Chapter 14: The Terrible Bead Tyre
Gu Xiaobei has to pay attention to He Zijun's Weibo countless times every day, in fact, He Zijun rarely updates it, because he is too busy, and most of them are retweeting jokes posted by others.
He Zijun came back again, it was already half a month later, because He Zijun sent a short message to Gu Xiaobei in advance, Gu Xiaobei thought that he would have to surprise He Zijun anyway, so he 'made' himself like a 'masked' hero, ran downstairs to the supermarket to buy a bunch of things, and returned home to show his strength.
As soon as she started to prepare, she heard the sound of opening the 'door' outside, and she didn't have to think that He Zijun was back, and she ran out with a kitchen knife, and a white shadow suddenly 'jade' stood up, unrivaled handsome.
He Zijun's face changed when he saw her like this, "Xiaobei, you just hid the 'adulterer' husband in the house, so you won't want to kill me!" Gu Xiaobei threw the kitchen knife away, cheered and jumped into He Zijun's arms.
The two bright eyes in front of her looked at her very happily, like the dementor ** in martial arts, in front of him, beside him, the eyes of the meteor, looking through her, the light was four 'shooting', this man was born to frame the 'female', she was successfully dizzy in this aperture.
This light, this light, is the love she has held for many years.
He Zijun called "Xiaobei", his voice was low and soft, and he hugged her hard, and his warm lips fell on her shoulders and neck, turning into small light 'kisses', and his breath became heavier and heavier, his 'kiss' was deepening, and the 'lips' and tongues were tossing and turning in her mouth, and they were going deeper and deeper into every corner. She passively opened her mouth, letting him rob her of her breath and thoughts. That familiar and sweet feeling engulfed the two of them like a 'tide'.
"I love you." He whispered in her ear. The whisper of this voice made her ears ring, and she leaned back slightly, then turned her face to 'kiss' him, and this 'kiss' went from lingering to passionate, to long to their breathing 'disordered'
The two lingered for a while, Gu Xiaobei pushed He Zijun upstairs to take a bath, rested, and she cooked him a big meal.
But it was only a moment of work, He Zijun, who had taken a combat bath, ran down, and Gu Xiaobei just poured the fish he bought from the supermarket into the pool: "Why don't you rest for a while?" She turned around and saw that there were still droplets of water in He Zijun's hair, which were as bright as his eyes.
He Zijun hugged her from behind, like a child, "I miss you!" ”
Gu Xiaobei ignored him, lowered her head and began to clean up the fish, smelling the fishy smell, she suddenly felt very uncomfortable in her heart, and she actually retched.
When He Zijun saw it, he hurriedly supported her and patted her on the back again and again, "Look at you, you can't smell the fishy smell of this fish since you were a child, and you still 'get' any fish!" Quick, go and stay for a while, I'll 'get it'!" ”
Gu Xiaobei also knew that he had this 'problem', and muttered aggrievedly: "I've been idle at home these days, and I've learned how to boil fish, and I want to 'get' it for you to eat." She saw that He Zijun was familiar with the 'door' and the road, and went to the water dispenser in the living room to pour a glass of water to drink.
She drank a glass of water, felt the discomfort in her stomach pressed down, and walked back, hearing He Zijun crackling and stir-frying in the kitchen, and there was a faint singing, she couldn't help but smile sweetly, and walked in beautifully, but smelling the aroma of oil in the air, Gu Xiaobei retched again, and this time the vomiting tears came out, He Zijun hurriedly stopped the one in his hand and handed her a glass of water.
After a long time, Gu Xiaobei felt that her 'chest' was not so stuffy, but when she smelled the smell of the kitchen, she felt a little weak, she walked out of the kitchen, propped her hands on the dining table, and the unexpected thoughts in her heart made her spin.
Since she and Li Haonan have been together, Li Haonan has 'delivered' her a long-acting contraceptive 'pill' on time and watched her eat it.
But everything is in case, and now that I calculate it, it seems that the menstrual period has really passed.
She was here these days, eating and sleeping well, and she didn't notice that her menstrual period had passed for many days, and she didn't feel any discomfort in her body, let alone think that she would get pregnant, as if it was a very distant thing, and it was impossible to imagine it.
She didn't know what had gone wrong, and now she felt like she had been hit into the abyss by a 'stick' again, and she fell back into despair, and she only felt a chill in her vest.
He Zijun looked at Gu Xiaobei's pale face and shaky 'desire', and he knew what was happening in an instant. He wasn't afraid of this matter in his heart, but he knew that Gu Xiaobei was even more afraid, his poor Xiaobei, who had been so humiliated and tortured before, was now suffering such an embarrassing thing.
He just hugged Gu Xiaobei in his arms from behind and put it in front of his 'chest': "I love you, Xiaobei, I love you!" No matter what happens, I will always love you! Support you! ”
Gu Xiaobei's heart ached, and the corners of his mouth curled up stubbornly, "No, Brother Zijun, no, I don't believe that fate will let me go like this!" ”
After she finished speaking, she broke free from He Zijun's embrace and walked towards the 'door'.
"Where are you going?" He Zijun panicked and hurriedly came to grab her.
"I'm going to buy test strips."
He Zijun breathed a sigh of relief, he also thought that Gu Xiaobei was going to find Li Haonan theory, "Don't go, I'll buy it." ”
"How can you go? You are a public figure, if you go to buy test strips and be recognized, it will be another big 'chaos' in the world. ”
He Zijun watched Gu Xiaobei close the 'door' and go out, the blood on his face faded little by little, and his good-looking lips pursed into a pale line. He had anticipated all the difficulties that might arise, but he had not imagined such an outcome. He sat down in his chair gloomily, the wind blew in through the open window, and the chill entered his body one after another, but he felt that the air was filled with a strong ominous aura.
Gu Xiaobei went very quickly, almost trotting back and forth all the way, and rushed into the bathroom upstairs without stopping when she came back, when she saw two red lines clearly appearing on the test strip, she only felt a 'buzz' in her head. This is really a more frightening thing than being Li Haonan's lover himself.
She slowly collapsed to the ground with her back against the 'door', and for a moment, it seemed as if the whole world was dark, and she could no longer see any light. She thought that she was finally free, she finally escaped from Li Haonan's clutches, she still had He Zijun, she still had a future, and she could live happily.
But who knows, Li Haonan has already planted vicious Gu worms in her body.
Pregnancy, the great weakness of the 'female', whether you are happy or not, just because you are born with one more ** than a man, the demon's 'essence' will remain in your body, breathe with you and share the fate, which has become a shame that you can't ignore. It will grow day by day, swallowing up all your happiness and hope.
No matter how strong and optimistic the 'woman' is, in the face of such a thing, she is forced by someone and becomes pregnant with a strong woman. The children of those who abuse themselves are all vulnerable weaknesses.
She was by Li Haonan. When she is gone, she can tell herself to be stronger, pretend that she is okay and continue to live with the people she loves and create a future. Now that he is pregnant with Li Haonan's vicious blood, do you still ask He Zijun to accept this humiliating physical evidence?
She seemed to be shackled by this terrible fact all of a sudden, and she was caught in the abyss from which she could never recover.
Hope, love, yearning for a better life...... Everything will be shaken by the arrival of this child, and you can only see the overwhelming sea water rushing up and drowning itself.
Gu Xiaobei cried lowly, she knew that life would not let her go so easily, she knew that Li Haonan would not get rid of it so easily, she even lost the right to happiness, everything that was most beautiful in the world was shattered because of this, there was no direction, there was no hope in front, and she couldn't find the way she came from behind, what should she do?
He Zijun stood outside the bathroom, waiting anxiously, but he heard no movement inside for a long time, then the sound of Gu Xiaobei sitting heavily on the ground, and then a faint cry.
Could it be true? He put his hand on the 'door', he couldn't ask, all the words, choked in his heart, no need to ask, he knew, it was true.
He knew that a terrible nightmare had finally not been avoided. He really thought that he and Gu Xiaobei had escaped, he really thought that they could live the rest of their lives, and if they didn't die, there would be a blessing in the future, but they still came when they shouldn't have come.
He felt suffocated in his heart, and could only open his mouth wide to gasp, like a beast submerged in a flood.
He Zijun tried to calm down, he knew that at this time, Gu Xiaobei needed him more.
"Xiaobei, open the 'door', Xiaobei, what is there to say, what is there to solve together, Xiaobei ......"
Gu Xiaobei heard He Zijun's voice, and made a decision in her heart in an instant, she got up from the ground, wiped her tears with her hands a few times, took a few deep breaths with the corners of her mouth, and then opened the door and went out.
He Zijun opened his arms and hugged Gu Xiaobei in his arms, and kept kissing her forehead, kissing the tears in the corners of her eyes, face, and lips, "Xiaobei, don't be afraid, you still have me, you still have me, no matter what, I can face it with you, you know, I always know." ”
Gu Xiaobei was comforted by He Zijun, the tears of forbearance fell again, and his body began to tremble uncontrollably again, but He Zijun's arms were so strong, he held her shoulders in his arms so firmly, supporting her weight.
Her voice was choked, timid, and trembling: "Brother Zijun, I'm sorry ......"
He Zijun closed his eyes slightly, only to feel that his heart was like a knife, and he choked his throat and said, "You said 'bastard' words again, do you want to spank?" Shinobei, listen, if you want this child, we will keep him, and I will love him as much as I love you, because he is your child and was born to you. Do you understand, I don't care about that, I just want you to be good, as long as you do things according to your own will. ”
Gu Xiaobei looked up and saw He Zijun's face close at hand, a handsome and impeccable face, and eyes as bright as stars, where he was filled with deep pity and pity, "Brother Zijun...... I figured it out, I don't want this kid, I'm going to get it off. ”
She was an orphan since she was a child, of course she knew what it was like to be abandoned by her parents, and she always thought that if she had a child, she must love him well, never leave him, and give him the most complete and grand maternal love in the world.
But now that she has a child, she is Li Haonan's child. As soon as she thought of being pregnant with Li Haonan's child in her belly, she felt a burst of blackness in front of her, and the intense despair and humiliation made it difficult for her to breathe, she didn't want to carry the blood of this demon.