I listened to his words, slowly relieved, on his strong chest, I don't know if it was my saliva or my tears, he hugged me tightly in his arms, trying to rub me into his body, his bone marrow.

I don't know if it was the discomfort of the milk or the heartache of the imminent separation, which made me cry in his arms.

I thought that after seeing it through, it didn't matter if I gave it up, but this is not the case.

"Fu Yeqing, why, why did we come to this point." I pinched his arm and dug my nails into his flesh, and I choked: "I thought I was willing to ......"

I know that I shouldn't say this in front of Fu Yeqing, it will make it more difficult for him to do it, but my heart is as fragile as paper paste at the moment, and I can't withstand the wind.

This night, I fell asleep crying, and the next day, Fu Yeqing made me a lunch meal and went out, and I didn't come back until late at night, and dinner was made by the nanny.

Xiaoli was in the hospital, and Jiajia came to ask me several times when my sister would come back, and I replied to him every time: "It's soon, I'll be back soon." ”

On the day Xiaoli was discharged from the hospital, Fu Yeqing went to the hospital early to pick him up, and Jiayin also came over this day, and even Jiang Xiuqin couldn't handle Fu Yeqing, Jiayin was quite resentful in her heart, and she always had a cold face towards Fu Yeqing, and she didn't have a good tone when she spoke.

Fu Yeqing didn't mind, he changed Xiaoli's diapers and took a bath, because he had taken Jiajia, he was not unfamiliar with doing these things, he was very skilled, Xiaoli slept after eating all day, even if she was awake, she walked around with her eyes open, and when she was tired, she fell asleep again as soon as she closed her eyes, especially easy to bring, and she didn't cry at night, as long as she went to change her diaper regularly, she woke up.

With Xiaoli to feed, I don't have to milk at night, and I don't need to take care of it, and I sleep well at night.

Time flickered, and it was only a week before Xiaoli's full moon, Jiang Xiuqin didn't come to remind me again, Shen Yingrong, who I hadn't seen for a long time, appeared, of course, she could only take advantage of Fu Yeqing's absence.

Fu Yeqing answered a phone call on the front foot, she wanted to go to the company, she came on the back foot, looked at Shen Yingrong at the door through the surveillance, and I said coldly to the nanny: "Drive people away for me." ”

The nanny came up again after going downstairs and said embarrassedly, "Madam, I told the young lady not to let her in, but she still didn't leave, and said that she had something to say to your wife." ”

At this time, Shen Yingrong can have anything good to say, but she just came to watch the play to remind me to leave, this scene, going around and around, I can only leave the scene gloomily, but even if I end up, it will not be her turn Shen Yingrong.

I still didn't see it: "You go out and tell her that I won't see her, and I don't want to hear what she says, so if you are interested, leave me quickly." ”

The nanny went down with my words, but after a while, she came up again: "Madam, the young lady said that a person named Lin Xi wants to see you for the last time, if you still don't want to see her after hearing this, then she will leave immediately." ”

I was amusing Xiaoli, and when I heard this, I was stunned: "What did you just say?" Lin Xi? The last side? ”

I don't know what kind of medicine Shen Yingrong sells in the gourd, so the nanny passed back and forth twice before saying such a sentence, did she just want me to open the door, or was it really Lin Xi who had an accident?

After thinking about it again and again, I put Xiaoli in the shaker and let the nanny watch it, Jiajia likes to play with Xiaoli, so I let him stay upstairs and go downstairs to meet Shen Yingrong.

I first glanced at Shen Yingrong in the surveillance, she seemed to know that I was looking at her, she raised her lips and smiled at the surveillance, the confidence at the corner of her mouth, after so many years, it still hasn't changed.

Walking to the door and unscrewing the door, I looked at Shen Yingrong coldly: "Why didn't you bring sulfuric acid today?" ”

Shen Yingrong didn't care about my sarcasm, and smiled lightly: "Don't you invite me in to sit?" ”

I said lightly: "I'm sorry, the family has just been cleaned, what do you have to say here, what's wrong with Lin Xi?" What do you mean by what you just said? ”

My words made Shen Yingrong almost collapse the smile on her face for a moment, for a person who splashed me with sulfuric acid and wanted me to die, it was already the limit to be able to stand and talk so calmly.

Shen Yingrong suppressed her anger: "Chu An, by now you have succeeded in this ability, no matter how young you are, you still can't fight me, you and Yeqing are destined to be separated." ”

"If you're talking nonsense, then you're done talking and you can go now." I didn't have time, and I wasn't in the mood to listen to Shen Yingrong's nonsense, and when I saw that she didn't say the point, I closed the door.

Shen Yingrong saw me close the door, her face was annoyed, and she immediately said: "Lin Xi wants to see you for the last time, she is now in the city hospital, how can I say that she is also your sister, I think you should be willing to see her." ”

I frowned: "What does the last side mean, you make it clear, what's wrong with her, didn't she be able to use the USB flash drive to work with you to make Jiang Xiuqin hate me to the bone, why did she lie in the hospital at this time, and why do you think I will go to see her?" Go and see someone who is full of resentment towards me, do you think I will? ”

"If you won't, why would you come out to see me?" Shen Yingrong was very sure, and the disguise on her face really made people feel the urge to tear it up.

It's not a good thing to be so well known to the enemy.

I sneered: "Shen Yingrong, if you know me so well, you should know that I don't have the patience to talk nonsense with you now, you won't come to me so kindly just to pass on a word for Lin Xi, the purpose of coming here, ridicule or can't wait to take the lead?" What do you think you can do even if I'm gone? You are also like me, you have nothing, Jiang Xiuqin is not satisfied with me, just because my surname is Chu, but she may not be really satisfied with you, Yeqing will no longer have anything to do with you, if I were you, now I must be looking for a place to hide and live, and be a man with my tail between my legs, instead of coming here to die. ”

"Chu An." Shen Yingrong was angered by my words, and shouted: "You are just a poor worm, a poor worm deceived by everyone, your parents lied to you, Lin Xi lied to you, Yeqing lied to you, you are a joke." ”

"But you don't even have a person who deceives you, you have nothing but yourself." I smiled and carried Shen Yingrong, and poked the words into her heart: "They lied to me because of love, and you, I'm afraid you don't even know what it's like to be loved, it's really pitiful, pitiful brushing your sense of existence, pitiful telling you about your self-inflicted demeanours, Shen Yingrong, I look down on you, and at the same time you also go back and tell Lin Xi that I really won't go to see her, a person who has never used sincerity and will not compromise to achieve her goals, even if she has similar blood to me, it is not worth my sight." ”

As I spoke, I shook my hand on the door hard, but Shen Yingrong unexpectedly put my foot against the threshold, looked at me with my hand on the door and said, "Chu An, you hate me, it doesn't matter, but I advise you to take a look at Lin Xi, in your eyes, you may think that we people deserve it, but what did we do wrong?" You just want to be with the person you love, don't you? How many years has Lin Xi been with Tang Qian? What can I get in exchange? Do you really think that Tang Qian's wife is a fuel-efficient lamp? Let me tell you, whether it was the child that Lin Xi lost before, or the previous one, they were all killed by Li Zi, that woman hid deeply, Lin Xi fell in love with her again and again, she was so careful, but in the end, she had to be put together by Li Zi, so that Tang Qian believed that the child in her belly was a wild seed, is this fair to her? ”

I was slightly shocked in my heart, firstly, I didn't expect that Shen Yingrong would appeal and refute for Lin Xi, and secondly, I didn't expect that Lin Xi's child was really Tang Qian's, and it was deliberately killed by Li Zi.

I looked at Shen Yingrong, I didn't know for a while whether to believe her words, what Jiayin told me was completely different from what she said, Jiayin would not lie, and there was no need, it was Tang Qian's family matter, Jiayin would not interfere, just gossip occasionally.

I suddenly remembered that Jiayin had said that she saw Li Zi coming out of the hospital, and she learned from Li Zi that Lin Xi's child was not Tang Qian, so Li Zi deceived Jiayin?

When Lin Xi had a miscarriage, it was because of a fight with Li Zi, was that fight deliberate or really careless?

At this moment, I don't bother to think about the rights and wrongs of Lin Xi and the three of them, it has nothing to do with me at all, looking at Shen Yingrong, I said: "There is nothing fair or unfair in this world, if you want to say fairness, is it fair that Jiang Xiuqin forced me to leave?" The grievances of the previous generation, my parents also paid the price for this, and they want to infinitely increase the hatred to the next generation, is it fair to me? ”

Shen Yingrong was speechless for a while, no matter what the relationship between her and Lin Xi was, she could let Shen Yingrong speak for Lin Xi, I couldn't go out at the moment, I didn't want to talk to Shen Yingrong much, I said: "You go back and let Lin Xi wait, I won't go to see her at the moment, if she can wait, I will go to her in a week." ”

I stared at her feet, she took them back, and when she walked away, she said, "Chu'an, people are selfish, and they will fight for what they want, at any cost." ”

I slammed the door shut, and shut out her words.

In fact, I really envy their ruthlessness, because I only have myself in my heart, I can ignore everything, if Shen Yingrong is replaced by me today, in the face of my deadlock at the moment, she will not retreat, and she will not care if Jiang Xiuqin wants to die or live.

Xiaoli's cry dragged me back from my contemplation, and I hurriedly ran upstairs to coax my daughter.

Fu Yeqing didn't come back at eight o'clock in the evening this night, at first I thought it was the company's business, I was too busy, and at ten o'clock, Fu Yao'er called me, saying that Fu Yeqing had entered the hospital, and I was stunned.

Why did you end up in the hospital?

I didn't have time to ask more, and I didn't care that there were still a few days before I was confined, so I handed over the child to the nanny and went to the hospital.

Fu Yao'er didn't say the specific situation on the phone, but I never expected that when I arrived at the hospital, Fu Yeqing was in the emergency room.

Jiang Xiuqin sat down in the corridor and cried, while Fu Yao'er comforted Jiang Xiuqin and looked anxiously at the operating room.