Xu An smiled slowly, with a little indifference and a little relief, as if all the unfair treatment he had suffered in the past was just a dream of Nan Ke, and all the misfortunes disappeared after waking up. Letting go of her is also letting go of himself, he actually just hates it for a long time, except for making him physically and mentally tired, there is no other feeling, he just doesn't want to make himself so tired anymore, not as tall as anyone thinks. He has never been a good person, and he has done more than one or two bad things, but at least he is really kind when he should be kind, and he will never be merciful when he wants to be vicious.

"I'm not here today to ask about the guilt, you don't have to be so nervous. When I was a child, I especially liked to read Chicken Soup for the Soul, as if only looking at the warm words could drive away the darkness that lingered in my heart all the time. So I know that people can't always live in the past, they always have to move forward and look forward, maybe I should be grateful for the past grinding, otherwise I wouldn't be where I am now. So, I should thank you. ”

"Don't, don't say that." It's so heart-wrenching, she doesn't need such thanks, not at all. Mrs. Xu's tears rained down, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so selfish, I shouldn't have ignored my mother's responsibility, I shouldn't have teamed up with others to frame you, I, I know that they have bad intentions for you, I know that she is uneasy and kind to you, I know... I knew it was wrong, but I did it anyway, I, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you. ”

"Seriously, your willingness to admit your mistakes now is much beyond my expectations, just have this attitude, nothing else matters." Xu An smiled, "Okay, there is no need to mention the past anymore, there is no point." You take good care of yourself in there and try to come out early. He looked at the time, "It's almost time to visit, let's go first," he paused, "I don't hate you anymore, I really don't!" ”

After speaking, Mrs. Xu couldn't respond, and under her expectant gaze, she pulled He Qian and left. He Qian looked at the man who was inconsistent with his words and deeds a little speechlessly, on the surface he looked calm and normal, but the hand holding her was trembling slightly. If it weren't for the skin-to-skin contact that revealed his true feelings, she really thought that he really didn't care about those unspeakable pasts, and he really didn't care about letting go. However, the reality is not as simple as she imagined.

Also, those wounds that looked neat but were actually fragmentary have been deeply rooted in his bones and blood, like maggots attached to the bones, difficult to pull out. Coupled with these messy things that have happened recently, although the years have passed, with the passage of time, what I get is not relief but a more majestic obsession. It's just that he's no longer the little boy who is happy, he's just suppressing his mood almost harshly.

Whether it's bright or dark, he can do a good job of pampering and not being shocked. He Qian felt that her heart was aching, she looked at the man with the same face as usual, and couldn't help but put his head in her arms forcefully, and whispered softly, "Husband, cry if you want to, there are only two of us here, no one else, I won't laugh at you." ”

Xu An smiled and patted her hand, but He Qian was very stubborn this time, her hand holding him was as hard as an iron arm, and she couldn't stop murmuring, "Don't be depressed in front of me, the truest self, cry if you want to cry, laugh if you want to laugh, I am very sad to see you like this." ”

For a moment, Horcy didn't feel his resistance. Xu An was stunned for a moment, and then slowly stretched out his hand and quietly hugged He Qian. The space in the car is a little cramped, but at this moment it is full of oppressive warmth.

After a long silence, no one spoke first, if it weren't for the tears on her clothes, she would have thought that Xu An'an had fallen asleep quietly.

"Thank you, wife." The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place. He kept telling himself that he couldn't cry because crying wouldn't solve anything. No matter what setbacks and tribulations you encounter, grit your teeth and pass.

But today, no matter how strong his defense was, it was shot down by He Qian in a few words, and it collapsed into a mess. It's not that he doesn't hurt, and it's not that he doesn't have grievances, it's just that he's used to knocking out his teeth and swallowing blood, and he's used to silently bearing all the misfortunes that have befallen him.

He couldn't imagine what he would have done in his life if he hadn't met He Qian? Maybe I won't get married, and I won't collapse in front of 'others' for the first time.

"Thank you, you are my man, I don't feel sorry for you who feels sorry for you. Okay, husband, you must tell me if you are in any mood in the future, didn't you say that you will go together for the rest of your life, then there should be no secrets between us. She sighed lingeringly, "Alas, it doesn't feel fair to think about it, I'm as transparent as a glass in front of you, but what about you, I can't see the reality clearly." ”

Xu An burst into tears and laughed, "You, you, don't you know what secrets I have with you?" Okay, don't cry with a sad face, I'll take you wherever you want to go. Take a day off today and be your chauffeur. ”

He Qian glared at him angrily, "You are really good at picking days, and you are specially picking the time to go to the hospital for examination." ”

"Then I'm going to play with you tomorrow, okay?"

"Really?" The dark clouds on the pretty face disappeared without a trace in an instant, and the dark eyes were as bright as the stars.

Xu An raised his eyebrows, "When did I lie to you?" ”

It's the day of visiting the prison again, Xu Wenbo didn't want to go, but he thought about it, if he didn't even go to see her, then who else would go to see her.

Sitting in the reception room, the two looked at each other without saying a word. Xu Wenbo said too much, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed to face Mrs. Xu. And Mrs. Xu knows how many deep sins she has created in the past, and she has always been self-reflecting.

"You."

"You."

The two opened their mouths in unison, and each other was stunned for a moment, then looked at each other and smiled. In the end, Xu Wenbo opened his mouth first, "Is this time okay?" ”

"It's good."

"He—" He hesitated, but still asked, "Has he been here?" ”

Mrs. Xu nodded, "I've been here, with his daughter-in-law." ”

Xu Wenbo nodded reassuringly, and said unexpectedly a little arrogantly: "Look, I said he is a good boy." I just mentioned it to him that day, and I didn't say much about it, if you wanted to see him. He said he would come, and he did not break his promise. ”

Suddenly, there was a sense of pride that my family had grown up.

Mrs. Xu's face was a little pale, and she smiled unnaturally, "Yes, he came and said that he had forgiven me." But I know what a bastard I used to do, and although he said he forgave me, I felt that there was still a gap in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't have seen me until he left. I knew I deserved all this, but I couldn't help but feel sad. Wenbo, I really know it's wrong. ”

"Don't cry, it's still a long time, just be nice to him when you come out." You see he's forgiven me, and he's sure he'll be able to forgive you. Give him some time, and give yourself some time, don't worry. ”

Mrs. Xu suddenly held Xu Wenbo's hand and asked tremblingly, "Wenbo, are you telling the truth!" Will he really forgive me? ”

"Definitely."

Mrs. Xu showed a hint of a smile at this time, and she looked particularly pitiful against the background of tears. Xu Wenbo's heart couldn't help but move, and his eyes involuntarily softened when he looked at her, "Don't worry, that kid is kind by nature, as long as you treat him well, he will repay you more." Alas, it's just that there are some things that we understand too late, but fortunately, there is still a chance, otherwise when half of our bodies are buried in the soil, even if we figure it out, there will be no chance to make up for it. ”

"Hmm. I know, I will definitely be obedient inside, and strive to reduce my sentence. Wenbo, you help me, help me say more good things, I really know it's wrong, I'm wrong, it's wrong. ”

Xu Wenbo shook her trembling hand with his backhand, and replied softly: "Okay, I will." ”

Mrs. Xu at this moment is really beautiful, as if she has returned to the time when he first saw her, like a warm and hot sunflower, bright and brilliant.

The heart that had been silent for a long time began to move again, Xu Wenbo looked at her fixedly, his eyes were fixed, and Mrs. Xu, who was looking directly, lowered her head shyly.

Then she was horrified to find that their hands had been holding each other all the time. She was a little embarrassed and wanted to withdraw her hand, but was tightly held by Xu Wenbo. Mrs. Xu raised her eyes and looked at him puzzled, Xu Wenbo realized what he had just done, he smiled wryly, and let go of his hand a little shyly.

"I'm sorry, me, I didn't mean anything else."

Mrs. Xu replied softly, "It's okay, I know, you don't mean anything else." ”

She knew he hated her and disdained any physical contact with her. Except for essential occasions, he almost always kept a distance of at least one meter from her.

Therefore, she didn't think much about how long it had been since she felt the temperature of his hand, so long that she couldn't remember it clearly.

"No, maybe I really mean something else." Xu Wenbo raised his head and looked directly at Mrs. Xu, who finally showed her old lady, "We have passed most of our lives, and it is not until today that I have a heartfelt for you." ”

stripped of the glitz, stripped of the colors soaked in the world, the fluttering and turbulent heart finally returned to its roots, but it was bright and made him happy.

"What?" Mrs. Xu's eyes gleamed with disbelief and enthusiasm, "What did you just say?" ”

She bit the tip of her tongue to suppress her urge to scream, her eyes stared directly at Xu Wenbo's side face that was no longer young but more flavorful, and her heart was pounding, almost jumping out of her chest.

"Are you telling the truth, not my auditory hallucinations?"

Xu Wenbo smiled and nodded, alas, at this age, when you talk about love, you can't say how shy you can't say.

Mrs. Xu laughed and laughed and cried, but this time it was tears of happiness. God knows how long she waited for this sentence, from the initial expectation to despair, it took more than 20 years. Now, when she is in prison, tormented by regret every day and night, she unexpectedly hears the confession that she has been longing for for a long time and has become an obsession.

It turns out that only by being lenient can she reap unexpected happiness, but unfortunately, she understood this truth too late, she has no youth in the evening, and she has already given birth to Huafa in the evening.

But she is really happy, people live a lifetime of grass and trees, no matter how late it is, she finally hears it, and there are no regrets in this life, the long-term wishful thinking relationship has finally responded, and the wandering heart can finally settle down.