Liu Manrong still remembers the strong love in the past, but I can't remember it, not only that, but now I not only can't remember that love, but even wonder if it belongs to me?

At this time, Liu Manrong suddenly took a deep breath and laughed and looked at me and said, Yang Ming, in fact, I am very glad that what we see after we meet is not a depraved and negative you, I even think that the current you coincide with the young you back then, and you are divorced again, aren't you?

Having said this, no matter how low the emotional intelligence is, the idiot can understand what she said, but I am not very happy, but I am extremely entangled in staring at her delicate face and the undisguised expectation and inquiry in her eyes, and I don't know how to answer her words for a long time.

I watched the anticipation in her eyes turn into doubt, and then asked me with some loss, is it ...... Did I feel wrong and you didn't want to start over with me?

I smiled bitterly, stared at Liu Manrong and shook my head and said, "Sister Manrong, what I want to start over is not because of what happened in the past, but the kind of new life that I want to start over now............ A new beginning, the beginning of saying goodbye to the one I used to be! ”

"Does it make a difference?" Liu Manrong frowned slightly and was very puzzled, maybe in her opinion, isn't the beginning of a new beginning a new beginning?

I can only be bitter in my heart, can I tell her that I woke up and found myself six years later? Can I say that I don't remember having a relationship with her at all, and I don't remember anything that happened to her at all, so I can't be so indifferent?

Or, I told her that I don't want to be a Yang Ming in the shadow of not me, but want to be a Yang Ming who started as a high school student?

None of this can be said!

I wanted to speak and stopped struggling for a long time, and finally organized the language and explained to her, if Sister Manrong really only cares about the past feelings, then I may not be able to accept it, it will only make me the past me, and what I really want is that because of the current me, you choose again, and I also want to work hard to change myself, so that I have the real ability to bear this feeling.

Liu Manrong frowned slightly and pondered for a moment, then suddenly let go of her brows and smiled: "I think I probably understand what you mean...... You mean to tell you that you want to pursue me again, or that I'm going to chase you again, instead of that compound feeling, right? ”

I thought about it, nodded a little helplessly, and said, that's roughly how it feels.

She suddenly smiled brightly, and said to me with some shyness, not to mention, I really look forward to this kind of beginning!

"Then ...... For a new beginning and a new you...... Cheers? I smiled and raised my glass, as if I was suddenly much more relaxed, because I couldn't say directly to Liu Manrong, what I wanted was not the kind of feeling she remembered in the past, but the relationship that I started again.

The cups touched lightly, and I didn't know if she really understood, but it seemed that at this moment, I finally accepted the arrangement of fate completely, and finally began to prepare for a new life.

Brother Hong didn't come back until I left this night, but Liu Manrong and I drank half a bunch of beer, and Mengmeng stared at me very unhappily when I checked out.

I couldn't drive because I was drinking, and this time it was different from the last critical situation, so Liu Manrong stopped a car and took me to the house that belonged to her!

When I came to this room again, I felt a strange and subtle change, the last time Liu Manrong asked me to come in by myself and change my shoes, but this time she pulled me in after entering the door, and then helped me take my shoes and urged me to change my shoes.

After I changed my shoes, she herself trotted happily on the floor barefoot and took out the dishes from the refrigerator, tied an apron, and looked like she was going to have another stomach-warming supper, until she turned her head and asked me to wash the dishes with shyness, and I suddenly realized that I had to go into the kitchen with her!

Last time I felt charming and warm, but this time there was a completely different freshness, when I finished washing the dishes and saw her cutting vegetables with a virtuous face, I no longer restrained myself under the surging tenderness, and finally got my wish and gently hugged her from behind, sniffing the moving fragrance between her ears and neck.

She hummed softly, and I felt her body tremble slightly, and then said to me in a very low and shy voice, I still have to chop vegetables and cook, you said it yourself, you have to find your feelings again, how can you ......

Before she finished speaking, she suddenly stopped abruptly, then turned her head, pinched me angrily with a red face and said, "Go away...... Stinky scoundrel! Don't think that when I say I'm willing to start over with you, I'm acquiescing to everything, why are you so bad? ”

I knew she sensed something strange about me, and I was a little embarrassed, because the feeling she made me feel was so special and strong!

But looking at her crimson cheeks and listening to her shy and angry girlish tone, my courage seemed to be much greater, not only did I not go away by her scolding, but hugged her more tightly, and kissed her softly on the neck, bringing my dense heat......

To be honest, I don't have this experience, but men seem to be born with no teachers in this area, and her breathing seems very disordered with my kiss............ And so am I!

Just when I wanted to get more sweetness from her, she turned around and pushed the distance between us with her hand, tilted her face slightly, opened her lips slightly and panted at me, "Don't be so fast, okay...... I'm a little ...... It's a bit too much to get used to! ”

I looked at her begging eyes, knowing that if I continued at this time, she would definitely not be able to refuse, but I still withdrew my hand with difficulty, kissed her on the face and said with a wry smile, Sister-in-law, I didn't control the rhythm, you continue to cook.

As she spoke, I was about to retreat, but she suddenly came over, held my face with a fiery breath and kissed me the mouth, and then pushed me to the kitchen door and said with a smile, this is a reward for you, obediently go outside and wait for me to cook!

I sighed, but I was still immersed in this dreamy, sweet pink bubble feeling, which was so strange to me and yet so moving, that I felt like the bones in my whole body were soft, as if I were in a dream!

I don't know how to get back to the living room, I took out a bottle of chilled juice from the refrigerator and drank it, and the sudden strong sense of happiness was lowered by some temperature, and I couldn't help but wonder if this is the love that makes people all over the world yearn for it?

Love turns out to be how it feels?

Really?

I asked and thought about it repeatedly, but I couldn't understand it, because I didn't have any experience!

Half an hour later, Liu Manrong made two simple side dishes and brought them out, and the rice in the rice cooker was also fragrant and steaming, when she put two bowls of rice on the table, sat down and looked at me face to face, I suddenly felt that her beauty seemed to have risen to another level!

"What are you looking at? Flowers on my face? Liu Manrong smiled angrily, picked up chopsticks and urged me to eat something to warm my stomach.

I only felt warm, and couldn't help but say sweetly, how can flowers look good with you, you are much better than flowers!

Liu Manrong couldn't help but laugh, glared at me with amorous eyes, and said, "I don't know why someone's skin is so thick, obviously I said that I want to start slowly again...... Why do I feel like I've been fooled? ”

I laughed and said, I said start over and didn't say take your time!

She looked at me like a child and said, "That's always what you say until you can handle the feelings...... Just...... Just take it a step further, right? ”

Well, I did say this, and it must have been very righteous at the time, but I would never have thought that between emotions, almost just a small act of the other party would subvert everything calm in the mind, making people instantly obsessed and forgetful!

These words made me sober up a little, and reminded me of the disparity in social status and ability between me and Liu Manrong!

Yes, if I don't have the ability to let Liu Manrong see it, even if it is sweet at this time, how can I guarantee that the mistake between me and Liu Manrong will not be repeated between her and 'Yang Ming'?