Lin Qiaoman's words suddenly made me straighten my back and looked at her in a panic.

I saw that at this time, her eyelids were half-drooping, and the expression on her face was indifferent and heartbroken.

I didn't expect her to say that all of a sudden. In my memory, the picture of Wang Jiaci always dragging Lin Qiaoman with me came up from the bottom of my heart.

So, is that the case? Wang Jiaci's thoughts. Is that so?

No wonder she told me on the phone yesterday that there would be a better girl by my side, she knew that Lin Qiaoman liked me, so she would say something like that to make me die, so that I and Lin Qiaoman would have a chance to be together?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but lower my head, hesitated in my heart for a while, and finally didn't have the courage to speak and ask Lin Qiaoman what was going on.

Seeing that I didn't mean to say anything, Lin Qiaoman's face changed again, and after a while, she shook her head and continued

"But... I've always known that... For you.. I'm just an ordinary classmate. I feel powerless when I see you like this. I would even think. If only I could influence your emotions, wouldn't that be great... When the time comes... You won't be so sad... Even if it can share some pain for you... I.. Also willing.."

Lin Qiaoman's words were printed on my chest word by word, allowing a subtle emotion to spread rapidly in my body.

I couldn't make a sound, I could only watch her in front of me say such words, and watch her eyes darken little by little.

After finishing speaking, Lin Qiaoman's palm gently tugged at the corner of her clothes, and the light that had just shone on her body was only half of it because of her body moving a few steps, and her upper body was shrouded in a dark shadow.

In this way, she and I were all silent, and the atmosphere around us became quiet, and the silence made people's hearts chill.

Finally, after half a century had passed, Lin Qiaoman turned around. Slowly walked out of the classroom.

I watched her walk out of the classroom and suddenly felt ridiculous.

What is this, what is this to me?

I feel sad because of others, and at the same time there are people who are sad because of my sadness, which is ridiculous and makes people feel heartache.

Later, I fell back on my desk and fell asleep haggard.

When I woke up, there was a bag of milk and a loaf of bread on Wang Jiaci's seat on the side.

Bread is the kind I eat a lot... Milk is also the kind I drink regularly.

Seeing these two things, I instinctively looked at Lin Qiaoman, and she sat in her seat with her head down. It's like usual.

But it was still strange from her face, because she was the only one who knew all this.

At the time I didn't know. Wang Jiaci is not the only one who has secretly paid attention to me, maybe she already knew all my habits when I was at the same table with Lin Qiaoman before she spoke.

I stared at the bread and milk, and my heart was moved, and Wang Jiaci's voice in my head began to sound low again.

"In the future, there will definitely be better girls than me, by your side... So.. You don't have to wait for me.."

After the sound sounded, it was like it could never stop, and it was repeated over and over again, and it couldn't be stopped.

Finally I reached out and took the bread and milk, and my heart became extremely sad...

Why did the people who liked to lie to me joke so much before, but what they said to me at the end... Is it this kind of sad truth?

There is no answer.

Later, I spent the whole afternoon in a trance, and when school ended, the people in the classroom walked quickly, but Lin Qiaoman was still slow.

Seeing that she hadn't left yet, I suddenly thought of something, and just as she was about to walk out of the classroom, I couldn't help but shout

"Lin Qiaoman, wait a minute.."

Hearing my voice, Lin Qiaoman stopped, she didn't turn around, but stood for a while before turning around hesitantly.

Seeing her turn around, I took a step in front of her, thought about it and spoke

"Thank you for eating at noon.. Thanks.."

She didn't speak, but there was tenderness in her eyes, still staring at me.

Seeing that she didn't say anything, I took a deep breath and spoke

: "I... I have something to tell you...."

"In my heart .. Wang Jiaci is irreplaceable, so... Even if she told you something like that, you don't want to. What did I do on purpose.. That's for you and me.. Nothing good is going to happen." Leave him on the garbage.

"And there's. You are not an ordinary classmate in my heart.. I've seen all of your goodness... It's just that I really think of you as a good friend, at least my best friend in this class... Therefore.. I haven't ever asked you not to bother with me, not once... It's only when I'm in a bad mood for the past two days that I say to you that I want to be alone and quiet... Anyway.."

"I still want to thank you for those words to me, I understand what you mean, thank you very much."

When I said this, I didn't dare to look directly into Lin Qiaoman's eyes, and I didn't know why I would say such things to her, but I always felt that these words must be said to her.

After my words fell, Lin Qiaoman was silent for a long time.

She didn't know what she was thinking, so she didn't answer me for a long time.

It was like this for a long time before she took a deep breath, dug into her pocket with her hand, and said in a timid voice

"Liu Ming, my phone is out of battery, can you charge it for me?" ”

Her words made me look up suddenly, and I saw her hand the big Nokia in her hand to me, and her eyes had some light again.

I was stunned for a moment before I came back to my senses and smiled at her reluctantly, took her phone and said

"Well, yes.."

Seeing that I took the phone, Lin Qiaoman lowered her head again, and soon she took a deep breath and said in a timid voice

"I remember all these things you said, can you tell me this... I am very happy.. I.. Hope to see the one before you... So you're going to.. Get better soon.."

After saying this, Lin Qiaoman looked at me and smiled shallowly, turned around and walked out of the classroom.

I watched her disappear as she walked to the top of the stairs, looked at the phone in her hand again, and her expression froze again.

Later, when I got out of the campus, I was riding a bicycle by myself.

When I got to the intersection, I suddenly had an idea.

This thought made me hesitate for a while, and finally I turned around and rode in the direction of Wang Jiaci's villa community.

Along the way, I kept looking at both sides of the road, although I have walked countless times since I was a child, but this road is now full of my memories.

It didn't take long for me to ride to the gate of Wang Jiaci's villa community, and I paused at the door, but still rode inside.

When I rode to the door of Wang Jiaci's villa, sure enough, the door was tightly closed, and the old wooden door had an indescribable sense of desolation.

I stopped the car and walked down, stood at the door for a few seconds, but couldn't help but reach out and ring the doorbell on the side.

No noise was heard, no one came to open the door.

I leaned forward and looked through the crack in the door, and as far as I could see, there was a messy yard and a tightly closed door inside.

I don't know what's going on inside, but obviously, the girl who pulled her heartbeat at that moment is no longer here.

I was a little sad at this time, but after a while I turned around and sat down at the door.

After sitting down, his heart calmed down, although he knew that Wang Jiaci no longer lived in the villa behind him, but he still seemed to be able to feel her existence.

I can still feel that I am not so far away from her.

After sitting for a while, I pulled out my phone and dialed her number.

After a moment of holding the phone, I sadly lowered my hand and buried my head in my knees.

No wonder the call from yesterday was an unfamiliar number, because at this moment the phone is ringing...

"The number you dialed is empty."

At this moment, I deeply understood that the traces of Wang Jiaci in my life began to disappear little by little.