An Qin's face turned black and white, in short, he couldn't maintain a normal ruddyness. He looked at the nervous Han Anxi without smiling, and did not speak, but the too strange eyes made Han Anxi walk on thin ice. "An Qin, what I said is true, without your permission, I won't touch you again, you believe me, I really don't." Don't be angry, he finally came to see him, and took care of him for so long, to be honest, the moment he saw An Tan lying on the side of the bed yesterday, all the sadness and depression disappeared. He only has him in his eyes.

"You go back to bed and lie down for me." Han Anxi glanced at An Qin slowly, and then leaned towards the bed like a turtle. "Why are you looking at me like this, am I a tiger, will I eat you?" Seeing him like a wronged little daughter-in-law, he became angry. He didn't say anything, he didn't do anything, he always looked at him shyly and timidly, like he was a scumbag who bullied men and women. Every time he saw his stinky and shameless pretending to be wronged and sympathetic, he gritted his teeth with hatred, how could he still give him a sunny face. Not throwing his handsome face with slippers is already an extra grace.

Han Anxi obediently lay on the bed, quietly watching An Tan take the medicine and pour water for him, and after taking the medicine at the speed of light, he stared at An Tan so directly, his eyes were bright but deep, not scorching, as if he was trying his best to restrain himself, not wanting to scare him away again. That kind of caution is very different from the high-spirited him on weekdays, this huge change is because of him, An Qin's heart is irrepressibly chaotic again.

I thought that if I left him for a few days, maybe Han Anxi would be able to change his ways, but looking at it now, the effect of the indifferent policy is not good, and it even has a little counterproduct. This method is really a good idea, and An Qin decisively gave up.

"Han Anxi," An Qin decided that it was necessary to talk to him now, "I think you should go out and see more, don't just surround me alone, maybe you are just lost for a short time because of broken love, in your lonely and lonely days, and I happen to be by your side, so you will naturally transfer flowers and trees and transfer love to me." But do you really love me, can you say it yourself? Don't always be bored at home, get out and get some fresh air, sort out your chaotic thoughts, and maybe you can see what you're doing. ”

"I understand what you mean," Han Anxi didn't speak for a long time, An Tan raised his head to look at him, only to find that his eyes were red, but he stubbornly didn't let the tears fall. Perhaps because of a cold, Han Anxi's voice was a little hoarse. "I'm not going to bother you anymore."

An Qin frowned, looking at Han Anxi's pale face, knowing that now was not a good time to debate. He sighed faintly and said lightly: "You are still sick at this time, hurry up and rest." He covered him with a quilt and thoughtfully took the water cup from the table.

Han Anxi heard the sound of the door closing, and tears fell silently, it turned out that no matter how strong a person is, he will feel such a heart-rending pain when he is rejected by his beloved. In fact, he is not stupid, and he can see that An Tan's eyes are full of contradictions when he looks at him, but he is reluctant to let go.

He said that he was domineering and selfish, and he didn't know when love had taken rooted, especially after he got him, and this attachment and obsession reached an outrageous level. By the time he found out, it was too late, and he had already engraved him in his heart.

After Han Anxi recovered from his illness, if he really stopped harassing An Tan as he said, he would try his best to avoid meeting An Tan, and always pretended that he was very busy. They can't say a few words a day, and even if they chat, it's so salty and not light. It's not that you're going out, it's that you're back, lackluster but his luxury. He tried to express it as plainly, but after An Qin turned around, his gaze was always gentle and sad.

The days went on like this, Han Anxi restrained himself day after day, until he saw him with a woman in a department store one day, they were smiling so brightly and chatting so happily, he even saw the woman holding An Tan's arm with a big grin, and An Qin actually let her hold it as a matter of course.

Han Anxi only felt that his eyes were dark, and at that moment, he had a kind of anger of being abandoned. He was like an angry lion, looking at the two of them who were talking and laughing viciously, and looking at An Qin sadly at the woman's eyes were gentle and delicate. His teeth creaked, the green tendons on his forehead were exposed, and he wanted to rush over and knock the obscure hand off, but after waiting for a long time, he just left in silence.

When he returned home, he locked himself in his room, did not eat or drink, and sat in a daze.

When An Qin went home, the nanny was pacing anxiously at the door of the room, and seeing An Qin was like seeing a savior, her eyes lit up.

"Sir, you're finally back."

An Qin raised her eyebrows, "Is there something wrong?" ”

"It's the young master, he has locked himself in his room for a day, he doesn't eat or drink, no matter how much I persuade him, it's useless."

Isn't it normal for that guy to do anything a few days ago? Looking at the anxious nanny, An Qin smiled lightly: "Don't worry, I'll take a look." Give me the food you have prepared, and I will serve it to him. ”

An Qin counted the food and came to Han Anxi's door, put the tray on the table at the door, and then knocked on the door.

There was no response inside, and it was clear that the other party didn't want to communicate with him. However, An Qin is not a person who is easy to dismiss, he increased the force of slamming the door, and continued to look, deliberately making this boring noise to force the other party to surrender.

His hands were red, and just as he was about to kick the door, the door finally opened.

An Qin looked at Han Anxi's appearance and was startled, "What are you doing, how did you make yourself look like this." ”

Han Anxi didn't speak, and after taking a deep look at him, he turned around and went back to his room. An Qin followed closely with the tray, twisted the light in the room, and was stunned for a moment.

He looked at the wine bottles that spread all over the room dumbfounded, his anger rose slowly, his face was extremely ugly, but he still restrained the anger that was about to erupt, and asked coldly: "What, do you want to be a wine fairy in the new era?" ”

Han Anxi didn't speak, just quietly opened another bottle of wine and gobbled it up like drinking water.

An Qin put down the tray, carefully avoided the wine bottle on the ground, snatched the wine from his hand, and threw it aside. Han Anxi has a messy hair like a chicken nest, plus a pair of blood-red eyes, and a scruffy face, looking like a wild man wandering in the forest.

He didn't speak, just looked up at An Qin deeply, and then took out a bottle of wine with an expressionless face, and the action of opening the wine was smooth, and he drank it under An Qin's surprised gaze.

An Qin finally got angry, he snatched the wine bottle in Han Anxi's hand, and threw it on the ground angrily, the sound of the wine bottle breaking was extremely loud, as if Han Anxi's heart had been broken at the moment.

"What the hell are you doing, have you looked in the mirror to see what you look like now!"

"An Qin," Han Anxi raised his head to look at the cyan An Qin, and said softly: "Leave me alone, you just don't think you see me." He stood up tremblingly, wanting to push An Qin out, but he remembered his promise again, and the outstretched hand retracted awkwardly, and pointed in the direction of the door, "You go back to the room, just when I'm not at home, I won't disturb you." ”

"I've seen you, do you still want me to cover my ears and steal the bell. Han Anxi, I'll ask you now, do you know what you're doing? ”

Han Anxi smiled desolately, "I didn't do anything, I was just thirsty and wanted to drink." "Heartache dripping blood, but he can still laugh." How about you go back to your room, leave me alone. This begging for humility made An Qin's heart sour.

He didn't say anything anymore, just silently cleaned up the room for Han Anxi, and mercilessly threw the bottles of wine in the frame and placed them at the door, waiting for the nanny to destroy them. Then he took the tray and put it on the table, looking at Han Anxi coldly, "Eat!" ”

"I'm not hungry."

"Eat even if you're not hungry."

Han Anxi sat on the chair without saying a word, not knowing if it was because he was drunk, his hands couldn't stop shaking. After a long time, he only ate a mouthful in his mouth, and before he could take the second bite, An Qin watched in amazement as he rushed to the bathroom, lying on the toilet and vomiting his liver and intestines.

After vomiting, it seemed that he was too dirty, Han Anxi quickly dragged off the clothes on his body, took a shower with a swallow, and looked for a long time before remembering that he didn't seem to come out with pajamas. He came out casually wrapped in a bath towel, and when he saw An Qin standing at the door of the bathroom for a moment, he smiled slightly, and then left by mistake.

Even the moment he passed by, he was careful not to touch him. But when he walked over, his face was sad and confused. He was destined not to belong to him, and he was still struggling with it.

An Qin must hate him very much, Han Anxi closed his eyes in despair. But even so, he still didn't want to let him go.

The taste of not being able to ask for it was really too painful, and he had already fallen into the abyss of pain, and it was difficult to climb out again.

At the moment of misalignment, An Tan grabbed his next door, his voice was very light and faint, like a voice from outside the sky, but it still made Han Anxi can't help but tremble. I just heard him say, "Anxi, I want to have a good talk with you." ”

Han Anxi's body stiffened, he thought about it, broke An Tan's hand holding him, and said lightly: "It's too late today, let's do it tomorrow." ”

He was running away, An Qin knew, but this time he didn't want to give him another chance to escape.

An Qin pulled him out of the door without saying a word, and after walking to his room, he pushed Han Anxi to sit on the bed, he looked at him condescendingly, and said lightly: "Anxi, I want to talk about it now." ”

"Okay, you can say it." Han Anxi lowered his head, "I'll listen." ”

Since he confessed, he has become more and more obedient to him, and no matter what he thinks, he tries his best to satisfy him. But he saw his caution, and knew that he was trembling tightly, and wanted to open one eye and close one eye, but it was not until today that he was stunned to find that he had lost a lot of weight.

The originally sturdy body is negligent in management, and the flesh is tight. The sense no longer exists, the handsome face is becoming more and more vicissitudes, and the dress is becoming more and more unkempt, An Qin can't help but ask himself, is he a little too selfish like this.

He knew that Han Anxi loved him, and forced him to make a choice and forced him to live peacefully with him. On the surface, it was Han Anxi who asked him to live here, but in fact, if he really wanted to leave, how could Han Anxi stop him.