Later, I don't know how long I stood at the school gate, and I couldn't see anything anymore, but I still looked at the place where the car disappeared.

At this moment, Wang Jiaci's gentle and good-looking face and beautiful voice kept flashing in my mind repeatedly, and everything about her flowed into the blood and flowed all over the body.

However, it didn't take long for this feeling to suddenly disappear and disappear out of thin air.

I forced myself to lower my head and rub my eyes, which were already a little red and swollen, and then turned around and dragged my numb legs towards the school.

But after walking a few steps, I saw Lin Qiaoman standing not far away.

At this time, she looked at me from a distance, and her eyes were blank and uneasy.

I watched her figure stand still for a moment, and finally lowered my head and walked to the parking place step by step.

I could feel the gaze behind her with every step I took, but at this time I didn't have any thoughts in my head, as if I was only left with a dry shell, and walked slowly and heavily towards the parking lot.

When I got there, I was in a trance, and my nose became a little sour at the thought that no one would be waiting for me here from now on.

I looked at my car, bit my lip, and pushed it to ride outside the school gate.

I can't tell what I was thinking along the way, but I knew that I had been riding for a long time for a short distance, and the sky was darkening little by little, and the surroundings were shrouded in darkness.

When I returned home and went upstairs, I was surprised to find that the lights were on in the house.

I walked into the room in a daze, and saw my parents sitting on the sofa in the living room, talking and laughing.

My parents were very happy to see me, and it was clear that they were coming back to surprise me.

After seeing my parents, I finally felt a little warm in my heart, but the coolness in my heart still lingered for a long time.

Maybe my parents also saw that something was wrong with my nervous state, and when my father went to the house to change clothes, my mother approached me and asked with concern

"What's wrong?" Isn't it comfortable? ”

I was stunned by her question, and after more than ten seconds, I looked at her and said tentatively

"Mom... If I don't go to school now and go to work to support my family... Will you support me? ”

When I said this, I barely passed through my brain, and all I could think of was Wang Jiaci's sentence "Can you give me everything I need?" ”

Sure enough, I was stopped by a sentence that suddenly came out of nowhere, and my mother stared at me in surprise for a long time, and then asked a little nervously

"What's wrong?" Is something going on at school? Bullied? ”

Seeing my mother's nervous appearance, I suddenly sobered up, and my thoughts stagnated for a while before I shook my head, smiled self-deprecatingly, and spoke

"No.. No.. It's just a little tired.. I don't want to eat tonight... If you want to rest early, you guys can eat.."

With that, I turned around, walked into the room, and closed the door gently.

The moment the door closed, my heart began to sting like a pinprick in my heart, and I bit my lip, tears welling up silently.

At this moment, I deeply realized that I couldn't give Wang Jiaci anything else except the so-called "like".

Even parting, I can only watch.

I haven't slept well that night, as soon as I close my eyes, Wang Jiaci's appearance will appear in front of me, and I have taken out my mobile phone countless times, but I don't know what to say, or I am even a little afraid to hear her voice.

Afraid that she said she was leaving, afraid that she said she would not see each other again.

Even so, I know very well that I am going to lose her, and I will lose her soon...

I don't know exactly when she said she was going abroad, but since everything had been removed from the school, it meant that it would be soon.

I suddenly understood why her English was so good, and why her home was full of cosmetics written in English.

Is the place she is going to be in the United States? Or is it some other country?

The place where she is going must be far away...

Far away, never to come back.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that I couldn't continue to breathe, it was just one night, as if I had aged ten years.

The next morning, I couldn't help but dial Wang Jiaci's phone.

However, the phone was stuck to my ear for a while, and the voice I didn't want to hear came from inside.

The three words "not turned on" seemed to put me on death row, and the only glimmer of hope was also wiped out.

I didn't know what kind of mood I was in when I came to school, and I didn't have the idea of going to school at all, but at this time, I realized that if I didn't go to school, I would have nowhere to go.

When I got to class, as soon as I entered the door of the classroom, I looked at the seat next to me.

Wang Jiaci's book was still placed there, a thick layer, as if she would still come to class later.

I walked over to my seat and sat down, looking at her textbook in a trance.

Yes, I'm going abroad, so these textbooks are useless..

Even I, like these textbooks, was left here.

Thinking of this, my chest was stuffy again, and a buzzing murmur sounded in my ears, which lingered for a long time, and the whole person was drowned out little by little.

I didn't know how I spent the morning that followed, and I vaguely heard the news in the classroom, and many people knew about Wang Jiaci's withdrawal from school.

Even though I heard other people's discussions very clearly, but until now, I am still a little dizzy, all this happened too suddenly, people can't easily accept it, and can't come back to their senses quickly.

At noon, I was lying alone on my desk, my hands and feet were cold, and the strength of my whole body seemed to be being sucked away little by little by a huge and invisible syringe.

But not long after lying on the table, there was a sudden movement around him.

I raised my head in surprise, and when I saw that the person sitting next to me was Lin Qiaoman, my body stiffened for a moment, and my heart sank quickly.

Seeing my reaction, Lin Qiaoman just pursed his lips lightly and said nothing.

I could tell from her expression that she must have known about it... She must have known everything, too...

At this time, I twisted my body again, and when I was about to lie down again, Lin Qiaoman's timid voice suddenly came from my ears

: "Liu Ming.. You're okay.."

A sentence pierced the weakest part of my heart, I gritted my teeth, looked at the desk with a stupid gaze, and replied in a low voice

"I'm a little tired and want to be alone.."

At this time, I really didn't have the desire to speak, and I couldn't think of what kind of expression I wanted to use to face Lin Qiaoman.

And Lin Qiaoman, who was beside her, seemed to have expected me to say this, she looked at me for a while, suddenly lowered her head, took something out of her pocket and handed it to me

: "This... It was she who asked me to give you the letter. Yesterday when she left... Give it to me.."

Originally, I was already ready to lie down again, but when I heard Lin Qiaoman say this, I immediately tensed my nerves and turned my head to look at her.

Sure enough, in Lin Qiaoman's hand, a folded letter was placed there.

The familiar letter paper, the familiar folding method, I almost didn't think much about it, and stretched out my hand to take the letter nervously.

After I took the letter, Lin Qiaoman's hand was slightly closed, and then she looked at me and took a deep breath, and then whispered

: "That.. Don't be too upset... I want to be kind to her.. It's also a matter of its own to be like this.. You don't want to.."

The rest of the words didn't seem to know how to continue, and Lin Qiaoman's tone became a little hesitant.

And I heard her say this, and my heart was filled with sadness, and I stared at the letter in my hand, and my body was full of flavors...

After a long while, I lowered my head, my mouth moved, and my voice was a little hoarse

"You don't understand, how can you understand my feelings... Without her... I have nothing left... Without her... I don't have anything left.."

I didn't even dare to gasp hard when I said this, for fear that the slightest movement would cause tears to flow again.

Lin Qiaoman, who was beside her, obviously didn't expect me to say this, she quieted down, and looked at me with a very subtle gaze.

After a long while, Lin Qiaoman slowly stood up and whispered

"Well, I don't understand.. Of course I.. I don't understand how you feel.."

While saying this, Lin Qiaoman walked out a few steps, and then she stood on her feet again and spoke as if she had made up her mind

"But... You still have me."