079, when a man is mature
On a hot summer night, Sister Lisa and I mingled in the dim and deserted alleys, and the suppressed panting and the sound of raindrops falling from the air conditioner seemed to converge into a concerto.
However, when we gradually woke up from the splashing of water droplets from the air conditioner and turned our senses, she and I became relatively speechless, leaving only a complex expression of silent relative to each other.
"Sister Lisa...... "I wanted to speak first, but she sealed my mouth with her fingers.
Sister Lisa tied her knot, and stared at me with charming eyes and said, don't ask me if I regret it, your sister I dare to be it, this is nothing to be ashamed of, who still has a moment in this life when he is impulsive? I never ask about your Wu Dige, and I hope that this matter will be annihilated like this, and don't let him know.
I want to say yes, but my mind is muddy, I just feel that I am a bastard, obviously I have a relationship with Liu Manrong and plan to live this life well, but why can't I stop the car just now and make a mistake? Although Sister Lisa said it freely and naturally, I felt that my mood was heavy and complicated!
"What's wrong, little Mingzi?" Sister Lisa gently put her hand on my shoulder, slowly leaned her head over, and asked in my ear in a soft tone, "Do you feel sorry for you Wu Dige?" ”
I nodded, shook my head again, and said in a complicated tone, I didn't expect this to happen, I'm sorry for you.
Sister Lisa smiled at her with a rare soft side and said, silly boy! I just think I'm not wrong, you are different from me and Wu Di, whether we are together before or after being together, we have never felt guilty about doing this kind of thing, do you know, in fact, I almost promised you the time you saved me a long time ago, but unfortunately there was no such time at that time, now it's okay...... This is also a matter of your sister and me, we don't owe it!
Do you really owe it?
I frowned and looked at Sister Lisa, her gentle appearance just now was still in my mind, and even her panting voice I felt moved in my mind, she said that she didn't owe it because she felt that she would repay me for saving her twice in this way, right? But for me, can this kind of reckoning really be settled and treated as if nothing happened?
I do not know...... Can I forget.
Sister Lisa's fingers slid across the corners of my lips, slowly moved on my face, and then gently smoothed my frowning brows, and said to me in a gentle tone, Xiao Mingzi, sister is a person who believes in fate, I have always felt that people come to this world and the skin is secondary, and the things under the skin are their own, don't think that my sister and you have such a show, I have changed my mind about you Wu Dige, don't worry...... Wu Di and I are sincere, really!
Under Sister Lisa's repeated comfort and emphasis, my uneasiness and guilt gradually subsided.
Sister Lisa also said, in fact, Wu Di and I are just two boys who have not fully grown up, we have our own innocence, she said that Wu Di is learning to grow up, and she hopes that I can grow up as soon as possible to become a mature man who can stand up to the sky!
I could feel that she was trying her best to clear the knots in my heart, making me think that what had just happened was a normal thing, and I could only follow her wishes.
Looking at her already very messy clothes, I gave her my T-shirt to wear, and I myself was naked, I must be a man, and it would not be too embarrassing to walk bare-chested. When we tried to return the same way, we found that we had lost our way in a panic, and we went around many alleys before we finally got out of this old residential area......
As I crossed the street, I suddenly glanced back at the area opposite.
"What's wrong?" When Sister Lisa saw me turn around, she subconsciously asked a little nervously, "Is anyone chasing after me?" ”
I shook my head and said it's okay, I'm just looking, but the real reason is that I want to remember that area, there must have been something that happened there that I will never forget! But I can't let Sister Lisa know that I will remember it, lest I will always think about her in her heart, which is disrespectful to both her and Wu Di.
When passing by a clothing store, under the surprised eyes of the clerk, Sister Lisa and I each bought a new set of clothes to change into, and then walked down the street before finally feeling more comfortable.
Sister Lisa asked me and Luo Bin about the business plan in detail, and finally gave me a package ticket and said that she would definitely support Wu Dige to start a business with us, and she also said that in fact, she also knows a lot of people, and she will spare no effort to help us when there is a place that can help.
We chatted while walking, and unconsciously arrived near Liu Manrong's community, at this time, Sister Lisa happened to ask me to leave, and I didn't keep it, but raised my eyes and looked around, always feeling a kind of thief as if I was uneasy floating in my heart.
"What are you looking at?" Sister Lisa asked me strangely.
"No, just take a look!"
"Then I'm really leaving!"
"Hmm."
Sister Lisa looked at me, suddenly leaned over and kissed me on the face, and then said with a smile: "In order to prevent you from still thinking of me, this will be used as a last kiss goodbye to commemorate, from then on we really owe each other, only the relationship of mutual cooperation is left!" ”
I sighed, and Sister Lisa had already waved her hand to stop a taxi.
Watching the taxi go away, my mood suddenly became complicated again, an inexplicable sense of loneliness made me suddenly want to smoke, so I bought a pack of cigarettes from a convenience supermarket next to me and stood on the side of the road to smoke, that kind of slightly spicy feeling passed through my throat, I suddenly understood why men smoke, because cigarettes can make a person feel that he is not alone, so that the loneliness is not so obvious.
Yang Ming...... What are you doing? ”
Suddenly, a voice frightened me into dropping half of the cigarette in my hand, the cigarette butt smashed on the ground and splashed a spark, I turned my head and looked at Liu Manrong who was walking towards me with a panicked face and explained: "No...... Didn't do anything! ”
"Why don't you smoke?" Liu Manrong stared at me suspiciously and asked, "It's strange, didn't you never smoke before, when did you learn this stinky problem?" And also...... Why don't you give me a call when you want to come over? ”
Hearing her words, I subconsciously replied, didn't you call me too?
Liu Manrong glared at me with an angry smile and said, Look at your little temperament, why are you still like a child? Do men want to be generous, understand? I'm a woman, it's normal to be emotional, okay? I'm still here for my aunt, you men don't have one, right?
I was speechless.
Liu Manrong walked over, originally wanted to hold my arm, but as soon as she approached me, she immediately covered her nose and walked away two steps in disgust and said to me, it really smells bad, when you go up, you hurry up and give me a bath, otherwise don't get close to me within a meter, do you hear?
I was scared into a cold sweat, and suddenly remembered that the perfume smell on Sister Lisa's body was very strong, fortunately, I smoked a cigarette just now, otherwise Liu Manrong would smell the rich perfume smell on my body that belongs to other women, wouldn't I be exposed immediately?
Sure enough, he is a thief!
I nodded hurriedly, where could I still take care of the emotions that existed for Liu Manrong, put on a cigarette and followed her to the community.
After going upstairs, I put down the vegetable bag that I was carrying in my hand, and then went into the bathroom to take a bath, when all the clothes on my body were taken off, I found from the mirror that there was a blood mark on my left waist, which should have been in the alley before, Sister Lisa's nails were inadvertently scratched, thinking of this, I couldn't help but think of the scene that happened in the alley, I subconsciously reacted......
In the bathroom, I completely rinsed off the breath that belonged to Sister Lisa, changed all the soiled clothes and pants, soaked them in a bucket, and gently scrubbed them with laundry detergent before I dared to take them out and put them in the washing machine, and then wrapped Liu Manrong's bath towel out of the bathroom.
At this time, Liu Manrong was busy in the kitchen like a beautiful chef............
I suddenly felt as if I was really immature enough, otherwise how could I have emotions for such a good woman? Even if she doesn't take care of me once in a while, so what? She's so good and beautiful, if there's no flaw, wouldn't it be too perfect?
What more could I ask for to be in the same room with such a beautiful woman?