only distinguish between right and wrong, love or not.

But now that he has grown a blue 'colored' stubble, there are still doubts in his eyes, and there are trade-offs and entanglements, and the tempering of time has imprinted too much calmness and reason on his face.

But even if he becomes so unrecognizable, I still love him the most, what should I do?

It made me feel hopeless.

Slammed the 'door', coldly, I stared at him and said, "Zhang Minglang, you mean that I am a lie 'jing'." And in your opinion, I went out to get the money the night I suffered the nightmare, because I coveted the 300,000 you said, so the root of my tragedy was because of my greed, so I deserved to be wheeled by several men, so I was so miserable, I deserved it, right? It's all my own sin, and I can't live, right? ”

Zhang Minglang opened his mouth, but finally didn't say a word, and stood there with his mouth pursed, in a tangled posture.

I thought my tears would fall, I thought I could create another Pacific Ocean, I thought my tears would stretch into a vast ocean that I couldn't cross no matter how I ferried, and I thought that the terrifying 'waves' brought by these tears would shoot me directly on the cruel sand of life.

But why was I so calm, staring at him and continuing: "So Zhang Minglang, if you think I'm a liar 'Jing', then I definitely is." When we started to fall in love, I began to lie to you, I lied to you that I didn't do well in the college entrance examination and deserved to study, but I scored more than 600 points in the college entrance examination, which is more than enough to apply for the Shenzhen University. Because I'm poor, because I'm under the fence, because I can't afford to study, but I'm so vain, I love face, so I lied. ”

"Another time, we went shopping at Guimiao, I took a fancy to a small chain in the lattice shop, you want to buy it, I looked at the price and said I didn't like it, I still desperately pulled you out, saying that I don't like pink 'color' things, I lied to you about this little thing, I am a liar."

"The worst deception I ever had was when I felt that my life was over, I was going to break up with you, I texted you, I said it lightly, and you returned it lightly, and at that time I was thinking, you are so smart, why can't you tell the difference between truth and lie. In the end, I confessed, I think it's because I'm a liar, it's because I'm good at acting, I'm born a liar 'fine', I have this talent. But, Zhang Minglang, why do I have such a talent to reach the pinnacle, and I still lose you? I've been thinking about this for all these years, and today I finally figured out that I deserved it. ”

With that, I withdrew my gaze and tried to open the 'door' again, to get out of the man whom I loved and hated, and to clear him out of my world, but it was nailed there like a stubborn rock, and I did not have the strength to pull it open.

Squatting down, I hugged my shoulders, and in Zhang Minglang's complicated gaze, I cried loudly.

As if cautious, Zhang Minglang leaned over, hesitated for a long time before pulling me up, and 'rubbed' me into his arms with all his might, and whispered: "Chen Sansan, don't cry, you cry so much that I look uncomfortable." ”

My tears were all stuck to his winter coat, spiraling into a silent forest of different shades, his embrace made people want to covet it again in another life, but I felt like I had been kicked awake, I couldn't resist my despair, I struggled fiercely, and pushed him away like a madman.

The grievances of being misunderstood, and a lot of desperate emotions were 'intertwined' together, dominating me to run back to the bedroom quickly and turn it out, trembling and turning on the machine, throwing it into his hand, and saying indifferently: "Look clearly, maybe what I went to get is not 300,000, but all the things I want to keep in my life." It also makes it clear to you that I am indeed a greedy and stupid 'woman', and I really don't deserve such a high-end person to drop everything and run to me again without distraction. ”

I rushed into the bedroom again, closed the door, and locked it.

It seemed like a century had passed, and Zhang Minglang suddenly let out a howl and cried, desperately banging on my 'door'.

But my heart was like ashes, and I sat on the 'bed' and said weakly, "Go away." ”

There was silence outside, and I heard a loud knock on the door.

Zhang Minglang's voice was mixed in, and he said: "Chen Sansan, open the 'door' for me!" ”

But I pulled a stool against the 'door', shed tears and said coldly, "I never want to see you again." Because that reminds me all the time that I'm fucking stupid! Stupid crying, God stupidly fell down the Great Wall! ”

However, Zhang Minglang still maintains his original characteristics, he is the kind of person who insists on moving forward if he decides something, and soon the 'door' was kicked and locked by him.

He threw the one to the ground, stretched out his hands and pulled me into his arms, wrapped his hands tightly around me, and kept repeating himself: "Chen Sansan, forgive me." Forgive me, you must forgive me. ”

His voice grew lower and lower, and finally I heard him sobbing in a low voice, staccato and staccato, and my shoulders were covered with cold tears.

At that time, in my opinion, I thought that what he said about forgiveness meant that I was asking me to forgive him for misunderstanding me, and I thought that he might have received a different message, so he felt that I really took the money and left.

That's not a big mistake.

But such a misunderstanding made me, who was already full of holes in my heart, lose the courage to face him.

I struggled fiercely, desperately trying to break free, but Zhang Minglang restrained me more vigorously and didn't let me move for half a minute.

I thought time would stand still here.

His hug really gave me a lot of stability after being so adrift for the past three years.

But his, it rang out suddenly.

It's like wandering in the idol drama of drama 'sex' for too long, and I can't adapt to being dragged back to reality all of a sudden, Zhang Minglang was stunned, one hand was still holding me, and the other hand took out the one in his pocket and pressed one to answer.

The two of us were too close together.

So much so that I could hear a low sobbing coming from inside the microphone.

Huang Simin cried intermittently on the phone, her voice as fragile as a small wanderer.

She said, "Minglang, where are you?" Xie Cunhui is a beast, he is simply a beast, I don't want to live anymore, I really live enough! ”

It was like rain and thunder all at once, and my eardrums were immediately filled with rumbling sounds.

Zhang Minglang held my hand and let go of it and took two steps back, and hurriedly asked the phone: "Simin, where are you?" Tell me the address! ”

I don't know what Huang Simin said on the phone, Zhang Minglang finally ran to the balcony to answer the phone, and after a while, he quickly recovered those hard and cold, looked at me with a complicated expression, and stopped talking.

Because I went through something terrible, I was sensitive, and I knew something big about Huang Simin's side.

But I'm also an ordinary man, I'm not that great, and I'm still comparing me and Huang Simin's status in his mind, which one is more important.

And in my own cognition, I feel that I am now more like a junior under the guise of an unforgettable old relationship, and I have become a distrust between Zhang Minglang and Huang Simin.

For Huang Simin, I am the 'female' person who has been reprimanded by many 'female' people in the Tianya emotional plate, and I have a very bloody name, which is called "'Yin' Soul Unforgettable Ex", which is despicable.

It made me despise myself.

Also, even if I knew that he was not obliged to accept me like this again, for the past few days, I had been unable to sleep at night, thinking about his hesitation every minute and every second, thinking of myself pulling up the quilt and dressing in front of him, thinking of my embarrassment, I would not be able to suppress my resentment towards him, but I still could not look at him in front of me with peace of mind, and wrinkle my beautiful eyes and brows into a tangled mess of 'mess'.

I stuck it against the wall and said lightly, "You go." I'm fine. I've completely gotten through the most painful period. ”

Zhang Minglang looked at me in embarrassment, and then looked at me in embarrassment.

In the end, I couldn't bear to look at his entanglement anymore, so I walked to his side and pushed him in the direction of the big 'door', and said as I pushed: "You go, I'm really fine." ”

Before leaving, Zhang Minglang's eyes were a little messy, and he said very seriously: "Chen Sansan, wait for me." ”

I wasn't given a deadline and I don't know how long I'm going to wait.

As his footsteps quickly disappeared into the stairwell, I closed the 'door' and stared blankly at the ground that had been shattered by his hand, which had accompanied me for many days, and now looked at me with tears on my face in tame mockingly.

I knew it was time for this to end.

I ran to the 'bed' to find my hand, 'plugged' the charger to turn it on, and then called Liu Tingting.

Trying to stabilize my emotions, I said, "Liu Tingting, aren't you going to move in with Li Hong 'Bo'?" Shall we move tomorrow? ”

When Liu Tingting and Li Hong 'Bo' returned, I had already cleaned up the wreckage, and I had cooked noodles for myself as if nothing had happened, and I ate them very deliciously.

Liu Tingting saw the clue in my red and swollen eyes.

She snatched my bowl and sat next to me with Li Hong'bo, and asked me, "Chen Sansan, what happened?" Tell me about it? ”

I snatched the bowl again and continued to eat calmly, saying while eating: "I'm annoyed, prices have risen again recently, I just went to the supermarket to see, I can't afford a lot of imported fruits, but I still want to eat, I was angry and cried by myself who loves to eat like this, I want to eat good things without money, shameless." ”

Liu Tingting and Li Hong' Bo were instantly turned over by my thunderous horse, and after looking at each other for a long time, Li Hong 'Bo' cautiously asked: "Chen Sansan, your old family, did you quarrel with Luo Jianwen, and the quarrel is about to disperse?" ”

I replied with a bewilderment: "What do you mean?" What do you mean that Luo Jianwen and I are arguing so much that we are about to break up? ”

Li Hong 'Bo' glanced at me lightly, and said in a faint tone: "Don't pretend to be stupid, you don't have to hide your feelings." Luo Jianwen's grandson, he told me that in order to show his attention to you, he went back to Guangzhou this weekend to tell his family about you. ”

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