"I'll go with you."

Fan Qingyu changed her clothes and went downstairs with me, she drove me to the door of a villa on the coast, and after getting out of the car, she took out her mobile phone and made a call, and soon the door opened.

The door was opened by a woman who looked to be forty or fifty years old, she looked sad, and said while opening the door: "Hey, you are here to see Miss, she has been getting worse and worse lately, she doesn't want to eat, she always feels that she is useless, and she says that she is useless to live, what a good girl, how did she become like this." ”

The woman said that tears came out, and I felt very sad, in fact, I knew that Zhang Qianqian's depression had a lot to do with me, and it could even be said that I made her depressed.

I still know Zhang Qianqian's mind well, but I never thought that her heart was so fragile.

"What did the doctor say?"

Fan asked softly, and the woman shook her head and said, "There is no way for the doctor, this disease is not easy to treat, and it belongs to the psychiatric aspect, and it is not possible to rely on medicine alone." ”

"What does that take?"

I couldn't help but ask, and the woman looked at me: "I don't know, the doctor didn't say it, and I don't want Miss to be like this all the time. ”

"Can I go see her?"

I looked at the building not far away, although the windows were closed and the curtains were hung, but I felt that Qianqian was in the room, she must be very scared and curled up, she must be like this.

"Miss, she doesn't want to see people now, she will be very nervous and scared when she sees people, especially strangers, although the doctor said that he wants her to go out for a walk, but he doesn't want strangers to stimulate her."

The woman said very sincerely, I know that she is also for Zhang Qianqian's good, not deliberately embarrassing me, but I just left like this without seeing Zhang Qianqian, and I am still unwilling.

"Auntie, don't worry, we and Qianqian are classmates, and we both played together in junior high school, so Qianqian won't be afraid."

Fan smiled softly and grabbed my hand, she is more familiar with the aunt here, and she often comes to Zhang Qianqian, I guess it will not be a problem to have her to speak.

The woman thought for a moment and nodded, "Okay, you guys come with me." ”

After saying that, she led us to the courtyard, which didn't look too big, mainly because there were more flowers and trees planted.

The woman led us to the living room of the villa, she asked us to sit down and wait for a while, and after Fan and I sat down, she went upstairs alone.

I looked at the familiar environment, and felt a little familiar, this place should be designed according to the previous house, the piano and oil paintings, chandeliers and carpets, all of which I saw when I first went to Zhang Qianqian's villa.

It's a pity that there is no longer that lawless and ruthless Zhang Qianqian, and now only the depressed Qianqian is left.

I can only reminisce about the past, but tonight is no longer the same as before, and when I close my eyes, I feel that the whole world has collapsed.

I originally thought that it was just a breakup, at most it was just a separation, but I didn't expect the result to be too much contrast than I thought, the more I thought about it, the more painful it became, and the pain became stronger and stronger.

I just hope that Zhang Qianqian can get better and not endure the torture of this illness, I leaned back on the sofa and waited, feeling that the time was very long.

Fan Qingyu patted me lightly on the shoulder: "Don't be like this, no one wants Qianqian to be like this, it's not your fault, it's okay if you don't always be like this." ”

"You don't have to comfort me, I know what's going on."

I shook my head with a wry smile, Fan Qingyu sighed, the woman who would be this time had already walked down, she walked up to me and Fan Qingyu and said, "You guys better not go up, Miss is in a very bad mood now, she heard that someone is coming, not to mention her nervousness, and she wants us to lock the door back, it seems that she is getting sicker and sicker." ”

"Can I take a look?"

I was unwilling to leave like this, the woman shook her head and said: "No, no, in case Miss is more stimulated by you, we have no way to explain, don't make it difficult for us, young man, I can see, you are also worried about our young lady, but what she needs more now is quiet, to say something bad, she may not even know that you are asleep, her head is very slow to react now, and sometimes she will treat me as a bad person, I have to repeat my name several times before she will react." ”

The woman's words made me completely devastated, I originally thought that Zhang Qianqian was just mild depression, but now I see that it is very serious, so serious that I can't live for long, it is really not a scare.

Patients with depression die the most, especially in the later stages, and are not much different from neuropathy.

Could it be that Zhang Qianqian is going to die like that in the end, I sat on the sofa with my ass, and I felt helpless at first, and now I am only with a numb heart and a shell.

Fan whispered and waved his hand at the woman: "It's okay, we can't go, you can go first, let's rest here for a while." ”

The woman nodded and left, Fan whispered and sat beside me and said: "Don't think so much, some things are doomed, Qianqian's mind I want to think I understand, but it was only later that I found out that she was completely different from what I thought, she didn't like to share good things with others, and even she wanted to possess it alone, but she couldn't say it, her contradictory heart made her look like this, what I'm most worried about now is that you will also become like this, don't hide your heart if it's good, say it and let's find a way together, you go on like this, I'm afraid you'll become like Qianqian. ”

"I'm fine, I'm fine."

"Qianqian said the same as you said before, she also said that she was fine, but in fact, there was already something, and I already noticed that she was not the same as before, and those abnormal practices were not at all something that a normal person could do."

Fan whispered a little innocently, in fact, the most embarrassing thing was her, I gasped and clenched my fists and said, "Why did Qianqian become like this, do you know the whisper?" I know that I'm not a good thing, I don't need others to scold me, I know, but I hope Qianqian can forget me, be able to be with other people, I can accept it, and even bless it, the only thing I can't accept is that I hurt Qianqian, she wants to have a relationship with me, but I didn't agree, because I think, I have to be responsible for her, I can hurt her. ”

I shook my head and said, "Why do you want her to be like this for me." ”

"Don't be like this, time has happened, just find a way to solve it, there is no point in you blaming yourself, she is sick not only because of you, but also because of her parents, her parents always quarrel for three days, and her heart will naturally not feel good."

"It's not that her parents don't quarrel anymore, why do they start arguing again?"

I had some doubts in my heart, and Fan said with a smile: "Do you think it is a glorious thing for your family to quarrel?" You don't know what Qianqian's kind of girl thinks in her heart, she feels that she is not worthy of you, so you don't want her, so she doesn't dare to tell you the real situation at home, she is afraid that you will dislike her and hate her, but you don't care about anything, self-righteous, and don't understand Qianqian at all. ”

Fan Qingyu stunned me for a moment, I was indeed like this, completely ignoring Zhang Qianqian's thoughts, according to Fan Qingyu, I gradually understood why Zhang Qianqian was depressed.

From the beginning to the present, she has been constantly alienating me, in fact, in order to get closer to me, and this estrangement, coupled with the fact that I have not come back these days, has changed the feeling in her heart.

"I really don't understand, I don't understand until now, I blamed her at the beginning, I felt that she was too ruthless and unrighteous, just asked me to break up with you, and I went to find another man."

I smiled wryly and frowned, now at a loss for what to do, there was nothing I could do.

Suddenly, a rapid running sound accompanied by a familiar voice appeared, when I raised my head, the familiar Zhang Qianqian was standing on the stairs not far away, she was dressed very thickly, and it looked like it was very cold, but she was so hot that she was sweating.

"Beasts, beasts, big baddies."

Zhang Qianqian pointed at me, shook her head aggrievedly and said, "I don't want to see you, don't come to me." ”

As she spoke, she started crying, her whole body was shaking, she seemed to be scared, she was very excited, in short, I was about to go crazy.

I, who have never encountered this situation, don't know how to deal with it, Fan Qingyu smiled and said: "Qianqian, don't get excited, I'm Qingyu, he is Xiaofeng, think about it." ”

"Vixen, vixen, I don't want to see you, you snatched my man, and came here to pretend to be a good person, pretending."

Zhang Qianqian pursed her mouth and cried aggrievedly, seeing her heartbroken, I wanted to speak and stopped.

Fan sighed softly: "It seems that it will be difficult to see Qianqian in the future, but fortunately, she at least came down for you to see, and it can be regarded as satisfying your wishes." ”

"Qianqian, don't be like this, okay, I know I hurt you, from the beginning to the present, you haven't given up because I disappointed you, I'm sorry."

I strode towards Zhang Qianqian, she opened her mouth wide and screamed, turned her head in fright and was about to run, but she didn't run up and fell to the ground all of a sudden, I grabbed her hand and hugged her tightly in my arms.

"I won't hurt you, Qianqian, don't be afraid, have you really forgotten what happened between us, forgotten what I once said?"

My tears flowed down uncontrollably, I hated in my heart, hated what I had done, if God had given me a chance to never come, I would never have let her go, no matter what help I used, I would never have done anything to be sorry for her, but now it seems too late to say this, it has come to this, how uncomfortable my heart is, it is useless.

Zhang Qianqian was so scared that she couldn't do it, she shook her head tremblingly and said, the two women who ran down from the upper floor said: "Let go of our young lady, she is like this, you still want to play hooligan on her, do you still have no humanity, do you have a conscience, and do you want to be shameless?" ”