Chapter Eighty-Nine: Wait with peace of mind

Although Wang Jiaci's voice on the phone was very small, every word was clearly heard by me in my ears.

At this time, I was in a trance, holding the phone for more than ten seconds. Only then did he suddenly understand, and said nervously into the phone

"What do you mean?" What do you mean.. Will you ever come back? Will you come back and help me finish that picture? ”

When I asked this, my voice trembled a little, as if I had seen a glimmer of light in the darkness.

And Wang Jiaci on the phone just laughed softly when she heard me ask, her laughter was very shallow and short, and then she felt that she seemed to take a deep breath before she spoke again

"Maybe.". Maybe there will be a day.."

"Okay, Xiao Xiaoming, I'm going to hang up the phone... It's so expensive for you to play long distances. I'm going to go out."

Hearing Wang Jiaci say that she was going to hang up the phone, my heart hung up again, and at this time I really wanted to continue to talk to her, just say anything. As long as I can hear her voice again.

However, I moved my mouth, but I found that I couldn't say anything, I didn't expect that there would be such a day, I didn't expect that there would be a day when I couldn't even find a reason for her not to hang up the phone.

I was stunned and holding my phone, motionless, in front of me was a vast white snowfield, dazzling and dizzy.

After a while, I didn't speak, and Wang Jiaci's faint voice came from the phone again

"Okay, I'm really going to hang up... Xiao Xiaoming: Don't you have anything else to say to me..? Don't say I'm hanging.."

Wang Jiaci's words brought me back to my senses, and I hesitated. Still sighed and said

"Hmm.. Definitely coming back.."

"I'll wait until that day."

After the words were spoken, there was a long silence on the phone, and the only sound left was the sound of each other's breathing.

Finally, after a while, Wang Jiaci's subtle voice sounded on the phone again

"Hmm.. Actually, I hope there won't be that day."

"Okay, I'm hanging~ goodbye.. Little Ming.."

Before I could speak again, I remembered the sound of a doodoo hanging up on the phone.

I held my phone for a moment before I put my hand down and looked at the call time.

In less than ten minutes, it seems that a lot has been said, and nothing seems to have been said.

All I have left in my mind is Wang Jiaci's last sentence: "I hope there won't be that day..." Then I figured out what I understood in a trance, and understood why she just said, "Don't worry... When the time comes, I'll go back and finish it for you."

Things that I didn't want to touch are finally starting to become clear.

Those things that I didn't want to believe in the first place began to be difficult to resist.

I don't know how to describe my feelings, but maybe it's numbness, but I don't feel sad, I just feel a little stuffy.

It was a long time before I looked up and looked into the distance.

There were not many people in the playground, although they were all snow-white, but it was easy to see Ling Lingling walking on the runway.

She had her back on her back. Step by step, he walked backwards, and his head seemed to be looking at the sky.

I watched her walk backwards slowly, and it was a long time before she walked back to the place not far in front of me.

Probably noticing that I had hung up the phone, Ling Lingling straightened her body and stood still to look at me.

After a few moments she walked up to me. Looking at the phone in my hand, he asked

"Done?" It's faster than I thought.."

Hearing Ling Lingling's words, I looked at her face, nodded, handed her the phone, and said

"Well, thank you for helping me so much. ”

As soon as the words fell, Ling Lingling reached out and took her mobile phone, but as soon as the mobile phone was held, she still asked with some hesitation

"How's that going?" Was she the one who answered the call? ”

I didn't expect Ling Lingling to ask me like this, I looked at her and thought about it, but I slowly shook my head and said

"It was she who answered the phone, that thing. . . I didn't ask.." Reverse lestination of the mediastinum.

My words made Ling Lingling look a little surprised, she seemed to be even more interested, stared at me and asked

"Really? Why didn't you ask? Don't you really want to know? ”

I shook my head when I heard Ling Lingling say this, and then said softly

"I don't know, maybe I think.. What you say makes sense, right? Since it's something she doesn't want me to know... It's better not to know, maybe it's better for her.."

I paused for a moment and muttered to myself

"I thought I would have a lot of things to say to her, but as soon as I heard her voice, as soon as I heard her tone the same way she used to, I couldn't say all of them."

"Although she said everything when she left me, but this time I still felt it, she was still like that, she was still her... Although we are no longer together, she is still the same person in my heart... It's not that she doesn't want to be with me, she just can't be with me anymore."

I don't know why I'm telling Ling Lingling this, maybe it's what I'm thinking now, and I need someone to listen.

Seeing me say so much to her alone, the expression on Ling Lingling's face finally changed slightly, but it quickly disappeared again.

At this time, she saw that I seemed to be finished, so she looked at me again and said slowly

"In this way, you already have the answer to the reason for her departure."

"Since you can't change anything, it's better to wait with peace of mind, maybe in this way, something better will happen... In short, as long as people live, good things will happen."

Ling Lingling's gaze was a little strange when she said this, and these words came out of her mouth as if they were talking about experience.

And I looked up at Ling Lingling in front of me, and finally nodded silently and didn't say anything.

Seeing that I only nodded and didn't speak, Ling Lingling turned around again, looked into the distance and said

"There's nothing else going on now, is there?" Would you like to go to the cafeteria for a bite to eat? ”

I heard Ling Lingling ask like this, and after thinking about it, I still shook my head and said

"No, I don't have any appetite, you go.. I'm sorry to delay you for so long."

Seeing that I didn't have any spirit, Ling Lingling didn't embarrass me, she just waved her hand and said

"You're welcome, just remember what you owe me... Then I'll go to the cafeteria.."

With that, she turned around and was about to walk into the snow.

However, as soon as she took a step, she pointed to the mobile phone in her hand as if she had thought of something

"By the way, did you save the number?" If you haven't saved it, do you need to tell you now? ”

Ling Lingling's words reminded me, and I realized that I hadn't written down that phone number yet.

But I don't know why, at this moment, I didn't even want to save this number, not at all.

I looked at Ling Lingling like this, and finally reluctantly squeezed out a smile, shook my head and said

"No, it's not saved.."

Maybe what Ling Lingling said is very right, now that I'm right, I might as well wait with peace of mind..

Even if you can talk, you can't change the reality of being thousands of miles apart.

The warmth that you don't want to give up will only become more and more heart-wrenching scars.

At this time, a trace of surprise flashed on Ling Lingling's face when she heard me say this, but soon she nodded her head, turned around and walked away little by little.

I looked at Ling Lingling's figure walking away, raised my hand and rubbed my already reddened eyes, and then walked towards the classroom.

The whole afternoon was a little calm, and Lin Qiaoman seemed to see that I was depressed, so he tried to talk to me several times, but he withdrew it.

And I kept thinking about what Wang Jiaci said on the phone, thinking about her voice, and thinking about her appearance on the other end of the phone.

I stayed until the end of school in the afternoon, and as soon as class ended, I left the classroom early.

After going downstairs, I didn't push the cart, but walked straight to the classroom that carried the memories of me and Wang Jiaci.

After walking upstairs to the innermost classroom, it was almost exactly the same as when I came yesterday, nothing had changed.

I looked at the lone easel in the center of the classroom and finally stepped forward and folded it.

This is the last thing left by Wang Jiaci in this classroom.

This is something left by Wang Jiaci, which is inseparable from the painting.

At this moment, I had only one thought in my mind, and that was to take it home and put it with that painting.