126 Do you really, don't need me anymore?
I know that Andy won't stop me again this time, and since he can't stop Jiang Zuoyi from sneaking out to see me today, he can't stop me from being so determined to see him.
"I'm here to say I'm sorry." I don't have much confidence, but I don't want to dwell on it either. So looking at the handsome boy in front of me, I lowered my posture slightly.
I said that there is an old saying called melon field and plum, do you understand? If you don't want others to misunderstand stealing, don't squat down in someone's watermelon field to lift your shoes, and don't take off your hat under someone's plum tree.
"The enemy's methods are indeed clever, but they are only things that can be explained in a few words, if you don't say it, he won't say it, Du Chenfeng won't say it, and Ye Jinliang won't say it. If you pretend to be a ghost and scare people, you can't blame someone for stabbing you after being frightened, right? β
Yet Andy asked me, "What is a plum tree?" β
Me: "...... plumγ β
The special Chinese is hard, but the reflex arc doesn't have to be so long.
I said forget it, I'll go in and see Jiang Zuoyi.
"He went out on a trip where his injuries worsened and when he came back he vomited blood, and the doctor said he couldn't be stimulated anymore. Shu Lan, the iron-beaten person can't stand such a toss.
If you still have a little affection for him, stay away from him. β
I was shocked: "It's been more than a week, why is it still so serious?" β
Isn't he recuperating?!
"Do you think that in the current situation, there are still people who allow him to recuperate? Whether it's a human or a ghost, they can't wait to go up and step on him twice.
The detective surnamed Lin lurked beside Mr. Gao with someone, and finally got rid of it, and heard that a big order in the company had been robbedββ"
I said that it must be Shu Yan's ghost, Jiang Zuoyi has to find a way to manage his own business in addition to fighting with these bad guys. I can't imagine how much energy he has to maneuver without living money.
"It would be nice if it was the bad guy," Andy snorted, "It's Qisu!" It's Ye Jinliang! It was the little idiot surnamed Wang, who got into trouble by playing with fire and made Mr. Jiang carry the black pot.
Do you think his brother-in-law is a vegetarian?
What is Lin Yuqing's purpose in looking for Mr. Gao? They are trying to trap Mr. Jiang together!
These days, he has been holding on to the enemy on his back and back, dragging such a body without a single day of restful sleep.
But that's it, he hasn't done a single thing to the idiots around you.
Shu Lan, haven't you thought about it? How could Mr. Jiang not see the means of those jumping clowns.
But if it weren't for you, he would definitely have made Ye Jinliang and Du Chenfeng die ten thousand times! β
I have always found such a rule, when I accuse Jiang Zuoyi, Andy's Chinese listening is often greatly reduced. But when he accuses me, he's always so fluent.
I think he's right at all --
Su Beiwang is a businessman, and the essence of businessmen is mercenary. After Xiaofei's accident, the family members can't wait to crush the murderer's bones and scatter ashes.
Ye Jinliang is his rival in love, and the purpose of his rival is to step on the other party and seek to be superior. Now that Jiang Zuoyi has missed this move, if he doesn't wait for the opportunity to turn over, he will never have a chance again.
Lin Yuqing is a private detective, and I heard that he also worked as a police officer in his early years. He has seen a lot of bloody wind and rain on the rivers and lakes, and he always has his own set of understanding of good and evil cause and effect in the three views. His motive for investigating the case is absolutely impossible to defend and protect whom, and those who are guilty or not will be dragged up and beaten first. What's more, in the eyes of these people, Jiang Zuoyi and the word 'good person' are not compatible at all. Not worthy of sympathy......
I suddenly felt that a familiar scene appeared in front of meβ
A group of people surrounded the black, and the guns in everyone's hands were loaded, and without exception, the muzzles of the guns were all aimed at the men who had long been unable to retreat.
The moment they opened fire, there was not the slightest hesitation. And I'm the one who takes the lead.
This is the image from my dream, just a few months ago.
At that time, Jiang Zuoyi was still sleeping next to me, his tough body entangled in my limbs, and the warm and humid breath lingered in my sensitive ears......
I pushed the door open and saw him leaning on the head of the bed, draped in a thick coat. One hand is still infusion, and the other hand is operating a notebook on his lap.
He had lost a lot of weight, but his hair was still neat. Sure enough, I still wish Danny more than I will take care of people.
"You should leave with Yezi, go abroad for a while first, and wait until I'm done with these things......"
Jiang Zuoyi only looked at me with his spare eyes, and it seemed that he couldn't immediately put down the work in hand.
I stood still and didn't speak.
"Come here." He finally put down his computer and tapped the edge of the bed gently.
His smile was weak and his eyes were tired.
Jiang Zuoyi ...... "I rubbed over and put down the bag. I sat on the edge of the bed and waited for him to embrace me. But he only lifted half of his arm, climbed up my back, and landed on my ear.
"Short hair is beautiful." He said.
I hung my head and didn't react at all.
"Lately, no one has been bothering you, has it? In the company's affairs, don't meddle, and don't mess with Shuyan. There is no need to argue with Ye Jinliang, let alone question Du Chenfeng. β
"Jiang Zuoyi!" I burst into tears when I yelled, no wonder someone said that the vocal cords are the most sensitive part of the body: "What the hell are you...... How long will you hide it from me? β
"Who made you so disobedient, it's too troublesome to carry you......"
I said, so you're okay from the start and let me out? Sorry, I didn't listen to you this time.
"When did you listen to me?" Jiang Zuoyi's hand grabbed my shoulder tightly: "In the past, if you wanted to play, I would play with you, and if you wanted to fight, I would fight with you." But not this time. β
"Why not?" I stubbornly bit my lip and said I don't like you to play with this kitten like an old cat scratching a half-dead mouse. There will always be a day when I have to face the conflict by myself: "There should be such a break between me and Shu Yan, this is originally my family's business."
The project of 'Riverview City' is the lifeblood of our Zhongshan Jianye's resurrection, and I can't give it up."
Even if you withdraw your investment, you can't stop us from winding the arrow, because people live, in addition to fleeing for their lives, it is important to have some integrity and dignity. β
Jiang Zuoyi frowned and pushed me away, pressed his abdomen with one hand, and said that he was about to be angry with me.
I said then you should be angry, anyway, it wasn't the first day you knew me. The fundamental reason why I can make you fall in love with me is obviously the same as Ling Xue back then, isn't it because we are disobedient?
Jiang Zuoyi, you admit it, you just like such a woman, the heart, liver, spleen and lungs that abuse you are all affected, isn't it-
If you want to be obedient early in the morning, why don't you choose Dani?
"Shu Lan, do you think my face is joking now! Don't think I don't know what your idea is, I can see your little means, who do you think you can hide? If you continue like this, you'll kill a lot of people! "Jiang Zuo is easy to murder me, and the more fierce I am, the more proud I am.
So much so that I forgot that the original intention of coming here today was to tell him-
First of all, I'm sorry for wronging him and leaving him injured. I miss him so much that I'm here to apologize.
Secondly, I was pregnant again.
However, the more you love each other, the more you learn how to get along against the turbulence in contradictions. I am an angular woman, and Jiang Zuoyi is a hegemonic man. We all think that all the conflicts come from the outside world, but we forget how the real couple of lovers should talk well.
I said Jiang Zuoyi, I'm different from you. I don't sacrifice the people I care about. Something like Xiaofei, I will never allow it to happen to me for the second time.
"Shu Lan, you don't know that the enemy you're going to face is terrifying. Do you still think that you can use a few small means to turn the other party around? β
"Isn't it Lu Linshuang!" I shouted: "The eldest sister of the Ling family, Shu Yan's mother, what a bull ghost and snake god, but a perverted woman who relies on her body to get on top!"
From the very beginning, she approached my father for revenge, burying her own flesh and blood at the forefront as a meat shield.
Jiang Zuoyi, the reason why you think she is terrible is because she is a member of the Lu family, and she is a knot and chasm that you can't overcome in your life!
Ling Nan and Ling Xue's two lives are pinched under his hands, and your stepfather is also inextricably linked to this woman. You are cautious, and you don't dare to make random moves. It's just because you don't know how to fight Lu Linshuang, just like when you were at a loss when facing Ling Nan - that's because you're too weak! β
I only felt the whole heat on my shoulders, and the warm, wet and salty breath came to my face. It wasn't until Jiang Zuoyi's whole body was softly placed on top of me that I realized that I had forced him to vomit blood.
"Shu Lan ......" The subtle voice seemed to drag away the last trace of strength and cursed in my ear: "Little Zero...... In her hands. β
Jiang Zero?! I thought I was hallucinating, because what followed was Jiang Zuoyi's heavy breathing, which made my ears feel angry.
I pulled him up and pushed his cheeks covered with blood: "Jiang Zuoyi!" You ......"
I got up and was about to call the doctor, but he grabbed my wrist: "Shu Lan, Xiao Ling is not dead...... In Lu Linshuang's hands....." He forced his gradually somewhat dilated eyes and caught my dazed and panicked eyes: "So every step is difficult, I don't want to lose that child again....."
"Don't talk about it!" I pressed the corner of his lip, which was constantly spilling blood, and I said I would go to the doctor.
Shu Lan ...... I'm not as strong as you think, so I shouldn't have given you that illusion in the first place......"
"Shu Lan, get out of the way!" The door to the ward was slammed open, and Zhu Dani rushed in with a doctor.
She broke off Jiang Zuoyi's hand, which I was holding tightly, and was confident.
"What else do you have to do to him to be satisfied!" The girl's eyes were red, and such a thin body could burst out with such a shocking power.
I was pushed twice by her and almost fell.
It was only less than two meters away, but it was as if he didn't need me anymore.
I love him, but I really don't wish Dani a good fit for him.
It was raining outside, and I excused myself by not bringing an umbrella and just stood under the eaves outside the hall. Actually, I have a car, I just don't want to go.
I shuffled my thoughts into pieces and reassembled them line by line.
In my opinion, Jiang Zuoyi has already lost, and he has too many things to worry about, and he is held in the palm of his hand by the enemy, almost squeezing out every inch of his flesh and blood.
Looking at him like this today, I almost forgot the moment I first met, and this man broke into my life with an aura that he didn't dare to approach.
It is precisely because of a series of negative effects such as dissipating energy, hollowing out the mind, forcibly thinking, and not being able to ask for it, that love can be called poison.
So, what else can I do for him?
An umbrella suddenly stood up behind him, and when he looked back, it was Andy,
"You have to take care of your body." As he spoke, he handed over a pink box from behind him.
He said he didn't know what this thing was, but he asked a nurse just now, and he was laughed at.
I blushed and said thank you.
This is the box of my pregnancy test, which may have accidentally fallen out of my pocket when I was pushed by Zhu Danni.
"How's he doing?" I bit my lip and said it had been a week, and I never thought he was hurt so badly.
"The wound is very infected, and now I am operating inside, preparing to open the abdominal cavity to clean and stop the bleeding. The doctor said...... It would be dangerous to go on like this. β
I slowly squatted down with my shoulders crossed, and I said sorry, I really didn't know it was going to be done.
"It's not your fault that he's injured, it's true that I shouldn't have clashed with you that day." Andy handed me the umbrella and said that in the past few years by Jiang Zuoyi's side, the most he has learned is to review some mistakes from himself.
Because a person's worst enemy is always himself.
"Andy, do you think that a man like Jiang Zuoyi, what kind of woman should be left by his side in the end?"
Andy's expression was a little hurt and asked, can't it be a man?
I glanced at him sympathetically and said that as far as I knew, he should not bend, and if he bends, he would have been with Ling Nan a long time ago.
"Yes." Andy thought about it and his expression was relieved. He said that he couldn't see what kind of woman Jiang Zuoyi was suitable for, because he had been looking for a woman who seemed to be able to resist loneliness and blend souls for many years.
"Like a prince looking for Cinderella and giving crystal slippers everywhere?" I was taken aback.
"Pretty much."
Andy said that he remembered a time when Jiang Zuoyi drank too much and told him about this complex.
"Aside from Ling Xue, the only woman he has ever remembered...... Just a dewy joy.
Maybe it's because of the effects of alcohol, or, alas, it's like a dream anyway.
When I woke up, in addition to the temperature that had cooled down, there was only a small diamond stud earring. β
Andy is still a kid after all, and his face is very red when he talks about it. This Jiang Zuoyi is really not interesting, and he refuses to bud others, and says that this kind of thing is teasing others......
Mr. Jiang has always said that he always has a hunch that he will meet that woman again one day. So in the years that followed, the diamond stud earrings he sent out came and went, probably just hoping to see a look of surprise in someone's eyes.
Although this behavior is futile no matter how futile, in the final analysis, it is just a psychological comfort for yourself. β
Andy says he can't tell if the woman is real or if it's an illusory dream. Whether it was a dewy affair or a deliberate conspiracy of bad guys he couldn't figure it out.
So it's no wonder that everyone says that sex is a wonderful thing that can make people do too many stupid things, but in the name of love and persistence.
He said it merrily, but I clutched my chest and slowly crouched down and cried like a fool.
You're in a trance, and you're fucking addicted to me, aren't you?
But I lost my family, my husband, my daughter...... In the end, even the whole person fell to you.
Jiang Zuoyi, are we both sent by monkeys to fix each other?!
"Andy, you really feel sorry for him, right?" I rubbed my eyes and gathered my emotions a little.
"Nonsense." The boy twisted his face and turned around: "His current physical condition really can't be tossed anymore." But you're like a piece of waste, and you can't do anything to help and add to the mess. β
Me: "......"
I said that it is okay for you to be reasonable, I recruited someone to provoke someone, and you just went all the way to dig a pit for me. Obstacles and ecstasy were set up everywhere, and I was expected to be the first to reach the finish line.
How perverted is it to play chess for me like this? It's not easy for me to find out this step, it's fucking when I'm a monkey!
"Isn't that because he wants to protect you?" Andy argued: "I obviously said that I would fight side by side with him, but if there is a little trouble, you will defect."
At the beginning, because of Xiao Ling's matter, your every move was watched by Mr. Jiang. It's obviously not his fault, but you put all your resentment and depression on him.
Did he protect you and protect you? If you weren't as strong as you brag, how could he hide it everywhere? β
"Blame me?" I expressed my grievances: "This series of things, from the three brothers and sisters of the Lu family, to my father, to Shu Yan, involved everyone around me. It's not all your business! β
"So you treated Mr. Jiang as an enemy from the very beginning! turned against him when he was a little troubled, not because Ye Jinliang spoke ruthlessly to him, or because Wang Xiaofei turned against him?
Just how many men you have, aren't you! Andy raised his voice.
"That's also caused by your indiscriminate style of acting, who can't speak well with a long mouth, and pulls out a gun and stabs at every turn!" I said that you shot me casually last time, and I still remember it, so I was more worried about what's wrong!
"You didn't know him on the first day, he's such a person, I can't stand you giving way!
There is a kind of turning away, and there is a kind of don't just conceive his child! β
"I ......"
I really can't quarrel with Xiaoshou, it's no different from quarreling with Xiaosan. This creature without a womb is so difficult to handle, and Bit's Zhu Danni is not nutritious yet!
I said I can't talk about you, you feel sorry for Jiang Zuoyi, and I feel sorry for him too.
But right is right, and wrong is wrong. He Jiang Zuoyi himself admitted that many things must be done, but the things that must be done are not necessarily right.
The so-called love does not break the three views, I can't watch him kill people and set fires, and even Xiao Ling is involved and indifferent!
However, Andy told me with his eyes, you said that there is light, there is light, the enemy is so strong, you still don't let him shoot when someone stabs him? You can do it, you go to heaven!
"Mr. Jiang's physical condition, to say the least, it takes half a month to recover before he can get up. If you really have the means to take back Xiao Ling from that woman, keep your company, protect your important friends, and throw all the bad guys in jail, you can do it!
As long as you don't let him suffer, I'm willing to help you. β
"Can you help me? What can you do? "I didn't mean to humiliate this kid, but it doesn't sound very comfortable.
"Let's run errands!" Andy muttered in a low voice, saying that I owe you a favor anyway, and I have to pay it back sooner or later.
I said oh, then I'll tell you to send a courier.
Hearing a noise inside, the two of us turned around and went inside.
The doctor's order was very serious, saying that if he dared to get out of bed and run out casually, he would not send it next time.
Go out and turn right on the elevated road, and down is the largest funeral place in S City, with beautiful mountains and rivers, birds and flowers.
- So angry that Andy almost went up and broke someone's neck.
I went up pitifully and asked, "Can I see him?"
The doctor glanced at me suspiciously, probably judging who was Jiang Zuoyi's woman between me and Zhu Danni.
Judging from her appearance, she is more like, and my short-haired one is like Jiang Zuoyi's brother......
"Go and see, he won't wake up yet."
I thought about it, and when I walked to the door, I hesitated again.
What Zhu Danni said last time poked my heart every word, could it be that the purpose of my coming today is just to tear up Jiang Zuoyi first, and tear people to the point of vomiting blood, and I will win. Tear up with his man again, and tear Andy into my person, and I win. In the end, I have to tear up with his woman, women VS women are terrible, in case this trick fails, tearing up my child will be more than worth the loss.
Anyway, Jiang Zuoyi needs to be taken care of, and Zhu Danni must take care of it very well. I'm the one who's going to go ahead and help him block the gun...... It's better to carry forward the style, don't tear it.
So I left, saying Andy, take care of him, I don't want to see Jiang Zuoyi around me again. I'm afraid that the next time, he will really come to me to dream.
The rain outside kept falling, and my heart was wet.
When I turned on the music, I had a very cheerful tune. For me, nothing excites me more than knowing that Jiang Ling is still alive.
I lay on the steering wheel and cried halfway through the car, and I still remember that when Ye Zi left this morning, the bow on her head was tied for her in the handicraft class.
She didn't say, she didn't ask, but she had been waiting for the boy to give him an agreement.
I also scoffed at such an agreement, thinking that even if it was like the road between Ye Jinliang and me, it might not be able to grow old together. But mothers can't be so cruel, thinking that their own misfortune is their daughter's misfortune.
Great, my daughter...... There are still people who can wait.
***
"It's only three weeks now, let's wait for the fetal heartbeat to grow." I lay on the hospital bed, waiting for the doctor's conclusion.
Li Dongye stayed by my side and told me not to be nervous.
"But I just had a miscarriage more than two months ago." How could I not be nervous, this kid came so unexpectedly. It's like accidentally winning the silver medal, full of chagrin and unwillingness, but the Olympic organizing committee announced that the champion failed the doping urine test......
I said I had to keep this childβ
The doctor looked at me and said that she certainly understood my desire to save the child. Because if there is a recurrence of external miscarriage, it is easy to lead to habitual miscarriage.
I bit my lip and said what then?
"So you think about it, if you don't particularly want it, you can do it with medicine now, and the damage will be relatively small."
I said no! I'm going to make up for this kid.
The doctor said she could understand my feelings, but a lot of things depend on fate. For a pregnant person like me who has just had a miscarriage, I am generally advised to have an abortion.
Now that the child is still so young, the fetal heartbeat has not grown, and it will not have much impact if the side effects are smaller.
If it is later, the children will grow up. If something happens to induce labor, it will be very bad.
"Lan Lan, or ......" Li Dongye persuaded me, saying that I was not very old, and I still had a chance. If you don't listen to the doctor, you and Jiang Zuoyi ...... anyway There is also a leaf.
I cried and said no. It felt different, and I wanted to give him a baby.
I said that I was afraid that if I still couldn't save Xiao Ling, at least I could have a younger brother to accompany Ye Zi and let her not be so uncomfortable.
Li Dongye said, but have you ever thought that the more things you want, the easier it is to be pulled by the enemy. When you lose it, it will be more heartbreaking.
"So winter nights...... I'd like to discuss something with you......"
My persistence was respected by the doctor, who prescribed me some painless medicine, and after saying some instructions, we left.
Sitting on the bench outside, I took out an envelope and handed it to Li Dongye.
"What is this?" She hesitated for a moment, then unfolded.
A delicate invitation made of snow-white cardboard!
I nodded and said this is for you.
"This is an invitation letter for a scientific research project from the Madstrari Medical Institute in Sweden?" Li Dongye hurriedly glanced at the name on it, and his eyes suddenly lit up.
"You shouldn't give up such a great opportunity, right?"
"For me?" She looked up incredulously, her gaze falling on the name she looked up: "This...... Lan Lan, this is impossible! With my qualifications, this kind of scientific research project is not a dream.
I have neither published authoritative academic papers, nor have I consulted with a few decent difficult papersβ"
"It's because I don't have it, so I need to learn from those world-class expert teams." I smiled and patted her on the shoulder and said I'll leave early next month, you have to hurry up and apply for a visa.
"Lan Lan, I ......"
I pinched her face and said sober, it's not a dream. Hurry up and talk to Chen Feng, this has been more than three months, and he has to keep the empty room alone.
Li Dongye grabbed the phone and ran to the balcony outside, I looked at her back excitedly pointing and pointing, and my heart was bitter.
Let her leave, which is also Du Chenfeng's meaning. Just like I send the leaves away, the softest place in everyone's heart is often the opportunity to make mistakes.
Next, none of us can afford to make mistakes again.
I made a phone call and went out to Sussi.
"Thank you, Dr. Su, I'm really sorry to let you give up such a precious place."
"It's okay, I don't like to spend three months with old men who smell like creamy mushroom meatballs."
Me: "......"
I said thank you, after all, I know in my heart that a qualification like Winter Night can't even touch such a threshold. To have the opportunity to participate in such a high-end medical project research, even if it is to make copies of documents for others, it is enough to use it for a lifetime.
"Ha, you're really harsh about your friend."
I said that this is true, compliments and everything is luxury, and first of all I want to make sure that she is safe.
Once again, I apologize for accidentally involving your family, and it's reallyβ
"Shu Lan, do you want me to help you intercede with my brother?"
I was silent because I found out that I was a fool who couldn't hide my every move from anyone's eyes.
"We are indeed responsible for Xiaofei's matter, but Jiang Zuoyi is innocent."
"Oh? But I heard that you stabbed him half-dead. β
Me: "......"
I said Doctor Su, don't tease me anymore, I just hope that Brother Zun can let go of Jiangyuan Group, how many ways have he been robbed in less than two weeks.
I asked Andy for a financial report that day, and secretly took it to Du Chenfeng to take a look, only to know that half of the 400 million li that Jiang Zuoyi withdrew was used to turn over his own business.
I can figure out why Wang Xiaofei's thinking is so arrogant as a second dimension, if it weren't for his brother-in-law being very good, his brother-in-law's brother-in-law is also very good, and his brother-in-law's brother-in-law is even more awesome, would it be his turn to toss blindly as if he was electrocuted all day long?
But Jiang Zuoyi was on the hospital bed, and his abdomen and back were tormented by the enemy. No matter how much you stab a friend or foe indiscriminately, no amount of blood is enough to vomit.
Su Xihang said that he couldn't help it, because once his brother was opened, nothing could stop him from slaughtering.
Don't think that a man with glasses is enough Sven will not blacken, and if you want to blame it, you can only blame Jiang Zuoyi for not wiping his ass cleanly, and he dares to be so arrogant.
"Who hurt Wang Xiaofei, didn't he count it in his heart? Since you can't clean it up, let the law clean it up. He's willing to wade into troubled waters for that little fool, why don't you just sit back and watch the show? β
"Of course I'm worried! Ye Jinliang moved the rescuers indiscriminately, so will Su Beiwang help me take care of Jiang Zuoyi's hardships when he makes a move?
The current situation is not like chemotherapy, which kills cancer cells and immune cells at the same time. β
I said that this is not a matter for our family, and we should also throw a rat trap to help.
I know that Jiang Zuoyi is not a good person in your eyes, and if he is eradicated, he will help the police station eliminate pornography and fight crime, but he is the father of my two children after all!
Su Xihang said, Shu Lan, you can't expect that when the atomic bomb is dropped, you can protect the potted plants specifically for you.
"Otherwise, I'll give you an idea."
I listened to it hard, and if it weren't for the fact that Su Xihang was on the other end of the phone, I couldn't reach it at all - I really wanted to start the shrew mode to beat him.
I said, Dr. Su, don't be kidding, okay?
"Am I kidding? Shu Lan, this sentence... You made it yourself. β