Chapter 856: It's Not Your Fault
After leaving the room, I sat in the car, starting the car a little confused, where should I go to find Zhang Qianqian, she is no longer the same place, and I don't have her mobile phone number.
After thinking about it, I decided to go and see Fan Qingyu first, she is the key person, because she told Sophie Fei these things, and it was easy to talk about finding her.
The car was under my control, and drove out of the community quickly, that is, in a few minutes, I parked the car in the community, and after getting out of the car, I ran to the door in one breath and gently rang the doorbell.
No one opened the door inside, and I don't know what day it is, maybe Fan Qingyu is in the school, after all, she is still a student, and just as I was about to leave, the door to the room suddenly opened.
The door was opened by a girl, she looked very small, but only four or five years old, and she looked cute because she had two pigtails.
The little girl looked at me and laughed, and said in a very gentle voice, "Uncle, who are you looking for?" ”
"This is my home, why are you here, little girl?"
I pushed open the door with some curiosity, and in this room, there was a strange woman, the woman in her thirties, she was sitting opposite Fan Qingyu, and the two of them seemed to be discussing something.
Fan whispered through the information in her hand, while the woman lit a cigarette and looked at me leisurely with her beautiful legs.
I touched Xiao Nizi's head and walked into the room, and after Fan Qingyu saw me, she put down her hand and stood up at once.
"Why are you back?"
"Why don't you like me to drive? Or do you want me to stay out forever? ”
I squatted on the ground and touched Xiao Nizi's face, this little girl is really cute, she is so beautiful at a young age, and she must be a demon who will bring disaster to the country and the people when she grows up.
"Look at what you said, I want to hate you so much, I feel so good to see you coming, to be honest I really don't want you to leave."
Fan whispered to me, squatted on the ground and grabbed Xiao Nizi's braids, she smiled and said, "The child is so cute, do you think we should have a child too?" ”
"You make the decision, I never pay attention to safety anyway."
After I finished speaking, Fan nodded shyly, I haven't seen her these days, she has become more and more mature, and she is doing things less young and frivolous than before, and the two of us are getting more and more tacit.
This tacit understanding is not innate, but cultivated little by little, the woman sitting on the sofa couldn't sit still, she walked up to me and Fan Qingyu and squatted down and said, "Miss Fan, our matter hasn't been talked about yet, why don't you talk about it." ”
"My lover will come, so I definitely don't have the heart to read your contract now, but don't worry, I'll take the time to look at it, I still appreciate your design, and the plan you proposed, you can rest assured that as long as you have the ability, I will definitely give you enough room to play."
Fan whispered and smiled, and the woman nodded and said, "Thank you, I hope we can work together happily." ”
"Definitely."
Fan Qingyu stretched out her hand and shook the woman's hand, and the woman smiled and said, "Then I won't bother you, I'll take Nini and leave first." ”
"Okay."
Fan stood up after whispering, after she sent the woman out of the room, she came back and locked the door, she seemed to have been a little leopard running over, and suddenly lay in my arms, and then kissed me without saying a word.
I don't have any nonsense, as the saying goes, Xiao Bie is better than newlywed, and the relationship between me and Fan Qingyu is the most tacit, especially when I am in bed.
I also knew what she was going to do, and she knew what I needed, so the two of us didn't say it, because we started to do what we had to say, and we didn't have to say anything.
The room was soon filled with the most intriguing sounds, and Fan and I began to talk again and again......
When it was all over, Fan fell asleep in my arms, she put her arms around my neck very contentedly, I smelled her body, smiled and said, "Okay, let go of me, I'm going to take a shower." ”
"No, I'm hugging people for a while."
Fan snorted softly, and I patted him on the back with a smile: "You stinky girl, when did you love coquettishness so much, isn't it enough?" ”
"No, I'm just afraid that you'll hold it for so long and suffocate your body."
Fan smiled and kissed me on the face: "Husband, you are so amazing." ”
"No matter how good it is, take a bath."
"Let's do it together."
"Okay."
I can't help that Fan whisper, to say that there is already a very tacit understanding with her, the relationship and relationship between the two of us have been separated from the world's eyes, and also out of low-level taste.
After coming to the bathroom, Fan Qingyu began to take the initiative to kiss me again, I knew what she meant, and I didn't object, anyway, I didn't make her happy for so many days, so I satisfied her today.
After coming out of the bathroom, I put the sleeping Fan Qingyu on the bed, I sat on the edge of the bed and ate an apple, watching the time while eating.
"Whispering, what's wrong with Qianqian?"
Fan whispered and didn't speak, I thought she didn't hear clearly, and gently patted her shoulder: "Whispering, what's wrong with Qianqian?" ”
Fan frowned and shook her head and said, "What are you asking for, she's fine." ”
"You tell you the truth, I heard Sophie Fei say that she is dying, is it true?"
"It's not true, it was Sophie Fei who lied to you, Qianqian is so good, how can it not work?"
Fan's whispering confused me, one of these two people must be lying, but I don't know who to believe.
"What has Qianqian been busy with lately, when I was leaving, she went to the airport to see me off, I saw her crying, and she was crying very sadly, whispering You tell me the truth, isn't our direct relationship enough to make you trust me? What I hate the most is deception, and as long as you tell me the truth, I can stand it. ”
I have to figure out what is going on with Zhang Qianqian, and only by asking clearly can I know what to do next.
"Do you really want to know?"
Fan frowned and said, "I advise you not to ask." ”
"Say it quickly."
I really wanted to figure it out in my heart, so my eyes were very firm, and Fan whispered for a while and said, "Qianqian's depression." ”
"Depression?"
I know that depression is a kind of disease that sounds nothing, but it is very scary, depression is called depression at best, and it is mentally ill when it is said badly, and this kind of person usually has a very chaotic inner mood, and even has suicidal tendencies.
"Qianqian's behavior is big after returning from the United States, little by little began to appear abnormal, at the beginning Qianqian didn't find out, but she eats very little, sometimes she doesn't eat and doesn't get hungry, now her mood begins to fluctuate greatly, you also reach her doesn't like to talk, and she is the kind of person who likes to hide things in her heart."
Fan Qingyu looked at me with an innocent face, I was depressed and breathless, depression is basically difficult to treat, because in the spiritual realm, human beings don't know much at all, almost nothing.
"How did she get depressed, how could it be."
I gasped and said, "Is it serious?" ”
"It's serious, the doctor said that she is too emotionally unstable now, someone has to watch, and if no one is watching, maybe she will kill herself."
Speaking of suicide, I thought of what Zhang Qianqian had done, she locked herself in the room and did that kind of stupid thing.
Thinking of this, I felt that I was wrong, and I also realized that she was different from before, she asked me to break up with Fan Qingyu, I was not obedient, and I even forgot about it, she didn't say it in her mouth, but she must feel uncomfortable.
I told her about me and Ji Xiaoyun, and now she also knows about being with Fan Qingyu, her mind is so pure, but she has to face a dirty me, and she still likes a dirty me.
Maybe it's because of this double pressure that she completely collapsed, and her whole worldview was messy.
I hurt her, I made her life so chaotic, I wanted to give her happiness, but I made her extremely miserable.
I sat motionless on the bed, feeling uncomfortable and not knowing what to do.
"Qianqian's illness is difficult to cure, no one is looking at her now, and she doesn't dare to go to school, because her temper is bad, whether it's good or bad, and you may have heard that she has sex with many men, in fact, she is venting herself, and after those men chase her, they will be beaten by her inexplicably, and she will scold men for not being a good thing."
Fan Qingyu began to tell me about the changes in Zhang Qianqian during this time, and I listened more and more to feel that I was harmed, because of the various signs.
Zhang Qianqian hated me in her heart, but she also loved me, and love and hate were entangled, which made her start to go crazy and crazy, which led to depression.
"Whispering, I want to go and see Qianqian, her illness has something to do with me, it's all my fault, it's my harm that makes Qianqian like this, to be honest, I feel that I don't deserve Qianqian, she is such a pure girl, she doesn't want much, just a clean me, but I'm depraved now, and I'm no longer human."
"Don't say that, it's not your fault, human nature is originally evil, kindness is just Buddhism only says, as for Qianqian, or the heart is too small, I can't see it, I'm different, I never care about some worldly things, if you are good with other women, I will also feel a kind of glory, of course, if you are good with those women who are not promiscuous, I will naturally look down on you and be disgusted, if you are good with a normal girl, I will definitely raise my hands in favor."
"If only all women could be like you."
I naturally know what kind of wisdom Fan Qingyu has, but it is impossible for everyone to be like her.
"Okay, I won't tell you, I'm going to see Qianqian, where does she live now?"