I've always felt that I'm an optimistic person, for example, when I used to be the second-to-last person in the class in the final exam, I would also think that there was another person who was worse than me, and I would think that if I read a little bit of books, I might be able to surpass a dozen or twenty classmates and take a big step forward.

Now, whether it's a dream or not, I think it's safe to do what I came from, and I can do things that I couldn't do when I was young before. For example, if you go to an Internet café to surf the Internet, I don't think anyone dares to stop you. However, when I think about it, I seem to realize that this is the only benefit of suddenly getting older.

That's!

I also wonder what the real world means to me if this is what the real world means to me, is it considered a time travel now, or if I have accidentally lost six years of memories myself?

Anyway, it seems that God is a little too bad for me, and the first thing I do when I wake up after six years is to make me poor, and even my wife and son are going to leave me?

I would help my grandmother when I crossed the street, and I would give up my seat to the old man when I took the bus, I felt that I should be a good person, but in the face of this reality, I was a little dazed......

Optimism!

I mentally reminded me several times in a row, and then I walked around the house, hoping to find something that would familiarize me, but unfortunately everything felt familiar, but it was extremely unfamiliar, and it made me want to vomit blood.

However, I still have to live, even if I dream, I have to have a terrible dream.

After walking around the house for a long time, I wanted to go out to breathe, at least I could ask what kind of person I was before, and whether I had done something that caused my wife to leave in anger.

Walking out of the house and downstairs, the air outside is really not so stuffy. When the obscene security guard saw me, he immediately came up with a smile and handed me a cigarette at the same time, and I was not polite, I took it directly, and he also helped me light it.

It's really interesting.

We squatted next to the flower bed in the community, I didn't speak, because I didn't know what this guy's name was, but he started to ask me, saying that just now he saw my wife packing up her things and taking my son out, did I run away with my wife in a childish way.

I perfunctorily said that men are bitter, they have to make money to support their families outside, and they have to be angry when they go home, so I quarreled a few words, but I didn't expect to be seen by him.

He asked me if I was having any trouble again, and I was surprised to ask him how he knew, and he said it was my good brother.

Good brother?

I thought about it for a while, and said that since I am a good brother, then I am in trouble, he should be able to help, he said that he will definitely help, go up the knife mountain and go down to the sea of fire, and he will not give up. Looking at his resolute look, I resolutely stretched out my hand: "Borrow a thousand eight hundred flowers?" ”

I thought he would change his face immediately, after all, these days, talking about money hurts feelings, but he didn't, but took out a small book from his pocket, and said don't say 1,800, he will borrow 18,000, but he has to write a note.

I said just writing a note, a small meaning. I didn't expect him to come for real, not only asked me to write a note, but also to press my handprint, I was a little vigilant......

He said that his own brothers also have to settle accounts, right? What if I don't admit it? In order to dispel my vigilance, he said that there is absolutely no interest, and the IOU is written in black and white, and it is clearly written.

Thinking of my empty pockets, and looking at his majestic uniform, I pressed my handprint anyway, and then took the five thousand dollars from him. An auxiliary policeman, at least he won't trick me, right?

Two old men walked in front of us and looked at me with disdain, and one of them whispered that this kid was really hopeless. Another old man said that he had really done evil, and that he had pity on his daughter-in-law and child, and that he deserved to die as for such people.

I grass!

I'm just borrowing money, what about these two old men? When you take the bus in the future, do you want me to give way to the old man?

"Brother, I'll go first." The guy next to me patted me on the shoulder and left with a smile.

I think he is a good person, seeing that I happen to have no money, I actually send charcoal in the snow, such a brother, I will pay a few more in the future.

I went to the commissary and bought a pack of cigarettes, and then continued to walk around the neighborhood, most of whom knew me, but what was the matter with a thick look of contempt?

Finally, when I was about to go home, I saw two old men playing chess outside, so I leaned over, and they didn't leave, but just snorted coldly to express their dissatisfaction. After watching it for six or seven minutes, I saw that the old man with reading glasses made a wrong move, and I immediately said that it was wrong, and I would lose very badly in this way, and he immediately scolded and said that I know a fart.

I'm grass, I'm a chess player, but I'm a master, okay? Because my dad used to like to play chess, I've watched it for many years, can it be bad?

Sure enough, the old man with glasses was directly killed and lost a cannon and a car, and directly declared his defeat.

I said that I had already reminded him, and if I didn't listen to the old man, I would suffer in front of me. He jumped up and scolded directly, saying that a gambler like me is embarrassed to say this? It's not him who doesn't listen to the old man, it's me, I've already broken up with my wife, and I've borrowed a bunch of loan sharks, my wife and children will suffer sooner or later, everyone else can say it, but I'm not worthy to say that.

"Lao Li, it's okay, you can't be angry with this kind of person, let's go home." The other old man comforted.

"Wait!"

When they were about to go back, I stopped them, did not scold them, but took out a cigarette, politely handed it over, and sincerely asked what was going on, yesterday I knocked my head, I can't remember many things, if it is really my fault, I am absolutely willing to change.

People will always make mistakes, but knowing them can improve a lot.

I don't know if it was my attitude that moved them, or for the sake of the cigarettes, they looked at me in surprise, but they sat down, took my cigarettes, and I lit them immediately. I began to ask me what was going on with being a gambler, and what was the situation with borrowing a bunch of loan sharks.

The old man with glasses, that is, Lao Li, said angrily: "You borrowed it just now, and you don't know what the situation is?" ”

What?

I borrowed it just now?

I said that guy said he didn't want interest, and Lao Li said that I couldn't pay it back without interest, and I borrowed too much. My face turned pale and I asked him to tell me more specifically.

"That bastard has been beating your wife's idea, and the whole street knows about it, he first lures you to gamble, and when you lose the bet, they will give you loan sharks, so that you can continue to lose, continue to gamble...... Lose until you sell your wife and children! Feed...... I said are you pretending to be stupid, or are you really stupid? Lao Li said angrily.

What the?

That guy lured me to gamble, lost the bet, and gave me a loan shark? The idea of hitting my wife? Then I borrowed money from him again?

Grass!

I thought that guy was really my brother, and he lent me money because I was poor, but it turned out that he was cheating on me?

I owe a lot of debts and don't matter, Lao Tzu just came to the first day, and immediately fell for him, how much did I borrow from him?

"If he is paralyzed, Lao Tzu will kill him."

I was so angry that I threw down my cigarette butt and walked straight outside, but as soon as I took a few steps out and turned back, I didn't know where that guy lived or what it was called. I continued to ask Lao Li the name of the guy, and he said that the guy's name was Wang Qiang, and he was an auxiliary police officer in this area, and he should be able to find it at the patrol point.

Patrol point?

That's easy, when I came by taxi, I found two patrol points, and I remember the directions. When I was about to turn around, the other old man seemed to be speechless, and I asked him what else he wanted to say, and he shook his head and said nothing.

Nothing, nothing.

I left the community angrily, came to the nearest patrol point, and sure enough, I saw Wang Qiang's guy, he was smoking and chatting with a group of men, I didn't say a word, rushed up and punched him in the face, knocking him down behind the enemy, and scolded at the same time: "Grass you are paralyzed, you actually pit Lao Tzu?" Is Lao Tzu so easy to pit? Now I'll kill you. ”

Wang Qiang shouted, and the guys next to him rushed up directly, trying to pull me away, but I grabbed Wang Qiang's collar tightly, and with the other hand, I grabbed his fist and punched him in the face.

There was a sharp pain in my back, I don't know how many punches and kicks I received, and finally I bit Wang Qiang directly, and bit a piece of meat directly from him, and I was taken away by those people, and then they kicked me one by one, and I almost passed out in pain.

Now I finally understand what the old man just now meant by wanting to speak and stopping, because he knew that Wang Qiang's side was full of people, knew that I couldn't win, and was afraid that I would be killed, so he wanted to remind me, but in the end he still didn't remind me, I guess the old man also wished I was killed, right? Because I used to be a jerk......

"Stop...... Stop it! ”

I vaguely heard a woman's voice echoing in my ears, and then she pushed away the guys who had beaten me and protected me underneath me, her breath I still remember, and her voice was still familiar.

It's Xiaoru!

How did she get here?