This is a heavy topic, Xu Wenbo mentioned it casually, as for whether Xu An wants to go or not, it is not within his control. The little boy who was babbling at the beginning has grown into a mature man, and it is really difficult for him to maintain physical and mental health in the dark environment where the love of father and mother is missing. It can be regarded as the green smoke on the ancestral grave of the old Xu family, and the ancestors are virtuous, so that they can bless the descendants when he is so incompetent, protect the Xu family's lone seedling and grow up smoothly, and not let him completely fall into the clouds and mud before absorbing the sun.

The atmosphere and beauty of the family dinner ended perfectly, and the husband and wife parted ways after sending Xu Wenbo away. He Qian was busy washing and scrubbing in the kitchen, while Xu An stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, staring into the distance, for a long time, sighed for a long time, went upstairs to change into a set of casual clothes, and when he came down, he saw He Qian diligently tidying up the living room. He couldn't help laughing, slowly leaned over, and hugged She into his arms the moment He Qian straightened up, and he whispered, "Sissi really has the potential to be a good wife, she can go up to the hall and down to the kitchen, play hooligans and beat perverts!" ”

"Go aside." He Qian blushed shamefully, "I am obviously a virtuous and virtuous girl, but I have become a female man in your mouth, you are seriously distorting the facts, and you are purely spreading rumors." If it has caused a bad impact on my reputation, you will have to compensate me. ”

Xu An's chin rested on He Qian's shoulder, and he asked with a sullen smile, "What to compensate you, you say, I don't see if I can compensate for it?" You can take what I have, you don't need to ask for my opinion, I have no reason to support you without a bottom line, if not, I will work hard to create! ”

He Qian covered her mouth and smiled with her flower branches trembling, her little hands back and forth on Xu An's lean waist, the warmth of her fingertips drove the cells of pleasure, and the skin that had been blessed by it was singing happily. Xu An's eyes sank, he hoarsely voiced, and said in a low voice, "You little goblin, you know that torturing me is really too grinding." If it weren't for the family doctor's earnest advice, he would have tidied up this abrasive little thing, and he couldn't eat it in his mouth every day when he saw and touched it, and God knew that he always wanted to let out some blood when he was on fire these days.

It can't really be a few days in the temple, just because of the heart, if you let those guys know, wouldn't it make them laugh off their big teeth, and he won't want to have a peaceful life for the rest of his life. Let's sleep in separate rooms, and he can't be reluctant, so he can't eat meat, but he can always drink some soup every day. But it is not a long-term solution to only drink soup and not eat meat, and the stubborn resistance in the depths of his heart is ready to go.

Oh my God, how could he be so easily loved. If you want to be defeated, Xu An is slightly embarrassed. He pressed He Qian's chaotic hand and warned in a deep voice, "Sissi, it's a special day, don't challenge my endurance, now you are not suitable for intense exercise." I, I'm having a hard time now, I feel like my blood vessels are going to burst! At this moment, he really didn't want to admit that the lump of meat in He Qian's stomach was really in the way!

He Qian blew softly against his ear, "The doctor said that you can't exercise vigorously, so wouldn't it be nice if you just lightened it." Stupid! ”

She resolutely refused to admit it, in fact, she missed him too. In the past, the ears and temples were grinding, and the deep and warm deep emotional exchange was suddenly interrupted, as if I had become accustomed to the big fish and meat and was suddenly forced to eat radish and cabbage, and this feeling of gap was really too tangled.

Xu An's eyes widened and he asked uncertainly, "Is it really possible?" ”

This idiot, she had already said that, and he would have to ask a few more times, but in the end, He Qian still nodded shyly.

Xu An, who got permission, immediately became energetic, he half-squatted down, stopped his waist and picked up the little woman who made him think about it, eager to put on a pair of wings now, and immediately ran to their soft big bed.

By the time the two of them were ready to go again, it was already afternoon, and He Qian, who was excited during this period, accidentally fainted, and slept beautifully by the way, Xu An stared at her sweet sleeping face for a long time, and gently imprinted a kiss on her smooth forehead, and then hugged her and fell asleep with satisfaction.

Because he was relieved, he was now lazy. But remembering what he promised Xu Wenbo, he finally decided to take He Qian away. All grievances and grievances must be settled in the end, no matter what the result is, at least the hurdle in my heart has been crossed.

He Qian had already expected this result, and without saying anything, she took Xu An's hand and walked away majestically.

Looking at the woman in front of him who seemed to be old in an instant, Xu An clasped his hands silently, and really didn't know what to say? Aside from the indispensable quarrels, he had forgotten how long it had been since they had communicated normally. Even if the mother and son talk about their hearts, it is very difficult to even say two words calmly.

"Are you okay here?" It's not a matter to be silent like this, Xu An didn't move for a long time, and He Qian could only go up. But as soon as she said this, she wanted to bite off her tongue, and shut up if she couldn't speak.

Sure enough, Mrs. Xu glared at her angrily, "In this, how good can I be?" ”

He Qian laughed twice and closed her mouth decisively, not wanting to make her angry anymore. Originally, the relationship was already extremely bad, so it was better to leave a little room for maneuver.

Mrs. Xu looked at Xu An with complicated eyes, and moved her mouth several times, but she still didn't open her mouth after all. Her expression was a little embarrassed and a little distracted, probably because she wasn't used to the peaceful atmosphere now.

After being silent for a long time, she asked in a low voice, "Why did you think you came here?" ”

"My dad said you asked him why I didn't come to see you." Xu An said lightly: "Originally, I thought there should be nothing to say between us, and you shouldn't want to see me again, so you don't bother to come back to block you." ”

Mrs. Xu lowered her head and muttered, "I'm sorry." ”

She thought a lot last night, and almost didn't sleep all night, only to realize how ridiculous her past was, and she ruined her life for a man who didn't love her.

But is it really all Xu Wenbo's fault, doesn't she have a little responsibility? Every time I think of Xu An's longing and clear eyes when she was young, her heart is like a knife, she could have been a good mother, but she was ruined by her own hands.

And it was completely ruined.

"It's okay."

Xu An's understatement of forgiveness made Mrs. Xu's eyes widen in surprise, she was ready not to be forgiven in this life, and she had also thought that no matter how ugly Xu An's words were, no matter how he accused her, she would not refute it again.

However, he forgave her so easily, which was completely unexpected by her, so that in a short time, she did not react at all.

"What did you just say?" She heard her right.

"I said it's okay, I forgive you." Xu An smiled faintly, "Let's go over the past, if you don't mention it, I don't bother to remember." ”

Tears fell without warning, "I thought, I thought you would hate me for the rest of my life." ”

"It's too tiring to hate someone, I don't want to embarrass myself like this. Life is already not easy, if you have to put a thick layer of shackles on your heart, wouldn't it be too tiring to live? ”

"You're thinking very clearly."

"Originally, I wasn't so transparent, I never hated you, you wouldn't believe it, and I couldn't say it. After all, I have always wanted to seek your warmth, and every time I see children from other families going to school or going out to play, they are accompanied by their parents, even if their fathers have something, they also have their mothers taking care of them and caring about them. At that time, I was always standing alone in the corner, and I thought, I obviously have my parents, but why don't any of you want to come to my parent-teacher conference and pick me up and drop me off every day. ”

Mrs. Xu's mouth moved, and then she lowered her head in some shame.

"There are still many classmates who say that I am a wild seed, and at first I argued with reason, but you were unwilling to come to pick me up, and I couldn't show evidence, so I was angry and angry, so I beat up the classmate who took the lead in talking nonsense. Although I was trained, my heart was extraordinarily comfortable, as if I had been holding my breath and finally expressed it. ”

Mrs. Xu's head hung even lower.

"I expected you to turn your head to look at me, but you never did. I know you hate me, but I don't know what I'm doing badly to make you hate me so much, and I don't dare to ask you, every time I see your indifferent eyes, I feel very uncomfortable. The more I was injured, the more poisonous I became. Perhaps it is because I have become accustomed to your indifference that I simply stop asking for things that I cannot ask for. When I think about it, I feel like I've let go of what I've been pressing on my heart, and even the air doesn't feel so heavy. ”

"So, it's not that you don't hate anymore, it's because you don't care anymore."

Xu An smiled, "I have been breathing lonely air, and there is an aura of indifference in my bones, except for life-threatening things, there is nothing worth caring about in particular." ”

Mrs. Xu sighed heavily, "So, you still haven't forgiven me." ”

"I have indeed forgiven you, but there is no point in forgiving you or not, I just want to have peace of mind. In fact, after I learned that Chen Yaxin had escaped from the psychiatric hospital without permission, I have been investigating her actions. Before you asked me out, I had already received the news that you had been in secret contact, and at that time I wondered if you had any affection for me in your heart. ”

Xu An smiled bitterly, and then returned to an indifferent expression, "Later, when I looked at your call, the corners of my mouth were actually smiling, because I could finally give up completely." No matter how powerless I was when I was a child, or now that I have a successful career, I have always been dispensable in your heart. You've never thought of me in your heart. ”

"I don't know what I'm longing for, I know this established fact, so why should I have a little expectation that I shouldn't think about. Maybe it's because you gave birth to my mother, so I've been stubbornly hoping to get your affirmation. ”

Mrs. Xu's lips turned white, and she couldn't stop muttering, "I, I, I..." repeated for a long time, but she didn't say a complete sentence after all, and finally just sighed helplessly, and then shut up.

What else could she say, everything Xu An said was the truth, and she couldn't refute it at all. Her deliberate use of cold violence and ruthless wanton harm to him are indeed good things she has done.