Han Anxi lay there stiffly, like a dead fish, An Qin didn't know that the people around him were on the verge of collapse, and they were still writhing, like a restless child, not knowing that the big bad wolf next to him was desperately restraining the surging desire, trying his best to control himself not to hurt his little white rabbit. Oh my God, Han Anxi felt that he was really going crazy, and he couldn't wait to escape from the place where he was about to suffocate. He didn't know how long he could endure it, but he didn't want to lose An Qin forever because of this moment's heart.

He wanted to break An Tan's hand, but he didn't want An Tan's head to suddenly nest on his neck, and he even felt An Tan's gentle and shallow breathing, like a feather, gently teasing his heart that could no longer stand the test. Han Anxi felt that his tense body was about to explode, and suddenly he stiffened, as if he was frozen, but if he looked closely, he could see that his body was trembling slightly.

An Qin's lips were so dead against his cheeks, warm and soft. This dragonfly's kiss instantly cut Han Anxi's tense nerves, and he finally couldn't control himself, so he pushed An Tan slightly. An Qin, who was sleeping in a daze, looked up at him for some reason, but his lips were hot, he opened his eyes suddenly, and his confused head suddenly became clear, and then he saw Han Anxi's eyes closed and his expression of forgetfulness.

What's going on? But Han Anxi didn't give An Tan extra time to think, with the superb skills he learned for so long in the flowers, An Tan, a pure little white sheep, lost his mind in minutes, and no longer had the ability to think, so he could only float and rise and fall with his rhythm.

The next day, when An Qin woke up, he only felt extremely sore, and when he moved slightly, he grinned in pain. The scene that had happened last night appeared before his eyes, and his face was black at one time, white at another, and faintly blue at one time. It's all a drinking accident, what the hell did he last night, and he actually slept with his best buddy! Ahhhh Han Anxi didn't know where he went, he touched it lightly, and the cold temperature showed that he had already left. An Qin breathed a sigh of relief, and thought to herself, this is fine, so as to save each other embarrassment.

Han Anxi hid by the door and watched An Tan's every move, wanting to go in but afraid that An Tan would not want to see him, so he hesitated. Later, I thought about it, they now live under the same roof, and they don't see anyone who looks up and looks down, and sooner or later they have to talk about it. No matter what An Qin decides, he has already made up his mind anyway, no matter where he goes, he will chase him there, anyway, he depends on him, and he will not want to escape from him in this life.

The decision has been made, so there is no need to cringe Han Anxi took two deep breaths, and then slowly paced into the house.

An Qin stiffened for a moment at the sound of familiar footsteps, but soon he returned to normal. "You woke up quite early today, it seems that I am still not used to getting drunk at night, and I actually slept until three o'clock in the morning."

"Are you feeling better?" Although he tried his best to restrain himself, for fear of hurting him, he couldn't help but be a little rash under the urging of alcohol. But he just couldn't control the craving craving, and he felt as if he had returned to the time when he was a seventeen or eighteen-year-old hairy boy.

An Tan's face turned red, and he tried his best to hide his embarrassment, as if nothing had happened, but Han Anxi made it clear and didn't give him a chance to escape at all.

"What happened last night, I'm so drunk I can't remember anything."

An Qin forgot that he was still naked at the moment, and as soon as his hand was released, the quilt fell down, revealing his chest with a large ambiguous trace. He smiled awkwardly, then quickly pulled up the quilt and said lightly: "I'm a little tired, I want to rest, you can do it yourself." ”

Han Anxi looked at An Tan, who was running away like an ostrich, and couldn't help but smile, "An Tan, it's useless to escape, maybe you don't remember what happened last night, but I remember it clearly." ”

An Qin's body stiffened with his back to Han Anxi, but he never looked back.

"I like you, I like you. This is also the last time I was on a business trip, no, I definitely said that I didn't go on a business trip, but hid in a corner to untie the knot that was untidy and messy. Han Anxi's voice was faint, but An Qin heard his faint smile, "In those two days, my head couldn't be quiet, and all that appeared in front of me was your voice and smile." That's when I was sure I really liked you, and if it wasn't for yesterday's accident, I don't think I would have told you for the rest of my life. ”

An Qin's body became more and more stiff, but there was a sudden slight sour feeling in his chest.

"I didn't mean to hurt you, I was too selfish. No matter what you think of me, in short, I will follow you in this life. Anqin, I am a domineering and selfish person, I have been poisoned too deeply for you, so I will never let you go again in this life, and I will never let you escape from my side. ”

An Qin didn't reply, and Han Anxi didn't bother him, just picked up the ointment on the table, carefully lifted the quilt, and gently smeared it on his injured area, gentle and reverent. After applying the medicine, he sat there quietly, waiting for An Qin's final ruling.

How could this be, An Tan's heart was very confused. He didn't have any other special feelings about what happened last night than his astonishment. Everything seems to be a matter of course, he doesn't hate it, but he can't accept it for a while.

"I want to think about it." An Qin said in a hoarse voice: "Give me some time, my brain is very messy now." ”

"Okay." He paused and said softly, "If, if you really can't accept it, forget about it." I won't touch you again, but please don't let me leave you, because then I'll go crazy. I won't disturb your life, even if you meet your beloved in the future, I won't bother, but please don't let me stay too far away from you, just let me watch you quietly. ”

Han Anxi's request was almost humble, An Tan's heart was extremely sour, no one had ever taken him to heart so much, holding him carefully and loving him. He suffered too much when he was a child, and seeing Anson's indifference to his mother, he was already desperate for love and had decided not to touch it again, but now, all this was disrupted by Han Anxi.

Can he believe in love, and believe in him? An Qin's heart was in turmoil.

Not sure how to answer, he nodded instinctively.

Han Anxi finally showed a hint of a smile after being apprehensive, and he reverently imprinted a kiss on An Tan's hair, and then left, and closed the door with his hand.

The pain in the wound had disappeared, and there was a feeling of coolness, and An Qin lay on the bed weakly, looking at the ceiling with empty eyes, upset.

Just lying upright, I don't know how long it took, the door was opened again, he turned sideways slightly, and saw Han Anxi carefully holding the tray and walking in lightly.

As if he was afraid of disturbing his rest, his movements were very light. Putting down the tray, he slowly walked towards him, finally stopping a foot away from the side of the bed.

"Antan, it's time to eat."

He pretended to be awake, opened his worried eyes, and tried to sit up, but he was weak. At this time, he was like a puddle of mud, and he couldn't help him. Seeing this, Han Anxi hurriedly moved forward, wanting to help, but remembering the promise he said this morning, the hand that stretched out his hand was half raised in embarrassment, and it was not to put it down, nor to move forward.

An Qin sat up with his hand as if he was fine, and he said lightly, "I'm hungry." ”

He wasn't lying, he was really hungry at this time. When Han Anxi heard this, he hurriedly brought the food over, and then picked up a bowl of porridge and prepared to feed An Tan.

"I'll do it myself."

"Oh oh good," Han Anxi carefully handed the bowl into An Tan's hand, as if he were a broken doll.

In the next few days, Han Anxi's life was like walking on thin ice, but An Tan was still the same as before, living a life without quarrel with the world, comfortable and pure.

He didn't say it, and Han Anxi was embarrassed to ask, so he could only stay up so hard. Unless An Qin allowed him, he no longer approached him, but just stood far away, looking at him pitifully like a wronged little daughter-in-law.

An Qin saw it as if he didn't see it, the calmer the days passed, the more tense Han Anxi's nerves became. This half a month was as long as half a year, and he lived a tormented life, until one day, he fainted in the room, and this fateful entanglement was cut off.

"There's nothing wrong with the young master, it's just that I've been depressed in my chest recently, my work and rest are not good, I haven't eaten and drink on time, and I have some low blood sugar."

"That's good, thank you."

"You're welcome."

After sending off the family doctor, An Qin sat beside Han Anxi and was silent for a long time before he took a deep breath, "What should I do with you." ”

said he didn't care, so what was going on with his heartache that was about to flood at this moment. But when he remembered that he took advantage of his drunken mess, he hated it so much.

Han Anxi has had a bad life in the past half a month, he knows that he just wants to punish him, but he didn't expect him to be so sad.

Is he too ruthless, An Qin thinks like this, is he doing too much.

When Han Anxi woke up, he felt that someone was holding his hand, he turned his head, and saw An Tan lying on the bed asleep, it was so cold at night, he slept like this and caught a cold, he really didn't know how to take care of himself. I don't know when An Qin fell asleep, Han Anxi carefully let go of An Tan's hand, slowly got out of bed, and then gently carried him to the bed, smelling the familiar smell, the corners of Han Anxi's mouth rippled with a happy smile.

I wanted to fall asleep with An Tan in my arms, but thinking of his indifference during this time, Han Anxi's heart was already full of sadness. But he was afraid that if he was doing something wrong, An Qin would hate him even more.

He thought about it, and after covering An Tan with the quilt, he took out a blanket from the closet, nestled on the sofa and fell asleep.

The next day, when An Qin woke up, he didn't find Han Anxi, he hurriedly sat up and looked around, only to see Han Anxi sleeping on the sofa and curled up. This guy is still sick, and he dares to cover it so thinly!

He got out of bed and patted Han Anxi, only to find that his face was abnormally red. Touching his forehead, sure enough, he had a fever, An Qin trembled angrily, patted his face vigorously, and said angrily: "Wake up, Han Anxi, you wake me up." ”

When Han Anxi heard An Tan's voice, he barely opened his eyes a little heavy, and said in a hoarse voice: "You're awake, hungry or not, I'll go and bring you some food." ”

"You're sick like this, and you still care about me?" An Qin was almost laughed at by him, "Get up, let me go to bed." ”

As soon as he heard the bed, Han Anxi instinctively explained: "I didn't touch you last night, I didn't break my promise, don't be angry." ”