It has nothing to do with right or wrong, nothing to do with forgiveness or resentment.

I said Ye Jinliang, you have to force me to this extent? Forcing me to be satisfied with you when I don't even have the slightest affection left?

I looked at the face in front of me, which I had been familiar with for nearly thirty years, and there were so many memories engraved in his eyes that I would never forget. Every time I think about our past, all the sweetness is still as hopeless as being filled with a spoonful of arsenic as if nothing happened.

No matter how much time has passed, Ye Jinliang is always a bleak name that cannot be erased. Even if the knife cuts, it will no longer bleed, but the reality of pain will always slaughter nerves.

Ye Jinliang slowly put down the palm that was pressing on my shoulder, and he said that he really couldn't let go of me.

"There is no gentleman's dispute between men and women in the hunt for love, Shu Lan, Jiang Zuoyi, it's time to get out.

A queen only needs a knight to guard.

He has too many interests that he can't let go, and he is far from being as obsessed and harmless as I am.

So Shu Lan, I really have nothing left, only you. ”

I gave him a resounding slap in the face, and I said you.

"I'd rather have a Ye Jinliang who dares to love and hate, and hates because of love. I'd rather look at you, hate and shoot, and destroy and cry. I don't want to face the dark soul that has been bred by this.

If I am willing to accept you like this, how can I refuse Jiang Zuoyi? ”

I cried when I finished speaking, and as soon as my knees went limp, I fell to the ground, and I said I'll beg you - don't fight, okay?

We have no family, no friends, no lovers, and even our only daughter to be sent to the other side of the world to escape the scourge.

How long will it take for all this to stop, and who else is behind us? How much more blood will be shed, and how many deaths will be satisfied!

Ye Jinliang hugged me hard, and refused to let go even if I pushed it away again and again. I don't think I've ever tried to communicate with him in such a hysterical way of resistance.

It wasn't until now that I wanted to break my bones and tendons, and I realized that I was really weak, very weak. so weak that he can't even enter the real killing game of men-

I said Ye Jinliang, I'll tell you for the last time. I love Jiang Zuoyi. I can't help but want to be with him every minute.

The reason why I left is because I want to seal and keep this love that has finally come out of the waves, and don't wait until it is exhausted, and wait until it is gone.

Do you know that the moment I was betrayed by him, I was even more desperate than watching you roll out of your comfortable bed?

You know that when I stabbed him with a dagger, I even thought about whether I might just pull it out and die with him.

You can't imagine that I'm so obsessed with everything he has that I'm on the verge of breaking down madness.

He is like a poisonous stunner, every frown, every move, every gesture, written in the eyes of his lover is an irresistible charm.

I think if I'm not thirty but twenty this year, I might even be a negative woman that everyone despises, and abandon you and go with him desperately.

I don't do it because I have a daughter, I have reason, and I have more to think and measure than love. It's not because I don't want to do it.

So Ye Jinliang, your mistake doesn't need to be made up at all.

It came from misunderstanding, born out of conspiracy, but it became a litmus test between us, giving each other a chance to choose again.

If life can be reshuffled, if memory can be rewashed. Whether I will fall in love with a male student council president who is as good as me, or a handsome ruffian with a cold face and standing at the school gate and riding a bicycle to show his tattoos, this is not certain.

"So Ye Jinliang, you give up...... I'm real, and I'll never be able to come back to you again. ”

I said I understand your unwillingness, your resentment, but what is not there is no more. We are no longer young, if we want to let go, let's convince ourselves to be willing now, okay?

I think the problem between me and Jiang Zuoyi has never been that the love is not deep enough. It's because love happens when it shouldn't happen, and even that little crystallization comes unexpectedly and distressed.

"But do you know how much I miss him? In the past few days, every time I wake up in a dream, it is full of images of him covered in blood.

He looked at people with a cold look, but he looked at me very gently.

All of a sudden, it was all shattered into pieces, and I couldn't catch it. Ye Jinliang, this kind of thrilling, heart-rending love that you can't love, you have never ...... I can't give it to me. ”

I hugged his shoulders and tears poured down my face: "I beg you, let go, and all retreat behind you."

This is a battle that must be won by my own hands.

No matter who the person behind Shu Yan is, she hates me, constantly hurts my friends and lovers, as long as she doesn't die, everyone doesn't want to live comfortably.

So I don't need you, and I don't need Jiang Zuoyi, please stop poking conspiracies in the name of love. Is it okay to leave a little respect for my IQ? ”

Pushing Ye Jinliang away, I ran out of the office in three or two steps.

The familiar smell of soot, the familiar smell of potions......

I ran down the hallway to the elevator, only to see a mottled line of blood on the buttons. Ground floor...... One floor!

"Jiang Zuoyi!" Standing in the middle of the empty parking lot, I shouted loudly: "Jiang Zuoyi, come out!" I know you're here! ”

"What are you hiding? If you have a clear conscience from the airport to the company, why don't you want to explain it to me! ”

I said that I don't need you to hide and protect like this, and if I break my heart, it is harm in the name of love, and I don't need it!!

"What about fighting side by side? What about taking me out of the teacher all the way? You are so strong, you are not afraid of any kind of death, you are not afraid of any kind of parting, why should you hide......

If you're a man, get out of here today and make it clear. ”

It won't cost me ...... Overturned the attachment of the first half of his life, and engraved a medal under the milestone of loving you.

Jiang Zuoyi, you came out to see me.

It was already dark, and employees came down one after another to drive away. When people pass by me, they don't dare to ask or say, it's like a high-speed machine with no desire.

I don't remember how long I was crazy, and by the time I picked it up, my phone started to make noise.

I almost forgot, I made an appointment with Lin Yuqing tonight.

I figured out that if I didn't want to be led by the truth I didn't want to accept anymore, I had to have more and more information.

I don't even know who the enemy is, what am I going to fight in this battle?

It was just after seven o'clock when I arrived at Lin Yuqing's café, and I wished I could have stayed a little longer, because it was my first night away from Yezi, and I was afraid that it would be difficult for me to go home so early.

I first asked Mr. Lin if his injuries were serious, but I saw him nesting on the sofa with a group of cats and dogs, and he still wore a hat on his head that didn't affect his image very much.

This person's character is content with crises and troubles, so don't worry too much about him.

"Daughter sent away?" He hid one arm under his coat and raised his hand to hold a coffee cup, looking indifferent and elegant, not at all like a recuperating patient.

I nodded and said I was gone.

"When women are strong, they always make men feel afraid." Lin Yu sighed lightly and said that if he had known that women could be so terrible, he would not have taken so many detours in the first place.

"Women?" I don't know what's wrong with me, but the cranial nerve opens up the pathway. I said that I think the person who met my sister Shuyan today seems to be ...... It's a woman.

Lin Yu waved his lazy eyes lightly, and said that you listen to me first, and you will basically understand after speaking.

"Let's drink the medicine first." While talking, Lin Yuqing's wife came down from upstairs, and I knew that she was also a doctor, presumably a personality who loved to be a sword and nagged into a good medicine.

At this time, I am holding a bowl, well, it should be Chinese medicine. Most of the effects are to nourish the muscles and nourish the blood, but Chinese medicine, without exception, is difficult to drink regardless of the ingredients.

I was also a little out of shape, and somehow, when I smelled this smell, I felt a wave of nausea in my stomach.

"I'm sorry!" I covered my mouth and got up and ran into the bathroom next door!

I retched for a long time, and I didn't spit out anything, and when I looked up, I saw Sunan Kaoru standing behind the mirror knocking me with concern-

"Are you alright, Ms. Shu?" She handed me a tissue to wipe my mouth, and then looked my flat body up and down: "Huh? I remember the last time you were more than a month pregnant when we passed out, right? Counting the time, it's seventeen or eighteen weeks now?

Why is my stomach missing? ”

Me: "......"

Smiled helplessly, I said Doctor Su, you misunderstood, the child before me has been lost.

"It's okay, maybe it's just that there are too many things happening today, and I'm a little more emotional."

I said a perfunctory word, washed my face and came out. But after only a few steps, I suddenly realized a very serious problem-

Hasn't my period been postponed for more than a week this month?

Last time I was in ...... with Jiang Zuoyi In the car, when did it seem to happen?

Boom, my brain was straight up.

It's impossible, I just had a miscarriage for less than two months, maybe it's just an emotional out-of-control endocrine disorder.

With more and more apprehension, I sat back next to Lin Yuqing. This man seems to still have a fever, his face is flushed, and he doesn't delay playing with cats and dogs.

He said you don't have to be like a child waiting for the teacher to admonish, you're welcome, whatever you want to drink.

I shook my head and said no, let's get straight to the point. And this time, you'...... You don't have to charge me, do you?

I may have asked this question just to ease the tension. Wang Xiaofei was killed like that, even if I slacked off unilaterally, Lin Yuqing and the Su family would not let go of the culprit.

I'm right, wait a minute. This thing...... It has nothing to do with Jiang Zuoyi, you must not point the finger at him.

Lin Yu chuckled: "Do you think Su Beiwang is really stupid, what your ex-husband says, it's what, right?"

To tell you the truth, Shu Lan, you should be very glad that as soon as Xiaofei's incident came out, you didn't have to fight alone. ”

I was a little displeased, and I said Mr. Lin, if you say this kind of thing to Xiaofei's sister, maybe Mrs. Zun will also punish you for kneeling on the washboard. Such a good child, who was killed like that, do you still expect me to be glad that I accidentally dragged the Su family into the water?

Lin Yu was embarrassed and said sorry, he knew that he had lost his words.

I was also a little impatient, on the one hand, I wanted to know something, and on the other hand, I was very nervous sitting on this couch full of cat hair, and I just wanted to go home and buy a pregnancy test downstairs.

If she gets pregnant again, it's God's work!

"How much do you know about your father?" As soon as Lin Yuqing asked, I was blindfolded again.

I said that my mother died when I was seven or eight years old, and my father married an inexplicable woman, Mo Qiaoqi, five years later.

As for why she is inexplicable, I ...... I won't explain, Mr. Lin, you have also checked it, right?

And if you were to ask him if he had any other lovers, I don't know. He had never taken my mother's photo off the wall in all these years, and he still thought of his wife in his bones.

"I'm not asking you about his private life...... Lin Yuqing said: "You haven't thought that after your father and Ye Zhenkuan framed the original factory director Ling Hao'an, they took over the restructured Zhongshan Jianye." How did you get a clue with the Black Powder Workshop?

The sales of the high mountain peaks and the supply between your father were originally the ears and eyes of the river and the city.

So the third party that connects between them is probably the ghost we are looking for. ”

"A third party?" It's not like I haven't thought about this, and I was skeptical of my father's involvement in such an underground workshop. After all, with his previous net worth, who led him to the road?

——This road seems to be paved with gold bricks, but it is actually a road full of bones.

Lin Yuqing explained to me that he and Ye Zhenkuan took advantage of the convenience of the building materials business to form an entire illegal manufacturing industry chain when purchasing all kinds of engineering materials from abroad.

"But we have to know one thing, in a business like this, it's not whoever has the brains to dare to set up a stall to sell."

I nodded and said I understood, just like a taxi soliciting has to be a place to be drawn, everyone is xenophobic.

"And what your father has done over the years, black and white, has never troubled him. Therefore, this third party must have a full background and an unshakable status in the rivers and lakes.

You can ask Jiang Zuoyi about this to see if he knows the fame of Zheng Guanhao, the eldest brother of the Tiger Gang. ”

I said to myself, you've managed to scare me just by saying such a name.

As early as ten years ago, the major case of cracking down on and punishing gangsters that was popular in S City, this Zheng Guanhao was the first batch to get off the horse. I said what does a name like that only change in the streets have anything to do with my father!

"Zheng Guanhao has a mistress, no one knows the real name of this woman, only that after Zheng Tianhao was arrested, all the nominal gangs were disbanded. However, his mistress took over a large number of his assets and connections, and seemed to disappear, but in fact he started anew. ”

I was surprised, even though I still don't understand what this has to do with me. But I just think this woman is awesome-

"Her lover is dead, how can she be a sister, and no one under her will be dissatisfied? No one starts the stove? ”

I said Lin Yuqing, what did you just say that women are poisonous or not, and you are not sarcastic about me, but about this?

"Do you think it is possible for a woman to hold up such a big sky by herself if she doesn't rely on men? Oh, don't get me wrong, I didn't mean what you meant-"

Lin Yu is obedient, or he may feel that he is injured and may not be able to beat me.

I said, hehe, it seems impossible. So you mean, this woman is attached to my dad?

Lin Yuqing said: "I know that Ling Zun has passed away, so it is disrespectful to say such things now." But I just want to tell you that Shu Zhongshan has not yet had the ability to get into the eyes of 'Acacia'.

Even if this woman is related to your father, it is your father who is attached to her. ”

What the hell do I say 'Acacia'?

"This woman's name on Dao'er is called 'Acacia' to the outside world, and her real name is not clear."

Acacia?! I don't think this word is so familiar, it has nothing to do with some old songs, I just think I've heard it somewhere during this time!

Acacia rain?!

The cold hair on his body shivered without a fight, and I said that it was not a nominal company that was transferred 20% of the shares by my father after Shu Yan was named?

Next Monday's bidding meeting, like a ghost, broke into the backlist!

"What is the relationship between my dad and this woman? Mr. Lin, don't sell it! ”

"That's what I'm here to ask you today." Lin Yuqing said, don't treat me as a profiteer who doesn't work hard without getting the money, okay, this is all in the lottery to show your understanding.

"Ask me?" I bit my lip and I said that my dad had passed away, so could it be that I found a time to look through some old diaries and old photos he left behind to see if I could have some clues?

Lin Yu said lightly that this is a good way: "However, I haven't finished talking about it yet." The man to whom this woman is attached cannot be your father, but another man who is enough to help her hold up the world.

I think this relationship, besides, you and Jiang Zuoyi are a bit similar-"

I pulled my face and I said, Mr. Lin, can you stop joking!

"The person she is looking for is a high mountain peak."

Jiang Zuoyi's stepfather?

"Yes, in the years that followed, she was in a constant relationship with the high mountain peaks...... Well, that's a relationship.

Things have come to this point, and I think you can understand how the third thread between the high mountain peak and your father is perfectly worn.

I guess that the black accounts hidden in your financial reports by Zhongshan Jianye do not necessarily belong to your Shuye family.

So you have to use the money to do goodwill, to do public welfare, and someone wants to kill you. ”

So..... Jiang Zuoyi kept stumbling behind me...... Is he afraid that I'll become a bird? My clenched fist landed lightly on my knee, and I couldn't help but tremble a little.

"Who is this woman, Mr. Lin, why do I always feel that she and Shu Yan are inextricably linked?"

"You go and ask Jiang Zuoyi. I think that the last information and clues must be in his hands. Lin Yuqing said that he was a little tired, and according to the address of the taxi drop off point I provided to him before, he had already investigated that Gao Shanfeng was hidden by Jiang Zuoyi in the suburban hotel on the west side of the lake in S City at this time.

"If it weren't for the fact that my people had been staring at him for too long, I wouldn't have been beaten like this bear just as soon as I got close."

I grew my mouth, I said that your injury was caused by Jiang Zuoyi? I thought it was someone from Shu Yan's side-

"Gao Shanfeng is the most crucial figure in the whole incident, so to speak, he may be the only man who has seen 'Acacia', understands 'Acacia' to a certain extent, and is still alive.

The reason why Jiang Zuoyi transported his stepfather back so much was probably to avoid this woman's eyes and ears.

After all, as long as this old man without legs lives for a day, he has a firm grasp of many secrets that make that woman unable to eat and walk around, I guess.

So ......"

I hummed and asked, "So?" ”

"So I've told you all the stakes, are you going to become the second 'lovesick', fight with a group of men, or hide under Jiang Zuoyi's protection-"

"I'll pick first." I said, because I could basically guess who that woman was: "She is Jiang Zuoyi's person who can't move...... Because, her surname is Lu. ”

Saying goodbye to Lin Yuqing, I drove the car all the way to the private hospital where Jiang Zuoyi was housed before, I don't know if he is still there, but judging from the signs that he is hiding by my side today. Most of his injuries weren't very good—

I want to see him, and I have to see him today, no matter what.