At this moment, a buzzing roar began to sound around me, and the sound from nowhere, lingered in my mind for a long time.

I crouched. The only belief that could support him also collapsed and disappeared.

I never thought that things would turn out like this all of a sudden, that my life would become a mess in just a few days, and that the previous happiness and happiness were like a strong contrast, stinging my nerves one after another.

I squatted there for a long time, my tears dried up, and all my thoughts were gone.

I touched my eyes with my hand. Struggling to get up from the ground.

As soon as I stood up straight, I thought of something again, and I lowered my body and picked up the phone on the ground again.

The phone was covered with dust, and the cursor on the screen was still stuck on the unfamiliar number. Dumb and miscellaneous.

I looked at my mobile phone screen and was stunned for a while, but I didn't expect that what ended everything between me and Wang Jiaci was a string of unfamiliar phone numbers.

I suddenly felt a little funny, as if I had had a long dream, and now I woke up and the cruel reality returned.

Finally, I shook my head, sighed deeply, and rode home.

When I got home, I was surprisingly calm, I had dinner with my parents very calmly, and then I went back to my room very calmly, as if nothing had happened in the day today.

When I returned to the house and closed the door, darkness instantly engulfed my whole body.

I lay back on the bed, my whole body hidden under the covers.

In my mind is Wang Jiaci's lingering face. With a smile on her lips, she was still so good-looking.

However, in her ears, her emotionless voice sounded

"Don't wait, get better sooner.."

The blood seemed to freeze, and the cold sensation poured from the soles of the feet all over the body.

The next day, I forgot how I got to school, the class had returned to normal, and I no longer heard anyone discussing Wang Jiaci's transfer, people are always good at forgetting, especially those who don't have much intersection with themselves in the first place.

And I still can't accept what Wang Jiaci said to me, since last night Wang Jiaci has been saying every sentence in my mind repeatedly, over and over again, as if it will never stop.

This feeling weighed on my nerves and made me feel like I was about to explode at any moment.

In this way, it was noon in a trance, and it took a long time after class before I came back to my senses and turned my head to look. Only to find that in the classroom, except for me, Lin Qiaoman was the only one left.

She sat in her seat, and seemed to be looking at me from a distance, and when she saw that I seemed to be looking at her, she turned her head in a little panic.

But soon she stood up and walked over to me, as if she had made up her mind.

I watched Lin Qiaoman walk to my side little by little, she stopped, thought about it and spoke

"Liu Ming, yesterday.. Nothing, right? I would have liked.. Ask yours. But the phone is out of battery... You didn't go back to class either, so.. Are you okay? ”

After hearing Lin Qiaoman's voice, Wang Jiaci's voice in my mind dissipated a little, and I looked at her in a daze for a long time before I lowered my head and raised my head again

"You tell me.. I look.. Isn't he a very weak and incompetent person? Am I.. I can't give others the feeling of trust, is it that I can't give others, others have a sense of security..."

I don't know why I said such a thing to Lin Qiaoman suddenly, she was obviously stunned, and after a while, she shook her head, and said with a vague expression on her face

"No, it seems to me .. You're not that kind of person.."

Lin Qiaoman's words made my heart skip a beat, I gritted my teeth, and said with some unwillingness

"Then why, she won't let me wait for her... Why.. She wouldn't believe what I said to her... Unwilling to believe what I say about the future.. Isn't it because she doesn't see a sense of security in me that she says that? ”

To be honest, I seem to be a little deranged right now. I didn't even know what I was asking, but I still felt like I had to ask it.

Sure enough, Lin Qiaoman was quiet again when I asked like this, she looked at me with a little wet eyes, and only after a long time did she shake her head again and said softly

"I don't know.."

One sentence woke me up, and my whole body was full of excitement, and my mind recovered.

I raised my head to look at Lin Qiaoman standing next to me, her figure was extraordinarily thin, and her old coat was shining with sunlight shining through the window.

At this time, I thought of something, and immediately lowered my head and whispered

: "I'm sorry.. I.. Something wasn't quite right just now.. Asked you something like that.."

"I'm sorry.. You're still leaving me alone.."

I don't know how I want to explain, but before I finished speaking, Lin Qiaoman suddenly said something very loudly

"Enough.. Don't say it.."

Her words interrupted me, and it was the first time I heard Lin Qiaoman speak so loudly, and I was stunned for a while.

I saw that Lin Qiaoman's face was a little unhappy, she bit her lower lip lightly, and her body trembled slightly.

Soon, as if she had been accumulating for a long time, she looked at me and said word by word

"Don't be like this, I beg you, don't go on like this... It's not like you at all. It's not like it at all. The Liu Ming I knew before.."

"It's clear that things are already like this, is it useful for you to keep being sad? How long are you going to be sad.. One year, two years? Or for a lifetime? I don't want to know what you said to her, what promises you made, I just... I don't want to see you with a gloomy face every day, like you have no soul, I don't want to see you like this, because..."

"Because I'm going to be sad to see you like this, I'm going to be sad and breathless because of your sadness, so even if I beg you... Even if it's to take into account my feelings, please don't be sad..."

Lin Qiaoman's sudden words made me speechless, and her eyes were red at this time, as if tears were about to flow out at any time.

I looked at her, and my heart seemed to be missing, and countless sorrows poured out.

At this moment, I deeply realized that what I was like in the past two days was completely seen by Lin Qiaoman alone.

Yes, in this class, except for Xiao Yuyao, only Lin Qiaoman will pay attention to everything about me, right?

Who am I sad to show to? To yourself, to others? Or is it just deliberately practicing yourself?

If Lin Qiaoman hadn't said this, I wouldn't have thought that anyone would be affected by my emotions, thinking about it this way, I was really wrong, even the two sentences I asked unconsciously just now must have caused a lot of harm to Lin Qiaoman.

Thinking of this, I calmed down a little, looked at Lin Qiaoman with a somewhat panicked expression, and said

"I'm sorry, I.. It's that I didn't think of any of that. I'm not supposed to tell you these things."

Hearing me say this, the tooth marks on Lin Qiaoman's lips deepened, she looked at me with red eyes, and after a while, she still spoke

"I don't need you to tell me I'm sorry, now you... Not the Liu Ming I know.. If you want to keep going like this so that I don't bother you anymore, you can tell me, as long as you say that I won't bother you anymore, I will never say anything to you again... Whatever you want, it's all your freedom... I absolutely will not be again. Anything you care about.."

Lin Qiaoman twisted her head to the side when she said this, I didn't expect her to be so excited all of a sudden, her words made me instantly not know what to say, I could only watch her silent.

Seeing that I was silent, Lin Qiaoman stared at me for a while before lowering his head and sighing deeply.

Her sigh was full of sadness, and it sounded so sad.

After some unknown time, she turned around, as if she was about to leave.

But after a small step, she turned her head again and spoke at me

"Liu Ming, I forgot to tell you... Wang Jiaci before she left. Told me. She said: She hoped that when she was gone, I could take her place... Stay by your side.."