I turned on the TV in the living room, but my mind was always on Liu Manrong, watching her busy in the kitchen like a cook is a landscape, and women's curves are born with the charm of confusing men......

When the simple meal came up, Liu Manrong set up the wine glasses and chopsticks, and when she untied her apron and sat opposite me, she suddenly looked at me and asked, have you drunk?

I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly realized that I thought that the bath had washed away all the flaws, but I seemed to have forgotten that I had drunk alcohol, and that the smell of alcohol usually precipitates and ferments in the following time depending on the amount of alcohol consumed, and in the following time it can be clearly smelled by others.

I was stunned, Liu Manrong was also stunned for a moment, and then she frowned slightly and asked me, did you go drinking alone before smoking?

"Hmm......" I nodded as she said.

Liu Manrong looked at me with some displeasure and said, everyone is starting to study seriously now, you are good, not long after you praised you, you stained all the cigarettes and alcohol today, are you going to be angry with me?

I'm too busy to pay no.

Liu Manrong shook her head and sighed, got up and put away the wine bottles and glasses on the table and put them back in the wine cabinet, then turned around and sat down again and said to me, I'm not against you touching these, but I think that whether a man smokes or drinks, it must be meaningful, and it can't become a habit, okay?

I nodded and said yes.

Only then did she look soft and said to me in a resentful tone, look, if you hadn't drunk privately, then we could have drunk tonight, and it's a little fun to have someone to drink with, isn't it?

I smiled and said, Actually, it's okay, you go and get the wine now, I can also accompany you to drink, I'm drinking now!

Liu Manrong glanced at me angrily and said, wine is not a good thing, the more alcohol you drink, the more you have to hide, and besides, we drink at home just to create an atmosphere, in case you are really drunk, vomit and ...... It's not me who is in trouble? Why should I bother?

As she spoke, Liu Manrong poured herself a bowl of soup and drank it first......

After dinner, Liu Manrong took her clothes and got up to go to the bathroom, I nestled on the sofa and was unconsciously defeated by the incoming alcohol, and fell into a deep sleep all of a sudden.

When I woke up, my head hurt, I reached out to the side and touched it, it was empty!

When I opened my eyelids, the first thing I saw was the ceiling of the pink ceiling, and the nose smelled the familiar fragrance that belonged to Liu Manrong, and then turned my head to glance at it, and sure enough, it was in Liu Manrong's bedroom, but the strange thing was that Liu Manrong was not a bedroom, I sat up and found that I was really the only one in the bedroom!

"Sister Manrong......" I shouted.

In response to me were empty walls.

Isn't it in the bedroom to sleep on the living room sofa? I muttered, got up and got out of bed and opened the bedroom door and walked out, the light in the living room was on, but there was no one, I looked up at the wall clock in the living room, only to find that it was already more than three o'clock in the morning.

Then I found a note left by Liu Manrong on the coffee table in the living room.

"You sleep well, I'll set the alarm clock for you, I'll go back there."

Unexpectedly...... It's really gone!

I stood in the empty living room a little dazed, the blank brain and discomfort after drinking made me feel more and more lonely, of course I knew that what Liu Manrong said was the apartment she and Yaoyao shared over there, I just couldn't think about it so late, and she was eating and bathing here, why did she go back there to sleep?

Next to the note was the mobile phone that Liu Manrong gave me, and I suddenly thought coldly - would she peek at my mobile phone?

Thinking of this, I picked up my phone and looked at it, the messages and call records that Sister Lisa gave me were all still there, I felt uneasy for a while, I wasn't sure if Liu Manrong had seen these, if she saw this, then it would not be difficult for her to guess who I went to see tonight, so would she doubt it?

At three o'clock in the morning, I sat on the sofa with a headache and no longer felt sleepy, I wanted to send a message or make a phone call, but I was afraid of waking her up suddenly, but I don't know why Liu Manrong would run to another place without Yaoyao to sleep alone?

At this time, I was startled by the sudden ringing sound of the mobile phone, and when I opened the phone, I found that it was a text message from Sister Lisa: Don't worry, Wu Di has already agreed, and he will withdraw from the field tomorrow.

I hesitated for a moment, and replied strangely, I haven't slept yet?

Sister Lisa continued to reply: "I usually rest so late, don't you know? The matter was just negotiated with you Wu Dige, but he said that he would meet you tomorrow and talk about it again, so you should be mentally prepared. ”

I just remembered that Sister Lisa is a courtesan in the night market, even if she doesn't need to pick people by color herself, but at least she needs to deal with some unexpected scenes, until the night scene is completely off, it seems that I am too simple, Sister Lisa and I have a completely different view of the world......

I sighed, replied that I knew, asked her to rest early, and then threw away my phone, remembering the pack of cigarettes I bought before, but when I went to look for it, I found that the cigarettes were not in the bathroom, but in the garbage basket in the bathroom, which seemed to be thrown away by Liu Manrong!

I hesitated, picked up the cigarette case that didn't get dirty, took out a cigarette from it, and went to the balcony to smoke, standing on the balcony at about three o'clock in the morning and smoking. I looked at the dimly lit city streets and fell into a trance......

The phone suddenly rang again, I picked it up and looked at it, but I didn't expect it to be a message from Yaoyao asking me: Are you living with Sister Manrong now, have you moved in?

I smiled bitterly, thinking to myself that Yaoyao is really a good Chinese best friend, and she still cares about me living with Liu Manrong at three o'clock in the morning in the middle of the night?

I shook my head and edited a text message to send over: No, she lives alone in the apartment you share.

"Really?" Yaoyao instantly came back and asked.

"Of course! It's so late, where are you, and you haven't slept just for this? I asked strangely.

"I'm in Erlang Mountain, sleeping alone in a tent near the mountain road, and the surroundings seem very quiet except for the sound of insects............ I can't sleep a little. ”

"Are you afraid?"

"A little, but that's not the main reason!"

I laughed a little, imagining that Yaoyao was so scared that she couldn't sleep, and I thought it was a little funny, so I asked, "What is the main reason for that?" ”

"Desolation, the feeling of being alone...... You don't understand this feeling of being the only one left between heaven and earth, do you? Except for the movement of the wind and the chirping of insects, only the sound of my breathing was left, and I wondered what I would do if I was the only one left in the world. ”

Burst!

I was amused and replied with my phone: "The kind of situation you said won't happen, but you really should think about finding a man, otherwise you will always look out of shape and unlikable!" ”

Yaoyao sent an angry expression, followed by a bloody knife, and then sent a message to me and scolded: "Yang Ming, you won't have a good chat, right?" I'm talking about a very serious question, what does it have to do with whether I have a man or not? Have you never felt that lonely feeling of being independent? ”

Independence, loneliness?

I was stunned for a moment, is this the feeling that a city girl should have?

However, I was asked by her posthumous independence, don't I feel this way?

I have!

I thought about it for a moment and replied with two words: "No!" ”

"Shhhh I know that you are superficial and don't understand this feeling. Yaoyao replied.

I suddenly asked her, what can I see on the other side of Erlang Mountain now?

"The stars and the wind, and the silent distance......" Yaoyao asked me, "why are you asking this?" ”

"I'm just curious, why do you choose to walk like a girl, if you want to relax, isn't it the same to take the train directly to Lhasa?"

"I told you you don't understand this feeling! I just want to make myself feel like I'm alive...... When you are alone, you will settle down, forget the fame and interests in the world, and remember only those things that are indispensable to life force, and nothing else, and this is the real thing that a person should cherish and pursue in life! ”

I pondered for a long time and replied, "What a profound ......"

"You don't understand...... Alas, to the cow to love, no more talking, I slept! ”

I stared at the message for a long time, and thought thoughtfully of myself.