Chapter 47: Goodbye
Hearing the voice coming from the phone, I was short of breath and my heart was pounding together.
Although it was only two short days. Hearing Wang Jiaci's voice again, it was like a lifetime away.
I held my phone in a daze for five or six seconds before I came back to my senses and said into the phone in a panic
"It's me, it's me. Xiao Ci: It's me.."
As soon as the words were spoken, my nose became inexplicably sour, and through the phone, I seemed to hear Wang Jiaci's shallow breathing, as well as her face holding the mobile phone on the other end of the phone.
It made my heart tremble, and I tensed up waiting for her voice to come back on the phone.
Finally, a little time passed. Wang Jiaci's voice slowly sounded again.
"Well, are you okay? Me.. I couldn't catch up with yesterday's plane because of something.. So.. I can't go until today.. I'm in the airport right now... After thinking about it, I still think it's better to call you before I get on the plane."
Hearing Wang Jiaci say this, I fell silent for a moment, and suddenly I didn't know what to say to her, and I wanted to say too much, so I didn't know what to say.
But I didn't hesitate for long, and I still held back my emotions. Said deliberately very calmly
"Well, really? How long does it take for the plane to arrive? Your letter to me. I've watched... Over there.. It's almost daylight, right? Did you go there and have a place to live? Your home here.. Do you still have it? After is not.. Will you come back once in a while? Where did you get on the plane? This phone number: Whose is it? ”
At this time, I couldn't help but ask so many questions, and there was no pattern at all, and every question was what I wanted to know, even in my heart. There are so many words that have not been asked.
I guess I was stopped by a series of questions, and suddenly there was no sound on the phone.
After a long while, I heard Wang Jiaci say slowly
"Well, it's all arranged, don't worry about me."
Her words stung my sore spots, and my hand holding the phone trembled, and my heart overflowed.
How could it not be possible not to worry about her? How can it be.. Don't care about everything about her?
At this time, I took a deep breath and said into the phone, "Really? That's good.. It's just arranged.. I.."
"I'm still a little unacceptable to you leaving me, so these two days... I'm having a bad time.. But I've figured it out now, I'll try, and if I get better in the future, I can go to you, or.. In the future, you can come to me when you come back, and then I will be able to give you everything you need, I will buy you snacks to eat, and buy us a house for you to live in. Whatever you want... As long as I can keep you by my side..."
My voice trembled a little when I said this, although it sounded like naïve and childish words, but it was really all the thoughts in my heart, and it was the only way I could think of it.
But after I finished speaking, there was no response on the phone for a long time, and the phone seemed to be hung up suddenly, and no sound could be heard.
Just when I couldn't help but want to ask again, Wang Jiaci's voice finally came from the phone
"Xiao Xiaoming, I'm sorry.." Array Chronicles.
"Actually... I'm calling you to tell you something... This number: When I get on the plane, no one will use it again."
"I... When I heard what you said to me when I left that day, I was very touched in my heart. But I didn't answer you at the time. So now I want to tell you one more thing.."
Speaking of which, there was no sound on the phone again, and it was obvious that Wang Jiaci on the other end of the phone stopped.
After half a ring, I heard a shallow sigh from inside, and then Wang Jiaci continued
"Xiao Xiaoming, I want to come and go, I think you still don't have to wait for me anymore.. In the future, there will definitely be better girls than me to be by your side... So.."
"You don't have to wait for me any longer... We.. There will be no future.."
Wang Jiaci's words seemed to suddenly turn into a sharp knife, piercing my eardrum and inserting it into my heart along the phone.
I just felt a buzz in my head, and then all the strength in my body was gone, and my legs were a little weak.
I couldn't accept what she said, so I became emotional for a while, and said loudly on the phone
"Why?" Why are you saying such things to me? Are those I just said bad? Don't you like me? Is it because you go abroad that you have to completely cut off everything? I said I was willing to wait, when you grow up, when I grow up, when I have the ability to take care of you, we can still be together? Why would you suddenly say something like this again.. I don't want anyone to be with me... I just want you to be alone with me."
When I said this, I was so excited for the first time, I didn't expect Wang Jiaci to call suddenly to say such a thing, and I didn't expect that all the faint hope in my heart was also denied by her words at this moment.
Wang Jiaci on the phone also felt my excitement, she didn't say anything for a long time, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
It took a long time before she spoke in a calm tone, little by little
"Xiao Xiaoming.. If you want to hate me... It's also possible.. As long as you can feel better in your heart... I can think of any kind of person... But.. That's really all we can do... So you don't waste your time on this kind of thing anymore... In the future, we will all have a long life to face, a long, long time... Slowly you will forget about me... Forget my people.. Forget everything that happened to me... You'll have a new life to start and face, so..."
"Don't wait any longer... To get better sooner.."
She said this like an iron heart, and she didn't leave me the slightest chance to refute.
I clenched the phone in my palm and my face began to turn pale.
At this moment, there was a pause in the phone for a few seconds, and there was a loud noise.
I heard Wang Jiaci's voice sound again, and it came over lightly.
"Okay, I'm going to board... Thank you.. These days with me... I feel very happy... Later.. You have to find your happiness sooner."
"Well, that.. I'm really sorry I didn't make it to your birthday, so say in advance, happy birthday."
"Okay, that's all... Goodbye... My little Minggong."
As soon as he finished speaking, the phone turned into a busy voice.
I was stunned for a few seconds, and then my eyes widened instantly, and I took the phone away from my ear in a panic, and quickly called up the number to dial it.
At first it rang, then the phone you made was turned off.
When I got to this voice, I called this number over and over again like crazy, but every time it was the same result, cold human customer service, there would never be any emotional voice.
Eventually, I took the phone and crouched on the ground in pain.
My heart is like a sharp knife stuck in my heart, and there is no place in my body that is not painful.
Why, why did you call me like this.
Why did you give me such desperate news when I was just starting to hope?
Why can't you leave me with some room for fantasy and hope for what will happen, and hold on with a faint hope?
I can't guess Wang Jiaci's mood, but I know that I don't have any hope anymore... There is no reason to meet again, no excuse to hold on any longer.
From then on, my life had nothing to do with her...
This feeling of despair instantly filled my whole body, and even the scene in front of me was a little pale, and the world was spinning, and everything was about to disappear.
In the end, I couldn't hold back my tears, and the phone in my hand fell to the ground.
Everything was so good, but now it's a thing of the past.
I know that I like her like this, but I will also say that I hope that there will be better girls by my side in the future.
Is all this God's torture for me?