Chapter Eighty-Eight: I'll Go Back.

Suddenly, I heard this long-lost name on the phone, and my body trembled, and my heart instantly rippled.

An indescribable sensation flowed through the body. Those silent blood also began to boil again.

At this time, I felt very sad inexplicably, because I suddenly realized that I hadn't heard her call me like this for a long time, and I hadn't heard Wang Jiaci call me like this for a long time.

It was like centuries later, and the last time I heard her call me that way, it seemed like a distant thing.

At this time, I pinched the mobile phone in my hand vigorously, and after a pause for a few seconds, I mustered up the courage to say to the phone

"Well, it's me.."

"You.. You okay? ”

When she said this, her heart rose to her throat, and countless words that she wanted to say to her came up, blocking her throat tightly, but in the end she only said these two sentences.

And it didn't take long for my voice to fall. Immediately, her soft voice came back on the phone

"I guessed it right, I saw this number... It feels like it should be our number there.. Although it's not your number, I think it will be Xiao Xiaoming when I answer the phone."

"Well, I'm fine. Why don't you call me with your phone number? By the way, how do you know this phone number.."

Hearing Wang Jiaci on the phone ask so many questions, that familiar feeling returned to my body.

I thought she would be silent in the future when she knew that it was me, and even hung up my phone, but I never thought that she would have a tone that nothing had happened, as if she was still in China. It's like you're still talking to me on the phone.

But even though I feel this way, I still know very well that it is different, not the same as before.

The phone call was thousands of miles away, and although her tone was still the same, the nervousness was still felt by me.

Maybe she was pleasantly surprised at this time, or maybe she was also uneasy at this time.

Thinking of this, I suddenly didn't know how to answer her questions, I paused for five or six seconds with my phone before I said slowly

: "Is it.. You're good over there."

"That's good.. It's good.."

I didn't answer her question, but couldn't help but say such feelings.

It seems to have heard something wrong with my words. Wang Jiaci on the phone fell silent all of a sudden, and the feeling of being quiet made people feel a little depressed.

After a long while, she asked softly again

"What about you.. You okay.. Little Ming.."

When she asked like this, the feeling of suffocation began to surge in the internal organs.

At this moment I really wanted to open my mouth to tell her "no", I wanted to tell her that my world had been a mess since she was gone, and that yesterday was the darkest day of my life.

But at this time, I moved my mouth silently with the phone, and finally sighed lightly and pretended to be relaxed

"Well, it's okay.. I'm okay too.."

I don't know why I'm lying, maybe I realized it all of a sudden. It's better not to tell her about the pain she has.

I don't know if Wang Jiaci believed my words or not, but I heard her two laughs of "hehe" on the phone, and immediately heard her ask again

"Xiao Xiaoming, you haven't said how you know this number~ It won't be.. You asked my dad, right? It seems like he's the only one who knows."

I heard that Wang Jiaci was still curious about this question, so I hesitated for a moment, but still spoke

: "No.. Recently, there is always a fortune teller at the school gate, and when I went to do the math, he told me the number."

As soon as he finished speaking, Wang Jiaci on the phone "hummed" again, and then heard her say

"Who are you fooling, it must be the number you deceived from my dad... Dizzy, Xiao Xiaoming, you've become more powerful.. You've found it."

Wang Jiaci's tone seemed to be a little emotional. At the same time, there is some surprise.

And I was inexplicably nervous after hearing her say this, I held the phone and was quiet for a moment, but I still asked again

"yes, what if... If I don't look for you... Are you planning to never contact me again? "Brother Zongjietai.

I was a little nervous when I asked this, and I didn't know how Wang Jiaci would answer me.

Sure enough, after asking, the phone was quiet again, and after seven or eight seconds, Wang Jiaci's voice came again.

"Well, I don't know... What about contact, what about not contacting.."

Speaking of this, Wang Jiaci paused and continued

"To be honest, I can hear your voice... I'm so happy..."

Wang Jiaci's voice was much quieter when she said this, and her face seemed to appear in front of me when I held the mobile phone, as if she was standing in front of me, tilting her head and saying this to me.

This made me stunned for a moment, but I bit my lower lip and said into the phone

"Xiaoci, actually I'll call you here.."

"There's something I want to ask you."

As soon as he finished speaking, the phone returned to quiet, but it didn't take long for Wang Jiaci to whisper

"What's the matter?" It turned out that there was something you wanted to ask me and you went out of your way to call me. You ask.."

It was still a playful tone, as if it didn't feel like what I was asking in the slightest.

Hearing her say this, I instantly felt that I couldn't ask again, and the sentence that had reached my lips was "Did you leave me because of physical reasons?" There's no way to say it at this moment.

I was silent for a while, but I took a deep breath and made up my mind to ask the matter clearly.

But just as I was about to say something, the words that Ling Lingling had just said to me echoed in my mind again.

This made my open mouth freeze again, and finally it didn't make a sound.

At this time, two different voices collided back and forth in my heart, one asked me to ask the truth, and the other asked me to think about it again.

I lowered my head and struggled for a while, but finally sighed and changed my words

"Forget it, it's actually nothing, I just want to tell you... I saw the plane you left on the roof... And.. It started to snow when I got to the top of the building, and if I had gone a little late, the plane might have been buried in snow and I wouldn't have seen your blessing written on it."

I don't know how to describe my feelings, and I don't know why I made this choice in the end.

Maybe I also think what Ling Lingling said is right, right? Even if we know the truth of the matter, what can we do?

If things are really that bad, what can I do but be sad?

It's better to act as if she doesn't know what to do, at least she can hear Wang Jiaci speak to me in such a relaxed tone, at least it won't make her feel embarrassed in her heart, at least let her think that everything is developing according to her ideas.

Thinking of this, I lowered my head a little sadly, and Wang Jiaci on the phone heard me say this, laughed lightly and said

"So, did you see it on Christmas Day?" Me.. Just know you're going to see it... Two days ago, I wondered if it would snow over there... I didn't expect it to snow.. That's nice.. Now, the snow must not have melted."

After saying this, there was a pause, and Wang Jiaci continued to say coquettishly

"Eh, it's a pity that it's summer here, and I can't see snow at all... It would be nice if we could see the snow as well."

Wang Jiaci's words made me in a trance, I thought about it carefully, and realized that she was not the same season as me now, which made me feel the distance between myself and her again, it turned out that not only was it so far away, but even the climate, one was winter and the other was summer.

It didn't feel good, it was like there were many, many obstacles between me and her.

But at this point, I took a deep breath and said into the phone

"The snow hasn't melted yet, if you want to see the snow, you can come back... Your dad he.. Isn't it still in the country? And you haven't finished painting my birthday present yet, right?"

In fact, I also know that I am saying this purely to comfort myself, obviously I have gone abroad, how can I come back easily?

But I didn't expect that after I finished saying this, there was no movement on the phone again, and after waiting for a while, I heard Wang Jiaci say word by word on the phone

"Don't be in a hurry. When the time comes.."

"I'll go back and finish it for you."