Chapter 157: You've always been by my side
Zheng Meihui said this sentence to the top, and I also became angry: "Zheng Meihui, don't bark like a dog, if you want to pretend, no one can match you, I don't want to argue with you, it's not that I'm afraid of you, I don't want to be knowledgeable with you, today's life is your choice, what does it have to do with me." ”
She was going to marry Lin Yuan alive and dead, even if she didn't have a good time, it had nothing to do with me, she couldn't count it on my head, so inexplicable, how could she not be popular.
Zheng Meihui still wanted to be unrelenting, but Lin Yuan had already forced her to walk out: "Zheng Meihui, you come out for me." ”
Zheng Meihui was dragged and staggered, and kept saying those few words in her mouth: "I don't go out, if you have anything to say, Lin Yuan, don't think I don't know that you still have her in your heart......"
Lin Yuan dragged her out all the time, and her voice gradually faded away, she was in a bad mood before she took Jiajia to have a meal, but now her mood is getting worse and worse by Zheng Meihui.
Seeing that Jiajia had finished eating, I rang the service bell, and after a while, the manager walked in again, I looked at him and said, "Pay." ”
It is estimated that he received Lin Yuan's instructions, and the manager said respectfully: "Mrs. Fu, Mr. Lin has already said that he will invite you for this meal, so you don't have to pay for it." ”
"I can still afford to pay for a meal, so I don't need you to ask Mr. Lin for it." Because of Zheng Meihui's words, my tone was a little angry, I took out a card from my wallet and put it on the table, and said to the manager: "There is no password, take it to checkout." ”
The manager was very embarrassed, I frowned, and he had no choice but to take it and brush it away.
After paying the bill, I took Jiajia and left, don't come back in the future, so as not to get angry again.
When I went back with Jiajia, Fu Yeqing and Fu Yao'er didn't come back as expected, I don't know what the situation is over there now, after Fu Yao'er knew the truth of the matter, there was one more person in the Fu family who didn't want me to stay, many times I was really confused, I can only live with Fu Yeqing now, as long as I close my eyes, thinking of the things in the USB flash drive, my mind is all kinds of chaos, I have never been so contradictory.
Jiajia was very obedient tonight and asked the nanny to wash up and sleep, and I took out my mother's diary again, this time I didn't dare to open it, I was afraid to see the contents.
At this moment, my nerves are very sensitive, if I had put it in the past, whether it was Fu Yeqing's faint snub or Zheng Meihui's words, I wouldn't have taken it to heart, but now I will care.
Since I knew that my father was killed by my mother, Fu Yeqing and I seem to be on an unequal scale, and we are a little cautious in what we do and what we say, just like Fu Yao'er, if it was in the past, I might have said something serious to Fu Yao'er directly, as Jiayin said, why let her think about it for so long, or I just don't care about this idle matter, but now it's different, I always feel ashamed of the Fu family.
After hesitating for a long time, I slowly opened the diary, and went directly to the last page, looking at the traces of the pages that were not torn off, although I don't know what was torn off, but it is probably not far from the eight or nine in the USB flash drive.
I slept under my pillow this night, I was superstitious, I had read ghost stories, and I heard that as long as I put the things of my dead relatives under the pillow, I would meet in my dreams at night, and I really wanted to ask my mother what should I do.
It's a pity, what the book says is always in the book, I didn't dream this night, but Fu Yeqing, I didn't return overnight, and Fu Yao'er didn't come back.
I was worried, but I didn't call, and I didn't stay at home, I handed Jiajia to the nanny, looked at the sky outside, and said, "I'm going out, I may not come back at noon, please help bring Jiajia." ”
"Madam, the weather is bad today, it is estimated to rain, where are you going?"
"Go to the cemetery."
I thought about going to the cemetery for a few days before I finally made up my mind to go, I don't know how to face my parents, in what kind of mood, is to question why? They still should be resentful, they should be hated, they have walked quietly, but they have left all the sorrow and pain to the living.
I bought two bouquets of flowers in the flower shop and went to the cemetery, today's weather is really bad, gloomy, obviously yesterday it was still sunny and windy, but today there is a tendency to rain, the cemetery is deserted, the wind sweeps the weeds on the ground and dances with the fallen leaves.
The last time I came to the cemetery was a memorial and a grief, and this time I ......
"Dad, Mom, why did you choose this way?"
Why can't love be tolerant, love can't be the only one, why love, and be ruthless?
If you hate, why not free and easy to separate?
Even if they are divorced, it is like existing in such a form, choosing such an extreme way, giving me a knot that I can't let go of for the rest of my life.
Most of their deaths, their tragedies, are due to me.
I looked at the two tombstones next to each other in front of me, these two people who loved and killed each other, and couldn't give me an answer.
I put the two bouquets of flowers in front of their tombstones, caressed the top of my mother's monument, and said to myself: "Mom, when Dad had an accident, what you wanted most was to take me away, do you also think that I am not suitable for Fu Yeqing?" You know that the Chu family has done something to hurt the Fu family, why didn't you tell me? Do you know, I've been very unhappy all these years, and many times I think about how good it would be if I had died in that car accident. ”
"An An, my aunt exchanged her life for your safety and health, I want to see you happy." As soon as I finished speaking, a familiar voice sounded from the side, and I turned my head to the side and watched Simu walking towards me.
White T-shirt, light gray sweatpants, such an ordinary outfit was worn by him with a different temperament, he walked step by step, as if he was coming from heaven and earth, the wind and clouds.
He stood beside me, looked at me with gentle eyes, and said again: "An An, my aunt doesn't want to see you unhappy, she doesn't tell you, just for you to live without any burden, if you live up to her intentions, then your aunt's sacrifice is really not worth it, I don't think you want to do this, let your aunt worry about you under Jiuquan." ”
My eyes were slightly sour, and I bent my lips and said, "Simu, I really doubt that you have a tracker on me, why do you always appear by my side once I am unhappy, comfort me, and encourage me, in fact, you didn't find out, am I really useless?" ”
"Fool, you are unique in the world, how can it be useless, such a negative An An, it's not like the An An I know, I have the same wish as my aunt, I hope you can be happy." Simu looked at the tombstone and said: "I went to look for Jiayin, she told me everything, I was going to Fu's house to look for you, the nanny told me that you came to the cemetery, knowing that you were in a bad mood, I was the first to appear." ”