041, at that time, the bright moon was shining on the clouds
"Why don't you go back? I'm not afraid of her! ”
Given myself such a reason, I edited a message and sent it out, told her where I was, and asked her strangely, are you still in the hospital?
Soon, Liu Manrong replied that she was no longer in the hospital, and Liang Xiaoru and Su Xia also left with Dingding.
She asked me to wait for her, and she came over and had something to say to me.
I looked at the message and was stunned, feeling a little entangled inexplicably, what if she came over and told me the stories that happened between me and her? Will it be a sad story or a past that makes people angry enough to shoot the case?
Mengmeng put a tray with a few kinds of barbecue in front of me, and said strangely, why are you stunned, are you still worried about me collecting your money?
I can't laugh or cry that I'm so stingy? Don't you mess around, okay?
Mengmeng stared at me, and suddenly said strangely, if it wasn't for the money, then it must be thinking about other women, right?
I looked at Mengmeng in astonishment, and felt that a woman's intuition was really terrifying, just because I was out of my mind for a moment, how could she know that I was thinking about Liu Manrong?
Mengmeng snorted, looked at me with that expression that seemed to say, 'Look at it, I know I guessed right', and then looked a little displeased, frowned slightly and snorted at me Men are really the most complex animals in the world, I don't understand you!
Then she turned and walked away, and when she came back with a drink, she went straight back to her own room in the back, without speaking to me.
I smiled helplessly, opened the beer bottle and poured myself a glass, ate it alone, and when the half bottle of beer went down, a fragrant breeze gently drifted in from the outside, accompanied by the familiar footsteps of Liu Manrong's high heels.
I didn't have to look back to hear the rhythm of her footsteps, which surprised even me!
"Isn't it boring to drink alone?" Liu Manrong sat opposite me in a short-sleeved casual dress, with a black hair tied in a ponytail casually behind her shoulders, the girl's appearance has a mature temperament, she is really amazing everywhere.
I couldn't help but look at her and said, what else should I do, I still went to the hospital and was scolded by a group of you, am I stupid or not?
Liu Manrong picked up the beer bottle and poured herself a glass, then took it up and drank it all, then raised her face and looked at me with a strange smile and said, you don't say what I still think, but in fact, I just found out now that you are really stupid, not now, but in this life!
I was stunned for a moment, frowning and vaguely realizing that Liu Manrong didn't come so simply today.
Sure enough, she didn't go to eat barbecue after drinking this glass of wine, but stared at me with her round and good-looking chin, and sighed with a blurred look: "Yang Ming, do you know, if it weren't for your wife being sure that you were you, I would have doubted that you weren't Yang Ming......"
This sentence sounded ear-wrenching, but it made my heart tremble slightly, thinking that a woman's intuition is really terrible!
I stared at Liu Manrong and said with a smile, if I am not Yang Ming, who am I?
Liu Manrong shook her head and said with a smile, maybe even I don't know, all the news I have heard about you from other people's ears in the past few years proves that you have become a garbage scumbag, but the strange thing is that when I see you again, you are still like the Yang Ming I knew in the past.
I frowned, anticipating what was going to happen tonight...... Liu Manrong is here to tell the story!
She didn't wait for me to speak, as if talking to herself, she continued the next sentence and said: "If it weren't for the real expressions you showed, I couldn't believe that you had forgotten the story we once had, could it be that there are really people in this world who can choose to block an unforgettable past?" ”
My heart was shocked, and the word Liu Manrong used made me stunned and unforgettable...... What is the story of what happened between me and her?
In order to cover up my complicated emotions, I poured myself another glass of wine, and then poured half a glass of wine for her and said with a wry smile, Sister Manrong, what's wrong with you, I haven't even started asking you, have you started telling me stories now, why am I a little afraid?
She stared at me with burning eyes, and suddenly smiled and said, I want to tell this story because Liang Xiaoru said that the woman you hate the most is me, is that ...... After we separated, did you have such a grudge against me?
I sighed, understanding that everything was inevitable today, Liu Manrong was determined to talk to me about the past, so the only choice I could have was to listen? Fortunately, she has a story and I have wine, and tonight is destined to be a thrilling night.
I looked at her and said, I don't know why Liang Xiaoru said that? I'm not afraid of your jokes when I say it, the Liu Manrong I know now is the type I like very much, you have so many advantages and strengths, but you are willing to help me, a scumbag who is useless and everyone shouts and beats, I am very moved.
Liu Manrong smiled and said, maybe you are used to hearing others say bad things about you, your current upright side really surprises me, is this God's arrangement?
I took a deep breath and said, "In that case............ Then tell me all the stories. ”
The night breeze in Jiangcheng is a little stagnant, although there is a fan blowing, but there seems to be a depressing viscosity in the air, which makes people feel a little difficult to breathe, and the heartbeat is inevitably rumbling and accelerating, like a frightened rabbit jumping in a daze.
Liu Manrong said, she knew me earlier than Liang Xiaoru, the love at that time was turbulent and intense, the first time we met was also in the summer when she met someone she didn't like to pursue, I was stupid at that time to think that it was a bad person who blocked her way, recklessly rushed up to protect her behind her and fought with others, and finally drove away the hated suitor, and he was also injured.
Speaking of which, the smile on the corner of Liu Manrong's mouth is so mellow and rich, as if my injury made her feel very sweet!
Who knows, but she really told me that it was because of my youthful enthusiasm at that time that she felt a strange attraction, and our love burst out in that moment, and then it progressed rapidly, and within a few days it was already like a glue.
In the following month, our love was sublimated to a point of life and death!
She even told me very calmly in front of me that her first time was given to me at that time, and I was dumbfounded when I heard it, and the turbulent waves in my heart could not be calmed down.
And when Liu Manrong said this, a wisp of bitterness suddenly appeared on the corner of her mouth, and she said a line from a movie six years ago: "Some love occurs naturally, and it is fierce and strong when it comes, but some love also disappears for no reason, and it can be seen but cannot be changed............ The problem between us is that your diploma is not good, and even your personality is too loose, but I have just graduated, and I am at an age full of yearning and pursuit for the future. ”
When I heard this, I finally made up that sense of picture in my brain, and I couldn't help but smile bitterly: "It's really bloody...... That's how we broke up, and I hate you for it? ”
Liu Manrong nodded but shook her head and said: "I thought about it many times later, maybe you hated me because I went abroad, or maybe it was because I wanted to pretend that the senior's couple hated me, but then I felt ...... It's because we love too deeply but can't keep the anger of this love that makes you hate me, right? ”
I thought about that scene and me in this story, and I couldn't help but sigh and say, this story is indeed too bloody, but any man who encounters that kind of abandonment at that time is an unforgettable pain, who can bear the pain of losing love?
Liu Manrong looked at me strangely and smiled bitterly and said, This is really weird, why do you speak in a tone as if this is really not your story, don't you really remember these things at all? Have you forgotten that the main reason is not me, but just that you were not motivated enough to indulge in the game at the time, causing me to be decisive?
I was stunned for a moment, and asked with a strange expression, "I was ...... at that time Don't you want to make progress? ”
Liu Manrong smiled bitterly and nodded: "Maybe it's because we were too young, we fell in love too early, and I let you get it too easily, you seem to care about love, but you haven't thought about how to maintain this love to the end, and you haven't thought about your future life and path...... That's why I decided to go abroad to further my studies and want to make myself stronger, but what I didn't expect was that I got the news that you have a new girlfriend not long after I went abroad, but did you know? I was alone and gritting my teeth as an intern on Wall Street............ It was a very painful memory, and when I think about it now, I still feel like my heart hurts. ”
I looked at Liu Manrong, her eyes were red, her eyes were full of tears flashing and staring at me, as if she wanted to find something from me, in the face of her burning gaze, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, as if it was not only then, but now I can really afford her expectations?
"Do you know......" Liu Manrong's voice trembled and continued to say bitterly, "When I heard that you got married, my heart was about to break, I thought it was just an ordinary quarrel between us, you love me so much, you should learn a lesson, you should wait for me, you will keep me, what I didn't expect was that you were so ...... So resolute, so ruthless! ”
I'm at a loss, is it the one I was ruthless at that time?
It's funny that I still can't understand that feeling.
Liu Manrong wiped her eyes, picked up the wine glass and drank it all, then took a deep breath, calmed down the sharp ups and downs in her chest and stared at me with a wry smile and said, I returned to China after you and Liang Xiaoru had a child, although it seems that I have accepted everything, but the strange thing is that I can't accept the love of other men, I always ...... Always remember when we were young, and the strong love when we came!
I thought about it for a while, and suddenly figured out a question, Liu Manrong found some shadows from me after my divorce, so she was so good to me, right? If that's the case, should I cry or laugh?