"Ahh I rolled over and looked around blankly!

"What's wrong?" Sunan hurriedly squatted in front of me and asked with concern, "Another nightmare?" ”

I patted my head, my eyes were full of panic, and I grabbed Sunan's hand, "Sunan, where am I?" ”

Sunan happily shook my hand, pulled it, and took me into his arms: "Sansan, you finally woke up, you finally recognize me, I'm so happy!" ”

I frowned slightly, "Sunan, who am I?" Who are you? Why is it in this place? "I was lying on a chaise longue, in the middle of the flower room, the sun was shining, everything seemed to be non-existent, everything seemed to exist again...

When Sunan heard my words, he straightened my eyes and stared at me, "Sansan, you forgot, I'm your fiancé, we're about to get married, hmm......"

Fiance? Me and Sunan?

Is he my fiancé?

What about Yang Lingxuan and Qin Dongxuan?

I lowered my voice: "Who is dead, Yang Lingxuan or Qin Dongxuan?" ”

Sunan was stunned for a moment, and slowly comforted me on the recliner again, and pulled up the blanket, "I'll call the doctor over, I thought you had forgotten all this!" ”

"Wait!" I grabbed Sunan who was leaving: "Where am I?" Don't run away from my words, I want to know who is dead between Yang Lingxuan and Qin Dongxuan? Why are you by my side? Why do you call yourself my fiancé? There's no way I'm going to be your fiancée! ”

Sunan's eyes were gloomy, and he reached out and brushed my hand: "Sansan, you are still so cruel, I thought that if I told some lies to lie to you, you would believe that I was your fiancé, after all, I have guarded you for so many years, but it's a pity ...... I can't get into your heart, so let the doctor tell you! ”

"Paranoia!" I said in a deep voice: "I've been living with my own paranoia, is it that one of the two of them died, my paranoia and my smile depression aggravated the condition, I went crazy and had a nervous breakdown, didn't I?" ”

Sunan was silent for a long time, and nodded slowly: "Yang Lingxuan is dead, he jumped into the Suzhou Creek, you are crazy, crazy to take revenge on everyone, your mother Pei Yining, you have left a lot of money, this money is enough for you to take revenge on everyone you want to take revenge on, after the revenge, you stand by the Suzhou Creek, ready to go to Yang Lingxuan, by your father Aixin Jueluo. Mohe was brought back to England after a long five years of treatment... Five years have passed, and in the past five years, you have lived in the dream of a senior hypnotic master every day, failing again and again, and rebuilding again and again, because you still refuse to accept that Yang Lingxuan is no longer in this world! ”

"I'm all right now! I can accept it! Please get a psychiatrist! I'm going to love Xinjueluo. Mohe! "For five years, I have been living in a dream and refusing to wake up, so everything is actually what I think in my heart, and it is also what really happens, I live in a dream every day, and I taste the pain of losing Yang Lingxuan every day!

The psychiatrist is also a person I am familiar with, Jiang Han!

Jiang Han saw my expressionless examination, and after the examination, he symbolically asked me a few questions, and I answered, and he took the medical records and sat next to me.

"Do you remember me?"

It seems that I have known him for a long time, separated for a long time, and greeted him for the first time.

I nodded: "I remember you, you once treated Yang Lingxuan, I don't like you very much, you tortured him!" ”

Jiang Han smiled slightly: "It seems that you are really good, it is not in vain that your father invited the world's top psychotherapist for you!" ”

"He's the world's top hypnotist, right?" I followed his words and said, "I have undergone the highest level of hypnosis, you are not rebuilding my psychological defenses, you are making me relive what I have experienced, to be reborn in pain, to stand up on my own in the midst of collapse!" ”

"So your treatment is just to break other people's psychological defenses and let others stand up on their own in pain, you also treated Yang Lingxuan like this at the beginning, right?" Five years have passed in the blink of an eye, and these five years, I am blank, I don't know anything... From 23 years old to 28 years old, I don't know what I have become, I haven't looked in the mirror yet, these five years have been a complete blank for me!

Jiang Han didn't deny it, but looked at me directly: "Only this method is the most direct and effective, you think I am the most cruel, but you don't know the so-called psychological treatment, everything depends on you to stand up!" The method is cruel and effective, if the psychological breakdown, it is you who can't do it, you don't know, you have a mental illness, it can be attributed to your illness, you have never thought about how painful the people around you are, just because they are normal people, do you have to bear your pain? In fact, you sick people are the most cruel people! ”

Facing Jiang Han's calm talk, I was silent, and he said again: "Look at it, I broke your psychological defense, let you go back to your own past, and let you rebuild your heart in your dreams, the effect is good, although it took five years for you to be cured, but after you were cured, you won't die!" ”

"You leave me now!" I finally spoke up: "I don't need your treatment anymore, you said I'm fine, in fact, I can't tell the difference between dream and reality, maybe I'm not good yet, I'm in another cage and I'm dreaming another good dream!" ”

Jiang Han smiled meaningfully at me: "Okay, you know it in your heart, Miss Pei, if a person doesn't die in a dream, she can't return to reality, you are not even afraid of death, why are you afraid of living?" Yang Lingxuan is dead, Qin Dongxuan is still alive, he is still waiting for you to go back, you hit him hard, but he is still waiting for you, do you think it is not him, I will promise to come and treat you? You are lucky to have a man who loves you so much and wants you to be happy! ”

After Jiang Han finished speaking, he turned around and left!

I looked out of the flowerbed, slowly got up, walked out of the flowerbed, the spring breeze was blowing, I slowly closed my eyes, and took a deep breath.

I'm still alive, Yang Lingxuan is dead, my world is still spinning, I can't let people who like me, people who care about me, suffer with me.

Sunan brought me a glass of milk, "Do you want to go back to Shanghai?" ”

"How is Qin Dongli?" I asked.

Sunan was slightly stunned, "Now that I'm your fiancé, you ask other men in front of me, aren't you afraid that I'll be jealous?" ”

"Don't make a fuss!" I winked at him, "Is the company okay?" You've been in the UK long enough, haven't you? Don't do everything yourself, I'm fine now, I don't need to be accompanied! ”

Sunan's shoulders drooped: "It's better for you to be stupid, just sober up, just a living Huang Shiren and Zhou Papi, and don't let people live?" ”

"You are my long-term worker now, who will I exploit if I don't exploit you, pack up, I will go back to Shanghai with you!"

"Back to Shanghai?" Sunan was surprised: "You have just woken up, you still need to observe and observe, we don't plan to hide your condition, but you can't ......"

"I'm all right!" I interrupted Sunan's words, "No matter who Yang Lingxuan falls in love with, it has nothing to do with me, all people are punished, and I am punished, that's enough, it's been five years, I'm alive and dead, I believe that Yang Lingxuan doesn't want to see me like this, so life has to go on, I want to go back to Hucheng and return to Qin Dongxi!" He loves me and he's waiting for me! ”

Yes, I'm going back to him, he's waiting for me......