Lin Qiaoman's words made my body shake, and the hand holding the letter paper was slightly tightened.

I looked up at her, and saw that her eyes were full of sadness, and the expression on her face looked sadder than anyone else.

When I saw her like this, I suddenly lost my voice, and I couldn't say anything, so I could only look at her in a daze.

Under my gaze, Lin Qiaoman gritted his teeth, and finally turned his head and whispered

"You have a good rest.. No matter what kind of thing it is... It's going to pass.. All.. It's going to be fine.."

After saying this, Lin Qiaoman turned around and slowly walked out of the classroom again.

I watched her walk out of the classroom, as if she had fallen into the abyss, and her whole body was covered in darkness.

But soon I came back to my senses, and the letter in my hand had been crumpled by myself.

When I saw this letter, my heart was filled with indescribable emotions, and I suddenly didn't dare to imagine, I didn't dare to imagine what kind of mood and expression Wang Jiaci used when writing this letter.

However, after staring at the letter for a while, I rubbed my eyes and carefully dismantled it.

It's as if it's still the love letter she gave me not long ago, but it's a completely different mood.

When I opened the letter, my heart shrunk and my breathing slowed.

But soon I took a deep breath, my hands trembled, and I looked over the letter.

The content of the letter was very long, densely written all over the letter paper.

I took the letter paper and looked at it word after word, and every word on it seemed to be full of sadness, heavy and sour.

Slowly, my vision began to blur, my eyes were covered with tears, and the handwriting behind me was almost unreadable.

I didn't know how many times I had been out of my eyes, so I rubbed the back of my hand against my eyes and looked down with a sore nose.

After reading the contents of the letter, I finally couldn't take it anymore and my jaw began to tremble again.

Originally.. That's right...

I finally knew why Wang Jiaci, who was so good a while ago, suddenly wanted to send me a love letter and go to the roof of the building to have a look...

It turned out that this was a long-planned parting.

The letter clearly stated that because the first letter he didn't want to give me was a farewell letter, he sent me a love letter in advance.

The letter clearly wrote, I'm sorry, Xiao Xiaoming is sorry...

I held the letter and began to sobb uncontrollably, and I also saw what Wang Jiaci looked like when she wrote this letter with tears in her eyes.

It's all because I'm so stupid that I don't notice it at all.

She hid these things in her heart alone, and behind those strange days, behind her smile, there must be indescribable sadness.

At this time, I almost lost all my senses, and I could only look at the letter, and let the tears slide down my face little by little.

At this moment I was deeply aware that I had lost her...

I lost. Wang Jiaci is up..

The girl who would show her little tiger teeth when she laughed, the girl who made me sink into it just by her voice, went away from my life.

It's not because you want to be separated that you will be separated from me.

It's because there is no way not to separate, so I will choose to separate.

I knew it was cruel to me, so I said it and behaved like that when I was about to leave.

Maybe it's because they want to leave me with a good memory that they suddenly do so many things.

I have found that people always realize something clearly when they lose, and they always realize their previous mistakes after they lose.

This is a common human disease, and it is also one of the saddest things.

I looked at the letter in my hand for a long time, and finally folded it little by little, and put it in my pocket tremblingly.

After loading the letter, I lay on my desk, tears soaking the clothes on my arms.

I didn't look up for the whole afternoon, I felt as if I had lost my purpose in life, and I couldn't observe everything around me anymore. Or rather, everything has become unimportant to me.

I'm like a person who has lost his soul, I'm like a child who has lost my favorite toy.

I couldn't lift my spirits anymore, and I didn't even have the strength to speak.

In the afternoon, Lin Qiaoman didn't talk to me again, she only looked at me occasionally, and her eyes were full of meaning.

And I came home from school, still looking like a walking corpse, without any spirits.

My parents saw my haggardness, and the two of them thought I was sick and kept asking for warmth.

And I just kept shaking my head and telling them I was okay, really okay.

When I said this, my heart kept aching, and my favorite person left me, how could I say that it was okay?

At night, I lay alone in bed and re-read the letter several times, and every word on it stung my internal organs and made it difficult for me to calm down.

Later, maybe because I didn't sleep much yesterday, I don't know when I fell asleep.

In a trance, I had a long dream, in which Wang Jiaci was still sitting next to me, showing me a beautiful smile.

She told me everything was her prank, she told me everything was a joke she played with me.

In the dream, I happily hugged her tightly and told her that I would not let her leave my side.

However, while I was holding her to death, I woke up from a dream.

When I woke up, I looked at my side in a panic, my pillow was already damp, and I was covered in cold sweat.

I looked up at the gray sky outside, and realized that I had a dream, a beautiful and cruel dream.

At this time, my heart was a little tight, but I didn't expect Wang Jiaci to leave my side like this, and she was like this. Disappeared from my life.

I still couldn't believe it, but the contents of the letter had told me that if nothing had happened, she was on a plane to Australia.

Far away, I didn't even know Australia was there.

But it's such a place that has taken away my favorite girl.

From then on my heart flew down there and never came back to me.

I got up and walked into the bathroom, and the people in the mirror were almost not myself.

With thick dark circles under my eyes, messy hair, and even a beard growing around my mouth, I now look like someone who has been wandering for years.

I looked at myself in the mirror without the slightest desire to clean up, sighed, and then turned and walked out of the house.

When I went out to school, it was surprisingly cloudy.

As if to foil my mood, everything seemed to be frozen in ice.

When I arrived on campus, I vaguely felt a different atmosphere, and I suddenly remembered that my birthday was not a few days away.

No wonder Wang Jiaci was in a hurry to give me a gift, no wonder she said that maybe she couldn't celebrate my birthday.

At the time, I thought she was just talking casually, but now I realize that this is how things turned out.

When I walked into the class, Wang Jiaci's going abroad was already something that everyone in the class knew.

Many people think it's a pity to leave such a little beauty, and there are also many people who are curious about what she is doing when she wants to go abroad and transfer to the class.

These words made me unable to calm down in my heart, and these words made me unable to control myself from thinking about Wang Jiaci.

Later, when I came to the big recess, probably because I hadn't eaten for the past two days, I finally couldn't stay up.

I stood up a little tired and wanted to go to the supermarket to buy something to eat during recess.

However, when I walked to the door of the classroom, I happened to meet the little white face who was about to go out.

The little white face squeezed me deliberately when he walked up to me, and I glanced at him weakly, and I heard him whisper a little proudly

"Huh.. I wanted to do something while she was there... As a result, I didn't expect to run away.."

"Count her lucky... It's normal to leave people like you.."

I naturally knew that she in the mouth of the little white face was referring to Wang Jiaci, and at this moment I don't know where the anger came from, the strength I lost all my body seemed to have recovered all of a sudden, and my hand couldn't help but clench a lot, looking at him and saying word by word

"Don't let me hear... Anything you say about her... You know what? ”