Chapter 69: The Last Love
Wen Yi walked up to Fujiwara Karuga and asked patiently, "Why don't you eat." ”
"I don't eat it." Fujiwara Kasuga roared at him angrily, but he was expecting something.
Yi Pan'er picked up a bowl of soup and came to her, "Eat some." ”
"I said you don't need to be pretended!" Fujiwara Kasuga raised his hand and knocked over the bowl, like last time.
"Kasuga!" Kurosaki shouted displeased.
Fujiwara Haruhi suddenly collapsed and yelled, venting all his insecurity, "I don't eat or not, what does it matter to you whether I eat or not!" Wouldn't it be better if I died! You want me to die soon! When I'm dead, you can be together! Anyway, if I'm dead, no one will feel sorry for me......"
Halfway through her words, Kurosaki raised his hand and slapped her. He looked like a grieving father and a bitter brother.
Fujiwara Kasuga only felt a slight heat on her face, and she opened her eyes in disbelief.
He actually hit her.
From childhood to adulthood, no one ever hit her, not a single person.
But she was beaten.
Fujiwara Kasuga looked at him in astonishment, and Yi Pan'er was silent.
"You don't want her to be your sister, do you think she wants to be your sister?" Kurosaki Wenyi looked at Fujiwara Kasuga and said quietly, "Willful and selfish, he always takes the kindness of others for granted, and takes it for granted. Think that it should be your own, think that everyone else owes you. ”
"I'm telling you, I owe you nothing." Kurosaki Wenyi looked at her and said word by word, "Pan'er doesn't owe you either, we don't owe you anything." It's just wishful thinking on your part, why impose it on someone else. ”
"yes, hehe, yes." Fujiwara Kasuga laughed softly, the pain in his cheeks was not as painful as his heartache, "You don't owe me, it's my own neurosis, so what do you care about me!" Get out of here! I'm just going to fend for myself! ”
"Good!" Kurosaki shouted fiercely when he heard this, gritting his teeth for a while, "Let's leave right away!" Don't worry, I won't care about you again! I won't bother you anymore! Your parents will also look at their daughter from heaven, how cowardly and pathetic she is! She simply didn't have the courage to live! I sentenced myself to death! ”
"You don't have to worry about the people who worry about you! Because like you said, no one cares about you! Let's go! Kurosaki Wenyi coldly retracted his gaze, grabbed Yi Pan'er's hand and strode away.
His ears were buzzing, and Fujiwara Kasuga saw that the person in front of him was getting farther and farther away from him, and the whole person shook slightly, and his vision was not focused. She suddenly moved, so hurriedly, she stepped on it, ignoring that she was still barefoot, ignoring the debris on the ground, and rushed towards the person who was about to leave.
Fujiwara Kasuga hugged Kurosaki Wenyi from behind, but at the same time, Yi Pan'er let go of his hand.
"Don't go......," Fujiwara Haruga begged bitterly, the panic no longer hidden, "don't leave me...... I don't want to be alone...... I'm divided...... Don't go...... I'll take the medicine obediently...... Eat obediently...... You don't want to go...... Don't leave me alone."
She burst into tears, wandering like a lost child begging to go home.
Kurosaki asked in a deep voice, "Won't you be willful anymore?" ”
"Yes."
Yi Pan'er looked at the two of them, and suddenly didn't know what was wrong, and felt that she should be the one who quit. She shouldn't have come, shouldn't have been in the middle of them.
Because of the change of identity, everything has changed.
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After eating and taking medicine, Fujiwara Kasuga finally fell asleep.
Kurosaki Wenyi got up to leave, and Yi Pan'er had been sitting in the living room outside the room for a long time. She looked tired, but everyone was tired. In this chase, it has long been scarred. Kurosaki Wenyi walked up to her and sat down, covered her with a big palm, and held it gently.
"She's asleep?" Yi Pan'er moved her lips and said softly.
Kurosaki Wenyi nodded slightly and breathed a sigh of relief, "I'm asleep, and my emotions have been balanced." ”
"She's not smooth." Yi Pan'er hit the nail on the head, and said quietly, "She's actually still very scared, she's afraid of losing you." ”
"I didn't say I was going to leave her." Kurosaki said in a deep voice, holding her hand tightly, "What do you want to say?" ”
Yi Pan'er looked calmly ahead and muttered, "She can't do without you." ”
"And then? What do you want to say? Kurosaki turned his head violently, pressed her shoulders with both hands, and turned her whole body towards himself, forcing her to face herself, "What's going on in your head!" Get rid of them all! ”
His domineering orders did not allow her to retreat in the slightest.
Yi Pan'er was just about to speak, but Kurosaki Wenyi grabbed her into his arms, and he wanted to rub his chest tightly, so as not to let her escape, "I won't let you go again, absolutely not!" You don't want to think like that! Yi Pan'er! Did you hear that? Did you hear me? ”
Yi Pan'er nodded, her head tilted on his shoulder.
Her long hair fell, obscuring her countenance, so deeply tired.
Emperor Superstar: Always known
Fujiwara Haruhi began to eat and take medicine on time, which made Kurosaki Wenyi feel relieved and relieved. Kurosaki Wenyi needs to deal with the affairs of the consortium, so he will rush to the emperor first in the morning. At this time, there will only be two people left in the Night Palace, Yi Paner and Fujiwara Kasuga.
The wedding date is approaching day by day, but it seems that all three of them have forgotten about it.
Or, in fact, I don't want to mention it.
Yi Pan'er stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, quietly looking out the window. Suddenly, she heard footsteps behind her, and she turned her head suspiciously, and saw Fujiwara Kasuhi wearing a thin coat and a thin figure standing at the door. She was stunned, as if she saw another self. Fujiwara Kasuga seemed to want to say something, but only bit his lip.
Yi Pan'er didn't know what it was like, but said softly, "Come in." ”
Fujiwara Kasuga walked into the room quietly, and without waiting for Yi Pan'er to react, he suddenly bent his knees and knelt on the ground. Yi Pan'er was suddenly surprised, and asked nothingly, "What are you doing here?" ”
"Get up, don't you do this." Yi Pan'er ran in front of her, trying to pull her up.
However, Fujiwara Kasuga stubbornly knelt there and just didn't speak.
Yi Pan'er ran out of ruts, and gradually lost her strength. She bent her knees and knelt down in front of her. The two faced each other, a strange feeling. It's ridiculous to say that they are rivals in love, but they are sisters. Yi Pan'er has not been able to adapt to this new identity, and Fujiwara Haruhi does not seem to have adapted either.
After a long silence, Fujiwara Haruhi murmured humbly, "I know my request is excessive. However, I hope you can say yes. I beg you to give me Pei Huan, and when I die, he will come back to you. I don't have long to live, and for the rest of my time, I want to be with him. ”
"This is my last request, and I hope you will grant it."
"What if I don't say yes?" Yi Pan'er asked softly, but a certain string in her heart was touched by her.
"I know you won't say yes." Fujiwara Kasuga's voice was soft, as if it was about to be buried in the dirt. She lowered her head and said in a panic, "But I really can't help it." I ......" her voice trembled, with indescribable sorrow, "I am not a bride anymore...... I don't want to get married......"
"You have a long, long life to live, if only you let him go to me. Just one click. ”
She was so low-voiced, I'm afraid she hasn't lived until now.
Yi Pan'er's eyes flashed with warmth, and she said lightly, "He's not a thing, how can he let him go." ”
"I know...... I know ......" Fujiwara Haruhi bit her lip and muttered, tears suddenly falling and falling to the floor. Yi Pan'er saw a little bit of wet marks, her heart palpitated with pain, and she said again, "I can't control his feelings, and I can't make him love who and who he doesn't love, I always know ......"
"But for the rest of the day, please let him stay with me."
"Please."
Fujiwara Karuhi's voice was choked and trembling, in front of Yi Pan'er, she was just a child who was afraid of being alone. When she knew that she was her sister, a certain responsibility swirled in her heart. The anger of the past, I don't know what's wrong, suddenly disappeared all at once.
Only the dialogue in memory is still faintly audible.
"Pan'er, do you like your brother and sister?"
"Pan'er likes her sister, if there is a sister, then I can take my sister to play."
"What if my sister is bullied?"
"I'm going to beat my sister's bully."
"My Pan'er is so powerful, so what if my sister likes Pan'er's things?"
"I'm my sister, of course I'll give it to my sister."
Mom, teach me how I can help. Now, not things, but people who love deeply.
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Kurosaki Wenyi finished handling the company's affairs as quickly as possible and rushed back to the Night Palace. He went to visit Fujiwara Kasuga first, while she was still sleeping. He came to the glass hall at this time, and pushed open the door but couldn't find her. Kurosaki was shocked when he heard this, and hurriedly looked for her, "Pan'er? ”
"Pan'er? Pan'er, where are you? He shouted again, but no one answered.
Kurosaki Wenyi sensed that something was wrong, and his already restless heart rose. He jerked to his feet, only to see her standing behind him, smiling at him.
Kurosaki Wenyi hurriedly rushed to her and hugged her into his arms, how did he feel that his empty heart was slowly filled, as if he had the ability to breathe again. He hugged her tightly and asked urgently, "Don't make such jokes with me in the future!" Do you want me to die in a hurry? Or do you think it's funny to see me like this? You naughty! ”
"Fool." Yi Pan'er stroked him gently, and there was a hint of bitterness in her smile.
How could she be willing to torture him, how willing to make him anxious.
Kurosaki Wenyi was actually relieved, and said in a deep voice, "Have you eaten?" ”
Yi Pan'er shook her head.
"Let's go, let's go to dinner together. It's time for spring to wake up, too. Kurosaki Wenyi took her hand and led her towards the Tsunegoden. Yi Pan'er followed silently, without saying a word.
It can be said that the three of them ate together at the restaurant of Toko-Goten, which can be said to be the first time.
No one spoke, and the silence was so oppressive that it felt suffocating. Yi Pan'er lowered her head and ate without a bite. She wanted to make herself look not too depressed, so that he wouldn't notice that she was different. But what a shrewd man Kurosaki Wenyi was, he had noticed it before.
It's just that he doesn't ask.
Fujiwara Kasuga sat to the left of Kurosaki Wenyi, and she picked up the spoon to drink the soup. Her appetite seems to be good. But after a few sips, she felt uncomfortable, hurriedly picked up the empty bowl, turned her head and spit it out.
"Kasuga, how are you?" Kurosaki Wenyi hurriedly ran to her side and asked nervously.
Yi Pan'er walked up to her, but found that she didn't know what to do.
"I'm fine...... Fujiwara said weakly, grabbing his arm carefully, "It's really fine......"
You can't be willful, and you can't say that she's actually sad.
Because if he was willful, he wouldn't pay attention to her.
Emperor Superstar: I had to retreat
Fujiwara Karuhi's health is getting worse and worse, and his little face is pale all day long. Most of the time, I have to wear an oxygen mask, let alone eat, and it is difficult to breathe. As the sepsis began to deteriorate, she was covered in red spots, and her whole body looked as if she was infected with bacteria.
Fujiwara Kasuga was a little frightened when he saw his arm, but he just shed tears silently.