Li Hong's words were very plain, but to my ears, they sounded like a thunderclap on the ground, and they exploded in my heart. шщш. (vii) (ix) x.S. сом

The update is so fast.

Luo Jianwen is stupid! What kind of play are you singing?

I originally wanted to complain and explain, but seeing Li Hong' Bo and Liu Tingting laughing so ambiguously, I also thought that calling them over was about moving, so I didn't bother to dwell on that topic, but hurriedly said: "This is put aside in advance." Let's start with moving. ”

Liu Tingting estimated that she was already in Cao Ying's heart in Han, and as soon as she heard me say that she could move in advance, she was so happy that she was as if she had suddenly won five million.

After a few sentences, the matter of moving was put on the agenda.

Considering that I hadn't found a house yet and had no money in my pocket, I finally asked Liu Tingting to borrow 5,000 yuan.

The next day, I woke up early in the morning, got back to Nasdaq, and started packing my things.

There weren't many things, just a few dollars of water glasses, a shorthand book of English words that I had paid for myself, and a few packets of jasmine 'flower' tea.

As soon as the things were packed, Lin Qicheng arrived.

He stood there and said in a non-salty tone: "Xiao Chen, the company has not approved your resignation, you are considered to have left yourself like this, and you will lose money." ”

I chuckled lightly and said slowly: "Manager Lin, you know how my work ability is, you know that I only appeared here because of Zhang Minglang's relationship, you are so professional, do you want to keep me in Nasda?" ”

Lin Qicheng shrugged his shoulders indifferently and said nonchalantly: "I don't care about your resignation or continuing to serve, but you called me last night and told me that you were going to resign urgently, I told Mr. Zhang about this, and he asked me to keep you." ”

After Lin Qicheng finished speaking, he clasped his hands in front of his 'chest' and stood at the entrance of the 'door' like a Buddha.

There was a stalemate, and I heard a hurried footstep.

Soon, Zhang Minglang stood behind Lin Qicheng and said to him, "Old Lin, you avoid it first." ”

After Lin Qicheng left, Zhang Minglang stared at me for no less than ten seconds, and then sighed slightly and asked, "Chen Sansan, isn't it good to stay at Nasda?" ”

I held my cheap stuff and hesitated for a moment, avoiding his gaze, before pretending to be casual and saying, "I've got a better job." Mr. Zhang, I owed you more than 5,000 yuan before, so use my salary to offset it, as for the compensation, can I be allowed to repay it in installments for the sake of us who have known each other for so many years? “

Probably hearing the raw points in my tone, Zhang Minglang's brows furrowed, and he suddenly stretched out his hand and took down all the things I was holding and threw them on the desk, pulled me straight to his office, and then closed the 'door'.

I was pushed onto the sofa by him like a corpse walking 'meat', and he sat down next to me, the two of them were silent for a while, and he said, "Chen Sansan, don't go, okay?" ”

I thought about it for a while, and pretended to ask naturally: "Is Director Huang okay?" ”

Looking at Zhang Minglang from the corner of his eye, he heard me mention Huang Simin, his expression was complicated for a while, with a little perfunctory, he turned his head over, and said half-loudly: "It's not good, I kept making noise last night, and I didn't fall asleep until five o'clock this morning." ”

I let out a nonchalant sigh.

But in my heart, the river and the sea are turned upside down.

It turned out that he was with Huang Simin last night, all night, he was with her, and he wanted to help her get through some very vulnerable moments.

Uncomfortable, sad, jealous, a little unwilling and angry, and a little contempt for myself, and so on all fermented in my heart, I endured it for a long time, held back the undercurrent of emotions, and still said in a casual tone: "Did something happen?" ”

Zhang Minglang suddenly lowered his head and sighed lowly.

After a long, long time, he raised his head, looked at the front a little stunned, and said to himself: "Simin is so stupid, she went to beg Xie Cunhui to open up for me, and was given by Xie Cunhui, a 'bastard'...... Defiled. ”

His voice grew softer and softer, and the last three words, as if squeezed out of between his teeth, were filled with anger.

My heart sank.

Soon understood, Xie Cunhui had such an attitude towards me three or four times, and the target was Huang Simin.

Zhang Minglang was probably annoyed by this situation, and his tone seemed a little tired, and he continued: "Although Mike is a big customer of Nasdaq, I am not the kind of person who will sit idly by, but Simin may be too worried about me and do such a stupid thing. Chen Sansan, I really don't know what to do now. ”

After speaking, Zhang Minglang suddenly leaned over, gently rested his head on my shoulder, and said tiredly: "Chen Sansan, can you tell me, what should I do?" ”

The entanglement and embarrassment in his tone made me sad.

I pushed him away with my hand, moved away from him, and thought for a while before saying: "Mr. Zhang, for your 'private' affairs, my little assistant who is about to leave really can't help, you still follow your own heart, so you won't be so tired." Then, I'm gone now, and you continue to work on yours. ”

With that, I stood up and looked at him again, trying to seam his face deep into my heart.

But it came into contact with his gaze, which was a bottomless lake, with the 'confusion' of these unexpected situations.

As if he was taking care of himself, and as if he was saying it to me, he said slowly: "Chen Sansan, Simin has liked me for many years, since my freshman year. After I broke up with you, it was a difficult time for me, and she spent many lonely and helpless days with me. The most important thing is that when she said that when she was tainted by Xie Cunhui's 'bastard' egg, it was the first time for her, and she couldn't get out at all. Chen Sansan, I need time, I need time to deal with these things well, can you understand? I know that Simin is a bit 'sexual', she stabbed you with the tip of an umbrella before, and she even cut her own arm to blame you, but she did this out of liking me, she is more difficult now, and I can't leave her. ”

When he heard this, he knew in his heart that he was probably just turning a blind eye at that time.

My throat was dry, and I wanted to say, "Then Zhang Minglang, because it wasn't the first time I had a nightmare, so I don't deserve your mercy?" ”

I can also say, "Zhang Minglang, how well do you know Huang Simin?" When she is with you, she can still go to the hotel with foreigners, and she also disdainfully says that I am rare and weird. Is her acting skills too good, her acting is as pure as Tian Chunshui, or your emotional intelligence is too low to tell the difference? ”

But I didn't say it.

That seems too ignorant, and it seems too embarrassing for him to be so entangled now, not to mention that he is probably still anxious about Maiko's affairs now.

I don't want him to think that I, Chen Sansan, am the kind of 'woman' who wants to maliciously slander others in order to compete for his mercy.

I felt like I couldn't stay any longer, I had to get out of here, I was afraid that he would see my tears again, and think that I had to use my vulnerability to 'force' him to choose me.

Turning my head, I pretended to be very calm and said, "I understand, you accompany her well, after all, she is your 'girlfriend' friend now, I bless you." ”

With that, I walked quickly towards the 'door' and pulled the handle open.

Zhang Minglang stood up and rushed over, held my hand, and said cautiously: "Chen Sansan, listen to me, give me a little time." It would be too negative for me to leave Simin at this time. As a 'woman', I think you can better understand Simin's feelings, okay if you give me a little time? ”

Because of this sentence, I finally sneered.

Staring at his hand, I said, "Let go." ”

There was stubborn determination in my tone, and Zhang Minglang seemed to be taken aback, but he didn't let go of his hand.

Coldly again, I said again, "Let me go." ”

Zhang Minglang's hand stubbornly pressed there, not moving.

I finally couldn't hold back my rushing emotions, I finally couldn't control my madness, I yelled at him: "Zhang Minglang, you are right, I can understand Huang Simin's feelings too well, because three years ago, I was ten times worse than her." But, I'm so stupid, I don't know how to take that opportunity to put your kind red scarf around me, so I deserve it, I deserve not to be pitied, I deserve to survive those dark days alone, I deserve to have another 'woman' company in those lonely and helpless days. He deserves to let me understand that his current 'female' person is being forced. Violent feelings! “

The more I said the end, the louder my voice became, the more desperate I became, I thought I couldn't cry in the face of him, but the tears were fucking not angry, and they still fell all over Uncle Ben's face!

Zhang Minglang froze in place, and suddenly clumsily wiped my tears with his sleeve, but I swept away his hand and said, "I don't need it anymore." Keep it for those who need it. ”

Caught off guard, Zhang Minglang suddenly dragged me into his arms again, and said in a low voice: "Chen Sansan, I'm sorry." I've been so 'messy' for the past two days, in my heart you are the one who can share my heart the most, you are the only person I trust, I was too anxious to share my feelings, but I ignored you, I'm sorry. ”

But I know it's not something I can covet.

After the baptism of time, slowly, we will be given more responsibilities and entanglements by life, many things are difficult to recover from the first meeting, Zhang Minglang He is not wrong, he probably really as he said that I will be the person who can share my heart the most, but this can not give me a pleasant feeling, only all kinds of sour and thick 'intertwined' together, trapped in the heart, difficult to erupt.

I know that after three years of separation, he must have his own life experience, and I can't blame anyone, I can only blame myself for my stupidity, which has nothing to do with him.

I had to solve his current predicament, I forced myself to stop my tears quickly, pushed him away again, and said coldly: "Zhang Minglang, I don't want to fall into this 'chaos' war anymore, some things should be interrupted, but they will be 'chaotic'." I'm not going to give you time to deal with these things, because I can't afford to wait a second. I don't like to rob men with others, as if I can't live without men. You can do whatever you like, whatever you want. There's no need to think about any of my feelings, I can't afford your infatuation. ”

Then, once again, I shook off his covered hand, and continued coldly: "You'd better not keep me anymore, because you have other responsibilities to bear now, and you are not qualified to live in the twilight, and all the retention and entanglement you have done make me despise you and despise you." You'd better not make me hate you. ”

Before I brought him the 'door', I added: "I hope we will never meet again in Shenzhen, goodbye." ”

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