"Ahh I woke up and looked around blankly, my head hurting, where is this?

Was it really a dream?

My chest heaved and my eyes tinged with fear......

"Whoa!" With a bang, the curtains were opened, and a spoiled voice teased: "The sun is all drying your buttocks, and you haven't gotten up yet?" Do you want to eat lunch and dinner together? ”

Yang Lingxuan!

I shouted in disbelief: "Yang Lingxuan......"

Yang Lingxuan sat on the edge of the bed, stretched out his hand to caress my cheek, and said in a warm and gentle voice: "Why did you wake up and become clingy?" Didn't I work hard enough last night? ”

I chuckled in my heart at the moment, and now I am still in a dream, why would Yang Lingxuan say such a thing?

He is already dead, why can he stand in front of me alive? Still talking ambiguous things to me?

"Okay, I'm not kidding you!" Yang Lingxuan lifted my quilt and hugged me: "I always feel that I can't raise you, you said that you eat so many delicious foods every day, where did you go?" ”

I was in his arms, my hands and feet were cold, I didn't know what the scene was now, I didn't know what the plot was now, all of this seemed so terrifying, so terrifying!

"Yang Lingxuan!" I reached out and put my arms around his neck tightly, "It's good that you're still alive..."

Yang Lingxuan hugged me to the dining table: "What stupid things are you talking about, haven't I always been alive and well?" This is our home, you see...... Decorated exactly in the style you like, we will live here until we die! ”

I looked around, the fresh little style, the house was not very warm, but it was lifeless, I opened my mouth and asked, "Yang Lingxuan, where is Qin Dongxuan?" ”

Yang Lingxuan's eyes flashed, "He has nothing to do with us, what are you doing mentioning him?" Hurry up and have breakfast with me, I'll go to work after breakfast, you stay at home, come and have lunch with me at noon! ”

Yang Lingxuan stuffed the spoon into my hand, "Hurry up and eat, brush your teeth and wash your face after eating!" ”

I looked at the spoon and found that on the ring finger of my right hand, there was a ring, which was still gold, and Yang Lingxuan also had a gold ring on his hand, which seemed to be the same ring as the one on my hand!

I looked at the ring on my ring finger woodenly, "Yang Lingxuan, are we married?" ”

Yang Lingxuan gave me a bun as if he was courteous: "Sansan, how did I find out that you slept a little stupidly this night, why don't we get married, we have children!" ”

Have children? I think this world is very mysterious, why am I wondering that I am in a dream now, jumping from the stairs, I should be dead, why am I here?

Yang Lingxuan is still alive, Qin Dongxuan didn't let me mention it, what is the reason?

"Where's the kid?" I asked, "Why isn't he with me?" ”

Yang Lingxuan reached out and touched my forehead, "Sansan, are you really stupid, do you want to call a doctor to come back and see, the child is at her grandfather's, in the UK, you forgot, her grandfather took her back to be the heir to cultivate!" Do you miss her? If you miss her, I'll take care of the matter at hand and go over to see her in two days! ”

I pulled down Yang Lingxuan's hand and shook my head vigilantly: "I'm a little dizzy, I don't seem to have slept well, you go get busy first, I'll look for you at noon!" ”

Yang Lingxuan quickly solved the meal in two bites, leaned over and crushed the corner of my mouth, "I'll wait for you!" ”

Without waiting for my answer, he picked up the car keys and left, a warm smile on his lips.

When the door was closed, I called him: "Yang Lingxuan, do you love me?" ”

Yang Lingxuan smiled dotingly: "I don't love you and who do you love, the two of us have known each other for so many years, and we have long been deeply involved in each other, how can I give you to others!" ”

I waved at him, and it was the answer I expected to know!

Yang Lingxuan left, I changed my clothes and left, everything looked so familiar, everything looked so strange!

Why didn't Yang Lingxuan die this time, I can't be happy?

What about Qin Dongli?

Where is he?

Slipping through the streets, rubbing my temples desperately, all this is beyond my imagination, I am still confused, in the huge flow of people, I feel like I am isolated by everyone, I can't fit into them, all this seems to be my own imagination!

Standing in the traffic lights at the intersection, the traffic back and forth, and the sound of honking horns, I can't find a trace of the feeling that I am still living in this world!

"Phew!" A car stopped in front of me, no more than a step away, and the person in the car rolled the window and scolded: "You have a nervous disorder, it's okay to stand in the middle of the road!" ”

I didn't know how to react, and my wrist was gently pulled, "I'm sorry, I'll take her away now!" ”

My eyes were on the man, and I was just thinking about him, and he appeared, and only in dreams does this happen!

It turns out that all this is still a dream, it turns out that all this is still like what Min Rou said, such as the one in Inception, I am repeating, repeating the psychological suggestion, repeating the dream within the dream.

"Miss, are you alright?" Qin Dongli looked at a stranger like a stranger: "It's dangerous to stand on the road, it's better for you to be careful..."

I looked at him stunned and asked, "Who are you?" ”

Qin Dongli was stunned for a moment, "Qin Dongliang, but I forgot a lot of things, I shouldn't know you!" ”

In an instant, I didn't know what to say!

Could it be that only when I die can I return to the next dream and wake up from the next dream......

I want to know the truth, what the hell are they hiding from me!

I broke free from Qin Dongli's hand and stepped back into the road, a heavy truck came towards me, I closed my eyes and felt my body fall heavily on the ground, and I saw Qin Dongliang's anxious expression exactly the same as the look I had when I jumped off the building.

Is this a dream?

I coughed up blood, my tears fell, I closed my eyes, and shouted loudly: "Qin Dongli..."

I never knew that I was a person who liked the new and hated the old, I was confused now, I didn't know who the person I loved was, if I was still in my imagination, why should I die if Yang Lingxuan was alive?

"Yang Lingxuan!" I screamed as if from the depths of my soul and rolled over! "Qin Dongli...... I was panting in the dark......

"What's wrong?" In the dark, he asked softly, "Sansan, you have a nightmare again?" Dreaming of Qin Dongli again? ”

"Hmm!" I hummed softly, Yang Lingxuan covered the quilt, slowly held me in his arms, and patted me on the back, "It's okay, it's okay, it's all over, it's been five years, don't think about it anymore, Qin Dongxuan is in the spirit of heaven, and he will also hope you are happy!" ”

Soul......

I slowly relaxed my whole body and nestled in his arms, I remembered, it was not Yang Lingxuan who died, but Qin Dongxuan died!

I jumped into the Suzhou Creek with Yang Lingxuan, and Qin Dongli also jumped into the river, saving me and Yang Lingxuan, and he never came up again......

I couldn't accept the fact that Qin Dongli was dead for a while, and I was mentally unstable...... The paranoia is even more severe, and there are nightmares all the time......

Yang Lingxuan gave up He Jinrong for me and followed me inch by inch......

"Yang Lingxuan!" I screamed lowly.

"Huh?" Yang Lingxuan responded: "I'm here!" You say......"

"I dreamed that you were dead, I was crazy..."

Yang Lingxuan tightened his arm: "There is no thing...... I'm alive and well with you! You see, I still have breath, I can still talk to you, don't scare yourself, we only have each other! Hmmm......"

"Hmmm......"

"Sleep! I'll come back early and won't leave you home alone, and you won't be cranky, okay? ”

I slowly closed my eyes, didn't cry, didn't make trouble, didn't panic, and tightly tugged at the corner of Yang Lingxuan's clothes: "Hmm! ”